by Graeme Smith
Jack Shadow
By Graeme Smith
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Acknowledgements
There are three quotes I use at the front of ‘Jack Shadow’. To the best of my knowledge Mr Herodotus has no issue with me using his words. Jack’s are Jack’s, and since he hasn’t killed me yet I guess he’s OK with my quoting him. But John Leonard’s were a different matter.
One of America’s best loved literary, film, theatre and television critics, Mr Leonard passed away in 2008. The quote of his presented here is used by kind and generous permission of Sue Leonard. I cannot thank her enough. Jack would have been less without John’s words.
Characters come from strange places. Where they finish isn’t always where they were going when they set out, and it isn’t always all the writer’s doing. Jack is no different. So:
To Sher Reese. Who was the first one to tell me Jack wasn’t all Bad – because he was funny. My thanks indeed for you telling me to keep him going.
To Lady Cheryl – who proved Jack really was a Bad Guy. She hated him :-).
To the real Prowess Rayna – who may not really (at least as far as I am aware) be a Shapeshifting empathivore, but really is an amazing concert pianist. My thanks for letting me use a little bit of you here. And, as ever, to my long suffering pre-release readers, both alpha and beta. I owe you no small debt:
To Kaptain K, to Lady A, to the real Kohkoh, to the real Sonea, to Lady Leanna, Lady Talon, Lord Jim and Lord Tranq, to the long suffering Bright Fantastic of InWorldz who come to the Blarney to hear me read, to Lady Tanya, my thanks. And don’t go away. The not-summer night sky is screaming.
And to Books We Love. To Jude, the extremely not-obscure. To Jamie. To my fantastic cover artist Michelle Lee – and to my Editor. Who must have done something evil in a previous life to suffer me – and who deserves a place upstairs for putting up with me :-).
And to Lady Gail. For Vladivostok –and the Rickenbacker Falls!
Very few things happen at the right time, and the rest do not happen at all: the conscientious historian will correct these defects.
—Herodotus, The History of Herodotus
Isn't it amazing the way the future succeeds in creating an appropriate past?
—John Leonard
History. Just a big damn pot, and sometimes it needs stirring. Me? I'm a spoon.
—Jack Shadow
Prologue
Lead Guitar in a Lead Zeppelin
The name don't matter none.
Jack Shadow. ShadowJack. Like the lady said in the song, the name don't matter none, 'cause it's all the same. I do my job right, you ain’t never heard of me. Never met me. And them that do meet me—mostly they don’t tell anyone.
Ever.
If it can hurt you, I likely used it some time. I'm the guy you passed in the street, the guy you never saw. Maybe I bummed a cigarette. Maybe I dropped some change in your tin. Maybe you were my friend. Maybe I killed you.
Maybe both.
Yeah, yeah. I’ve heard ‘em. Every one of ‘em. They all start out the same. The jokes. "See … this guy walks into a bar….” Well, that's not me. That guy, I mean. The guy who walked into a bar. I'm the guy who walked out.
No. It's not amnesia. Or at least they don't say it is. Near as anyone knows, I just don't have a past. Near as anyone knows—or admits to. I don't walk round a corner, and some guy from a car shoots at me because long ago I—well, sure. Guys shoot at me. Hell, women too. But not for long ago. Mostly for last week, where 'last week' is any week you choose. No, I just walked out of a bar. Or so they tell me. The Dragon.
The Dragon? Look it up. It’s all out there. ‘Order of the Dragon’. Hell, ‘Sárkány Lovagrend’ if you speak Hungarian. Which I don’t. Yup, the Internet’s a wonderful thing. Guy who had the idea was Dragon. The Dragon loved it so much, they gave him a Special Commendation. I know that for a fact. They sent me to deliver it—the Commendation.
See, you can’t have good ideas being talked about. Ever.
Mind, I said it was out there, about the Dragon. Never said it was true. It isn’t. None of it. That’s the Dragon way too.
Oh, they looked, the Dragon. They really looked for me. Me before the bar, that is. And there isn't much the Dragon can't find if they want to. But there it is. What they told me, one day I walked out of a bar. Were there piles of dead bodies behind me? A stacked deck I was dealing, or one I was dealt? I don't know. I walked out of the damn place. I never walked back in. Just … just away.
But they were waiting, and they took me. The Dragon. They tell me they do that a lot. Wait. Till the time a beat of a gnat's wing can topple an empire. Me? I guess I'm a gnat.
I walked out of a bar. The rest … the rest will be history. Some day. Not that I'll be in it. Nobody remembers the gnats. Not if they did their job right.
What's a gnat? It's like they say: if you gotta ask, I can't tell you. But maybe a story would help. Not that it ever happened, of course. You comfy? Of course you are. I took care of that.
As airships go, it flew like a lump of lead. That might have had something to do with me shooting the Captain and both deck crew, and locking the hydrogen release valves wide open.
The ship had taken off with some big-ass ceremony. A guy with more money than sense had paid some guy with more sense than money to try to do what the Hindenberg had told people not to do. So the guy with no money had done some thinking, then some other guys did some making. Now the guy with no money had money and the guy with lots of money had an airship. Big-ass airship, big-ass launch ceremony. So with all the smoke and mirrors, it hadn't been hard to get on board. The flight from London to New York meant the blimp had to go real high, to catch the jet stream. I figured there'd be time.
OK. So you're thinking the big shot, right? Hell no. He had the smarts to think maybe being on the maiden voyage wasn't such a hot idea. So he'd got on with all the cameras flashing and then sneaked off out the back. Left some dumb look-alike stand-in with the reporters to make happy faces and tell them funny stories. No. There was a band on board, to keep things poppin'. The Dragon wanted to make sure the bass player never made it to New York.
Why? Damned if I know. They don't say, and I don't ask. It's a job, that's all. Just another job. That's the Dragon. Some say it's all about the balance. Some say it's the harmony. Some say Dragon’s just a bunch of mean sons of bitches out to rule the world. ‘Course, most of them as say that won’t say it any more.
Not ever.
Me? I say it's just a big pot, and sometimes it needs stirring. Nobody needs to tell the spoon nothin'. I'm a spoon.
So I did what needed doing, and now the ship wasn't going anywhere but down. Along the way, some people got brave. So they got dead. No big. At least it was quick for them. But the chute I had was only good at low altitude and the damn ship was dropping real slow. Time to kill. So there I was. Sliding down the sky jammin' real bad Nobody's Fault But Mine on a dead guy's axe, till I could pop a window and open my chute.
Real bad? Hell. I never said I could play.
That's what it's like in the Dragon. Sure, they tell you you’re a hero. Saving the world. And if you believe it, what
do you get? Well, you get to play bad lead guitar in a lead zeppelin.
I ain’t no hero. Like I said: I'm a gnat.
So there it is. Let's try that joke again. See, this guy walks out of a bar….
I can tell you're wondering. Why we here, you and me? Why we talking? Why am I telling you all this?
Well, see, every job needs that moment. The moment you bang the side of the pinball machine and rock the ball, without ringing tilt. A distraction. So. Consider yourself distracted. But don't take it personal. It's just a job. I'll make it quick.
Oh, and don't worry. I won't feel a thing.
Chapter One
36-24-36 Caliber Pistol
If this was some comic book, I’d have a secret radio transmitter hid behind a fake bookcase. Right. Like I live anywhere long enough to collect books. But that’s the movies. Yes, or the comics. The Dragon? Dragon ain’t like that. The Dragon, you’re in a cab, and suddenly the driver starts tellin’ you about a job. And when you look for the driver again, they ain’t never there in the taxi rank. Or maybe you get home and take your jacket off, and there’s a bit of paper in it that wasn’t there when you went out. One you never noticed being put there. One I never noticed, and I’m real good at noticing.
So I can hear you askin’. What if somebody wants something done, and they can’t do it themselves? What if they just make like they’re Dragon and try to get someone like me to do it? Sure. Someone could do that. But anyone smart enough to know about the Dragon had better be a bit smarter. Smart enough to know if they did something that dumb, the Dragon would look for them. And find them. And—well, and.
I get back to the dive I’m staying in for now, and there’s no bookcase and no secret radio transmitter. I didn’t take no cab, and there was no piece of paper in my jacket when I took it off. Or I guess there wasn’t. Because I never got to take it off. Because what there was, was a blonde. A blonde with a glint in her eye, a gun on the table next to her and legs that should have needed a passport for how long they kept going. She got as far as ‘Jack’. As in ‘So you gonna shoot me, Jack?’ Probably because my gun wasn’t on no table. That wasn’t good. The guy on the desk would have told her Steve Metcalf, up in room 14, was a nice enough guy. The Dragon would have been and gone before I got there. So I answered her question.
Dead bodies are a bitch to get rid of. Or they should be.
I figure this one shouldn’t be too hard. The jerk in 17 had so much skirt walking in and out, no one was going to notice one more. Or wonder why they hadn’t noticed this one. She had a bit more class than his usual hook, but the fire would take care of that. So I take her gun, go down the hall and put a bullet in his head. I turn the gas on a crack, put his fingers all over a cigarette, and light it. I leave it lying in an ashtray then go back for her. I figure I give him my gun, put hers back in her hand and take a walk. No big. Another boom in the Big Apple.
Should have worked out fine.
Like I said: if this was some comic book, there’d have been some Clue. A lipstick kiss on the mirror. A note. A little tape recorder that said it would blow itself to bits five seconds after it was done saying something dumb. But like I said: this ain’t no comic book. All there was, was what there wasn’t: the blonde.
Most people I shoot, they don’t get up. But most ain’t none. The ones that don’t, they’re trouble. Dragon trouble. So I slipped her gun in my pocket. I went back to 17 and stubbed the cigarette, dropping that in my pocket too. I cleaned 14, which mostly meant making sure what was there was all Steve Metcalf and none of me. I took the clothes he’d had on when I started being Steve and he stopped, washed his shirt in the sink and hung it out to dry. Dropped his shorts on the floor. The job I was in town for was a quick one, so the Dragon hadn’t had to do anything clever. Steve was still in good condition in the bag. I dragged him out and put him in bed. Then I went back to 17 and lit another cigarette. Or rather, the jerk that lived there did. I pulled my own gear out of its sterile bag and dressed. I did the check—pockets, boot, jacket collar, belt. The rest.
Emergency kit. I never go anywhere without it. Mostly so I get to be the emergency.
I checked 17, and sniffed. Time to leave.
Yeah. I know. Boom. Hey, I never said I was nice. Here’s a quarter, call someone who cares. See? I’ll put it here. Oh, right. You can’t reach it. Nerve paralyzers will do that—like the one I put in your beer. The Dragon say they make it from some tree in the South American rain forest. It acts quick. You just won’t be able to move none.
Chapter Two
264 String Sidekick
When someone tries to blow your head off, stopping them is a good place to start. But stopping them ain’t enough. It’s generally a good idea to find out why they wanted to give you a blow job in the first place. And there’s two ways to find out. One is to take a walk and see if anyone else has the same idea. The other is to go ask someone who might know.
I did both.
Walking down a street to see if anyone wants to give you a .357 headache isn’t generally considered a smart thing to do. But pulling the emergency cord and runnin’ to the Dragon to tell them some broad knows too much and you didn’t drop her makes the walking thing look like genius. So I walked. I walked Broadway and I walked Lexington. I walked Central Park and I dropped by the Queensboro’ Bridge on 59th. No, Simon wasn’t there. No, not Garfunkel either. And nobody with an AK-47 wanting me to slow down—dead. So I took the A train like Ella said, and walked by the Apollo. But nobody played. Nobody took a shot at me at all. Which made a bad thing look worse. Most days, somebody wants to shoot me. If they can find me, at least. And today I wasn’t trying not to be found. Someone had the word out. And the word was ‘hands off’.
Damn. I hate the bloody piano.
I didn’t need to practice. I knew how to get to Carnegie Hall. She wasn’t playing ‘til later, but that didn’t matter. I knew she’d be there. A C-note persuaded the guy on the door he hadn’t seen me. After that, she wasn’t hard to find. I knew she knew I was coming when the notes changed to ‘Dragonstar’.
Prowess was sat at the piano in silk that probably cost more than the guy on the door would earn in his life. She smiled. “Good evening … oh. Who are you this week, old friend?”
That’s P for you. It wasn’t evening, and as far as I know I don’t do the ‘friend’ thing. Not that Prowess ever listened. She’d rather hit a bad note than be impolite, and Prowess never hits bad notes. You get used to it. “Blonde. Legs like a long, cold glass on a hot day.” Like I said: I hate the bloody piano.
“I changed this a little. Can you hear it? Just here … like that?”
I sighed. “Blonde. Legs. Bad habit of not staying dead.” I slapped the prop and two hundred grand of grand piano lid dropped hard on the rest of a million dollar piano.
“You have no soul, Shadow!”
A claw ripped through the air where my head was supposed to be, but I knew Prowess. I ducked, I rolled, and I jammed my gun into a mouth with more teeth than a chainsaw. “Blonde. Legs. Not dead enough. And Prowess? This one knew my name.”
You may have heard of her. Prowess Rayna. Finest concert pianist you’ll ever hear—if you give a damn about piano music, which I don’t. Oh, and Shape-shifter. And empathivore, which I do give a damn about.
Ever wonder why you go to a concert, and you walk out feeling tired? Well if it was Prowess, that’s easy. She ate you. Not your flesh. Your thoughts, your emotions—she ate you. The energy keeps her fed, and the information she gets keeps her in silk. And pianos. So when I need to know something, I ask Prowess. Mostly with a gun in her mouth. That’s just how we are, her and me. Well, most people and me. She’s not really my side-kick. I just tell people she is when I want to piss her off. Which is mostly.
Prowess grew another mouth. She knew I wasn’t taking my gun out of the one it was in. “You really don’t, you know, Jack. Have a soul, I mean. A girl has to eat, and you just don’t have a scrap about you.” Prowess looked
over my shoulder. “Oh, and you should probably duck, Jack.”
The bullet slammed into the piano. Prowess screamed. I wasn’t sure what pissed her off more—the damage to the piano or the noise the lead made as it hit the strings. I’d ducked, so I rolled again and came up, my gun aimed at the blonde. She grinned. “Jack. Didn’t your mother ever tell you it’s rude to point?” Then she grinned again. “Ah. But then you wouldn’t know, right?”
I put three in her chest. Not because I thought it would do any good. More because there was a lot of it and it was an easy target. The blonde pouted. “Now Jack. That’s just not nice. Oh, and Jack? You’d better run. They’re coming for you.” She winked. “I’ll be seeing you, Jack.”
I pumped another into the space she’d stopped occupying, just in case. But nothing screamed, nothing started dripping blood and everything was just another lousy part of another lousy day. I figured things probably couldn’t get any worse, which is normally the time they start doing just that.
“She right, Jack. They’re coming.” Prowess wasn’t looking to unhappy about whoever it was.
“Who’s coming, P?”
“The Dragon.”
Prowess was right. The not-dead broad was right. I was right too. Things really were getting worse. “I’m Dragon, Prowess.”
“Yes you are. And so’s she. But which Dragon?” Prowess looked like the question didn’t make sense to her either, and she was the one askin’ it. But eating thoughts can be like that. Emotions too, she told me.
I don’t do those either. Emotions.
See, sometimes it isn’t the answer that’s the problem. It’s the question. We’re not there yet. The question, I mean. But the thing about being Dragon is, you don’t ask questions. Not if you’re a gnat. Not if you’re a spoon. So just you sit tight. We’ll get there. Get where?
