by James Roy
‘I guessed,’ he said. ‘And thanks to you too, for not telling anyone.’
‘Are you going to be all right?’ I asked him, because it felt as if we were friends now, sort of.
‘Oh, yeah, we’ll work it out,’ he said, even though his eyes said something completely different.
‘I’ve got something for you,’ I said, and I put the Black Dog brochure on the top of the marbly counter.
‘You didn’t take it from where you work, did you?’
I shook my head. ‘It’s about the Black Dog,’ I said.
‘I can see that.’
‘There’s a list in there.’
‘A list?’
‘Of things that you might be feeling.’
‘Oh. Thanks – maybe I’ll read that later,’ he said, opening the brochure and glancing inside, then tucking it away in his shirt pocket.
‘There’s a whole bunch of phone numbers and websites and things inside as well,’ I said.
‘Good. Thanks.’
He looked kind of uncomfortable then, so I said, ‘Well, I guess I’ll see you later. Come on, Muppet.’
Dinner that night was a yummy beef stroganoff that Dad gave four and a half stars, as usual. I gave it five, because Mum was looking a bit sad, and I thought she could do with the encouragement. And then Dad said, ‘I’m going to do something unprecedented, and change my score. I’m going to give my first perfect score.’ Which made Mum look a lot less sad.
I went upstairs to call Jenni from my room, but as I passed the door to Dad’s study, I heard him make this big sigh, like he’d been trying to catch his breath, and had finally been able to do it. I stopped and looked in. He was sitting at his desk, slightly hunched over.
When I put my hand on his arm, he looked at me all surprised, as if he’d just woken up in a room he didn’t recognise. ‘Hey, Betty,’ he said. ‘Whatcha doing?’
‘Seeing if you’re okay,’ I said.
‘Oh, I’m fine,’ he said. ‘I just sent an email that I didn’t really want to send, that’s all.’
‘What kind of email?’
‘I sent the apology.’
‘The one to the restaurant?’
‘The one to the newspaper about the restaurant.’
‘You told us you weren’t going to do that,’ I said. ‘Why did you change your mind?’
‘Sometimes you can be right but still a bit wrong,’ he told me. ‘I know that makes me sound like I’ve been spending too much time listening to a TV yoga instructor, but I think it’s true. The food at Yuck Sausage was terrible. In fact, the only thing worse than the food was the service.’ Then he smiled a bit, like he found what he’d just said quite funny.
‘So why are you saying sorry?’ I asked him.
‘Because it doesn’t really matter what I thought – my review was still a bit mean, like you said. And I can’t afford to go to court, only to be told that I have to apologise, and give them a whole bunch of money. That’s why, Betty.’
‘Can I read it?’
‘Some other time, maybe,’ he said.
I went to my room then, but instead of calling Jenni, I took out my project and kept working on it. I’m not sure how long I worked on it, but the next thing I knew, Mum was telling me that it was late and I should start getting ready for bed.
I went back to Dad’s study. He was still in there, reading something in his comfy chair.
‘You again,’ he said when I went in. Then he saw the folder in my hand. ‘What’s that?’
I held it out. ‘It’s not quite finished yet, but it’s the thing I had to do for Mum. She wanted me to do a project on someone with an interesting job, or an interesting past, or who was just an interesting person.’
‘Basically someone interesting,’ he said, smiling again. ‘And who did you do it on? Can I see?’
‘Well, before I give it to you, I should tell you that Mum thought I could send this to Mr Hilder as well as the report from the charity shop, just to show him that I’ve learnt something else as well, and then hopefully he’ll let me come back. I’m putting this in with it,’ I said, handing him the letter I’d written to go with the project.
Dad took it from me, cleared his throat and began to read.
‘“Dear Mr Hilder . . .”’ He paused and looked at me sternly. But I could see a bit of fun in the corner of his mouth. ‘You weren’t tempted to start with, “Hey, Barry!” or “Was’sup, Bazza?”’
I shook my head. I really hadn’t been. I hadn’t even remembered that Mr Hilder’s name was Barry!
‘Fair enough,’ Dad said. ‘Respect is important. “Dear Mr Hilder,
‘“I want to say thanks for letting me write to you about getting back into Our Lady of the Sacred Wimple. I’ve had lots and lots of chances to think about things since you told me I had to leave the school for a while, and I think that maybe I’ve changed a bit. I also know a bit more about taking responsibility for my actions.
‘“When I was doing homeschool with my mum, she told me I had to do a project on someone with an interesting job, or an interesting story to tell. The person I picked has both of these things. Also, he’s a bit like me, because sometimes people think he’s one way when he’s another way, and sometimes people blame him for things that aren’t even his fault. (That doesn’t mean I’m saying that what happened with the cardboard principal that those kids made wasn’t my fault, by the way. That was my fault, and I totally get that now. And even though I said sorry at the time, I want to say it again – I’m really, really, really, really, really, really, REALLY sorry.) This person is also heaps responsible, and I thought that if I sent you my project along with my letter about what I think I’ve learnt, you might let me come back to Our Lady of the Sacred Wimple. And if you do let me come back, I promise I’ll try much harder.
‘“Anyway, this project is about . . .”’
Dad stopped reading, and then he looked at me. It was as if he was trying really hard to think of the right words to say, because his voice wasn’t even working.
‘You did it about me?’
‘Yep,’ I said. ‘Is that okay?’
‘It’s more than okay. I’m honoured, Betty.’ He opened the front cover of the folder and read the first page. Then he looked up at me. I think he might have had something in his eye, because he was blinking, a lot.
‘You all right?’ I asked him.
‘Interesting? You think I’m interesting?’
‘Sure,’ I said. ‘Of course you’re interesting. And responsible, too. You didn’t have to go and see the doctor about the Black Dog. You could have just been cranky all the time. But you went and saw him, and you also said sorry to those people you upset, like the ones who came into the house, and for the review you wrote, and . . . and everything else as well.’
‘You think I’m interesting and responsible! Wow!’
‘And you know what else, Dad? Maybe – just maybe – you’re a bit like me.’
Then his eyes went all twinkly, which is probably impossible, but it still looks like a totally real thing when it happens. ‘I’m a bit like you? A ten-year-old girl?’
That really made me laugh.
‘You’re mad,’ he said.
‘I’m just like you,’ I said.
Because I am.
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ABOUT THE AUTHOR
JAMES ROY was born in western New South Wales in 1968 and spent much of his childhood living with his missionary family in Papua New Guinea and Fiji, where he adventured by day and read books by night.
His critically acclaimed works of fiction and non-fiction include the CBCA Honour Books Captain Mack and Billy Mack’s War, and the CBCA Notable Books Full Moon Racing, A Boat for Bridget, The Legend
of Big Red, Anonymity Jones and Town. In 2008, Town also won the Ethel Turner Prize for Young People’s Literature in the NSW Premier’s Literary Awards as well as the Golden Inky in Australia’s only teenage choice awards. Anonymity Jones won the 2010 Western Australian Premier’s Book Award for young adult literature.
James lives with his family in the Blue Mountains. He enjoys trying to make music and art, doesn’t like olives very much, and hasn’t entirely abandoned his dream of sailing around the world.
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Captain Mack
Billy Mack’s War
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Town
Hunting Elephants
Anonymity Jones
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