Cars hugged the curbs, and we blew past cross streets at eighty, our siren blaring, speeding uphill at full throttle, going airborne for a few heart-stopping seconds before dropping onto the downside curve of the incline—and even so, we lost the Mercedes at Leavenworth as cars and pedestrians clogged the intersection.
I yelled into the mike again and thanked God when a radio car called in, “We’ve got him in sight, Lieutenant. Black Mercedes heading west on Turk, going seventy-five.” Another unit joined the chase at Hyde.
“I’m guessing he’s headed toward Polk,” I said to Jacobi.
“My thoughts exactly.”
We deferred the main route to the squad cars, shot past Krim’s and Kram’s Palace of Fine Junk on the corner of Turk, and picked up Polk heading north. There were about a dozen one-way alleys branching off Polk. I drilled each one of them with my eyes as we passed Willow, Ellis, and Olive.
“That’s him, dragging his butt,” I shouted to Jacobi. The Mercedes wobbled on a blown right rear tire as it took the turn past the Mitchell Brothers’ theater, then onto Larkin.
I grabbed the dash with both hands as Jacobi followed. The Mercedes lost control, caromed off a parked minivan, flew up onto the pavement, and charged a mailbox. Torn metal screamed as the mailbox punched the undercarriage of the car, which then came to rest with its nose pointing upward at a forty-five-degree angle, the driver’s side canting down toward the gutter.
The hood popped, and steam poured out as the radiator hose gave up the ghost. The stink of burned rubber and the candy apple smell of antifreeze permeated the air.
Jacobi halted our vehicle, and we ran toward the Mercedes, guns in hand.
“Get your hands in the air,” I shouted. “Do it now!”
I saw that both occupants were pinned by the airbags. As the airbags deflated, I got my first look at their faces. They were white kids, maybe thirteen and fifteen, and they were terrified.
As Jacobi and I gripped our weapons with both hands and approached the Mercedes, the kids started bawling their hearts out.
Chapter 6
MY HEART WAS BOOMING almost audibly, and now I was furious. Unless Dr. Cabot was Doogie Howser’s age, he wasn’t in this car. These kids were idiots or speed freaks or car thieves—or maybe all three.
I kept my gun pointed at the driver’s-side window.
“Put your hands in the air. That’s it. Touch the ceiling. Both of you.”
Tears were cascading down the driver’s face, and with a shock, I realized it was a girl. She had a short pink-tipped haircut, no makeup, no face piercings: a Seventeen magazine version of punk that she hadn’t quite pulled off. When she lifted her hands, I saw glass shards dusting her black T-shirt. Her name hung from a chain around her neck.
I admit I yelled at her. We’d just been through a chase that could have killed us all.
“What the hell did you think you were doing, Sara?”
“I’m sorrrry,” she wailed. “It’s just—I only have a learner’s permit. What are you going to do to me?”
I was incredulous. “You ran from the police because you don’t have a driver’s license? Are you insane?”
“He’s going to kill us,” said the other kid, a lanky young boy hanging sideways from the over-the-shoulder seatbelt holding him into the passenger seat.
The boy had huge brown eyes and blond hair falling across them. His nose was bleeding, probably broken from the slam he’d taken from the airbag. Tears dribbled down his cheeks.
“Please don’t tell. Just say the car was stolen or something and let us go home. Please. Our dad’s going to really kill us.”
“Why is that?” Jacobi asked sarcastically. “He won’t like the new hood ornament on his sixty-thousand-dollar car? Keep your hands where we can see them and get out real slow.”
“I can’t. I’m stuh-uh-uck,” cried the boy. He wiped his nose with the back of his hand, smearing blood across his face. Then he threw up on the console.
Jacobi muttered, “Aw, shit,” as our instincts to render aid took over. We holstered our weapons. It took our combined strength to wrench open the ruined driver’s-side door. I reached in and shut off the ignition, and after that we eased the kids out of the vehicle and onto their feet.
“Let’s see that learner’s permit, Sara,” I said. I was wondering if her father was Dr. Cabot and if the kids were afraid of him for good reason.
“It’s here,” Sara said. “In my wallet.”
Jacobi was calling for an ambulance when the young girl reached into her inside jacket pocket and pulled out an object so unexpected and so chilling my blood froze.
I yelled, “GUN!” a split second before she shot me.
Chapter 7
TIME SEEMED TO SLOW, every second distinct from the one before it, but the truth is, everything happened in under a minute.
I flinched, turning sideways as I felt the bullet’s hard punch to my left shoulder. Then another shot slammed into my thigh. Even as I struggled to understand, my legs buckled and I fell to the ground. I reached a hand out toward Jacobi and saw his face register shock.
I didn’t lose consciousness. I saw the boy shoot Jacobi—blam-blam-blam. Then he walked over and kicked my partner in the head. I heard the girl say, “C’mon, Sammy. Let’s get out of here.”
I felt no pain, just rage. I was thinking as clearly as I had at any time in my life. They’d forgotten about me. I felt for my 9mm Glock, still at my waist, wrapped my hand around the grip, and sat up.
“Drop your gun,” I shouted, pointing my weapon at Sara.
“Fuck you, bitch,” she yelled back. Her face was etched with fear as she leveled her .22 and squeezed off three rounds. I heard shell cases ping against the sidewalk all around me.
It’s notoriously hard to hit your target with a pistol, but I did what I was trained to do. I aimed for central mass, the center of her chest, and double-tapped: boom-boom. Sara’s face crumpled as she collapsed. I tried to get to my feet but only managed to rise to one knee.
The bloody-faced boy was still holding a pistol in his hand. He pointed it at me. “Drop it!” I screamed.
“You shot my sister!”
I aimed, double-tapped again: boom-boom. The boy dropped his gun, his whole body going limp.
He cried out as he fell.
Chapter 8
THERE WAS A TERRIBLE hushed silence on Larkin Street. Then sounds kicked in. A radio played rap in the middle distance. I heard the soft moans of the boy. I heard police sirens coming closer.
Jacobi wasn’t moving at all. I called out to him, but he didn’t answer. I unhooked my Nextel from my belt and, to the best of my ability, I called in.
“Two officers down. Two civilians down. Need medical assistance. Send two ambulances. Now.”
The dispatcher was asking me questions: location, badge number, location again. “Lieutenant, are you okay? Lindsay. Answer me.”
The sounds were fading in and out. I dropped the telephone and put my head down on the soft, soft pavement. I’d shot children. Children! I had seen their shocked faces as they went down. Oh, my God, what had I done?
I felt hot blood pooling under my neck and around my leg. I played the whole thing over in my mind, this time throwing the kids against the car. Cuffing them. Frisking them. Being smart. Being competent!
We’d been inexcusably stupid, and now we were all going to die. Mercifully, darkness closed over me and I shut my eyes.
Part Two
Unscheduled Vacation Time
Chapter 9
A MAN SAT QUIETLY in a nondescript gray car on Ocean Colony Road in the nicest section of Half Moon Bay, California. He wasn’t the kind of man people would notice, even though he was out of place here. Even though he had no legitimate business surveilling the people who lived in the white colonial house with the pricey cars in the driveway.
The Watcher held a camera that was no bigger than a book of matches up to his eye. It was a wonderful device with a gig of memory and
a 10x zoom.
He zoomed in and pressed the shutter, capturing the family moving behind the kitchen window, downing their wholesome multigrain cereal, having morning chitchat in their breakfast nook.
At 8:06 on the dot, Caitlin O’Malley opened the front door. She was wearing a school uniform, a purple knapsack, and two watches, one on each wrist. Her long auburn hair positively shone.
The Watcher took Caitlin’s picture as the teenager got into the passenger side of the black Lexus SUV in the driveway and soon he heard the faint sounds of rock FM.
Placing his camera on the dash, the Watcher took his blue notebook and a fine-tip pen from the center console and made notes in a careful, nearly calligraphic hand.
It was essential to get it all down. The Truth demanded it.
At 8:09 the front door opened again. Dr. Ben O’Malley was wearing a lightweight gray wool suit and a red bow tie that cinched the collar of his starched white shirt. He turned to his wife, Lorelei, pecked her on the lips, and then strode down the front path.
Everyone was right on time.
The tiny camera captured the images. Zzzzt. Zzzzt. Zzzzzt.
The doctor carried a bag of trash to the blue recycling bin at the curb. He sniffed the air and looked up and down the street, sweeping his eyes across the gray car and its occupant without pausing. Then he joined his daughter in the SUV. Moments later, Dr. O’Malley backed out onto Ocean Colony Road and headed north toward Cabrillo Highway.
The Watcher completed his notes, then returned the notebook, the pen, and the camera to the console.
He had seen them now: the girl in her freshly pressed uniform and clean white kneesocks, lots of spirit showing in her pretty face. This so touched the Watcher that tears gathered in his eyes. She was so real, so different from her father, the doctor, in his bland everyday-citizen’s disguise.
But there was one thing he did like about Dr. Ben O’Malley. He liked his surgical precision. The Watcher was counting on that.
He just hated to be surprised.
Chapter 10
A VOICE IN MY head yelled, “Hey! Sara!”
I came awake with a jolt and reached for my gun, only to find that I couldn’t move at all. A dark face loomed over me, lit from behind with a hazy white glow.
“The Sugar Plum Fairy,” I blurted.
“I’ve been called worse.” She laughed. It was Claire. I was on her table, and that meant I was a goner for sure.
“Claire? Can you hear me?”
“Loud and clear, baby.” She hugged me gently, wrapping me in a mother’s embrace. “Welcome back.”
“Where am I?”
“San Francisco General. Recovery room.”
The fog was lifting. I remembered the dark chill of Larkin Street. Those kids. Jacobi was down!
“Jacobi,” I said, reaching out to Claire with my eyes. “Jacobi didn’t make it.”
“He’s in the ICU, honey. He’s fighting hard.” Claire smiled at me. “Look who’s here, Lindsay. Just turn your head.”
It took tremendous effort, but I rolled my heavy head to the right, and his handsome face came into view. He hadn’t shaved and his eyelids were weighted with fatigue and worry, but just seeing Joe Molinari made my heart sing like a flippin’ canary.
“Joe. You’re supposed to be in DC.”
“I’m right here, sweetie. I came as soon as I heard.”
When he kissed me, I felt his tears on my cheeks. I tried to tell him that I felt all broken inside.
“Joe, she’s dead. Oh, God, it was a horrible screw-up.”
“Honey, the way I hear it, you had no other choice.”
Joe’s rough cheek brushed mine.
“My pager number is right by the phone. Lindsay? Do you hear me? I’ll be back in the morning,” he said.
“What, Joe? What did you say?”
“Try to get some sleep, Lindsay.”
“Sure, Joe. I will. . . .”
Chapter 11
A NURSE NAMED HEATHER Grace, a saint if ever there was one, had secured a wheelchair for me. I sat in the wheelchair beside Jacobi’s bed as the late-afternoon light poured through the window in the ICU and pooled on the blue linoleum floor. Two bullets had tunneled through his torso. One had collapsed a lung, the other had punctured a kidney, and the kick he’d taken to the head had broken his nose and turned his face a brilliant shade of eggplant.
This was my third visit in as many days, and though I’d done my best to cheer him, Jacobi’s mood remained unrelentingly dark. I was watching him sleep when his swollen eyes flickered open to slits.
“Hey, Warren.”
“Hey, Slick.”
“How’re you feeling?”
“Like the world’s biggest horse’s ass.” He coughed painfully, and I winced in sympathy.
“Take it easy, bud.”
“It sucks, Boxer.”
“I know.”
“I can’t stop thinking about it. Dreaming about it.” He paused, touched the bandages over his nose. “That kid popping me while I stood there holding my dick.”
“Um. I think it was your cell phone, Jacobi.”
He didn’t laugh. That was bad.
“No excuse for it.”
“Our hearts were in the right place.”
“Hearts? Shit. Next time, less heart, more brains.”
He was right, of course. I was taking it all in, nodding, adding a few strokes in my own mind. Like, would I ever feel right with a gun in my hand again? Would I hesitate when I shouldn’t? Shoot before thinking? I poured Jacobi a glass of water. Stuck in a striped straw.
“I blew it. I should’ve cuffed that kid —”
“Don’t even start, Boxer. It’s we shoulda—and you probably saved my life.”
There was a flash of movement in the doorway. Chief Anthony Tracchio’s hair was slicked across his head, his off-duty clothes were plain and neat, and he was gripping a box of candy. He looked like a teenager coming to pick up his first date. Well, not really.
“Jacobi. Boxer. Glad I caught you two together. How ya doing, okay?” Tracchio wasn’t a bad guy, and he’d been good to me; still, ours was no love affair. He bounced a bit on his toes, then approached Jacobi’s bed.
“I’ve got news.”
He had our full attention.
“The Cabot kids left prints at the Lorenzo.” A light danced around in his eyes. “And Sam Cabot confessed.”
“Holy shit. Is this true?” Jacobi wheezed.
“On my mother’s head. The kid told a nurse that he and his sis were playing a game with those runaways. They called it ‘a bullet or a bath.’”
“The nurse will testify?” I asked.
“Yes, indeed. Swore to me herself.”
“‘A bullet or a bath.’ Those little fuckers.” Jacobi snorted. “A game.”
“Yeah, well, that game’s over. We even found notebooks and collections of crime stories in the girl’s bedroom at home. She was obsessed with homicides. Listen, you two get well, okay? Don’t worry about nothin’.
“Oh. This is from the squad,” he said, handing me the Ghirardelli chocolates and a “get well” card with a lot of signatures. “We’re proud a ya both.”
We talked for another minute or so, passing along thanks to our friends at the Hall of Justice. When he was gone, I reached out and took Jacobi’s hand. Having almost died together had forged an intimacy between us that was deeper than friendship.
“Well, the kids were dirty,” I said.
“Yeah. Break out the champagne.”
I couldn’t argue with him. That the Cabot kids were murderers didn’t change the horror of the shooting. And it didn’t change the notion I’d been harboring for days.
“I’ll tell you something, Jacobi. I’m thinking of giving it up. Quitting the job.”
“C’mon. You’re talking to me.”
“I’m serious.”
“You’re not going to quit, Boxer.”
I straightened a fold in his blanket, then push
ed the call button so a nurse would come and roll me back to my room.
“Sleep tight, partner.”
“I know, ‘Don’t worry about nothin’.’”
I leaned over and kissed his stubbly cheek for the first time ever. I know it hurt to do it, but Jacobi actually smiled.
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