“When you get home from school, we have to talk about that nasty boy down the street,” the woman on the screen says. “He bothers me with all his hanging around.”
“Mom, we don’t live on Flagstone Road anymore, remember? You live in the memory care facility and I’m down in Tampa for now.”
The woman is her mother? And she’s in a memory care facility? Damn.
I feel like a dick standing here and eavesdropping. But we don’t talk about personal stuff. And for some reason, I want to know all the things she’s not able to tell me. Things like maybe her mom is one of those ties she still has in New York. I wonder if she’s the only tie, or if there are others.
“Tampa?” her mother says, putting her hand over her heart. “What are you doing in Tampa? It’s so far away. Does your father know about this? He won’t be happy. No, he won’t be happy at all. Did you ask his permission?”
Rylee’s shoulders slump as she sighs. “Mom, Dad has been gone for almost four years now. Remember?”
“Four years? Goodness, where did he go?”
I listen to Rylee and her mom talk for the next five minutes. Rylee sometimes plays along with what her mother is saying, and other times, she tries to remind her mother what reality is.
Her mother is a lot older than we are for sure, but she looks way too young to be having dementia or whatever.
Another woman comes into view on the screen. “Rylee, your mom is getting tired. Joe is going to take her back to her room while I chat with you.”
Rylee and her mother say goodbye and then the woman replaces Rylee’s mom in the chair she was sitting in.
Rylee’s shoulders start to shake and I realize she’s crying. “I’m losing her more and more each day, Barbara. It’s killing me that I can’t be there with her.”
“We are taking good care of her, Rylee. You can rest assured.”
“Mu-maybe I should m-move her down here after all,” Rylee says, stuttering through her tears.
“Come on now. We’ve gone over this a thousand times. Your father wanted her here because we are the best. And you keep saying you’ll move back eventually. So what if you move her down there, upheaving her life and her routines, just to put her in some sub-standard facility only for you to end up getting that transfer back to New York?”
Rylee sighs again. “You’re right, Barbara. I know you’re right. I just miss her, that’s all. I’m all she’s got.”
“You’re wrong, Rylee. She has me. She has us. We love her like our own mothers. I promise you she’s getting the best care possible.”
Rylee nods her head and then picks up her phone to check the time. “Barbara, I’ve got to go, I have a patient coming soon.”
I finally back away from the office and head back to the door that leads to reception. Alex comes through a side door and looks around the room, having caught me walking towards reception and not away from it.
He looks back at the office Rylee is occupying. “Is there something I can help you with?”
He eyes me up and down. He doesn’t like me. But that’s okay, I don’t like him either. I don’t like the way he looks at Rylee.
“Uh, the sign said to come on back, but I saw Rylee on the phone, so I thought I’d just wait out front.”
“Yeah, that’s probably a good idea,” he says.
He stares me down, waiting for me to walk away and go through the door. But I’m not backing down first. He needs to know he can’t manipulate me. He finally shakes his head and retreats across the room.
Before I go through the door, I see Rylee come out of the office, wiping tears from under her eyes. I pretend that I’ve just now come in.
“Hi,” I say, innocently, as if I haven’t just eavesdropped on something I had no right to know about.
“Oh, hi.” She tries to compose herself.
“Something wrong?” I ask, like I don’t know she’s dying inside.
“Eyelash in my eye,” she says. “But I think I got it. Thanks.”
I look around the room. “Where’s Brad?”
“At the orthopedic. I had to work him in later this afternoon.”
“I’m a bit early. Do you want me to wait out front?”
She shakes her head. “No. Just have a seat over by that training table and I’ll get my laptop and pull up your chart.”
While she gets ready for me, I pull out my phone and Google her dad. Surely there can’t be too many orthopedic surgeons named Kennedy who worked with professional sports teams in New York.
It doesn’t take me long to find him. Gerald Kennedy. He actually has a Wikipedia page. He married his second wife, Georgia, and had his one-and-only child, Rylee when he was fifty years old. Tragically, he died of a massive stroke at the age of seventy-two, leaving his wife, who was in a memory care facility with early-onset-Alzheimer’s, and a daughter who was in her first year of PT school.
I look at Rylee as she logs onto her laptop, feeling sorry for a twenty-two-year old who had to deal with such massive amounts of tragedy. Twenty-two. She was twenty-two when it happened. Same age as I was.
I leave Gerald Kennedy’s Wikipedia page to Google my own. I do that every once in a while to make sure it doesn’t say anything about Natalie and Keeton.
When I was drafted by the Hawks, the story of their deaths hit the papers. I mean, how could it not? I wasn’t even available to take the highly-anticipated phone call because I was burying my wife and child. Thankfully, however, the story died quickly and nobody cared much about a player who was starting out on the single-A team.
With my first few paychecks, I hired a service to scrub any existence of Natalie and Keeton Taylor on the net. I didn’t need to be reminded of what happened and I sure as hell didn’t need strangers or new friends asking questions.
Luckily, most baseball players are self-centered and even among the single-A team who knew my past, my story was quickly forgotten and replaced by tales of women, drinking, and successes in baseball.
As the years went by, I became known as the perpetual bachelor of the Hawks. The guy who would never settle down. The playboy of baseball. And if anyone in the media or the Nighthawks organization knows about my past, they don’t ever say anything and for that, I’m grateful.
“Ready?” Rylee asks, coming to stand next to me.
I put my phone away. “Give me all you got.”
She smiles.
I’m glad I made her smile after how sad she looked a minute ago.
“I’m going to push you more than I normally do today,” she says.
“Do it. I’m ready.”
“Good. Let’s get started.”
An hour and one mother-fucking-sore arm later, she’s finishing up putting the TENS unit away as I quickly hop onto the training table. I love all of Rylee’s massages, but I think my favorite is the intense neck massage she gives me when I’m lying on my back. She really gets in there and when her strong fingers push up and extend my neck, I can feel all the stress leaving my body.
She laughs. “Eager for a massage, are we?”
“I think I deserve a longer one after that workout,” I say, stretching my neck and shoulders to relieve the tension. “You definitely earned your name as the Queen of Pain today.”
“Well, as luck would have it we got started early, so I might just have a few extra minutes.”
She doesn’t talk much during my massage. I think she gets that I prefer to lie quietly and get lost in my thoughts and her hands.
Her hands. It amazes me that such a small person has the strength to manipulate large muscles such as mine. Surely she’s the one who needs a massage after working on all the athletes that she does.
Suddenly, I find myself fantasizing about our roles being reversed. About Rylee being on this table. About her long locks being pulled from the hair tie and splaying over the table, the rich brown waves cascading over the edges. About my hands kneading and plying the tension from her neck, her shoulders … and how my hands wander lower, searching for the unexplore
d territory that lies beneath her Hawks-colored polo shirt.
Her hands fall away from my neck, causing me to open my eyes. She retrieves a towel from the cabinet and throws it over the growing problem in my sweat pants.
“You’ll scare the children with that thing,” she jokes, trying to hide her embarrassment.
I wink at her before closing my eyes to enjoy the rest of my massage.
I wonder what she thinks about it. Does it happen often? I can honestly say that in all the years I’ve been getting massages from female PTs, this is the first time I’ve gotten anything more than a semi.
I imagine her hands on me now, her very strong and capable hands going down on me and reaching under the waistband of my pants to stroke me.
Fuck. I know when I get back to the hotel, I’ll be doing a lot more than just squeezing the stress ball.
I think I let out a groan or a growl and then her hands fall away. For good this time.
“Okay, I think you’re good to go,” she says, walking to her laptop to do some typing.
I sit up, keeping the towel over my lap.
“What would you say to a repeat of last Friday? Not the aquarium again, but something different. More Tampa culture.”
She looks up from her laptop. “I’m not so sure about that, Brady.”
“Why not? You had a good time, didn’t you?”
“Yes, but …” she looks at the towel that is hiding my waning erection.
“Oh, come on, Ry. Surely as a medical professional, you understand I have no control over that.”
She sighs, thinking about it.
“You said yourself that getting out and being active is good for me. Would you rather I sit alone in my hotel room, crying in my beer over my bleak future?”
“Your future is anything but bleak. You are making great progress with your elbow. The rest will come. Trust me.”
“Is that a yes?” I ask.
“That wasn’t an anything,” she says.
“You know you want to, Kennedy. We had a blast.”
“I don’t know, Taylor. It might not be a good idea.”
Her eyes flit back to my lap, making me wonder if she thinks it’s a bad idea because she doesn’t want me, or because she does.
“I’ll have to see. I’m not sure I could move things around again.”
“You have quite the social calendar, don’t you?” I tease.
“Yeah, that’s me,” she says, rolling her eyes. “Just call me Wild Child.”
I hop off the table, tossing the towel to her. “See you tomorrow, Miss Child.”
“I’ll be here.”
Before I’ve even left the building, I pull out my phone and make a call to Jason, the team owner, to see if there is anything he can do to facilitate Rylee getting back to her mom.
Then I jog back to my hotel, my balls bluer than the Atlantic, knowing I’ve got a date with my right hand.
Chapter Nine
I manage to scribble a few autographs with my right hand out in front of the hotel while I wait for Rylee. Word has gotten out that I’m staying here and it’s become increasingly hard to come and go without being spotted. But when the familiar silver SUV pulls up under the hotel awning, I find myself racing through the fans to get to the one person who doesn’t seem to care in the least that I am one of the top starting pitchers in the league.
Or was.
One bystander gets out her phone to snap a picture as I get in the car. I hold up my hand. “Please don’t.”
The last thing Rylee or I need is for her face to be plastered across the tabloids with rumors of us hooking up.
I quickly slip inside the passenger door. “Next time, why don’t you park in the lot and I’ll walk out? Or even better, I’ll Uber to your place.”
“Next time?” She raises her brow.
“Yeah. I think this should be our thing. Friday nights on the town. We’ll call them Friend Fridays if it makes you feel any better.”
She laughs. “Strangely, it does. But you don’t need to come to my place. I’ll be happy to meet you in the parking lot.”
She pulls away from the curb and I give her a look. “I’m not going to stalk you if you give me your address, Ry. Plus, I’m pretty sure I could get it with one phone call.”
“I don’t doubt you could. You seem to be able to get anything you want, Brady. You lead a charmed life, don’t you?”
My eyes close briefly. “You have no idea how untrue that statement is, Rylee.”
“Oh, you poor thing,” she says, sarcastically. “I mean, your injury aside, you’ve got it made. You make more money in one year than most people make in a lifetime. You’re not exactly bad looking. You have a lot of friends – well except down here. And from what I can tell, you’ve got a woman on your arm everywhere you go. A different woman. It’s almost like you have one in every city.”
I sit in silence.
“Oh, my God! You have one in every city, don’t you?”
“Not every city. I don’t have one back home and I don’t have one here.”
“Why not here?” She thinks about her own question and then she answers it. “You are here for six weeks every spring. No attachments, right? See – case in point, you’re living the dream.”
“Things aren’t always what they seem, Rylee.”
Shit. Why did I even say that?
She studies me when we’re stopped at a traffic light. “You’re right, Brady. They aren’t. I’m sorry I made assumptions.”
I shake my head. “It’s fine. You’re right, I’m charmed,” I say unconvincingly.
“Can you forget I said anything? I’m a terrible person to have said it.”
“Sure,” I say. “But I won’t forget what you said about me being hot.”
Her jaw drops as we pass by the familiar TECO line parking lot. “I did not say you were hot.”
“Yes, you did,” I argue.
“I said you were not exactly bad looking. Big difference, Taylor.”
I laugh. “Whatever, Kennedy. So, where are you taking me?” I ask in slight disappointment. “We just passed the parking lot for the streetcar.”
She smiles. “You like those, don’t you? Me, too. Don’t worry, tonight’s plans include streetcars. But first I’m taking you somewhere else.”
“I’m intrigued,” I say, looking at the clock that hasn’t even turned 3:00 yet. “You’re not a late-night person, are you? And how do you manage to get every Friday afternoon off?”
“I put in a lot of ten-hour days, so I only work until noon on Fridays.”
“So I’m your last appointment?”
“Yeah, why?”
I shrug. “I don’t know. Just good to know, I guess.”
We fall into comfortable conversation as we drive through the streets of Tampa. When we turn in to our destination, I chuckle. “You have a thing for animals, don’t you, Ry?”
She laughs. “Don’t flatter yourself.”
I cover my mouth in feigned abhorrence. “Are you calling me an animal?”
“If the shoe, or hoof, fits.”
“Watch out or you’ll bruise my ego.”
She rolls her eyes. “As if.”
We exit the car and I stare at the large sign that reads ‘Big Cat Rescue.’ As we approach the entrance, I see a poster that says reservations are required and must be purchased in advance. “Uh, Rylee, I think we’re screwed,” I say, pointing to it.
She reaches into her purse and pulls out a piece of paper that shows paid reservations for two at thirty-seven bucks each. I reach for my wallet but she reads my intentions and stops me, putting her hand over mine. “Just, no.”
“Rylee.”
“Listen, you can pay for everything else tonight, deal? As long as it’s not over the top like we agreed.”
“Right, the rules. What are they again?”
“No touching. No kissing. No drinking. No frivolous spending.”
“No fun,” I interject.
She laughs
. “I thought you said you had fun last Friday.”
“I did.”
“Well, there you go.”
We spend the next few hours seeing over seventy exotic cats. Tigers, cougars, bobcats and more, all who have been abused, neglected or abandoned.
“I love this place,” she declares, when we are finishing the tour. “Most people are afraid of these animals, but it makes you see that with TLC, even beasts can be tamed.”
I look at her, wondering if she’s talking about the cats or about me.
Before we leave, our tour guide asks for donations, stating this whole facility is run on them. I can see how much this place means to Rylee, so I get out my credit card. I show it to her and ask, “Do you consider a donation frivolous spending?”
She gives me a genuine smile. “Absolutely not.”
I see her jaw fall open when I tell the tour guide how much to put on the card.
As we walk back to the car, she touches my arm. “A hundred bucks would have sufficed, you know.”
“Go big or go home,” I say.
“Why do I get the impression you always go big?”
I shrug and then she tosses me the keys.
“You trust me with your baby?” I ask.
“It’ll be good therapy for your arm and fingers. Try to grip the wheel. Open and close the windows. That sort of thing.”
My face breaks into a smile as I open the passenger door for her and then walk to the other side of the car. She laughs when I have to put the seat all the way down and back before I can get in.
“Where to?” I ask.
“Where else? The TECO line.”
As we drive back through the city, Rylee gets a text, laughing at it as she taps out her reply. I wonder if it’s from Alex.
“So, Alex seems to have a thing for you.”
In my periphery I can see her head snap in my direction. “One: he doesn’t. He’s my boss and that would be against the rules, wouldn’t it? And two: that’s getting kind of personal, don’t you think?” She holds up her phone, shaking it at me before she puts it away. “It wasn’t Alex.”
I don’t miss, however, that she doesn’t offer who it was. And when her phone pings again and she pulls it out to answer, I sure as hell don’t miss her devious smile.
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