“I believe you have friends in Scotland my lord?”
I laughed. “Is there anything you do not know you old fox.”
“As I said, people tell me things.”
I closed my eyes and tilted my head back. Reuben would make a fine chess player for he was always thinking moves ahead. Perhaps I should do the same. I sat forwards. “Could you arrange for some of my money to be made available in Scotland?”
“I will do so. My brother Isaac lives there close to the shrine of Saint Andrew.”
I looked surprised. “A Jew near a Christian shrine?”
He rubbed his thumb and foreigner together. “Pilgrims have money…”
“Excellent, then make it so.”
“I would also suggest money in Constantinople and Paris. It will not affect how much you can have in Scotland but it means that you have more choices.”
Later that evening, as we rode home, I compared notes with Aethelward and Osbert who had listened in the taverns and the alehouses. “Morcar will not fight until Edwin does and the Norman s are coming north.”
“Should we do as Reuben says and flee?”
Aethelward looked at me and I could hear Osbert and Ridley, holding their breath and listening for the answer. “If you flee you will not return.”
“But why stay? There is no figurehead.”
Aethelward halted his horse and stared at me. “Sometimes Aelfraed you surprise me with your naivety. You are the figurehead. You are the one who could unite the warriors.”
“Me?” I turned to see Ridley and Osbert grinning and nodding. “I cannot see that.”
“You are Harold’s son. You are the only undefeated Saxon left alive and you have a reputation as a warrior. Men will follow you wherever you go.”
I thought about his words and saw that they did make some sort of sense, no matter how incredible. “But Edgar, he is Harold’s son too.”
“He is no warrior and he has no reputation and besides that no-one knows him. When people mention your name then a host of stories flood out.”
“Aye my lord. When I was in the tavern I heard how you defeated and blinded the Scottish champion Duff and five other warriors in single combat.”
“But that is not true! Well not all of it.”
“We know that, Aelfraed, but they are desperate for a hero and, at the moment, you are he.”
Over the next few weeks as we built up our pathetically small army I reflected on those words. My life had changed beyond all recognition in the last three years and I was not certain that I liked it. I yearned for those days before I had foiled an attempt on the King’s life when Ridley and I were just Housecarls. Of course I would be dead along with Wolf, Ulf and Osgar but now I had the weight of the world upon my shoulders, or at least, the weight of England. To take my mind off that I worked as hard as I had ever worked; either I was training with Osbert and my men at arms or I was planning with Aethelward. Branton’s arrows were now ready in large numbers and we had tried them out on dead pigs covered in mail- they worked! We had also recruited and trained more archers; Branton ensured that they could all ride. We would not be a static force facing the fearsome Normans – we too would be mobile. We still could not fight on horse as they did but we could move to and from any battlefield quickly. Gytha had sent a letter to me asking for Sarah. When I told Sarah she was torn between staying with her husband and looking after the child. Thomas persuaded her to go and, as she left, with an escort of archers he thanked me.
“Why are you thanking me old friend? I feel guilty for separating you and your wife.”
He shook his head and his eyes filled. “We could not have children my lord.” He shrugged philosophically, “Wyrd. But she dotes on you and the Lady Gytha. When Harold was born she was the happiest woman in the world and she missed them. She can now have the child that was denied her and,” he wiped his eyes, “I fear that war will come here and despite all your efforts my lord, I can see a time when these walls will fall and there will death. In Scotland she will be safe.”
I was appalled. “Thomas, if you feel that way, then join your wife. You have been a loyal servant and you can serve my wife still.”
He stood stiffly. “My lord, I am your Steward and until you dismiss me I will still be your Steward and I will watch over Topcliffe and defend it with my life.”
Not daring to speak I patted his arm and he walked back to his lists. This was what my title had brought us to. Doom and destruction; but if Thomas was willing to die for the land then so would I.
It seemed lonely that night as Aethelward and I ate a quiet meal without Sarah fussing over us and I told him what had transpired. He nodded as he gnawed on a pig bone. “It is as I said, Aelfraed, you inspire loyalty.”
“I will do as Thomas then and die defending Topcliffe.”
He slammed the pig bone to the table and shouted. “You will not for this is just land and you are greater than a piece of land. I did not come back to train you just to die on a Norman lance for a few stones and a house.”
“But if they come and we lose?”
“Then we move on and regroup and fight again.”
“How? Where? With what?”
He smiled, “Ah how I have missed your questions Aelfraed. How? With your mind and with your men. Where? Here. You hide in the forests and strike suddenly. With what? With the weapons you have.” He paused and coughed, putting a cloth to his mouth; not soon enough though for I saw the blood. “If Harold had done as I advised then William would have been beaten on the beach. Had Harold survived then he could have regrouped and used the land to defeat the enemy. Remember Aelfraed that the Normans use horses. They double their need for food. You recall when we first fought those mounted Welsh knights and you were apprehensive. What happened when the horse fell?”
“The knight died.”
“Exactly. The weakness of the horse is that it can be hurt and when that happens then rider is hurt too.”
The next day I began to prepare our men to face horses. I used Branton and his archers for they were skilful riders. I made my men stand in a line with only a stick for defence. As soon as they realised that the horses would not willingly hit them, they gained confidence. I then told them of facing horsemen when in Wales. “This is where your spear comes into play for you can strike the horse before it reaches you. If you have no fear then use your axe or your sword to strike down the horse. If the horse falls then so does the man.” They looked at each other and nodded, my simple explanation and story made sense to them. Branton and his archers stood in a half circle beyond them. “And remember men we have a secret weapon, which is only available to us.” This time all but Branton and Osbert looked puzzled. “We have Branton’s archers and their new arrows!”
The rest of the autumn and early winter seemed to drag on as we prepared to fight an enemy who didn’t come. We heard that William was in the south west subjugating the forces raised by Harold’s mother but we were left alone. For men of action it was frustrating. Had Edwin or Morcar mobilised their forces then we could have struck south while William was engaged elsewhere. That first autumn, a year after Stamford was the time to strike but it passed and we did nothing.
I had missed Gytha and Harold and I visited them in Fife for the winter solstice. I left early in January and trudged, with faithful Branton and his archers, through snow which was sometimes up to the horse’s hocks. Perversely it felt good to be fighting something, even if it was only the elements and as a warrior with a reputation, we found a friendly welcome in the homes and taverns we used heading north. King Malcolm was not in the south of the land and had gone north to watch for Orkney raiders and we reached Fife without speaking with him.
The Lord of Fife had had word of us and he rode out to meet us with an armed escort. The escort was more for show than anything. He seemed to like me and, embarrassingly, seemed to try to copy me so that his men were mailed as mine and rode with his emblem of the Raven on his shield. I suppose I should have been flattered but I was una
ccustomed to such attention from another man. He gushed about how much Harold had grown and what cheeky boys the twins were and I let it all flow over me. I did not want second hand accounts of my son I wanted to hold him and bounce him on my knee and most of all I wanted to hold Gytha.
His castle was close to the shoreline and had a commanding view towards the north east. I suspected it had been built to counter the raids of the Norsemen and, as such, it would have been effective. It did not have a deep ditch but it was built of stone and had an inner bailey and a keep in the Norman style. He had built a drawbridge which helped to make it more secure although a deeper ditch would have made it more effective. It impressed me and I thought then about changes I could make at Topcliffe. The advantage he had with the keep was that he could protect all of his family and his animals should his walls fall. As long as there was a well in the castle they could keep out an enemy.
He saw my scrutiny. “Do you like it my lord?”
“It has a pleasant aspect and yet it is defensible. Does it have a name?”
He beamed happily, “It did not until my visitors arrived and now it is Queen’s Haven.”
I thought at first that it did not sound military until I remembered that the name of my manor at Topcliffe was Maiden Bower. “A good name and appropriate. How is the Queen?”
For the first time his face became serious. “She still frets about the safety of the boys and yet she misses being at the heart of intrigue and power.”
I nodded; she had not had an easy life with two husbands killed but she had had a busy life. I could understand her frustration at being stuck in the lovely but lonely part of a land in which she was a foreigner. I hoped that I could, in some way cheer her up, but I thought it unlikely.
As we rode through the gates the two princes raced across the snow giggling and throwing balls of snow at each other. I saw their nurse trying to catch them and I spied, in a window in the keep, the face of Ealdgyth watching with a smile on her face. The boys, at least, were content. Even as I dismounted Gytha had raced out and thrown her arms around me, I could hear Sarah’s voice in the background, “My lady! Your wrap!”
“I have missed you wife.”
“And I, you husband.” That was a perfect moment when time seemed to stand still as we gazed into each other’s eyes. She was even more beautiful than she had been and I was amazed, again, that she should have chosen a rough hewn warrior like me to be her husband. “Wait until you see young Harold, he can almost walk. Well he grabs things, staggers and falls over, but he will walk soon enough believe me.”
Sarah waved an admonishing finger at Gytha and then wrapped a wolf skin about her shoulders. “Good to see you Sarah, Thomas sends his love.”
Her stern face suddenly broke into a smile and I wondered at her loyalty to Gytha and myself which had transcended her love for her husband. “Is he well?”
“He is. He misses you, as we all do but we survive.”
You would have thought I had given her terrible news for she suddenly burst into tears and ran back inside. As we followed her Gytha said, “She misses him terribly as I miss you. Could we not return home? Naught has happened; it must be safe.”
“We will talk later.” I was coming around to the thought that they could return. It seemed unlikely that anything would happen for a while. “Where is my son?”
She led me to the main hall where there was a roaring fire and a young girl played with Harold. He looked a healthy enough child, not that I know much of such things and he giggled much. I was pleased that when he fell he did not cry but stood again. He would be a good warrior who did not submit to setbacks. “Harold, come to your father.” I did not think he would remember me but I crouched down and held my arms wide. He turned to face the sound of my voice and a puzzled look came over his face. The girl supported him with her arms.
“Come on Harold, let us see you walk.” I grinned as I said it for I was happy and I had missed many days with my son. My joy was complete when he grinned back at me and launched himself forward. He was but two of my paces away from me but with his small legs that was a huge distance. Never taking his eyes from mine he lurched forwards, his arms held out and he waddled into my open arms. It was a moment I have had never experienced before and later, when I shivered in hiding, pursued and surrounded, it was the one thought which gave me heart and filled me with hope.
That evening Calum had laid on a magnificent feast with game and sweetmeats. He served the fiery spirit they drink in the highlands but I was always careful when drinking in company and while the other lords became inebriated I just felt warm inside. Gytha retired early with Harold and I was about to join her when Ealdgyth restrained me. “Before you follow your lady, a word, Lord Aelfraed.”
I could not refuse her for I served as I had served her husband. “Whatever your majesty desires, you are my Queen and I serve you in all things.”
She gave me a rueful look. “Queen of what? “
“You will always be the Queen of England to me, majesty.”
She touched my hand, “Dear loyal Aelfraed. If only my treacherous brothers had shown such loyalty or had just a small part of your bravery and backbone.”
I felt uncomfortable for I still liked Morcar. “Your brother, Earl Morcar, would have done more I am sure…”
“If he were not under the influence of that viper Edwin. You are a fine warrior Aelfraed but you are naïve when it comes to politics.” She held my hand in hers and I was amazed at the softness of the skin and the delicate touch. It was uncomfortable for I felt myself becoming aroused and I had to concentrate on her words. “Will my people rise against the Norman invader?”
It was a blunt question and required an equally blunt answer. “Your mother in law has raised a revolt in the south and Eadric has attacked Hereford.”
“And what of the north?”
“Aethelward has promises from many lords but the total force would be a thousand men and then the fyrd.”
“The fyrd!” She almost spat the word out. I stepped backwards at the ferocity of her words. “They are the reason my husband is dead and I am in exile.”
“They all died majesty and they were not warriors.”
She smiled. “I am sorry Aelfraed. You are right and it is the words you do not say which speak volumes. Unless my brothers rise then there will be no rebellion.” I nodded, I could not lie. “Thank you for your honesty. When you return home I shall give you a letter for my brother Morcar. You are the only man I trust to deliver it.”
“Whatever you command your majesty.”
She then did something totally unexpected; she rose and came over to me. She placed her hands on my cheeks and kissed me full on the lips. “Now go to your lady’s bed before I do something I will regret and take you to mine.” I was confused by both her words and her actions but my own reaction also puzzled me; I loved Gytha and yet I had found myself wanting the woman who had been my father’s wife.
Gytha was asleep when I entered our chamber and that was a relief for I felt that I had betrayed her in some way for I had wanted to bed the Queen which would have betrayed not only my wife but my dead father. I had not known then she was attracted to me but I suppose the signs had been there as far back as the journey from Rhuddlan all those years ago. This was the start of the torment I felt. Each time I saw her I desired her more and more and Gytha became less desirable. It was like the story my uncle had told me of Pandora and her box. The Queen had opened it but I was the one who had to face the consequences. I did lie with my lady each night but it did not feel as it had before. As she lay beneath me I pictured the Queen.
Oidhche na Bliadhn Ùir is the Scottish festival of new year and I found that they celebrated it more than Yuletide or Christmas. I would have left earlier but Calum insisted that I stay for the celebrations. I wanted to leave for I found each day increasingly uncomfortable. I think that I was the only person not inebriated. It is hard to watch those you like behaving in an excessive fashion when the
ir inhibitions are down. There was wild dancing and flings. Many of the lords present passed out in a drunken stupor and even the Queen and my wife were more than a little drunk. Calum had a perpetual grin on his face and he staggered around the room kissing all the ladies; apparently it was a Scottish custom. He even kissed Gytha and the worrying thing was I felt no jealousy. He staggered off to bed, helped by his Steward and Gytha lay asleep in her chair. I was about to take her to bed when I realised that the Queen still remained.
“Your majesty, can I escort you to your chamber?”
She stood a little unsteadily. “It appears, Lord Aelfraed, that I am the only lady not to be kissed tonight.” She lurched towards me. I felt dishonourable for I knew what she intended and did nothing to stop it. A part of me wanted it to happen and when our lips met I held her as tightly as she held me. When we pulled away there was a wild look in her eyes which I knew was also in mine. Huskily she said, “Yes, my lord, you may escort me.” She took my hand and led me to her chamber.
When we had finished and she lay back, her eyes sleepy but content, she murmured. “It was worth waiting for and was everything I had hoped.”
I believed I was the worst kind of traitor as I trudged back to the hall. I too had enjoyed the moment but immediately it was over, I had felt such guilt that I almost fled the chamber. When I reached the hall Gytha was still asleep and I picked her up in my arms and carried her to our chamber. I deposited her on the bed and then sat in the chair. How could I lie next to her when I had been unfaithful? When it came to fellow warriors I would never break my word but with the mother of my child…
The next day I resolved to leave, if only to avoid a further moment of indiscretion. The Queen acted as though nothing untoward had occurred while Gytha was just embarrassed about passing out and kept apologising to me; that made the whole thing seem much worse. Calum, Thegn of Fife pleaded with me to stay but I was able to use the excuse of the Queen’s missive and I rode through his gates desperate to be back in Topcliffe where I would not have to view the scene of my shame.
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