Edmund looked away from the man, studying the weak flame. "After she is married, there is nothing he can do. He'll simply have to resign himself to the inevitable and killing me will not solve the problem."
Corwin shook his head. "Why would you do this, Edmund? To Kirk, of all people. You love the man!"
"Exactly," Edmund struggled against the guilt Corwin was attempting to evoke. "I love him and I want this woman away from him. Away from us all so that things can return to normal. In time, he'll understand. He must."
Corwin stared at the man, long and hard, before turning away. "He'll never understand," he muttered, raking his fingers through his auburn hair. "He'll kill us all."
Edmund heard the knight, ignoring the truth of his words. He simply couldn't think on the long-term implications of his actions, not with his Wicklow holdings in jeopardy. The flames in the hearth continued to snap and crackle as each man lost himself to his own turbulent thoughts.
"Send word to Kirk this night," Edmund’s voice was faint. "He must be prepared to sail to Ireland immediately. In fact, tell him you will meet him at the port with our troops. He can ride from Quernmore with le Vay's support."
Corwin sighed heavily, feeling the familiar disgust for his liege. A man he was helpless against. "Do I tell him of his father?"
Edmund nodded. "Aye. It will feed his sense of vengeance against the rebels and move him faster to his duty."
Corwin turned to glance at the man one last time, a man he wished he had the nerve to stand against. Without another word, he moved for the door.
"Corwin," Edmund stopped the man in his tracks. "If you are also thinking to send word to Kirk regarding my plans for Mara, I would reconsider. You will be sailing to Ireland as well, leaving your wife at my mercy. Quite a bit can happen while you are away."
Corwin turned shades of red, biting his tongue as he quit the room.
Within an hour, a messenger was speeding for Quernmore Castle.
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
Clad in a bright blue surcoat that, even with its simplicity, was the very best surcoat she owned, Mara was escorted to the evening meal by Niles. The sun had set and an expensive display of torches lit the corridors as she was led from her comfortable chamber to the smoky and crowded hall below.
Kirk had remained with le Vay all afternoon, affording Mara a good deal of time alone. A chambermaid came late in the day to help her with her surcoat, the only surcoat she had packed, and the woman pressed it as Mara sat in a big copper tub. Lady Lily had sent her a bar of scented soap and Mara felt like a hypocrite for accepting a gift from a woman she had sworn to hate. But her guilt did not prevent her from stashing the bar in her satchel.
The chambermaid had styled her hair, brushing it until it gleamed with auburn highlights. Pulling it away from her face, the woman secured it with an old clip that had once belonged to Mara's mother. Dressed in a surcoat that was far too thin for the winter air, Mara passed the time until supper gazing from the window overlooking a neat bailey and very high walls.
Twice, she saw Sir Spencer. He waved to her and she responded weakly, retreating from the window until he moved on. He was a nice man, but she truly wasn't interested and she was coming to regret her attempts to make Kirk jealous. She suspected, if Spencer persisted, that it would be necessary to inform the man he was barking up the wrong tree.
The afternoon had passed into evening and still no Kirk. Niles appeared at her door shortly after sundown, his eyes gleaming with appreciation at the sight of her. Cold in the thin surcoat but without anything to wear other than her mother's worn cloak, Mara braved the chill and allowed him to escort her to the hall where a great feast had been set.
Having never attended a lavish supper, other than the meals at Anchorsholme, Mara was entranced with the beauty and warmth. Banks of tallow candles graced the corners of the room and a massive fire blazed in the hearth. Several people were already seated, including Lady Lily's women. But she turned her nose up at them as she passed their table, snubbing them for having paid attention to Kirk. Niles grinned when he saw what she was up to.
"If you put your nose any further into the air, a bird will nest in it," he murmured in her ear.
Mara struggled not to crack a smile. "I am sure I have no idea what you mean."
He laughed softly. "You cannot blame them, Mara. Kirk is like a god to them. Instead of showing your disregard, mayhap you should show your pity. You have, after all, what they want."
She hadn't thought of it that way. Her stance began to soften. "But Lady Lily...."
"Lady Lily is to be married at the end of the month, to a great knight in Henry's court. You needn't worry over her, or the rest of these women. Kirk has eyes only for you."
Her smile broke through, weakly. "And I have eyes only for him." Her smile suddenly faded as her gaze moved across the room. "Oh... my goodness, Niles. I see Sir Spencer. And he is waving to us."
Nile's head snapped in the direction she was indicating and his eyes narrowed. "I think it would be best if we sit over here, away from him." He stopped at the next available space, seating Mara while still keeping check on Spencer. "All we need is for the man to pay you more attention and we shall have a bloodbath on our hands."
Mara's back was to Spencer. "Kirk would really kill him?"
Niles took his seat. "You have no idea what the man is capable of when provoked." He motioned for wine. "I have seen him... well, it does not matter. But he is most protective of you and I...."
"So you have chosen to sit here?" Spencer was on her other side, helping himself to the vacant seat. "Then this will suit me fine, as well. Good eve, Niles."
Mara smiled weakly as Niles cast the man a heady look. Spencer, however, ignored the knight, bringing Mara's hand to his lips.
"My lady looks ravishing tonight," he said smoothly, his pale eyes glittering. "I trust you have a healthy appetite for tonight's fare? Wild boar I killed myself."
Mara pulled her hand away as discreetly as she could manage, glancing about to see if Kirk had entered the room. "How... how impressive, Sir Spencer. I am sure your skill is amazing."
He shrugged modestly, taking a chalice offered by a serving wench. In the balcony, a cluster of minstrels began to play and Mara glanced up, watching the performance. Across the swell of her breasts, Niles and Spencer exchanged glares.
"I have always been rather fond of the hunt," he said, still hexing Niles with his stare. When Mara looked away from the musicians, he smiled warmly. "And you? Do you hunt, my lady?"
She shook her head. "I do not. But I am rather good at catching rabbits. Unfortunately, they are so cute that I have a difficult time killing them."
Spencer laughed, deep and hearty. "Take heart, my lady. Boars are ugly, so you may be guilt-free when consuming their meat."
Mara smiled at his humor, noticing over his shoulder that one of Lady Lily's women seemed to be glaring at her. Her smile faded and, without tact, she pointed at the woman. "Sir Spencer, who is that lady? She is frowning at me."
Spencer glanced over his shoulder, clearing his throat when he realized who Mara was indicating. "That is the Lady Juliet." He turned his back on the woman. "And it is not you she is frowning at, but me."
"You?" Mara lifted an eyebrow. "Have you angered her somehow?"
Spencer wriggled his eyebrows, turning his attention to the guests filling the hall. "I suppose so. I rejected her suit."
"Oh." Mara looked at the lady again, rather small and average-looking. "No wonder she is frowning."
Niles was gulping his wine, his gaze scanning the room in anticipation of Kirk's arrival. He ignored the conversation between Mara and Spencer, mostly because Mara kept it very generic. Whenever he would ask her something of herself, she would give him a vague answer and change the subject. And the message, as Niles saw it, was obvious.
Pleased that she was making an attempt to disinterest the man, Niles was feeling rather comfortable with the situation when his gaze suddenly came to rest
on the balcony directly above their table. And who should be staring down at them but none other than Kirk himself.
Niles nearly choked on his wine. He sprayed it over the table, his tunic, leaping to his feet as Mara and Spencer turned to him with concern. He assured them that he was well, already moving away from the table in an attempt to intercept Kirk, who was leaving the balcony and heading down the stairs. Covered with red wine, Niles met his captain half-way down the steps.
"How long were you standing there?" he demanded.
Kirk was in no mood to be interrogated. "I told you to keep him away from her. Now I see I must take matters into my own hands."
Niles put his red-stained hands on Kirk's chest, preventing him from descending. "She is handling him quite well, Kirk. The conversation has been very limited and she has made it obvious that his presence is of little interest to her." When Kirk tried to push past him, Niles asserted himself and shoved Kirk against the railing. "Listen to me! 'Twill be much simpler and far less bloody if Mara discourages the man herself. How do you think le Vay will react if he learns you have challenged one of his knights?"
Kirk eyed him, righting himself where Niles had pushed him off-balance. "Le Vay is aware of my feelings for Mara. He will understand if I must defend what is mine."
"Officially, she is not," Niles reminded him quietly. "Technically, Spencer has every right to pursue her. You have hardly told him otherwise."
A dark eyebrow rose. "But I inferred as much. If the man cannot understand that she belongs to me, then I will gladly teach him a lesson."
"And what lesson is that? That you are bigger, stronger, and by far more skilled? Before this afternoon, you liked Spencer a great deal, Kirk. Now you are determined to kill him?"
"He has eyes for Mara."
"Every man in the room has eyes for Mara. Are you going to kill them all?"
Kirk sighed, his hard stance softening in the slightest. After a moment, he scratched his scalp irritably. "Then what would you suggest? That I simply look the other way while he pants and paws over the woman I will marry?"
Niles shook his head slowly. "I have already suggested the solution. Allow Mara to discourage him in her own way. She was doing quite well when I left."
Kirk pursed his lips, eyeing Niles as he continued to scratch and pace on the narrow stair. "She all but encouraged him this afternoon."
"Because she was seeking revenge against the attention Lily was paying you. Truthfully, Kirk, it would have been well had you informed her of Lily's infatuation."
He shrugged. "It was never an issue. Certainly not enough to explain it to Mara as if it was a viable threat."
Niles grabbed Kirk by the shoulder, shaking him gently. "So you have both punished one another with your schemes and petty jealousies. I would say the time has come to put this foolishness behind you." He released Kirk and began to descend the steps. "Come along, my Irish hooligan. The time has come to return to Mara and forget about Spencer' weak challenge."
Kirk growled in response and, reluctantly, followed Niles into the great room.
The tables were full. The only seat at Mara's table was the one vacated by Niles and the man graciously allowed Kirk to occupy the spot. Ignoring Spencer altogether, Kirk lowered himself onto the bench and kissed Mara's hand sweetly.
"You look lovely, love," he said as if they were alone. "I apologize that my business kept me all afternoon. I hope you were not bored."
She shook her head, beaming into his handsome face. She was terribly glad to see him. "I spent the time looking from the window, watching the happenings of the bailey. I watched the blacksmith shoe a large black charger and when the horse tried to bite him, he punched him in the nose."
Kirk smiled drolly. "Such lady-like entertainment. Is that all you did?"
"I took a bath, with some soap that Lady Lily sent me." She giggled when he held her arm to his nostrils, inhaling deeply. "What do you smell?"
He closed his eyes, lingering in the fine scent. "Jasmine. Rose." He growled and sank his teeth into her arm as Mara squealed with delight. "Christ, you taste good enough to eat. I take it that you and Lady Lily have spoken?"
"Her maid brought the soap. I have not seen nor spoken to Lady Lily."
Kirk glanced over his shoulder at the table behind them, reserved for the le Vay family. He knew that Lionel would insist he sit with the family and he smiled, thinking of Mara struggling to maintain her anger in the face of Lady Lily's overwhelming sweetness.
"You shall have the chance to thank her personally," he said. He was still holding her arm, caressing it, as Spencer watched. "When Lord le Vay and his daughter arrive, we shall sup with them."
"Hardly, my lord." Spencer was cool, his eyes fixed on Kirk over his chalice of wine. "Lord Lionel's sister and her family are visiting from Kent. There is no room for you at the head table."
Kirk sensed the man's pleasure to have informed him that he was being displaced from Lionel's table. With equal calm, he collected his own goblet and took a large swallow.
"I hope you like ships, Sir Spencer," he said casually, "because you shall find yourself aboard one very shortly. Your liege has graciously pledged you to my service when I sail for Ireland later this week to quell a minor rebellion on de Cleveley lands."
This was the first Mara had heard of such a thing. She sat straight in her seat, the brilliant eyes wide. "Ireland? You are going to Ireland?"
Kirk had meant to unbalance Spencer, forgetting the fact that Mara knew nothing of his plans. His expression softened when he saw the shock in her eyes.
"In a few days, love,” he said softly. “I shall hardly be gone long enough for you to miss me."
Her jaw dropped. "But... you have said nothing of this. Why did you not tell me before?"
He could see the rising storm and hastened to ease her emotions. "Because nothing was for certain until a day or two ago. I saw no need to worry you."
"Worry me?" Mara would not be soothed. She was angry as well as surprised. "You are going to Ireland to quash an uprising and you do not have the courtesy to tell me of your future plans?"
Spencer smiled smugly over his goblet, enjoying Kirk's distress. Kirk could sense the taunting gaze and it only served to inflame him.
"You are not directly involved in my military operations, Mara," he said quietly. "I need not clear my plans through you before I proceed."
She gasped with outrage. "I never indicated that you must. Certainly, it would have been polite to tell me what was happening. Simply so I am prepared for your departure which, I find, may not be soon enough for my taste."
Even though he was remorseful for his snappish statement, he refused to be baited into a verbal brawl. Collecting Mara's chalice, he pushed it into her hands. "Drink."
"But I do not..."
"Drink!"
He nearly shouted at her. Mara took a large swallow, her expression a mixture of fury and fear. Kirk made her take another drink before they continued their conversation, and still another. He was determined to calm her before she veered out of control. And, as he had so often experienced, she could veer out of control quite easily.
"Now," he said softly, shifting in his seat so that Spencer could not hear him. "I apologize for my remark. But I am truthful when I say that the business I handle for Edmund is none of your affair. And I did not want to spoil our last few days together with thoughts of my departure looming over our heads. Can you understand this?"
Her lips were jutted out in a pout, but she nodded. "Aye." The wall of anger crumbling. "But how long will you be gone?"
He collected both of her hands, bringing one and then the other to his lips. "I am not sure. Certainly a few weeks. Maybe months."
"Months?" she repeated, distressed. "But... you cannot leave me!"
"You will be well taken care of."
"Not at Anchorsholme!" She shook her head firmly, fearfully. "All of those women were murdered while you were away and...!"
Kirk shushed her sternly
. Even though the rumors regarding The Darkland were common knowledge, still, he did not want Mara adding fuel to the fire.
"No one will touch you." There was urgency to his tone that she dare not dispute. "Do you understand me? No one will touch you. Or Micheline."
Mara would not be convinced. "This is all a convenient ploy," she hissed. "Edmund is sending you away so that he can kill me!"
"Nonsense," he said patiently. "He will not touch you. Have faith in my word, lass, that no harm will befall you. Please?"
He was terribly sincere. Still, Mara was frightened. Frightened for Kirk facing a rebellion and frightened for herself. But most of all, she simply did not want to be separated from him.
"Then I shall come with you." She scooted closer to him, her expression eager as if she thought her idea grand. "I shall be very quiet and obedient and I shall take care of you while you fight."
Kirk shook his head sadly. "You cannot come, lass. A battle is no place for you."
Mara could feel the sting of tears, the painful ache of distance already piercing her heart. "Please, Kirk," she whispered. "Please let me come. I promise I shall not be any trouble."
He touched her cheek tenderly, feeling the painful swell of longing in him as well. "You would come along on a ship full of men, distracting me with your beauty and sweetness when I should be concentrating on my duties?" He shook his head. "You would be the death of me. Not to mention the fact that I would be quite useless."
Mara's brow furrowed and Kirk saw the glimmer of tears. Grabbing her chalice, he forced her to down the contents in the hope of staving off the tide of emotions. But the alcohol was not having the desired effect and the tears began to fall as he gestured to the serving wench for more wine.
Just when he thought he had lost her completely, Lord le Vay and his richly-dressed daughter entered the room and Mara's attention was diverted. A few smiles and a good deal of chatter regarding Lily's elaborate dress caused Mara to forget her sobs. With another dose of wine and a barrage of kisses to her hands, Mara was calming admirably.
Lords of Eire: An Irish Medieval Romance Bundle Page 89
