Still well.
Saturday dawned sunny and especially the breeze hitting is not easing at all the heat wave of São Paulo in the middle of autumn. The green shirt and blue shorts that Rafael is wearing make me feel less bad for him and for me. First, because my giant shadow will not die of heat stroke and second, because then walk around for a someone wearing safety is the same as sticking to the chest a plate ...
Hey look at me.
Rafael keeps the bags Star of vegetables and excuses himself to go buy a cake. She pays their vegetables and go to the next tent. - Where's Theo?
- Heard the fair word and ran off with Mike. - I laugh.
- I swear I do not understand why men hate shopping. My husband also always invents an excuse. Look at this ...- turns the arms pointing to the relaxed atmosphere, colorful and busy. - There's nothing more delicious than a good outdoor fair. He felt the perfume of those sleeves?
- Delicious. - I agree laughing at his excitement follow her to the fruit stand. - Theo until like to buy, but all over the Internet. - Remember your last acquisition lightning and roll my eyes.
- What is it? - Star accepts a piece of mango that the marketer offers, get to experience studying my face.
Despite the agony, I have to laugh at almost sexual Hummm that loose.
- Girl, I swear I am enjoying living with Theo, but man is driving me crazy. I ask him to make coffee, man! Buy a coffee maker. Adjusting image TV. Tcharam! He appears with a new one. - Roll my eyes and she just laughed.
- Entered into an agreement on the bed?
- I hit the foot ... The room is too small, besides, he likes to get hooked. - I remember parts of it to rub on me when he gets like a koala and moan as she did with her sleeve - and sleep is the last thing we have done.
Her eyes light up. - I think it all fluffy. He just wants to please you, it is written on his forehead that worships you.
- It is believed that on Thursday I scored hall very early, leaves late and asked for Theo wash two little plates of breakfast ... Two little plates ... - I start to wheeze. - We arrived at night and there was Vincenzo and Mike installing a dishwasher.
- And that's bad? I have to cry for my husband's excellency change a light bulb. - It fills a bag of mangoes for me and one for her. - Polish, Theo is a guy mounted on the money, used to do everything for him. Raise your hands to heaven, he is not one of those successful executives and full of frills.
Star distracted when the attendant offers a pineapple and it comes in a debate on the best fruit for buckler. Talk them bores me ... My heart tightens and my thoughts are derived ... I know I should not compare my relationships with Theo and Bernard, but it is inevitable ... Unlike my ex, whose absence made me anxious and tense , because one day he would return. Theo feel a desperate anxiety, even at work, stay away from it is torture ... My concentration some, just think of your smell, your voice and your touch ... I count the minutes to find it and my heart races every time I see him.
A girl passes by my side, all ice cream smeared.
Damn.
Impulse shot the cell phone pouch and I type.
I am surrounded by sucking, bites and licks ... I miss you, Angel scoundrel.
A few seconds later my phone vibrates in my hand.
What the fuck? Where is it?
I smile at my hand.
At the fair ... Fruits can be very exciting ... And you?
Balloonvine with three dots appears and I hope the answer.
In my parents ... What do I do now? It made me hard, hick wanton.
Digit
I like vc hard ... Come soon to me ...
The dots reappear
I'll be back as soon as possible. I must go, I love you.
I type, I am yours, I expect an answer and nothing. Frustrated, I keep the phone in the bag. Star watches me with a grin.
- What is it? - My cheek blush.
- Nothing ... - points to my purse. - He has an incredible coverage. - I take a few seconds to understand what it is about. I shake my head in agreement ... I keep forgetting Star capacity to resume matters. - Could enjoy all the benefits and comfort of the world, but ... It's felizão stuck in that tiny gaff, just because it's there, you're ...
- I seeeeiiii - drag the word, undecided if I know it.
- So why this worried face, Polish? - Says looking deep.
- Alôôôô parish ... In John tent, pretty blonde does not pay, but also does not take!
- Oh damn, John! - Star puts his hand on heart.
That voice is essa1
I take the Star scare cry and his indignation at the moment marketer baritone ahead to gain time. I do not know ... Since that day in the office, everything is so perfect ... Happiness came in with both feet in the door and sat in the window, coloring everything ... And loneliness, do not even know what it is.
Ando restless.
Natural.
When almsgiving is too holy to distrusts.
No I want Theo became indispensable. Your mood affects my, do not get tired of the thousand sides ... Friend, loving, naughty, participatory and maddeningly jealous ... I'm so addicted to his body that could be the chained in bed and live a good sex only and one cup of water from time to time to moisturize.
I love our little provocation, fights for nothing and almost everything and take care of it turned my little obsession with smell their shirts when he's not looking ... Jesus! I love being surprised by their sexual assaults at work, but even so, I am anxious ... Time and again, my stomach wraps and tightness in the chest appears out of nowhere, making me lose air .... As if at any time, a natural disaster would devastate all ...
What's weird ... I'm not the neurotic and anxious type.
Rub the face opting for honesty. - You know when everything is so perfect that you are afraid that something bad happens?
When I look at Star I know you can see through my face: I'm vulnerable, loving man desperately. Drowned to the neck in a sea of totally new and overwhelming feelings.
His smile gives way to a frown. - Oh, Polish, that's what love does to people: leave us dependent and frightened. But if you want advice, lightning never strikes twice in the same place and Theo is not Bernardo.
There is controversy ...
In Curitiba a man was hit three times!
I am quiet and thoughtful, the image of the old man leading the spoked, then getting up and walking away with the hat fuming always impresses me.
After a hard head I am.
Buy a pack of daisies, I seek the fish left cleaning, finished shopping and started going toward Rafael, eating the third pastel while watching us from afar ...
. - By chance he give you any reason? Crazy his sister is playing fatal attraction to you? - Star question of nowhere, returned again to the subject.
- No, Theo every day surprises me more ... And Thenka has plagued a little in the messages, but not just that. And honestly, I like it at home ... I have no hurry that crazy leave his apartment.
- Then you play, friend. That's silly insecure woman in love ... And face it, you do not need that. Look at you! People break the neck when passing or makeup needs! - Pointing my face and roll my eyes.
Ah! For the love of God!
People have a mistaken view about beauty. They forget that the beautiful is just packaging and that one day, will expire. I think in saying that a sprawled face can make things easier in the beginning, but does not guarantee anything. It takes much more than a beautiful smile for a relationship to work, but I shut up.
... Beautiful that way, to be futile ... Look there! Blonde, can only be stupid ... Yeah complaining belly full ... not called you to the party, because the guys are like flies on you ... It was only hired because the boss wants to eat it.
There is so much prejudice involved with the good looks that it's cruel ... as if it were a passport to success, happiness and eternal trust ... And it's not! What drives everything is the heart and feelings are not always beautiful and much less have butt, chest and
face.
- Just let the ball roll and enjoy. What's to lose?
Theo
I think, but again do not say anything.
- Anything. - I make a gesture with his hand. - You're right, it was just a silly thought, but has passed. Come on, now I want to rock the lunch.
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Back liveliest home, fix up the flowers, shopping and beginning preparations for the lunch. The sun enters through the windows leaving the bright and cheerful apartment. The wind shakes the curtains in a delicate dance ... Shooting sandals, I put a song, enter the atmosphere and there are times, cooking is not so good. obsessively peak until the vegetables are finely calibrated equal, place each of the ingredients in jars ... I remember the white wine that goes straight to the freezer.
I want everything perfect!
This is our first weekend of calm. Nothing post Camila hangover, visits from concerned friends and parents, Mike and Vincenzo pounding and making improvements or know that restaurant is a must. We will only be in two and the best trout fillet there.
Set the table paying attention to detail ... I make a watercress salad, because I found that he likes ... lemon pie, because I know he loves. Napkins flower, spider veins ... give up the candles ... Do not combine with all this natural light.
Less is more, Nina!
With all routed and in the oven, make haste in the bath, creminho because he loved the green apple smell, wear pink lingerie set I bought for a surprise. A pink knit dress baby, caught only by a side loop to make things easier ... and ...
I expect...
I will not get a message to him ...
I expect...
No messages have never been sticky ...
I expect...
It is! It must be the crazy traffic in São Paulo
The phone vibrates on blue pool sideboard.
Thenka is setting a shack. Better not expect me to lunch ... Te Amo. I'll be back as soon as possible.
All right, I'm desfamiliada[44] on here. Sit on pink beanbag watching the phone, then set table trying to convince me to stay frustrated leads to nothing ... It was not a cake. Theo does not know of my surprise and is a family man, his sister does not hit well, and I've had a nice shack sample Thenka to deduce that their parents need reinforcements.
Digit.
Family first, do not worry, I'm here waiting.
I expect. I do not get answer. Set the phone on the couch and I'll take care of life.
Without the slightest desire to eat alone, I save what can be reheated in the fridge and set the rest in the trash, along with the salad that has begun to shrivel. But all is not lost, we still have the lemon pie and wine.
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Theo
Mike to in front of Nina's house, I go down and he goes to Olympus. Kick a stone that is in the way, type the alarm password and open the old side gate that creaks giving way.
Looking forward, climb the two steps in two until you reach the balcony, but stop at the door. I press my forehead against the cool wood, grip the top of the nose and start to count to a thousand. I do not want to download Nina, all my irritation. Breathe in and breathe out and in silence, while dissecting the memories of that day's horrors.
Thenka found that I am in the house of hick, had a fit of anger, refused to return to the clinic, but vowed that will follow the treatment to live in my apartment ...
With me.
... I let out a laugh to the surprise of everyone in the room.
- No way...
- But it's not fair, it was our plan ?!
- Your plan Thenka! You need to stop living through me and move on. We are twins, not one.
- Honey, your brother is right. I know you love your classmate, but Theo is a grown man, his heart wanted it that way.
Playmate?
- Mother, she has thirty-two fucking! It is more than time to act like a woman.
It's amazing, Nina is seven years younger and thousands of years more mature light my sister.
- Son, look at the way you talk to your mother!
- I'm sorry.
The old Theo is a passionate man. Do not allow anyone to raise his voice to the owner Catherine.
- So seeing! Why can not I get the cover? Always let me do what I wanted! His things are better. Dammit! It's the fault of this Nina! She did Theo away.
- Let Nina out of it! You made me run away, not her.
- Father, but I want!
- Son, better to let her sister have to ask ... If she wants to spend time on the roof, leave.
At that point the fight, wanted to kiss my father ... I looked at his tired face and understand your diplomatic move.
The old Theo is a shrewd man. It is true that often requires and expects the best of me, but it is fair and we've always been friends. I know you love my sister but loves more the fact to see his son finally so committed and passionate about it.
Before Thenka arrive, I spent a good time talking to my parents about my plans for the future. So, at the time of deadlock, when just lowered my head and nodded, we both already knew about my intention never to come unglued of hick.
- Okay, take my apartment. You know I love you, but do not make me choose. Nina is not a hobby and comes first.
- Mother!
- Honey, no one sends in the heart ... Accept his brother loves Nina, want to get their family and we are happy with that. Why not follow the example and open to other people? You need to get out of this little world, grow and understand that life goes, can no longer live close to him.
- Ah! Please, Mother! I'm his family. They did not see? I do everything for him, it is my half, dammit! When it came to this chat rest I gave him the Andreza! It's my best friend, never promised to take me, I know that we are the only people able to make him happy. But he had to screw it up, is the king of chickens and can not control his own dick. This maid is just a hobby, yes. Theo does not know what love is.
- I was a womanizer, but over! And the fact that I'm single does not mean you do not know about love. If not happened before, it was because it is not a feeling that is born for any one Thenka! Only with Nina and always will be for her! Conform.
- No.
Crying, screaming, vessels flying towards me ...
I felt someone else's shame for my sister. She gave her much in the role of victim, only this time it was different, I could see the theater and the lack of tears. And thanks to Nina, I freed myself from the emotional prison called Thenka.
The conversation I had with the hick yesterday, embracing in bed before sleep, opened my eyes and dissipated the smoke of emotional fires caused by my sister. I insisted that Nina talked more about his life and when I understood their decision, I felt their pain and found myself in his place, was finally understood what Thina and Peter try to tell me for years.
abusive relationships only happen if we leave. Be in love, gratitude or guilt, no matter ... It's sick ... It is not good for those who do not and for those permits. And it pains, it is necessary to put an end.
Breathe.
Tell A: Enough to people we love, but who are unable to create real emotional bonds with us. For years, my sister plays on my back the obsessive responsibility of your happiness, success or failure. I grew up with it manipulating everyone, purely selfishly, just to feed the guilt and keep us hostage to their will.
As Nina said ... - My Angel, the hardest thing I ever did was to say that not for my mother in Curitiba. Will not come back, I'll never stop loving her and will always be here, when you really need. And I hope that one day, Eva understand that just did it because it was right, a matter of self-love. Break that vicious circle was difficult and painful, but necessary.
So I did the same and was ... liberating.
- I'm going home to see my wife, then Mike goes in the apartment and take the rest of the stuff.
Desgrudo the head of the door and take a deep breath ... And while fish the keys in my pocket, I feel for me, for Thenka and
my parents ... They know it's wrong, but are so conditioned to do the will of my sister, that will not change. She hits the foot, they give ... And deep down, I was also used to give for peace ... But now, the price is too high ...
- Nina!
Go and cry to an empty and dark apartment. I walk all in seconds and start to worry. And if she got mad and left me? Just relax a little when I make the breath Nina taught and falls to record that no one leaves the apartment itself leaving everything in it, it would be easier to expel me and how I found my bags at the door ...
Damn it!
I was so focused on doing everything fast and get back to Nina, I forgot to say he was focused and doing it fast to get back to her. Although, I would explain the last itinerary of my day. completely ruin my surprise. Rushes out of my parents' house to find a supplier. I could not go into details about it.
Czech messages again and no after:Family first, do not worry, I'm here waiting.
I'll call and your phone vibrates on the sideboard.
One step to lose patience, I find a note on the kitchen counter.
I am at Café Star.
kisses
Nineteen
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O annoying little bell announcing my arrival, but nobody cares. It's Saturday night and the coffee is more to Star Bar. The lights were replaced by candles and a blue neon cord decorating the bar shelves. In the dim light, people squeeze standing and also fill the small tables with their noisy and carefree conversations. There is an excitement in the air, rocked by the color of the drinks and loud music.
With my trained eyes I walk the place, my focus is to the best ass on the planet. Shit! Breathe ... breathe ... Inspira ... The butt gives empinadinha when her owner Blonde, which by the way is spectacular in a pink dress baby, back to an asshole green plaid shirt, smiles and responds to some shit, the candidate says the corpse too close to your ear. My blood rises and do not care that the place is full and that all ears are not guilty of being so close.
I reach my hand sliding around her waist and pulling her to me. She gasps, turns and give a - Hi - to her breasts that are enticing and amazing in this neck fucker and then smile at Nina, blushing in a way that makes my dick turn somersaults in my old jeans.
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