“Okay.”
“And don’t talk yourself into a hole.”
Steve grinned.
“Plus, I didn’t want some stranger to see me naked in our home.”
Steve looked confused.
“Duh. He would know where we lived. What if he was a stalker and came over here when you were not home?”
“Ah, I understand. Sorry, I didn’t think about that.”
“Enough of all this talk. Shut up and fuck me!” Pam demanded.
Steve chuckled, “Again?”
“Of course.”
They had sex on the sofa and later ate cold pizza.
Chapter 22
few nights later, while they were getting ready for bed, Steve said, “You’re worried about the Internet because people could keep the pictures, right?”
Pam agreed. “Yeah, mostly. It’s not that we are famous or anything, but I don’t like the idea of naked or naughty pictures floating out there. Who knows, they could come back and bite us in the ass some time.”
“What if we made a dirty movie and I showed someone in person?” Steve said. “Like holding my phone. So he couldn’t keep it.”
“Ah, why?” Immediately Pam started to hope that the guy Steve had in mind was Mike. “Who?”
“Someone it wouldn’t get out from. But so he could see you, and you’d know he’d seen you, but he couldn’t keep it any way without us knowing.”
Pam sat there for a while, feeling turned on. “Can we? No, that would be awful,” she said. “We can’t do that, can we?”
“Sorry,” Steve said. “It was just an idea.”
“I’m into it. But it’s awful that you’d even ask me, isn’t it?”
“I don’t know. No more than you blowing other men.”
“I suppose.”
“We don’t have to.”
“Ah, no. I’m…. Who?”
“I hadn’t thought that far. Anyone you like.”
“It has to be someone we trust. Who won’t talk.”
“You’re sure? Not a stranger?”
“You’re going to just walk up to some guy and say: “Here, look at this porn then give it back.”?
“Yeah,” he said.
“So it has to be someone we trust not to just run off.”
“True.”
“And it has to be a guy, too. I don’t want another chick comparing herself to me.”
“Okay.”
“So a friend. One of your friends, basically.”
“Okay.”
“And you have to pretend I don’t know he’s seeing it.”
Steve looked at her. “I don’t know.”
“You have to. That’s like a rule. I don’t want everyone knowing I’m the kind of person who lets people watch her dirty movies.”
“Ah… Of course you aren’t.”
“So you have to pretend I don’t know. That you’re showing him without me knowing.”
“That kind of makes me look bad.”
“It does.”
“Really fucking bad.”
“I know. But for this, if you want to do this, you’re going to have to look bad. Rather than me. After all, how does this make me look?” Pam paused for a moment. “That’s fair, isn’t it?”
Steve didn’t say a word as he was thought over the options.
Pam was growing impatient. “Do you want to or not?”
After a moment Steve shrugged.
“And I’m going to hide somewhere and watch him watch,” Pam said, thinking. “That’d actually be hot.” She had images of Mike becoming hard watching her. She was desperate to get it out there that she wanted Mike to be this man but she was unable to say it out of fear. How would Steve react? Would having Mike become their man change their relationship? Is it best to keep him a fantasy? So many thoughts raced through her mind.
“How will that work? Are you going to follow us around like a ninja as I wait for the perfect moment?”
“Don’t know. But I need to watch him watching me!”
Steve thought. “It’d really have to be in one of the bedrooms if we do it here. You would have to hide in the closet.”
Excitedly, Pam blurted, “Then we’ll do that.”
“So I’m going to ask someone we know to visit and come upstairs and suddenly show him porn in the bedroom.”
Pam started grinning as she fantasized about Mike watching her.
“But don’t you think that’s kind of gay?”
“Okay, fine.” Pam tried to calm herself as adrenaline kicked in as well as her arousal. Still she blurted, “So maybe that plan isn’t the best. You show Mike wherever you happen to be, and tell me after.”
Crap! She said his name! How did that slip out? Did he hear her?
Steve nodded.
Steve didn’t seemed fazed by it. Maybe he didn’t hear her. Would he be okay with Mike? Could she really do this? Pushing forward, she added, “But remember, good. And tell me in detail. Like lots of fucking detail.”
“I promise.”
“Okay,” Pam said. “Then we’re doing that.”
Steve kissed her. “Thank you.”
Chapter 23
inally they were ready to try and make the dirty movie. Steve had a lot of ideas on what they should do, but Pam wasn’t as certain that it would work. She kept on trying to visualize who would hold the camera. She knew that men were visual and wanted to see the act and how could that be? How could they record it while she was doing it? Could she forget about the camera and focus on being sexy? Thinking about all these things made her realize that porn stars were talented!
She chuckled.
Now it was time to act!
Steve was ready, and it showed. Immediately he went down on Pam while she held a camera and filmed him. At least she was ready and in the mood! She was quite turned on by the idea of what they were doing. Still she was aware of the camera and unable to not think about it. Wouldn’t it be better if, say, someone like Mike was filming them? Or what if Steve was holding the camera while Mike was at her pleasure?
She wondered how it would look afterwards, when they watched the movie. Would they like it? Would they look like dorks? Looking at the small display she, could see half of Steve’s face, and a bit of her inner thighs. All that from an odd angle with what was happening rather hidden, and the camera starting to wobble fairly badly at the end.
They tried having sex and the same thing happened. If one of them held the camera, the picture bounced around a lot. With the camera sitting on the dresser, the picture was steady but was too far away to see properly.
Pam was disappointed. Steve seemed disappointed, too, since he was thinking their movie would look like one of those porno movies, not a late night cable TV version of porn.
She tried one more time to salvage the movie shoot. This time she would go down on Steve. She knew that by making all those sloppy noises that Steve would love watching the movie and she assumed Mike would as well. She went down on Steve taking him into her mouth, feeling that this was actually going to work. With Steve’s ridged cock sticking out, she started to work him and the camera. The interesting part of the movie was going to be what was happening at the end of Steve’s cock, not in between her legs where the camera couldn’t see.
Steve managed to hold the camera steadier too, most of the time. She wasn’t sure if that should annoy her that he was able to take better movies. Something for her to work on at a later date.
She liked what they had managed, but the movie wasn’t perfect. Suddenly she wanted it to be perfect. In the first movie, her hair was in the way a lot of the time. In the third movie it was hard to tell when Steve actually came, because she’d kept sucking as he finished and he didn’t do anything really obvious like shout that he was blowing his load in her mouth. Now she knew why the guys would pull out and give the girl a facial. She hated that idea and feared that Steve would shoot some into her hair or worse her eyes.
Still, Pam decided she wanted to try again.
They made another movie that night and another one the night after that. They started to make more of a production out of it. Pam even started to wear sexy clothes and took her time undressing, flirting and teasing for the camera. She even remembered to keep her hair out of the way. This time when Steve came, she pulled out after the second or third stream…this way she was able to control his projectiles!
Watching the movie, she chuckled as she remembered that she was being careful not to get any in her eyes or hair.
Clearly Steve was very satisfied once he’d finished.
When they watched the movie, it looked like porn. It looked like real porn, not just them holding a camera. Pam was pleased and turned on by it.
Pam snuggled up to Steve. “So, is watching me giving head as good as me giving you head?”
“Pretty much,” Steve said.
“Okay,” Pam said, surprised by how well the movie had worked. “So who are you going to show?”
Steve was still basking in his performance, “Not sure.”
Annoyed, she said, “Don’t forget to tell me all about it when you do.”
Chapter 24
m,” Steve said, a couple of days later. “So about our movie.”
“Yeah?” Pam said.
“It didn’t go that well.”
“Oh.” Pam was suddenly worried. “What, did I…”
“No, not that. I showed Tyler. He told me I was a sick fuck and left.”
“Oh,” Pam said. “Oh shit.”
“Yeah. I’m not sure what to do.”
Pam wanted to punch Steve. He should have been able to read Tyler better. Of all people, why did he pick that friend? He had a holier-than-thou type personality, and she knew he wouldn’t take it well.
Chapter 25
couple days after Steve told Pam about Tyler, she was sitting at her desk wondering about where this journey was going. Then her cell phone rang and she recognized the number. It was Tyler.
Tyler told her Steve was showing people films of her.
“I know,” she said. “Um, thanks for telling me, but don’t worry. He told me about it.”
“You don’t mind?”
“Nah, it’s okay.”
She sat there and tried to decide if she should say he could watch it again now he knew it was okay. She decided not to.
She wondered how awkward it was going to be next time she had to see Tyler. “Tyler, if you could, please keep this between us. I’m not sure what Steve was thinking.”
Chapter 26
aybe we should give up on this,” Steve said, as Pam walked into the living room after work.
She sat there for a while, thinking. She was about to agree. This hadn’t ended that well last time, and they were pushing a bit hard trying to make themselves do kinkier things.
She didn’t want to give up. She wanted to try. She’d wanted to try last time with her giving blowjobs until Steve had got jealous and weird and said no.
Last chance, she thought. One last try to make this work.
“We could get someone to watch us,” she said. “If you were into that.”
Steve looked up.
“Just someone here,” Pam said. “With us. Him watching. No movies.”
Steve was thinking.
“It might be better,” she said. “So he knows I’m okay with it. And so I can see him watching me.”
“You’d like that?”
“I think so, yeah.”
Steve was still thinking.
“And he doesn’t touch me at all,” Pam said. “Just to be clear. And we’re very clear to him before we start.”
“Yeah,” Steve said. “Okay. This could work.”
“Because for you it’s someone watching me, right? Like, someone looking at me and getting turned on?”
He nodded.
“So if they were watching us fuck…,” Pam said.
“You’d do that?”
Pam shrugged.
“You don’t mind?”
“I don’t mind doing shit that turns you on,” she said. “Because of how I love you and everything. But you are kind of a difficult prick to please.”
He grinned.
“I don’t mind,” she said. “I’d even almost like to. The giving head thing, that was better than I thought it’d be, so what the fuck, let’s try this.”
Steve was still looking at her.
“And since it’s this or a movie, it seems better just to fuck. Like someone watching is just kinky, and excusable, but watching a movie means I thought it through enough to make a film.”
“I think I understand.”
“Good. Because it makes sense to me.” Pam sat there for a moment, watching him. “So you want to? Let some other guy check me out?”
“If you do, yeah.”
“I think I do.”
“Okay,” Steve said. “Then me, too.”
They looked at each other. Pam didn’t know quite what to say.
After a moment Steve kissed her and said, “Thank you.”
“It’s fine.” Pam thought for a moment. “And a dude,” she said. “It has to be a guy, okay? No women.”
“Alright.”
“I mean it. If I’m going to get anything out of this, I need to be turned on by someone watching me, so it has to be a guy. A straight guy. I don’t want some stranger gawking and scheming to get you.”
“That bothers you?”
“Yeah, it bothers me.”
Steve seemed surprised. “I suppose,” Steve said, a little wary. They still hadn’t talked about that very much. They definitely hadn’t talked about it as much as they probably should have. Apparently, being into the next piece of kinky weirdness he wanted her to do made up for it, though. He hadn’t seemed to need to talk about it, either.
“A guy,” she said. “You find him. You sort out the rules. It’s nothing to do with me except I’ll fuck him when he turns up to watch.”
“Thank you,” Steve said.
“Are we going to fuck now?” Pam said. “I mean, I’m just assuming…”
Steve grinned and kissed her, and started pulling her towards the bedroom.
“Here’s fine,” she said, so Steve pulled her back toward the sofa.
Chapter 27
few weeks passed, and Pam almost decided nothing more was going to happen. She started to assume Steve wouldn’t be able to or that he didn’t want to find anyone. Maybe he was having second thoughts, so she just let it go. Pam started to think that maybe for Steve, watching didn’t seem nearly as much fun for the other guy as getting head had been.
She and Steve kept having sex more than usual, and when they did Steve whispered to her about other men watching her, and that was fun even if nothing more happened. And the whispering helped, she decided. She was starting to get used to the idea, to think it was normal.
While she still thought nothing was going to happen, one day she came home from work and found Steve there with a guy she’d never seen before. She was pretty sure she knew exactly why. No warning, which surprised her. No mention that he’d asked anyone. Just a man she didn’t know here, in her home, wanting to watch her fuck.
She wasn’t sure what to do, or what she ought to feel.
The guy’s name was Todd Love, Steve said. Pam shook his hand, then went to get changed. As much so she had a moment to think as because she needed different clothes.
Steve followed her. “It’s him,” he said quietly. “Todd said he’d watch. He’s into it.”
“Ah,” Pam said. “Yeah, I guessed.”
“You’re annoyed?”
“Not annoyed. Not really. I’m just surprised. You caught me totally off guard.”
“Oh,” Steve said.
“You should have warned me,” she said. “Dickhead.” Maybe she was disappointed because she was still hopeful that Steve would bring Mike around for this. After all, Steve liked it when Mike flirted with her, so why wasn’t he including Mike in this?
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