This moment right now was everything to me.
Forrest wasn’t my man but I really liked him. He was funny, sweet and hard headed. He knew how to make a woman feel good, just by speaking a few words or kissing my lips. I really, really, really liked him, and my feelings for him were growing.
He was much better than Ryan by far. He actually cared about me and respected me and most importantly listened to me.
Once the movie was finished, I took this opportunity to lead Forrest to my bedroom, blindfolded. He still had his t-shirt on but I was about to sort that out.
“Jess... What are you up to, girl?”
“Shh... Hush baby,” I whispered seductively in his ears before lifting his t-shirt off his body and pushing him on the bed.
While Forrest had been eating his meal earlier, I had prepared a little treat for him.
A warm oil massage.
And fortunately for Forrest, the oil was edible, which meant that once I was done rubbing it all over his hot body, I could lick it all off.
“Lay on your back, Forrest,” I said seductively.
I was also going to be doing this massage wearing nothing but my lingerie. Only for Forrest. Never had I done this for any man in my life, not even Ryan.
Gently, I climbed on his back and rubbed some oil onto my hands and his back. I started by gliding with smooth strokes, over his neck and shoulders, down and up his arms. He gently groaned, telling me that he was loving it.
“Damn Jess...”
I worked my way down his back, now moving into longer, deeper strokes. I began to move back down, gently pulling his jeans down, including his boxers. He helped by pulling the front down.
I chuckled and gently started massaging his soft ass, making it fully glossed with oil. It wasn’t long before I was done and ready to lick everything all off.
However, Forrest had other plans. He removed his blindfold and I took this as my signal to climb off him.
He turned over and laid on his back, just observing me.
“You are a very freaky girl, Jessica Carter.” He licked his lips at me, taking a good look at me and what I was wearing. I couldn’t help but start to blush.
It took me a few seconds to notice that Forrest’s dick was out. It had been out from when he had pulled his boxers down so I could massage his ass.
Boy oh boy was he big. Big and hard. Big and very hard! Lord give me the strength.
He noticed me looking down at it and quickly tried to cover it back into his boxers. “Oh shit... Sorry baby.”
“It’s okay,” I smiled shyly at him, before moving closer to him and reaching my hand out to touch it.
Hard. Warm. Damn...
He gently groaned as I touched it and I started to stroke him through his boxers, feeling him harden even more.
“Jess... You don’t have to.”
I wanted to. I needed to. It had been ages since I had last made a man feel good. I wanted to make Forrest feel good.
“I want to,” I licked my lips at him, before reaching into his boxers to pull out his dick. “Let me make you feel good baby.”
“Okay.”
I, Jessica Carter was about to show Forrest how much of a freak I was, until the doorbell decided to ring.
My first instinct was to ignore it, but once it kept ringing and ringing I knew that I would have to answer the door.
I was just hoping it wasn’t Giselle and Tasha.
I left Forrest on my bed, and quickly put on my white silk robe before going to answer the door.
I only frowned when I saw who it was.
Mr. Cry Baby, Tremaine Neverson.
“Why the hell are you here, fool?” I asked him annoyed, giving him the rudest look.
~ 13 ~
~ Jessica ~
Just seeing Trey on my couch crying in his brother’s arms was making me laugh. So I decided to give the two of them some privacy.
Trey was a real cock blocker. He had spoiled everything I wanted to do to Forrest and now I was left all heated up and ready for nothing. I needed to cool off because there was no way that I was going to be able to think properly around Forrest when all I wanted was for him to fuck me, badly.
I wanted him. I wanted him bad.
Seeing how frustrated I was when Trey turned up on my door was proof to me that I wanted this man. Seeing his big, hard dick was proof to me that I could take him. I mean, sure I was scared because of his size, but that didn’t mean I couldn’t take him on. I could ride him all the way to paradise and back.
But it didn’t seem like that was happening today.
Once back inside my room, I sat on my bed and contemplated about what I was going to do to help myself ease this built up sexual tension.
Then it hit me.
Monique had bought me Mr. Fun for my birthday last year because she knew how much of a freak I was and how much I loved dicks. She also knew how frustrated I got when I didn’t get some, so she bought me Mr. Fun.
I moved to the center of my peach bed and started shuffling back to the wooden headboard, before opening up my drawer and bringing out my toy.
Monique had bought me a nice, big, brown and thick one. I set the vibrator beside me while I quickly removed my laced panties and chucked them to the side. I turned it on, spread my legs apart and positioned it at my entrance.
There was only one person in my mind, and I knew he was the only person right now who could provide me with the release I desperately wanted.
“Forrest...” I slowly pushed the vibrator inside me.
“I need you...” Feeling the vibrator speed up in motions was already starting to blow my mind. I quickly pushed it in and out of me, moaning softly with every pump.
“Forrest... Fuck me please baby....” I cupped one of my breasts, slowly touching onto my hard, erect nipples. I tightly closed my eyes, unable to stop giving myself pleasure.
Every push was quickly sending me over the edge.
In.
Out.
Faster and Faster.
I pushed, feeling the tingling sensations drive me wilder. All I could think about was Forrest, and how I would feel having him inside me.
“Uhh... Forrest, baby... Yes...” My moans were starting to get louder and louder, but I didn’t care. “Don’t stop Forrest... Do... Agh!”
I was having the time of my life. Just me, myself and Mr. Fun.
However, my ears immediately clocked on to a small deep groan coming from somewhere close. It couldn’t have been me, because obviously I would have known. I quickly opened my eyes, only to see Forrest staring at me, standing by my door that was shut and his hands in his jeans, stroking his...
Dick.
~ Forrest ~
“Bro, stop crying, you’re only going to make things worse,” I told Tremaine, gently patting his back.
“I love her so much... Why won’t she come back to me, Forrest? I need her,” he gently sobbed.
Man, I hated seeing him like this. I know what he did was wrong but he’s my brother and I don’t like seeing him so upset like this.
Damn.
“Okay. Let me see if I can talk to Jess and maybe see if she’ll let you talk to Monique or something.”
“Seriously?” he asked me, his eyes filling with a glint of hope.
“Yeah bro, just give me a couple of minutes. I’ll see what I can do.”
I got up from Jess’s couch and left Trey to watch some TV.
I knew that Jess had been pissed that he was here, but he was my brother and I needed to look after him. He’s blood.
I walked down the hall to Jess’s room only to stop outside her door to quietly knock. However, all I could hear were her soft moans and my name.
“Forrest... Fuck me baby, please,” she gently moaned, and I couldn’t help but become curious as to what she was doing.
I gently opened the door, being extra careful not to make a sound, only to see her laying comfortably on her king sized bed and her legs spread wide apart.
> I couldn’t see exactly what was going on between her legs but by her moans, I had an idea.
Her sexy moans were starting to get louder and louder, and I certainly didn’t want Trey to hear her. So I took this opportunity to enter the room quietly and slowly shut the door behind me.
Damn...
She had a vibrator deep between her legs, her eyes tightly shut and my name coming out her mouth.
Every time she moaned my name she just kept pushing, and pumping slowly but surely sending herself to her own personal paradise.
In she pushed.
Out she pulled.
Faster and faster, she sped up her motions, still moaning my name, holding one hand on her hard breast, biting her juicy lips and tightly closing her eyes.
“Uhh... Forrest, baby... Yes...” Her moans were starting to get louder and louder, but she didn’t seem to care. “Don’t stop Forrest... Do- Agh!”
I didn’t realize until I looked down at my hands inside my pants, to see that I had already started stroking myself. I couldn’t help it. She had turned me on completely and I needed to do something about it.
“Damn, baby,” I groaned, thinking that she hadn’t heard me but she had.
Her eyes flew open only to widen in surprise. She stopped moving the brown vibrator deep inside her and froze.
I didn’t know what to say either. She had just caught me masturbating to her using her vibrator to please herself.
“Forrest I...” She slowly paused, before continuing, “I was just trying to relax,” she said shyly. “I didn’t think you would walk in on me like that.”
“Do you want me to go?” I questioned her, my hands slowly sliding out my boxers.
“No,” she said quietly. “I want you to stay.”
I walked towards her bedside and looked down between her legs. Half the vibrator was still inside her and I knew that she hadn’t had her release yet. I kept my eyes on her as I traveled my hands down her legs, where her toy was.
I grabbed the end of it and slowly pulled it out of her, resulting in her to gently moaning my name again.
I held it firmly in my hands, adjusting the vibrations, before carefully pushing it back inside her again.
“Forrest... Uhhh...” she moaned, grasping one of my shoulders as I climbed onto her bed and settled myself between her long legs.
“Am I hurting you, baby?”
“No... It feels good,” she reassured me, moving her hands from my shoulders back to her breasts again.
And that’s how I started making her feel good again. Making sure that every single push was sending her to her personal paradise. I started getting faster, not too fast though, just the right speed to make her feel pleasure.
~ Jessica ~
“Hi Giselle... Nope, I’m not with him anymore... Okay... Fine, next weekend it is... Bye.”
Giselle had called me, to invite Forrest and I on a double date with some guy she met in Miami named Jayson.
I remember at the pool party in Miami they were all over each other. I guess they stayed in contact with one another. I wasn’t really looking forward to this double date, but knowing Giselle she won’t take no for an answer.
As for Forrest, he had to go back to Trey’s house. He said something about Tiffany moving in.
That witch.
She was the one that ruined my best friend’s relationship and took her lover away from her. If it wasn’t for Tiffany, Monique would still be with me here in L.A. Not in New York. I hated her so much.
If it wasn’t for Forrest, I would be a loner.
Oh Forrest...
I didn’t know he was going to walk in on me like that. I thought he would stay with Trey and I would be quick. I didn’t expect him to just stand by my door and watch me trying to please myself. I didn’t even know he could help me. Damn.
I can’t lie...
He did it so well.
~ 14 ~
~ Forrest ~
“Baby, you look so... beautiful.”
I couldn’t take my eyes off her. The way her gorgeous purple dress was hugging on to her perfect body, those killer black high heels that she was rocking so easily, and the way her ass looked so big, round and firm, I just wanted to squeeze. Her dress was strapless, allowing me to see a bit of those juicy breasts of hers. She looked beautiful, and she knew it too.
“Thank you, babe,” she smiled happily at me, before looking back down at her menu.
We were currently dining at Mélisse, one of the best sushi restaurants in LA. I wasn’t a fan of sushi, but Jess and Giselle were, so that’s where we were dined tonight.
Our double date had just started and I had finally had the chance to meet Giselle’s date, Jayson, and got to know him better. He seemed like a pretty cool guy, and the way he was constantly looking at Giselle, I knew he liked her.
We were sitting on a four table. Jayson and I sat next to each other, with our beautiful dates sitting directly opposite us.
“So, Jayson... Forrest... after this we’re going clubbing, you down?” Giselle asked the both of us, clearly excited about what she had planned.
“Yeah, sure,” Jayson replied.
“Sounds good,” I said, not taking my eyes off Jess. I was very excited to go clubbing with Jessica. I would finally have the chance to see her dance moves and see how good of a dirty dancer she was.
“Jess, you’re a model, right?” Jayson questioned her.
“Yes, that’s right,” she replied, smiling warmly at him.
“She’s a pretty good one too, Jay. I’ll show you some of her photo shoots one day. She looks stunning on camera. Miss Model. Forrest, you should be very happy to have her as your girl,” Giselle informed him. As much as I wished that what she had said about Jess being my girl was true, it wasn’t. And I remembered Jess telling me she didn’t want us to move too fast and I definitely didn’t want her getting mad at me for claiming her too soon. She was an independent woman and that’s one of the many things I loved about her.
And I definitely hadn’t seen any of her shoots on camera, but I’m sure she looked gorgeous as usual.
“I’m sure she looks amazing on camera... but she’s not my girl.”
~ Jessica ~
What?
This nigga didn’t just... You know what, he’s right. I’m not his girl, so he doesn’t have the right to call me that. But, I can’t lie, I’m mad.
I’m mad because of the way he said it. So calmly. “She’s not my girl.” The fuck is that supposed to mean?
“Oh, I’m sorry, I thought you guys we-”
“Giselle, let’s go the restroom,” I interrupted her and immediately got up. I was angry, but I didn’t want to start letting my anger out. I needed to cool off.
Why couldn’t he just say yes and agree with what Giselle had said? I wanted him to be my man, that was the truth, but he needed to be the one to ask me. I’m not going to chase him around anymore if he doesn’t want me. What’s the point of us dating then?
Once Giselle and I got to the restroom, I took a good look at myself in the mirror, before breathing deeply in and out.
Forrest was frustrating me.
Sexually, mentally and emotionally.
“Jess, I didn’t mea-”
“Save it, Giselle,” I interrupted her, sighing deeply. I didn’t have the energy to argue with her right now. I didn’t want to be here anymore. I wanted to leave.
But I couldn’t.
I didn’t want Forrest to realize how bad his words hurt me. He would just have to figure it out in his own time. I wasn’t going to allow him to ruin my night.
~ Forrest ~
She was angry with me. I just knew it. I didn’t mean to make her upset. As a matter of fact, I was trying to do things the way I thought she wanted. She said she didn’t want us to rush things, right?
So if I had said that she was my girlfriend, wouldn’t that have been us rushing things?
When she came back from the restroom with Giselle, she no longe
r looked as upset before. She just looked calm, and it was as if nothing had affected her.
“Baby, are you okay?” I gently questioned her, trying my best to see if we were cool.
“I’m fine,” she snapped at me coldly, before sitting down opposite me.
She wasn’t fine.
Every time she spoke, she wouldn’t even bother to look at me. She would just look at Jayson or Giselle. She would even flirt at him occasionally and it was starting to annoy me a lot.
Once we had finished eating dinner, Giselle announced that we were going to the club.
We had both come in separate cars, and Jess had originally come with me. She was reluctant to step inside my car, but did so anyway and decided to stay silent once I had started driving.
When we had first made our way towards the restaurant, she couldn’t keep her eyes off me, or hands. Now she didn’t want anything to do with me. There was no conversation, no touching. I didn’t like this one bit.
I decided to take the car down one of the shortcut roads and pull over. She hadn’t realized what I was doing, until I stopped the car.
“Forrest, why have you stopped the car?” she asked me, confused and angry.
I said nothing.
“Forrest! I want to go to the club.”
“Well I’m not taking you to the club, Jessica.”
“Fine. I’ll walk,” she said, trying to leave the car, but she realized that the door was locked. “Open the door.”
“No.”
“Why are you doing this? I wa-”
“Why were you flirting with Jayson?”
“Is it a crime to flirt with someone now? I’m single.”
She was starting to piss me off.
“You’re single, Jess?”
“Yes I am.”
“So why the fuck are we dating? Why the fuck are we doing this, Jess?”
“We’re not doing anything, Forrest. No one’s asking you to stay. Leave whenever you like. After all I’m not your woman. Remember?”
“Jess, I only said that because you said we shouldn’t rush things!”
“Well you shouldn’t have said anything at all then, fool!”
“Oh, so I’m a fool now? I’m a fool for saying the truth?!”
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