“God, I don’t know. She’s young, Billy. She went through a traumatic experience. Didn’t you see her reaction to us touching her together? Initially she pulled away.”
“But you had your hand on her and told her next time she came your mouth would be on her. She didn’t push away. She didn’t tell you off.”
“No, she didn’t. But I get this feeling that I scare her. I’m a dominant man, I expect a lot out of a lover.”
“Like we don’t? The right woman will accept us and all we require,” Billy said and then looked back at Missy Ann.
“This is different. This isn’t about sex. This is about companionship, a connection, a sense of feeling complete,” Billy added.
“You mean because we would all be sharing her?” Antonio asked.
“More than physically. We would be sharing her in every aspect of the word. She would belong to all of us, Antonio, not more so to one of us. There wouldn’t be any jealous feelings but instead feelings of being content, sure, confident in the relationship and in her.”
“But what if she doesn’t feel that same way? What if she changes her mind, decides to cheat on us. You’ve seen the way men look at her. She stands out in a crowd with that blonde hair and those baby blue eyes, never mind that sexy body. It’s fucking insane how jealous I feel. I want to keep her hidden from everyone else but the four of us,” Antonio admitted.
Billy snorted and raised both of his eyebrows up at his brother. “And you don’t think we feel the same way? I get this uneasy, queasy feeling in my gut when she’s out of sight. I can’t stand that she goes home alone. I think about her in bed. I think about the nightmares she suffers from, the counselor she’s seeing that Finn told us about. I think of her safety, and all I want to do is hold her in my arms and protect her, yet we’ve known her for weeks.”
“Damn, I feel the exact same way. What do we do? How do we go slow? How do I not make demands I’m used to making on other women? If it was anyone else down there in the basement you would have walked in on me fucking them on kegs of beer and soda. Fuck,” Antonio whispered and ran his fingers through his hair.
Billy gave his shoulder a squeeze. “But you didn’t force that on her because you knew Missy Ann isn’t like that. You know she needs slow, she needs honesty, not some overbearing gigolo looking to mark a woman so other men stay clear.”
Antonio looked at him and raised one eyebrow up as he responded. “Speak for yourself. That thought went through my head. Hell, it’s going through my head right now watching her talk to those guys.”
Billy chuckled.
“Damn, we’re fucked. This is the real deal, man. This is everything we all wanted. A dream, a fantasy, a lifestyle we’ve watched friends commit to and look complete and happy with. Now it’s our turn, and we can’t fuck this up,” Billy stated firmly.
“Why are you looking at me like I would be the one to fuck it up? Finn is even more aggressive in bed and Salvatore likes his women submissive and under his command in the bedroom and out.”
“Something tells me we’re all going to change but in a good way. We know her fears. When she finally lets us in to make love to her, we’ll have to have a shitload of patience. We don’t know what other kinds of lovers she had.”
“Fuck, I don’t even want to think of her in bed with another man, or men. It pisses me off. Makes me see red. Damn, this is intense,” Antonio admitted.
“I know. Believe me. I know. So encounters like the one downstairs should be handled like training sessions. It will help us take our time when we finally earn her trust and make love to her together,” Billy said and they both looked at Missy Ann. She took that moment to turn and look at them, and when she smiled and gave a wave, Billy’s heart grew a little bigger and he knew she was the one.
Chapter 5
Missy Ann was exhausted. It was a long, hard day at the restaurant and the grand opening was less than twenty-four hours away. She was shuffling through the paperwork on Antonio’s desk, trying to find the one she was looking for. She felt that bit of anxiety. Had she lost it, misplaced it, or forgotten something? She felt the ache in her shoulders and her neck and eased her hand back to massage it. She found the paper and exhaled but then jumped as hands landed on her hips from behind.
She turned around and Finn was there. He squinted his eyes at her.
“Are you okay?” he asked. It was a loaded question. Her mind was frazzled, her emotions raw with desire and a sense of confusion as to what to do with him and his brothers. She had no experience with sex and then to give up her virginity to four men in a ménage encounter seemed too spontaneous and irrational. The stress of working for Antonio and Billy and trying to remain professional in front of staff was difficult. She was lusting over them, thinking about them constantly and last night in bed, she touched herself. She never did that before.
She reacted now, she felt the tears in her eyes, and there was so much she wanted to say, to talk about, to process but how could she with him? With them when they were what she needed to process.
“Missy Ann, what happened?” Finn asked firmly and she stared at him. Looked at his tight dress shirt, the dress pants, the gun on his hip along with the badge and that sexy, mature, capable expression on his face and she hugged him. She needed his embrace, and to inhale his cologne and know she was safe like he always seemed to provide for her. He caressed her back, ran his palms up and down, oozing his strength, his care into her body, making her calm her irrational, fearful thoughts.
“Tell me what’s wrong. Did something happen?” he whispered on the top of her head and she shook her head and kissed his chest. She ran her hands up his dress shirt and then stood up on tiptoes in her heels to reach his neck and she kissed his throat.
She felt his palm ease along her ass and give it a squeeze. She gasped low, tilted her head up toward him, and locked onto his hazel eyes. That gruff along his cheeks and chin was sexy and made him appear rugged, capable and desirable. He eased his lips closer and kissed her. That kiss grew deeper quickly and before she knew it his hands were pressing her skirt to her waist and then he lifted her up and placed her ass on the desk. She felt the cool hard surface against her bare ass cheeks. She was wearing thong panties and felt oversensitive to everything.
She heard a door close and jerked but Finn didn’t release her. He continued to explore her mouth with his tongue and used his hands to glide up her thighs as he lowered her back to the desk.
She gripped his shoulders and his mouth trailed along her neck to her bare shoulder.
“You’re so damn sexy, woman. I thought about you all day,” he whispered and suckled her neck as he pressed his thighs between hers, widening hers.
“I was around her all day, but couldn’t touch her like I wanted to,” Antonio said, joining them. She looked at him, and saw the desire in those dark eyes of his. He held her gaze as he pulled off his dress jacket and then undid his tie.
But then she felt Finn’s fingers stroke along her groin and under her panties. She gripped his hand. “Finn,” she whispered and then swallowed hard. She wanted to feel him touch her there. She wanted to feel more of what these men made her feel.
“Let him. Let us explore what’s going to be ours,” Antonio told her as he eased closer, his palms down flat next to her head behind her. She had to tilt her head back to hold his gaze and then he leaned closer to her lips.
“Just a little taste,” he whispered then kissed her. She reached up to touch him. This position was awkward yet he was able to taste from her mouth and arouse her as Finn removed her panties then pressed a finger to her cunt.
She went to move her hands downward to feel some sort of control but Antonio snagged them and held them above her head.
Finn stroked a finger into her cunt and she moaned and felt her cream instantly leak. “Damn, baby you’re so wet. Let go and give it to us. You’re safe. I promise,” Finn told her and then continued to stroke her cunt.
She lifted her hips and Antonio eased
his mouth from hers and licked and suckled along her neck then to her chest. “Keep your arms back. Give us complete control and I guarantee you’ll love it,” he said to her so firmly in a tone that ordered her and she did it. She felt her pussy cream and then fingers pull out and Finn’s mouth replace them.
“Oh,” she moaned loudly.
Finn’s whiskers chafed her inner thighs and her pussy and she rocked against his mouth.
Antonio pressed her top lower.
She panted as she looked at him and saw the desire in his eyes. He seemed mesmerized by her breasts and it made her feel sexy and desirable.
“Damn, I love these sexy sheer bras you wear,” he told her and as his fingers unclipped the front she lifted her arms and he scolded her.
“Don’t move,” he said firmly and then his mouth latched on to part of her breast and nipple. She was entirely too turned on. She should be scared.
“Oh. Oh God, Finn. Finn.” She moaned loudly as he suckled her clit hard and then stroked two fingers into her cunt. It was too much. Both men worked magic on her body with fingers and mouths. She couldn’t think, couldn’t process anything at all. All she could do was feel.
Antonio pulled on her nipple. “Antonio. Oh God, what are you doing?”
“You taste delicious, baby. I want my brother to taste you, too. He’s been so patient, but I know Antonio wants his mouth on your pussy next time you come.” Finn spoke but she could barely make out his words, she was so aroused.
They shifted positions quickly and then she felt her thighs widen. She gasped. Finn grabbed her arms and pressed them back as he leaned over her and kissed her on the mouth. Below she felt Antonio’s fingers graze her pussy as he slid his palms up and down her inner thighs. She sensed him inhaling against her cunt and she shivered with anticipation. She wanted to feel his mouth on her. She wanted them to make her feel more of these sensations. She locked onto Antonio’s dark, intense eyes right before he lowered his mouth to her pussy and slid his tongue into her. She felt his hands grip her thighs and then he lifted them up over his shoulders. His tongue swirled around and then back into her cunt. He kept swirling and licking then sucking on her and she could feel that inner coil grow tighter and tighter. Finn tugged on her nipple on one side and used his other hand to manipulate her other breast.
She thought she heard the door again and she sensed movement around her, making her panic a moment but then Antonio slid his tongue from her pussy to her anus, back and forth and she moaned.
She was shaking with desire and then she gasped as Salvatore and Billy came into sight, their expressions fierce, almost angry was her initial thought. But then Salvatore moved closer and Finn removed his hand on one breast and continued to manipulate her other breast.
“Holy shit, Missy Ann, this is one of my fantasies come true,” Salvatore told her then ran a hand along her arm, holding it down as he pressed a kiss to her lips.
He plunged his tongue into her mouth deeply and she felt her pussy cream. She was so aroused at them touching her together like this that she just lay there and absorbed it all. Even when she felt Antonio’s fingers stroke into her cunt and press her cream over her anus she moaned and absorbed the sensations. She felt the heat of Salvatore’s large palm press down her chest, over her belly and straight to her cunt. He kissed her deeper and delved his fingers into her pussy.
She shivered and shook and then felt Finn’s finger press against her anus. Both fingers penetrated her and she couldn’t move. She was locked down with Salvatore’s arm and his fingers in her cunt and Finn’s mouth on her breast suckling hard.
She felt that coil snap just as Antonio stroked his finger into her ass.
Billy somehow was above her, kneeling on the desk. He covered her mouth and kissed her as she moaned her release and shook and came. Salvatore removed his fingers and Antonio’s mouth latched onto her cunt and ate her out as he said he would.
Slowly she came down from her very first major orgasm with hands caressing her body. Kisses pressed against her skin and she shivered, wondering how this happened, and what she looked like to them.
As she blinked her eyes open they locked onto Antonio’s first as he kissed her inner thighs then up her belly and her breasts to her mouth. She could smell her scent on his glistening lips.
“Beautiful. Thank you, baby. Thank you for letting us pleasure you.” He covered her mouth and kissed her and she wanted to hug him to her breast but she didn’t know if she should move her arms. He had ordered her to keep them there.
He lifted up, eyes squinting at her as he caressed up her belly and over one breast. “What’s wrong?”
“Did we hurt you, or scare you?” Salvatore asked.
She shook her head and then looked at Antonio. “Can I hug you?” she asked.
He looked confused.
“Oh hell, baby,” Finn said and caressed her arms. “You told her to keep her arms above her head and not to move them,” Finn said to him.
Antonio’s eyes seemed to darken and she didn’t know if she made him mad or made him happy. “Get those arms around me now, woman,” he ordered and then gave her a wink. Her heart hammered inside of her chest and she hugged him tight. She locked her legs against his waist as he lifted her up and carried her toward the couch in the office. He held her close, caressed her back and then her thighs.
“You were made for us, and us for you. You’re coming home with us,” he said and then pressed her head against his shoulder as he continued to care for her after their encounter.
* * * *
“I can’t,” she whispered when she came out of the bathroom.
She looked scared, but so sexy and Antonio couldn’t help but wonder what happened to change her mind.
Billy pulled her into his arms and hugged her. “Did we scare you? Did you not enjoy it?” he asked her and Antonio saw her cheeks blush and she lowered her eyes and stepped back. Billy kept his hands on her waist and looked down into her eyes. “Talk to us. Don’t you want us like we all want you?”
“It’s not that, Billy. God, this is so hard to explain.”
“Is it because of the assault? Are you scared we could hurt you?” Salvatore asked.
She looked like she wanted to tell them something but was afraid to. His mind wondered what it could be. Did she not like them the way they liked her? He started thinking crazy thoughts. Like maybe she was involved with someone else, or that she was playing a game and leading them on.
“What is it? You were coming like a faucet,” Antonio snapped at her with his arms crossed in front of his chest.
Her eyes widened.
“Antonio.” Finn said his name firmly but Antonio just stared at Missy Ann. She pushed away from Billy.
“That’s why. That right there. This is just sex to you. I’m not stupid, Antonio.”
“It’s more than that, Missy Ann. We want you in every aspect of the word. We’ve already claimed guardianship of you with the sheriff. We’ve been supportive of you all these months and have taken our time gaining your trust. We know what you went through was traumatic,” Salvatore said to her. She shook her head and then she reached out and cupped Salvatore’s cheek.
Antonio watched her. He saw the love in her eyes. Maybe she didn’t want Antonio. Maybe she only wanted his brothers.
“So it’s me then? I’m the reason why you won’t come home with us?” he asked, uncrossing his arms and standing there angry.
She stepped away from Salvatore but he kept a hand on her hip.
Antonio locked gazes with Missy Ann.
“You don’t get it. I don’t know who hurt you, Antonio. I don’t know what she did to you or why you’re so untrusting and hurtful. I don’t. In fact, I don’t understand the way you think, or what’s going through your head when one minute you can be so commanding and hard and the next so compassionate and caring. It’s like you turn your emotions on and off and I can’t process it and know where you stand.”
“What do you want, Missy Ann?
What are you after?”
She shook her head and snorted low. “You see what I mean? You think I want something from you. You think I want your money, your damn stupid fortune with all this material stuff around you. You’re obsessed with it.”
“I’ve worked hard for it. All of us have,” he countered, getting angrier, and angrier at her challenging him.
“I’ve worked hard at protecting myself. Protecting my heart from men who only want a piece of ass. Your money doesn’t mean a thing to me. You know what does? Your honesty. Your truthfulness when you give in to your emotions and you just feel the attraction between us. Like what we shared here today. I don’t know where you stand after that moment. After we make love, not have sex. What it will mean to you. ”
“Where I stand? I’m here, aren’t I? I’ve taken my time, too. If you were any other woman my dick would have been buried deep in your pussy over those kegs in the basement the other day.”
He immediately felt like an asshole for saying that. He was scared. Scared that she would turn out to be like Sophia and scared because he already knew he loved Missy Ann. She was perfect for him and his brothers and he was fucking it up.
She pointed at him and took a step toward him. He was shocked at the anger he saw in her eyes and how badly he hurt her.
“You son of a bitch. That took a lot for me to do. You have no idea, Antonio. None, and you want to know why? Because you only think of yourself and what you might risk. What you might lose. Like I said before, I don’t know who hurt you or who made you this way but I’m not about to give my heart, my soul or my virginity to a man who can’t give me all of him.”
She started to walk away and it hit him fast. She was a virgin. She wanted his heart and his love, not his money or anything more. She was more special than he deserved. His brothers looked shocked but it was him who leaped across the room fast, pulled her into his arms, and pressed her up against the door.
She gasped as he cupped her cheeks and stared down into her eyes.
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