by Lauren Wood
“I don’t know what you want from me. You’re throwing me into the deep end without a lifeline. I’m either going to sink or swim with this assignment.” There was no happy medium.
“I told you from the very beginning this wasn’t going to be easy. If you were expecting me to smile sweetly and let you slide by then you are in for rude awakening. I expect nothing but the best and the tough assignments give you character. All of you need to develop a thick skin. Breaking into this field is going to take a person with grapefruits.” I was trying to hide the shame of my condition. It was difficult with him staring through me like he could see through to my very soul.
“I will do it, but not because you said to. I’ve been putting this off long enough. I doubt my relationship with my father will ever be the same again. I can’t live my life for him.” I was getting in touch with my feelings at the same time undressing him with my eyes.
There was a tattoo on his left forearm of what looked like a spider with long legs crisscrossing over his wrist. There was something foreboding almost sinister in the way that he was looking at me.
“Everybody has to face the one thing they need to overcome. It’s the anchor around your ankle. You have the key to free you from the burden. I want you to use it.” He seemed to have my best interest at heart. He could have been a father figure. I did want to call him daddy, but it would take on a whole different context.
“I’ve been procrastinating and I know the writing on the wall. Any campaign is ripe with controversy and Scandal. He claims to run a clean campaign, but I know the truth better than anyone.” To shine a light on his faults would only encourage his rival to use it against him. There had to be something in the water for me to even think about doing this.
I was trying to catch my breath. His package was a sight for sore eyes. I was trying to tell myself never again was I going to drown in a man’s eyes. Standing at the shore of my sexual sanity was the crashing waves of indecision.
“I know you can do this, Rita. I believe in you.” I felt imbued and ready for my close up.
Chapter 4
Damian
I couldn’t stop thinking about her and the way that she looked like a deer in the headlights. I wasn’t sure if I was asking too much. She was young and deserving of the benefit of the doubt.
I was tempted to use the address she had given me to check up on her. She was a big girl and she knew the consequences of her actions. It was a big step. It was one that she was destined to take with or without my interference.
Waking up in a cold sweat, I turned to the photograph that she had left me during registration. Those Emerald green eyes had me placing my fingers along the length of my member. I could imagine what she would look like on her knees gazing up at me with admiration. It was causing me to think about taking matters into my own hands.
I refrained and resorted to dousing the flame underneath the cool spray of the shower. It only stunted my excitement for the time being.
Her body was made for sin. I was just the kind of guy who could easily get her to do something she would never think about doing on her own.
I heard the phone and somehow I knew it was going to be her. There was no point in making her wait for a response. I was desperate to hear her voice. I wanted to use it to fuel the fire of my excitement.
There was only heavy breathing and the awkward silence was deafening. I waited feeling like this was her chance to make the first move.
“I’m emotionally drained. I just got through with grilling my father mercilessly. I didn’t make him cry, but I did shock him.” It was past midnight and I could hear the defeat in the tone of her voice.
“I’m looking forward to reading your interview with your father.” I saw no reason to compound the issue by making her relive the ordeal over again.
“I had no idea that I had that kind of venom in my mouth. I was relentless and I don’t think he recognized the same little girl he raised. We had a necessary heart to heart. There was a lot of yelling and screaming from the both of us. I never shied away from the heated argument. I think I earned his respect by standing up to him.” The brief exchange we had during class had made a certain part of my anatomy stand up and salute. It was a good soldier and ready to forge ahead into battle.
“I’m proud of you.” It was the hour of her reckoning and she had stood up to the one person she admired the most.
“I can’t sleep and I think that I’m going to go out for a long walk to clear my head. There are jogging paths behind my house. I was wondering if you would like to join me. I know that it’s not right for us to socialize outside of the classroom. I feel like I could learn a lot from you. It’s a matter of whether or not you are willing to put in the work.” She was using my words against me. I didn’t think that it was a good idea to mix business with pleasure. There was one raging part of my libido pulling me in the direction of doing something quite taboo.
“You’re not in any frame of mind to make any rash decisions.”
“I’m old enough to know better and young enough to feel this ache inside. This is an open invitation and one that I think that you should seriously consider. You’ll recognize me by the red baseball hat. I’m not sure what I’m going to wear. Surprises can be fun.” I felt torn in two directions. The one where I was taking her into my arms had a distinct advantage.
“You’re only 20 years old and you should be thinking about boys your own age.” I was trying to cut this off at the pass before we did anything we were going to regret in the morning.
“I see the way you look at me. There’s no denying there’s a mutual attraction. Nobody will know. They’re not going to hear it from me. You’ve been preaching taking risks and maybe you should take your own advice. It could be the best decision of your life.” Justifying going out at this time of night to meet a student was tantamount to career suicide.
“I don’t think you understand what you’re asking me to do. A proposition like this could be taken two different ways.” I was lying under the sheets and there was the telltale tent making the decision for me.
“I’m asking you to be a friend and what happens is between two consenting adults.” I knew the old adage of hurting the ones we loved. I didn’t know that my heart could be open to the possibility of love again. It had been shattered into a million pieces and picking them up seemed like a daunting task.
“I could get fired for this and I’m not sure that it’s worth the fleeting moments of pleasure.” I was already building up quite the load in my balls by the mere mention of anything untoward.
“I’m not suggesting anything is going to happen. I just need to see your face and what happens after that is up to the both of us. I’m not just giving you my body. What kind of girl did you take me for? I don’t sleep with professors. I know some girls use their bodies to get ahead, but that’s not me.” She sounded sincere, but I knew there was no way that I could trust myself with her.
It didn’t help that I was completely naked underneath the sheets. This was my time to see how far she was willing to go. I had a delicious idea which would turn up the heat a few degrees.
“Let’s say that we did meet and what exactly did you have in mind. Treat this as another writing assignment and be as graphic as possible. I don’t want you to leave anything out.” I was daring her to do something totally out of character and I was half expecting to hear the slam of the phone in my ear.
“I want… I want…damn it…do I really have to do this?” I had her on the bubble and I only had to guide her by the hand to get her to relinquish her control.
“I want to make sure this isn’t some sort of game. Tell me in your own words what you want to do and maybe you’ll be surprised by the response you get. It could be worse and you could be standing in front of me making this grand gesture.” I had my hand wrapped around the hardness of my appendage.
“I want… I want you… I want your hard…dripping cock…in my mouth. I want to feel the head heavy on my tongue
and to let you plow forward until you’re making me gag on it.” I wasn’t expecting her to be open with her dirty talk. It had taken some coaxing.
“Please continue and you have my black silk sheets ready to burn with the flame of your voice.” I gave it one stroke and it produced the first sign of arousal.
“I’ll take you in my hand and stroke you at the same time. I will swirl around the head and lick up the evidence of your excitement. It will become my paramount mission in life. I want you to be ready to break my…my…cherry.” I never took her for being a virgin and this was something that I had never crossed off my bucket list.
“I’m surprised that you haven’t done anything already and a little flattered that you have chosen me to be your first.” The catch in her throat caused my cock to jerk noticeably in my hand. The vein along the back was throbbing and I didn’t think that I could get any harder.
“I have my hand down my panties and your cock in my mouth. I can feel it getting ready to shoot ropes of your sweet cream into my mouth. I know that I can take you over the edge, but I want you to wait. Waiting might seem like cruel and unusual punishment, but I can assure you it’s worth it.” I could almost feel her lips caressing each inch. This was better than the movies I had in my collection. The explicit sites on the Internet paled in comparison to the sugary syrup of her voice.
She could’ve made a mint by phoning it in. Phone sex was all the rage and nobody really knew who was on the other end of the line.
“I have your shaft soaking wet. I want you to plant your flag, pushing against the resistance until the sensation of pain is replaced by pleasure. You will be balls deep inside me. What I lack in experience I make up with youthful enthusiasm. I just hope that you can withstand my tight hole milking you dry. I know what you want. I know what I want. Don’t turn down a sure thing when it’s staring you in the face.” The line went dead. I was left with my cock in my hand.
Chapter 5
Rita
“You have to tell me who it is.” June was in town checking out colleges and I hadn’t seen her since we were kids. “You can’t just say something like that and not expand on it.” I wanted to tell Kirkland, but he had disappeared with Gerald for parts unknown. It was the first time that he had done anything impulsive leaving me to ponder the consequences of playing a game of phone sex with my professor.
“I’m not going to tell you his name. It would negate the purpose of keeping things quiet and private. I will say that he has me wrapped around his little finger. I want to know what it’s like to kiss him. I’m begging him to come out of his shell. His strength to deny me these last couple of weeks has only made me become the hunter. He’s my prey and eventually, I will ensnare him in my web.” Two weeks and I tried to get him alone, but he was reluctant.
“I know what I would do in your position. There wouldn’t be anything that would stop me from grabbing the prize. It’s a good thing I came back to town when I did. Losing your virginity is a huge milestone in any woman’s life. If you really want him to be your first then I can help you. Put yourself in my capable hands and he won’t know what hit him.” She was smiling and I could tell that she was anxious to get started.
“I know I’m going to regret this, but I am at my wit’s end.” My father was keeping his distance and there was this chasm between us which was going to take some work to overcome.
“Tomorrow after class, I want you to go in the washroom and change into this.” She exposed a piece of fabric which looked like a string of floss.” This is better than going commando. He will get one look and his tongue will drag onto the floor. It’s time for you to seduce him with more than just words.” They were see-through and my excitement would stain the material in a matter of seconds. The telltale wet spot would draw him to me like a magnet.
“I don’t think that I would have the courage to wear something like that. It’s tempting. I can’t say the idea of doesn’t intrigue me. It’s quite enticing and almost a little bit too hard to resist.” June was my partner in crime growing up. We would goad each other into doing something quite unexpected. Having her around was a painful reminder of how far I had let a certain football player get.
It was my first attempt at giving a hand job. I had brought along a bottle of slippery oil and had him shouting obscenities within seconds of putting my hands to work. It would be interesting to start someplace familiar before moving on to extreme measures with Damian.
“I know that look better than anyone and you should give him the royal treatment. He won’t know what to do with himself. You could literally dangle the bait in front of his eyes until he can’t take it anymore.” It was an interesting way of looking at things and June was a friend that everybody should have.
“I was almost ready to give up and then fate lends a hand. Having you here is a blast from the past which I have needed desperately. My father doesn’t know half the stuff I have done behind his back courtesy of your influence.” I remembered how she dared me to walk into the boys’ locker room in junior high. It was quite the eye opening experience and a sight that I would never forget.
“As memory has it, I didn’t have to do much convincing. You just needed the extra nudge in the right direction.” She was right and bringing to life the fantasy of being with Damian had become an obsession.
“I still don’t know about this.” I lifted the garment into the air and it was this gauzy material which could be torn fairly easily. I got a shiver of excitement running down my spine by thinking of the way that he would pull them off of me abruptly.
“I’ve been away too long and you have turned back into the wallflower. You’re not going to get a better opportunity. Seize the day. It’s the only way to live and it’s a motto that I prescribe to every day of my life.” I had to remember this was his sandbox and he had home field advantage.
“Against my better judgment, I’m going to do this because talking about it has gotten me nowhere with him.” I tried it on and it felt foreign against my skin. I wanted to take it off quickly, but I decided to wear it to bed. It was the best way to get a feel for it. I felt like a sexual vixen on the prowl for fresh meat.
“That has always been my secret weapon and I gladly bestow it to you. Use it wisely and you don’t want to give him the wrong idea. This is just an accessory to lure him to you. Make it seem like it was his idea.” I did a few turns and it really did feel like I was wearing nothing at all.
“I can see why the guys have swarmed around you from the moment that you began to develop early. Wearing something this makes me feel like I’m stepping into your shoes.” I admired my body and the molded evidence of my hard work was right there in front of me.
“I didn’t want to say anything in case it was in bad taste. Now that you have broached the topic, I have to say I’m quite surprised that you have waited this long. The eye candy has always been my Achilles’ heel. One taste and you’re going to find a whole world opening up to you. Grab a spoon and dig in.” She was always quite sexual, but I knew she was also a virgin. There was no doubt she had done many things, but her purity was still intact.
“June, this advice would hold more water if you were experienced. I know what you said and I recognize when you’re putting on airs. You want to live vicariously through me and I’m inclined to let you.” She was quite adept at oral satisfaction and she was looking for the elusive unicorn.
She wanted a man to respect her and to deem it necessary to put an engagement ring on her finger. She wasn’t going to give it up for free. It didn’t stop her from the using her mouth and her talented hands. June could drive a man up the wall with a term that she coined as edging.
“Don’t let it go to your head and I have been thinking about sex more often. I get my fair share of young men, but maybe older is the way to go.” I had given her ideas and sleeping with my professor was going to pave the way for her. She wanted to find someone of equal age and experience.
“I’ll be sure to keep my eyes open for a
potential conquest for you. Don’t get your hopes up. You’re only going to be around for the next couple of weeks.” I climbed into bed wearing her secret weapon. This was definitely going to take his mind off of what he was teaching the students.
“I would appreciate that. Like I said it’s not every day that a woman loses their virginity for the first time. I could learn something from you. That’s kind of funny when you think about it. You’re learning something from your professor and I’m learning that older men may have a leg up on the competition.” I had obviously made it appealing to be with an older man.
I really don’t know what to expect. I want this to be something memorable and not disappointing. This man can sell an Eskimo a refrigerator in the middle of Alaska. He could’ve easily had me many times over, but he has been hesitant to pull the trigger. It shows strength and makes him irresistible in my eyes.” I could see the effects of what I was saying in her posture.
“I’m not the one that you have to convince. I’ve given you the weapon and how you wield it is up to you. I could’ve had many men and instead, I gave my time and effort to boys in men’s bodies. I don’t know how many times I had to throw cold water on their parade. Slapping them wasn’t enough and I had to get creative to get them to see that it was a losing battle.” I knew that her father was in the military and using threats didn’t seem out of the realm of possibility.
I turned off the lights and lie there for almost an hour before I finally drifted off into slumber. It was a restless sleep where I found myself tossing and turning for most of the night.
