Dreams from Many Rivers

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by Margarita Engle


  EL CLUB CUBANO

  VIVIANA

  New Jersey, 1965

  We lost our home, jobs, happiness,

  and way of life

  when we fled the island

  as refugees

  on Freedom Flights.

  So we start clubs in Elizabeth and Union City,

  where everyone gathers to remember and dream

  of night stars gleaming on the serene waters

  of el Río Armendares and el Río Manatí.

  All week, we work as waitresses and janitors,

  even though we used to be dentists and doctors

  on the island.

  •

  Until we learn English,

  weekends at the club

  with songs and dances

  will have to be enough

  to keep us hopeful.

  Music is the only part of home

  that we were able to carry away

  hidden deep inside

  our rhythmically beating

  hearts.

  TRANSITION

  AMALIA

  New York, 1965

  My family left the Dominican Republic

  because of all the political trouble,

  a situation so disturbing and tragic

  that whenever grown-ups

  talk about it,

  they either whisper

  or holler

  at each other.

  All I want now is peace at school,

  where everyone separates into groups

  from different countries, Spanish-speaking

  or English, so that I’m always somewhere

  in between.

  EXILE OR IMMIGRANT?

  CARIDAD

  Florida, 1968

  My parents brought me here

  when I was a baby, almost ten years ago.

  I don’t remember Cuba, but I’ve seen

  plenty of photographs, and I know

  we call ourselves exiles, always dreaming

  of going back …

  but I wonder if it will be up to me to decide

  when the time comes—should I stay

  and become a United States citizen,

  or move back to an island

  that might no longer

  feel

  like my real

  home?

  ¡HUELGA!

  RAY

  California, 1968

  In the town of Delano, surrounded by vineyards,

  my family can’t afford to buy even one bunch

  of grapes.

  Our work on farms keeps other Americans

  well fed, but we sleep in shacks or cars,

  with no bathrooms, no water, not even

  a river, just polluted irrigation canals.

  I pick fruit all day, before and after school.

  Scorching sun, hunger, thirst, discouragement.

  Nothing ever changes, until la huelga—the strike!

  It started three years ago, when Filipino workers

  were the first to walk out, soon followed

  by Mexican Americans like my parents,

  who were born in California

  but are still treated like foreigners.

  All we ask for is minimum wage, but farmers

  are used to paying migrants much less, so they

  bring in strikebreakers from Mexico, people

  who really need work and don’t understand

  what it’s like

  to be born here

  yet so easily

  replaced.

  Next, another sort of strikebreaker appears.

  Men in pickup trucks, swinging clubs and yelling

  insults.

  Our leaders, César Chávez and Dolores Huerta,

  have taught us to be peaceful, following the examples

  of Martin Luther King and Mohandas Gandhi, so now,

  when brutal thugs attack us, we fall to our knees

  and pray.

  Nonviolence works slowly, but it does eventually

  succeed in changing the minds of people in cities

  who watch TV news and see how we’re treated.

  Eventually, ordinary shoppers join our grape boycott,

  refusing to buy any fruit harvested by workers

  who don’t earn a decent wage.

  •

  Now the landowners don’t have any choice.

  To stay in business, they have to sign

  labor contracts, proving that peace

  can win against violence,

  with fairness replacing

  injustice!

  VOTING RIGHTS

  WILLIE VELÁSQUEZ

  Texas, 1969

  In towns like Crystal City, Mexican-Americans

  live on one side and everyone else

  on the other.

  Teachers demand English, but some students

  only know Spanish, and others prefer to blend

  both or shift back and forth, like the natural flow

  of a winding stream on the Rio Grande floodplain.

  After kids hear about walkouts

  at schools in California, they march out, too,

  calling themselves Chicanos now, instead of

  using a hyphen.

  Those farmworker strikes

  spread to our Texas fields, but when violence

  enters the picture, people separate

  into factions, argumentative groups

  that believe this or that, when really

  all we need

  is unity

  at the voting polls.

  So that’s my only goal now: voter registration

  and making sure our votes count.

  Millions of votes.

  Millions.

  ANTI-WAR

  FRANK DEL OLMO

  California, 1970

  Rich boys avoid the military draft

  by staying in college, but poor ones

  die in Vietnam.

  So many Mexican American soldiers

  are sent to the violent front lines

  that back here in Los Angeles,

  families march, shout, and even

  throw rocks

  to protest.

  Policemen attack.

  My journalism mentor—Rubén Salazar—is shot

  and killed. Can it be a coincidence?

  I don’t think so, because everyone knows

  he’s been documenting police brutality.

  His death leaves the Los Angeles Times

  without a journalist who can speak Spanish,

  so I move into the essential role

  of bilingual

  investigative

  reporter.

  It’s hard to believe that just a few years ago,

  I tried to volunteer to be a fighter pilot.

  It’s lucky I had bad eyesight and was rejected

  by the air force.

  Otherwise, I never would have gone to college

  and learned how to make up my own mind

  about war and other

  sorrows.

  A MATHEMATICAL GENIUS

  ALBERTO CALDERÓN

  Illinois, 1974

  As a child in Argentina, numbers already

  amazed me, and when I grew older, I began

  to realize that I could offer easier ways

  to solve

  complex problems

  that even adults

  could not

  understand.

  A scholarship brought me to Chicago,

  where my engineering background

  now helps me turn fascinating ideas

  into useful ones.

  Whenever I have a chance, I return

  to my homeland, where I find talented students

  and help them travel here to continue

  their studies.

  •

  There’s no end to the wide variety

  of problems—both mathematical and social—

  that can be so
lved simply by combining

  education

  and compassion.

  RECRUITED BY A FACTORY

  ALFONSO

  Massachusetts, 1975

  Businessmen came to the mountains

  of Colombia, in search of weavers who know

  how to string a loom

  and create cloth.

  When I left my home far behind,

  I thought this textile mill in the cold north

  would employ me forever, but now it’s closing,

  so I’ll have to move my whole family

  to North or South Carolina,

  where there are rumors of jobs

  weaving threads of cotton

  into beautiful patterns,

  or even just fixing

  broken looms.

  THREE LANGUAGES

  MERCEDES

  Illinois, 1980

  When war broke out

  and the death squads came,

  we fled through Mexico,

  leaving Guatemala

  forever.

  My husband was gone,

  my babies so young,

  and when the people

  who smuggle refugees

  made me work

  as a maid in a hotel,

  I never imagined that I

  would be able to learn

  a third language,

  but here in Chicago,

  my children already

  know how to flow back and forth

  between English and Spanish at school,

  before returning to K’iche’ Maya

  at home, where I feel free

  to wear my own

  embroidered clothing,

  instead of that stiff, ugly

  toilet-cleaning

  uniform.

  BOATLIFT

  ORESTES

  Florida, 1980

  We arrive by the thousands,

  then tens of thousands, until we become

  one hundred and twenty-five thousand total,

  a sea

  of desperate

  refugees

  floating

  from the port

  of Mariel

  in Cuba.

  Floating to our new homeland, where angry

  grandchildren of refugees from Europe

  complain

  and insult us

  because we speak Spanish.

  Don’t they know that we’ll learn?

  •

  Refugee is such a simple word,

  so similar to refugiado,

  yet somehow

  at the same time

  refuge seems infinitely

  complicated.

  TEACHING

  JAIME ESCALANTE

  California, 1982

  In my native Bolivia, the students were hungry,

  but here in Los Angeles, students are also poor.

  Poverty, I show them,

  can be temporary.

  In the past, I’ve had to work mopping floors

  and washing dishes, but now I’m back

  to my real passion, helping young people

  qualify

  for college.

  FRAGMENTS

  MARÍA

  Washington, DC, 1985

  When El Salvador grew too war-torn

  for children, a church helped my parents

  bring me and all my brothers and sisters

  here, where danger is a word I see

  all around me, at school,

  every day.

  Guns on the street

  are just as perilous as guns

  in battle.

  Refugee and asylum now seem like words

  caught between shattered fears

  and flowing

  hopes.

  OPPORTUNITIES

  ANGELES ALVARIÑO

  California, 1987

  Arrow worms, umbrella jellyfish, siphonophores.

  I’ve spent my whole life studying these three

  groups of creatures that dwell in deep oceans.

  When I was a professor in Spain, I had no idea

  that I would be offered a chance to work

  in San Diego.

  Now I’ve shown how certain jellyfish

  are particularly sensitive to fluctuations

  in water temperature.

  Climate change?

  Is such a thing possible?

  If the trends I’ve noticed are true,

  then we need to seize

  every opportunity

  to figure out why

  the world’s oceans

  are growing warmer,

  so that we can discover

  scientific ways

  to protect

  nature.

  ENGLISH-ALSO

  MARTÍN

  Arizona, 1988

  I arrived in the US

  stuffed under the hood

  of a pickup truck.

  From Nicaragua to Honduras,

  then El Salvador and Guatemala,

  always crossing

  through a zigzag

  of wartime

  dangers.

  By the time I reached Mexico, all I had left

  was the air in my breath, and these

  nightmares.

  So I enroll in English classes just as soon

  as I reach Tucson, because this is my life now,

  and I don’t think the state of Arizona

  should have passed that unfair

  English-only law

  that doesn’t make sense

  to any parent who wants

  smart children to quickly learn

  two ways of being understood,

  instead of only

  one.

  FIELD TRIP

  GONZALO

  California, 1994

  Today our class visits a museum

  where I see a quilt with a flowered border,

  barbed wire,

  and a ghostly,

  nearly invisible

  image of a family

  running.

  It looks just like the warning signs on roads

  where Mami and I ran when we crossed

  the border from Tijuana and then

  had to race across busy freeways

  in the United States, escaping

  Border Patrol cars

  that tried to chase us.

  At the museum, I study a little square of paper

  on the wall, a printed note that gives the name

  of the quilt artist: Consuelo Jiménez Underwood,

  a Mexican American of Huichol indio ancestry.

  •

  She grew up in a migrant farmworker family

  like mine.

  Does that mean that I, too,

  could become an artist,

  using my own

  memories

  from distant Oaxaca,

  with pictures and words

  from our Mixteca language,

  to create visions of beauty

  wrapped in barbed wire

  bordered by flowers

  of hope?

  A SCIENTIFIC HERO

  MIREYA

  Massachusetts, 1995

  The Massachusetts Institute of Technology.

  Who could have guessed that I, a quiet, shy

  immigrant from Uruguay, would ever

  have the chance to learn from the same

  earth, atmosphere, and planetary science

  professor—Dr. Mario Molina—who won

  the Nobel Prize!

  Born in Mexico and educated in Europe,

  he earned his doctorate in California,

  where he researched the damaging effects

  of certain chemicals used in air conditioners

  and refrigerators, compounds that have now

  been completely banned all over the world,

  because the brilliant Dr. Molina proved

  that they were destroying

  our earth’s

&
nbsp; precious

  atmosphere.

  •

  One scientist

  can make

  such a difference!

  Imagine a whole team of minds, struggling

  to understand climate change, so that we

  can solve atmospheric problems

  before it is too late

  to correct

  our careless

  everyday

  mistakes.

  WE ARE NOT VILLAINS

  ALFONSO WILLIAMSON

  Connecticut, 1996

  Born in New York, I spent much of my childhood

  back in Colombia with my family, before returning

  to the United States at the age of twelve,

  when Flash Gordon comics gave me

  visions of courage.

  I knew I would be an artist someday.

  Now I’m old, and I’ve already brought

  the Star Wars movies into comic book form.

  Daredevil, Spider-Man, Spider-Girl,

  I’ve worked on them all …

  but it will take more than a superhero

  to bring peace, to end the drug wars

  that pass back and forth like storms

  raging across my family’s

  two countries.

  FREEDOM FIGHTER

  ROBERTO

  Illinois, 1999

  Out of prison.

  Pardoned.

  Nineteen and a half years of my life sacrificed.

  Those bombs were futile—I see that now—

  but the cause of independence for Puerto Rico

  still seems right to me, because as long as we

  remain a commonwealth instead of a country,

  people like me will feel owned, like objects,

  instead of included,

  as equals.

  A least that’s how I feel, but my sister says she wants

  statehood, and my brother claims he’d like everything

  to just stay exactly the way it is.

  Mixed up.

  PART SIX

  FOR OUR LIVES

  CURRENT TIMES

  The twenty-first century has been so filled with turmoil that sometimes it’s easy to forget the way vast rivers of hopeful dreams ripple and flow through this nation, along with all the troubling confusion.

 

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