by Prenisha Aja
“Get up. What has gotten into you?” She swatted at me as she fussed.
“Man Mom, chill.” I turned over on my side to face away from her.
I was not in the state to get up or even talk for that matter. I just needed her to leave out of my room and let me sleep this off.
“Get up Melo. Right now!” she demanded, and I turned back over and tried to get up, but that was an epic fail because I had no strength to do so.
“Shit,” I hissed as I ran my hand down my face. I was fucked up.
“What is happening to you?” she asked me.
I managed to open my eyes and look at her. She was staring right at me, pleading for me to open up to her and let her know what was going on in my life, but I couldn’t.
“Nothing Ma, I’m good,” I expressed.
She shook her head at me and frowned upon me as if I disgusted her. I didn’t know why but I felt like she had no room to judge me or even look at me the way that she was.
“Mom, how can you be upset at me? Do you not see who you are fucking dating? You are dating a damn murderer!” I sat up, even though it caused my head to feel as if it was spinning.
She turned quickly around and walked closer to me. “He is not a murderer. Was he charged? No. So watch your mouth, and who I date has nothing to do with what is causing you to act like this. Get your shit together before you lose everything.” She pointed her finger in my face as her top lip quivered and her jaws tightened.
I moved my head to the side, so that her finger was no longer directly in front of my face. I then got up and snatched my keys up, so that I could leave.
“Where do you think you are going? You will be not driving under these conditions.” She stomped her foot, but I ignored her and kept on walking.
Even though I had to use the wall to support me from falling, I continued to stagger my way down the stairs and out of the house.
My mother was walking behind me trying to snatch my keys away, but I was too strong, and she couldn’t get them out of my hands.
“You want to be grown? Then so be it, but don’t call me if your ass gets in a wreck or gets pulled over by the police,” she spat.
I waved her off, got in my car and struggled to put the keys in the ignition.
Fuck. I shook my head, but I still started my car and began to back out of the driveway. I knew that I was in no condition to drive but that didn’t stop me. I just needed to get away from my house for a little while. The last thing I wanted to hear was another woman fussing.
Bam!
The loud sound and the jerking of my head caused me to open my eyes. I guess I had fallen asleep and didn’t even know it.
Blinking my eyes rapidly, I was hoping that this was a damn dream. I quickly hopped out of the car and looked around. I was nervous and knew I had fucked up.
Panic rushed through my body as my hands sat on top of my head. I quickly scanned my car and the car in front of me. I had no clue who I had hit. I knew that if and when the police got there I would be fucked. Fried fucking meat because I was drunk.
I should have just listened to my mother when she told me not to drive.
Not wanting to, I pulled my phone out and sent my mom a text and dropped my location.
Fuck. I took in a deep breath as an older man got out of the truck that I had run into the back of.
I didn’t want to, but I knew there was no point in even thinking about fleeing the scene. They knew my face and even my car. I was just going to have to bite this bullet and accept whatever consequences came with it.
7
Jaxsyn
“Baby, come on, I’m hungry,” Kaizlyn whined as she stood in front of me with her hands on her hips. She had her lips poked out and was giving me the sad puppy dog eyes as if that was going to get me to move faster.
Lowkey, I just wanted to lay in bed with her and cuddle. I wanted to wrap my arms around her and relax my mind.
My sister was doing good, her grandma was doing better and the only thing that I was worried about right now was getting that nigga Whoodie and that nigga Sims. I knew that shit would eventually fall in my lap if my niggas couldn’t find them soon. I just wasn’t about to chase nobody around town right now.
“Kaizlyn get your ass in bed with me. I don’t feel like doing all of that. Don’t you see what time it is?” I asked her as I looked over at the clock. She was tripping. Here she was pouting at almost eleven at night talking about she was hungry. She lowkey could have just went downstairs and found herself something.
“But Jaxsyn, come on.” She rolled her eyes and folded her arms across her chest which caused her breasts to push up a little higher and expose themselves just a little bit through the thin V-neck she had on.
Licking my lips, I sat up and made my way to the edge of the bed. I beckoned for her to come and she slowly walked over and positioned herself between my legs.
“Ok, look…you feed me then I’ll feed you.” I smirked and pulled her ass close to me.
I bit down on her nipple which caused her to squeal and let out a giggle.
“No, you feed me first and I might feed you.” She scooted back a little, but she couldn’t go far because my hands were gripping her ass.
“Nah, it doesn’t work like that,” I told her.
I swiftly picked her up and tossed her on the bed. She laughed and tried to get away from me, but I grabbed her by her feet and pulled her towards me.
“Where you think you going girl?” I chuckled as I spread her legs apart and got in between them.
“All you got to do is feed daddy and your wish is my command.” I licked my lips and she looked up at me with this innocent look. She then gave in and relaxed her body.
“Thank you,” I told her.
I leaned down so that I could satisfy my hunger as her sweat scent slithered up my nose, causing my body to get hot and my dick to harden.
I couldn’t wait to plant my lips on her full, juicy lips. I began to ease the shorts she had on down. Right when I was getting ready to pull her panties to the side, my phone began to ring.
“Answer that,” she told me, but I ignored her and continued doing what I was doing.
I didn’t give a fuck about who was calling right now. I had my eyes set on this big, beautiful prize before me.
Before Kaizlyn could say anything else, my lips were planted against hers. She wiggled from my wet kisses. I began to stick my tongue inside of her pussy hole which caused her to gasp and grip the sheets.
“Fuck Jaxsyn,” she moaned out as I twirled my tongue inside of her wet cave. She tasted so fucking good to me. Kaizlyn’s ass had my head gone and it was ok with me because I knew I had hers gone too. I knew that the same way I felt for her, she felt for me. Which allowed me to fully give her all of me.
Just thinking about our feelings for one another caused me to stick my whole face into between her legs. I literally was trying to drown my fucking self. I wasn’t even trying to come up for a breath of fresh air.
“Jaxsyn oh my go—” she was moaning out but was quickly silenced by the knocks on my door.
“Jaxsyn, can you please get your head out of Kaizlyn’s pussy? Grandma has got in a wreck,” Keisha, said from the other side of the door.
Hearing her words immediately ruined the mood for me. Kaizlyn was laying on the bed with wide eyes and her hands over her mouth, but I was already getting out of the bed and heading over to the door.
Before opening the door, I wiped all of Kaizlyn’s juices off of my face and fixed my semi-erect dick. I opened the door and there was Keisha leaning on one of her crutches with the phone to her ear.
“Are they good?” I asked her, and she nodded her head and handed me the phone.
“Aye Grandma, is everything ok? I’m on my way,” I told her as I walked back into my room and fished for some clothes to put on.
“Eww, y’all are so gross,” I heard my sister say to Kaizlyn, who blushed from embarrassment. She even threw a pillow at Keisha.
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br /> “Aye, y’all chill out. This shit is serious. Fuck,” I said, kind of aggravated because even though my grandma said she was good, I still heard the panic in her voice.
“Whatever,” Keisha, of course, sassed as she leaned up against the door.
“Ok, stay put. I’m leaving out of my house right now,” I told my grandma, and then I hung up the phone.
I was silently thinking on how I wanted to beat whoever ran into the back of their truck.
“Is everything ok?” Kaizlyn asked me.
“Yeah, everything good. You riding with me?” I asked her as I pulled a white t-shirt out of my drawer and slipped it over my head. I was already wearing basketball shorts and now all I needed to do was slip on my shoes.
“Yeah, let me put my clothes on. Can you hand them here?” she asked as she side-eyed my sister who was still standing against the door.
“Yeah.” I laughed as I walked over to her, grabbed her bottoms that she had on and tossed them to her. She quickly hid herself underneath the covers and put her clothes on.
“So y’all just gon’ leave me here?” Keisha began to pout, and I could do nothing but laugh and shake my head.
“Nah, which ya handicap ass. Come on,” I told her, and she mugged me.
“I wasn’t handicap when yo’ ass was crying and shit, thinking I wasn’t going to make it. But G’s always push through,” she boasted and flexed her little muscles.
I was happy to see that she could joke about the shit. I was happy that after what had happened to my sister, she was able to see the sunlight. That type of shit would cause any other person to fold and probably break, but I knew that she was strong and would slowly get back to herself.
“Your fucking brother a G, so of course you are.” I walked over to her and playfully swatted her.
“Move, Jaxsyn, before I fall and shit,” she screamed and burst out laughing.
Keisha’s ass was crazy, but I loved my sister and I was happy that she was still here with a nigga. Shit, now I needed for her to forgive Mom like I had done. I hadn’t told her yet, but I was going to because I wanted her to sit down and talk to her like I had done.
Me, my sister, and Kaizlyn were now headed out of the door and to the car. I, of course, was helping Keisha get in. I then opened the door for Kaizlyn and quickly closed it.
Rushing around the car, I got in. I didn’t need the GPS to find my people because I already knew where they were. That was a perk of knowing Houston up and down, no matter if it was the North, West, or South side.
When I pulled up to the scene, you could feel the tension, my eyes grew wide and my blood began to boil. This world was a little too small for me and I was ready to bust this nigga’s ass. I already owed him an ass whooping and this shit here sealed the deal.
“Don’t get out the fucking car.” I looked over at Kaizlyn who had this crazy ass look on her face.
I guess she wasn’t expecting to see her ex again. Shit, I wasn’t either. Kaizlyn nodded her head and I looked back at Keisha and it was like something came over her. She was stiff and her eyes were wide, and her body shook.
“You good?” I asked my sister.
She quickly shook her head, but no words came out. That was weird as fuck of her. I would later question her but right now, I had to get out and handle this shit.
I smoothly got out the car, trying to remain cool as I made my way towards my grandma and grandpa. The nigga who was Kaizlyn’s ex sat on the hood of his blue Mustang, with his head slumped to the side.
“Y’all good?” I questioned them, making sure to examine them from head to toe, just to make sure not a fucking bruise was in sight.
“Yeah, we good. It just more so shocked us. I think his car has more damage than ours,” my grandma stated as my grandpa nodded his head to agree.
As they talked, I looked from their truck to his car and it was true, his car was way more fucked up. My grandparents’ truck only had a few scrapes but as to his car, the whole front was dented in.
After listening to my grandparents and knowing they were ok, I walked over to Kaizlyn’s loser ass ex and sized him up.
“What up?” he asked way to calmly for my liking, so I jacked his ass up and had his feet dangling in the air.
And no, he wasn’t no short ass nigga, it was just that I was a big nigga and I overpowered his ass.
“Jaxsyn no, don’t do this,” I heard Kaizlyn shout and next thing I knew, she was by my side.
That really had pissed me off because I had told her to stay in the car and now, I was feeling like she was trying to save this lil’ nigga.
“Kaizlyn, didn’t I tell you to stay in the fucking car?” I said through clenched teeth as I looked from him to her and then back up at him.
“Jaxsyn, you don’t hear those fucking police sirens? Yo’ ass just wants to be in jail, don’t you?” She looked at me.
Right when I was about to check her and let her know that I didn’t give a fuck and to go back to car, another car pulled up. Jumping out of their car, was some woman who I figured to be this nigga’s mama and a man who I didn’t give two fucks about either.
“Yo, go back to the car,” I told Kaizlyn, but she was standing there like a deer in headlights. She was shaking and the closer they walked towards us, the more she walked backwards.
“Put my son down,” his mother yelled out, and I cocked my head to the side and looked at her with an evil smirk.
“You want me to put him down?” I questioned her.
“Jax… Jaxsyn,” Kaizlyn’s voice trembled as she reached for my arm and touched me with her sweaty palms.
“What is it Kaizlyn?” I asked her as I slowly lowered the boy, but my hands were now around his throat.
“Say boy,” whomever the man was that got out the car said to me.
“Who the fuck is you?” I spazzed.
It was now fuck this lil’ nigga I had in my grasp. Since this old school nigga wanted to step up, then he would take this ass whooping I was about to give.
“Jaxsyn,” I heard my grandparents say, but they knew all too well that when I was like this, there really was no way of getting me to back the fuck back until I saw blood.
I let go of Melo’s neck and he collapsed to the ground and his mother ran to his side. The old school nigga stood there calmly, not fazed by me as he wore a cocky smirk on his face.
Titling my head to the side, I began to walk over to him but was halted by Kaizlyn pulling on my arm.
“Jaxsyn no…” she pleaded with me with tears in her eyes.
I was now confused. Why in the fuck was my girl crying like I couldn’t handle my own or as if she was scared for me.
“Listen to Kaizlyn, little boy. She knows what’s best,” he spoke as he stuck his hands in his pockets and looked me directly in the eyes.
“Kaizlyn, how do you know him?” I asked, not taking my eyes off of him.
“He killed…. he killed…” She paused as she struggled to say what I hoped she wasn’t going to.
“He killed my mother,” she cried, and her words damn near took my damn breath away.
The killing part was, this man didn’t try to deny it. Matter fact, he wore a blank stare on his face, and he stood before me with his head held high.
“Is that true?” I mugged him and he raised his hands in the air, shrugged his shoulders and smiled.
I could look him in his eyes and tell that in fact, he was responsible for my girl’s mother’s death, and that shit fucked me up inside.
“Jaxsyn, can we just go please?” I heard Kaizlyn ask, and the sound of the hurt that was laced in her words pained me. It fucked me up inside.
No part of me wanted to leave. Instead, I wanted to go get my gun out of the car and shoot this nigga in the middle of his fucking head. My trigger finger was itching and if it wasn’t for the sirens getting closer and closer, I would have. I would have said fuck it and ended him right here, right now.
“You lucky,” I growled as I pulled Kaizlyn clo
se to me and held her tightly.
He smirked and I matched his facial expression. I didn’t know shit about this nigga, but I knew he had just met the right one. Little did he know, I was going to get his ass. I wanted to get him while he slept, just so I could wake him up and kill his ass.
As I held on to Kaizlyn and watched the police pull up, I was standing by my family, and Melo, his mother and that fuck ass nigga were standing off to the side. The police, of course, took statements and asked questions, which led to that cat Melo having to go to jail for driving while intoxicated.
Shaking my head as he got handcuffed, I no longer cared to stay on the scene. Once my grandparents were good to go and were driving away, I did the same. But not before I let that nigga know that I wasn’t done with him. While I drove off, I stuck my head of out the window and mouthed, “Pow.”
I then drove off smoothly with the only thoughts on my mind being murder.
8
Kaizlyn
As I sat in the passenger’s seat, my whole body trembled as if Jaxsyn had the air on freezing cold. I didn’t think that I would have seen Ted, and I also didn’t think that he would basically admit to killing my mother. The rage that filled my body was like nothing I had never felt before. I was tired of people hurting me and doing it purposely. I was tired of feeling like I had to hide in the corner or that I had to run.
I hated feeling like I had to watch over my shoulder. Ted and my father were two people I wanted dead. I wanted them fucking dead.
“You good?” Jaxsyn placed his hand on my thigh and even though I wasn’t, I nodded my head to let him know that I was.
“I got you. Remember that,” he stated, giving me a slight head nod and then looking back at the road.
Even though I believed him, a part of me wanted to handle this on my own. I wanted to kill him, and I wanted Ted to know that it was me.
Sighing, I felt Keisha place her arm on my shoulder and I looked back and gave her a faint smile. She mouthed lowly the words I’m sorry as she leaned back and then zoned out into her own world. I did the same as I laid my head up against the window as my mind traveled back to the day that my mother was killed.
