THE ANATOMY SCHOOL
Bernard MacLaverty lives in Glasgow. He has written four novels and four collections of stories. His last novel, Grace Notes, was shortlisted for the Booker Prize and won the Saltire Scottish Book of the Year Award. He has written versions of his fiction for other media — radio plays, television plays, screenplays.
ALSO BY BERNARD MACLAVERTY
Secrets
Lamb
A Time to Dance
Cal
The Great Profundo
Walking the Dog
Grace Notes
VINTAGE CANADA EDITION, 2002
Copyright © 2001 Bernard MacLaverty
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National Library of Canada Cataloguing in Publication Data
MacLaverty, Bernard
The anatomy school / Bernard MacLaverty.
eISBN: 978-0-307-36993-2
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Contents
Cover
About the Author
Other Books by This Author
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Part One
1. A Weekend Retreat
2. A Morning Walk to School
3. Lunch Time
4. An Evening Stroll
5. Forty Minutes
6. An Afternoon in the Waterworks
7. A Sleepless Night
8. An Early Morning in School
9. A Photographic Evening
10. Days of Inquisition
11. A Time of Reckoning
Part Two
A Night in the Lab
Part One
1. A Weekend Retreat
His mother came into the bedroom carrying an empty suitcase and whacked the curtains open.
‘It’s time, Martin,’ she said. Martin moaned and got out of bed. There was white frost on the window. He scratched the pane to see if it was inside or out. His fingernail left a clear track.
‘How many nights?’
‘Three.’ She counted them off on her fingers and mouthed the days as she did so. ‘Why do they have Retreats at this time of the year? So many days off school, coming up to exams?’ His mother was folding the right number of drawers and socks, fussing backwards and forwards from the dressing table to the bed where the suitcase now lay open.
‘Exams aren’t for a couple of months.’ His voice was still thick with sleep. She was always doing that — exaggerating — trying to prove her own arguments. She could stretch time whichever way she wanted. If he lay in his bed until 10.30 it became ‘sleeping in till midday’ and if he came home at 11.30 after a night out it became ‘streeling in here at one o’clock in the morning’.
‘That’s when you should be doing all the work,’ she said. ‘Before the exams. There’s not much point in studying afterwards.’ She folded a shirt so that the arms disappeared. She threw him a pair of clean underpants. ‘Don’t be such a Slitherum Dick. Do something. Get dressed.’ He hesitated. ‘I’ll not be looking at you.’ He turned his back to her and changed out of his pyjama trousers. ‘I always say there’s no point in standing around with your mouth hanging open.’ He sat on the bedside chair to put his shoes and socks on. ‘And be careful with this case. It was more than good of Nurse Gilliland. I don’t want to be returning something in tatters.’
When he was dressed he went downstairs to the kitchen. She shouted after him,
‘That battery is on its last legs.’ It was still fairly dark so he lifted the torch from the kitchen cup-hook and went out into the yard. He walked carefully with his feet wide apart for fear of slipping. The ice underfoot made a sound like static when he pressed down. His breath clouded the cold air. He went into the toilet and bolted the door. It smelled of damp and cobwebs and bowels. The torch shone a pale milky circle on the whitewashed wall. He set it on the bench so that it lit the ceiling, and by reflection, faintly, the whole place. He took down his trousers and clean underpants and slid on to the bench over the hole. The wood was worn smooth. An icy draught came up from the darkness. The toilet paper was semi-transparent and written across the bottom of each sheet in green letters were the words MEDICATED WITH IZAL GERMICIDE.
When he went back into the kitchen she was making up a piece for him. He went to the kitchen sink and turned on the tap.
‘Wash your hands,’ she said. He sighed. ‘When it comes to hygiene we have to be more careful than people who have the proper facilities.’
He nodded in an exaggerated fashion.
‘What are they?’
‘Salad.’
‘With salad cream?’
‘Of course.’
He dried his hands on the roller towel on the back of the door.
‘There’s tea in the pot,’ she said.
‘I don’t think I have time.’
‘Your case is in the hall.’
She cracked a hard boiled egg against the bread board. Lots of small taps, so that the shell cracked all over. She began peeling back the crazy paving of shell showing the slippery white underneath.
‘How long is this going to take?’
‘Not long.’ She moved to the sink and held the peeled egg under running water. ‘There’s nothing worse than getting a bit of shell — when you bite into it. Like sand at the seaside.’ From the cutlery drawer she produced a thing for cutting up eggs — like a little lyre. She laid the egg in an oval depression and hinged the metal strings down on top of it. The egg fell into slices, each with a yellow circle of yolk at its centre.
‘Come on, they’re not for Father Farquharson.’
‘Less of your cheek, Martin Brennan.’
‘I’m gonna be late for school.’
‘You should never mock the clergy.’
‘It’s the clergy who’ll thump me if I’m late.’
‘Especially somebody as good as Father Farquharson. He’s a living saint.’
‘Aye.’
‘But not aloof,’ said Mrs Brennan. ‘He’s ordinary at the same time.’
‘You can say that again.’
‘Martin, you’re a big man but a wee coat fits you. I feel like throwing these sandwiches in the bin. You’re about as grateful as … What notion have you taken against Father Farquharson?’
‘It’s a few sandwiches for lunch time — not one of your supper nights.’
‘You should be eternally grateful to the same Father Farquharson. It’s not every house in the parish he visits. And it’s not the high and mighty up the Somerton Road. No, it’s here — our house. Even though we don’t have the proper facilities. You should go down on your knees to a man like that.’ Martin rolled his eyes and willed her to finish making the sandwiches. ‘It’s a sign of respect for your father, God rest him. If there was anything to be done your father would always be
the first to volunteer. Who’ll we get to pass the collection plate on Sundays? Your father. Who’ll do the digging and keep the graveyard tidy? Your father. He was in the St Vincent de Paul and the Knights of Columbanus and God knows what else. He never told me the half of it. And the Legion of Mary. All I can manage the time for is the Ladies of Charity — but that’s me. I’m selfish. I’m like you — always on the lookout for number one.’
‘Father Farquharson’s a bit …’ Martin searched for a word that wouldn’t be rude, ‘… boring.’
‘Very well.’ His mother spoke in a clipped I’ve-nothing-more-to-say-to-you voice. She put the top on the sandwich and sliced it into four triangles. ‘Crusts on or off?’
‘The way they are.’ She took the waxed paper from around the loaf and folded up the sandwiches.
‘Just because your mother chooses to do things a little better than anybody else …’ The queen of the unfinished sentence. ‘But that doesn’t suit the likes of our Martin. Oh no, he’d prefer to scorn things that are just that wee bit better … Mary Lawless doesn’t stand up for you any more. She used to worship the ground you walked on. And Nurse Gilliland says you’re a changed boy. Being seventeen doesn’t suit you.’
‘I thought you liked change,’ he said.
‘What do you mean?’
‘The furniture.’
‘I like improvements. Not quite the same thing.’ Occasionally, when he was a child, Martin would come down the stairs in the morning to find that his mother had moved all the furniture. The table would be under the kitchen window, instead of at the wall; the sideboard would be moved to the other wall; the china cabinet would be brought in from the parlour; the armchairs switched to different sides of the fireplace. She would be standing there waiting, watching his face.
‘Well?’
He knew if he said he liked it better the way it was, she would be hurt. He thought the reason she did this was because they hadn’t enough money to buy new furniture so she just moved the old stuff around. After a lukewarm reaction she’d fold her arms and say, ‘I think it’s a complete transformation.’
She handed him the parcel of sandwiches and he picked up the suitcase from the hall and ran.
‘Say one for me,’ she called after him.
At lunch time Martin sat in the hired bus eating his sandwiches, hoping nobody would sit beside him. It was at the top of the school drive and guys who were not going on the Retreat milled around it, making faces, giving ‘up ya’ signs to the ones inside. Kavanagh was one of them and he gave Martin a look which said — more or less — you poor religious bastard I hope you enjoy yourself but I’ve better things to be doing. Kavanagh’s mate, Brian Sweeny, was there too, just lounging up against the wall, his hands in his pockets. There was a lot of interest in the driver because he was an outsider. He sat high in his cab, smoking, wisecracking with the boys in the driveway. The boy who eventually sat down beside him was called Eddie Downie — Martin didn’t know him well, not well enough to joke anyway. If Kavanagh wasn’t there it didn’t matter who sat beside him.
The bus drove along the twisted, narrow roads of County Down towards Ardglass and the boys sang Republican songs. A boy called Sharkey knew all the words and shouted them out in advance. ‘Up went Nelson in old Dublin.’ In Ireland things had hardly happened before there was a song about it. Everybody swayed in unison at every corner. Near Downpatrick one guy broke ranks and stuck his chalk white face out the window. Everybody cheered. He puked what was discovered, when they arrived at the Retreat House, to be an almost horizontal line along the side of the bus. Martin took a couple of photographs of it to show Kavanagh. When he and Eddie Downie examined it they could see it was definitely breakfast in origin.
The Retreat House was on top of a hill. Gardens sloped down to a high stone wall. There were daffodils and things growing in its shelter. A hawthorn tree had white blossom and some of it was swirling off and mixing with the fine snow which was blowing from the north. Beyond the wall, the town of Ardglass fell away to the sea. The boys all stood about shivering, waiting for the driver to unload their bags from the hold. The horizon was grey, barely distinguishable from the sky as the snow shower passed. The sound of crows mixed with the sound of seagulls.
Inside, the place was huge — like a castle. The boys carried their cases up a polished wooden staircase to the dormitories. The stomping and banging and creaking was deafening. The whole place smelled of Mansion polish. A Redemptorist stood in the hallway, his hands thrust into the opposing sleeves of his soutane. He was tubby and wore a biretta on the top of his head. He had heavy horn-rimmed glasses.
‘Make the noise now, boys,’ he shouted at the top of his voice. Then chuckled to Martin as he passed: ‘For there’ll be precious little of it later.’
‘Excuse me, Father. Is it OK if I take photos? I’m supposed to be doing an article for the school magazine.’
‘Click away. Click away, boy. What’s your name?’
‘Martin Brennan.’
‘Good man yourself.’
It was hardly worthy of praise — the fact that he had a name. Why did he always have to ask permission to do things? What kind of a crawler was he? Do I dare to eat a peach? Do I dare disturb the universe? Anybody else would just go ahead. Wee Jacky had done T.S. Eliot’s poem with them. Said it was modern poetry — talked about Eliot’s quest for the spiritual. But Kavanagh had whispered that the poet’s name was an anagram of TOILETS and the whole thing ended in a terrible fit of the giggles. Martin climbed the stairs with his teeth clenched. Suddenly from below he heard the dark and unmistakable voice of Condor — Father O’Malley — the school’s Dean of Discipline.
He had addressed them in the school chapel before they left.
‘I cannot believe I am having to say this — but last Easter the behaviour of adult boys from this school on Retreat was so bad that this year I have been invited to attend. I will be there — like a fire alarm — just in case. That should make each and every one of you feel thoroughly ashamed. That young men capable of becoming priests should need such supervision.’ Then he had driven himself to Ardglass in his black Volkswagen. Now, once his voice had been heard, all the chattering and laughing died away but the creaking of the wooden stairs went on as the boys moved up and down.
Upstairs in the dorm there was a runner of fibre matting between dark green cubicles. There were no doors, the cubicles just had three walls. Martin chose the first empty one and sat down on the bed. The blankets were grey. Beside each bed was a plain wooden cupboard. Over the end of the bed was a clean folded towel. It had been laundered so many times the nap on it had almost disappeared — it was like a cloth his mother used for drying dishes. Or the kind of towel they gave out at the public baths.
He stowed his things and slid Nurse Gilliland’s case under the bed. Everyone was gathering downstairs in a large sitting room. Half of it was a conservatory covered with a glass roof. The place was littered with cane chairs and tables with glass tops. Martin thought it looked like a posh ice-cream parlour. Except for the shelves of books. A good deal of messing was going on as guys grabbed seats. Some people had to sit on the floor.
‘Who’s that naked girl in the garden? Very salubrious.’ Several guys stood up to see and others slid behind them into their seats.
‘I was here first.’
‘Rat arse.’
‘For fucksake knock it off.’
The fight was hissed quietly because they were in a new place. The door swung open and Condor walked in. Silence. He was followed by two Redemptorists. One of them was the fat priest who had ushered them up the stairs. The other one was tall and thin with an Adam’s apple the size of a hen’s egg. Condor looked at the upturned faces. He smiled at the Redemptorists then indicated the audience.
‘My boys.’ He turned and walked out of the room.
It was the one with the big Adam’s apple who spoke first, blessing himself elaborately. He looked a bit like pictures of Pope Pius XII.
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bsp; ‘In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit.’ He joined his hands correctly and said the Our Father, Hail Mary and Glory be to the Father.
‘You’re all welcome, boys. My name is Father Valerian. And this is Father Albert. Welcome to this beautiful place.’ He put an arm into each sleeve and began to pace about. ‘Now you’ll all have heard of Lough Derg — where pilgrims do not sleep, where they eat only dry toast and drink black tea and they walk around on sharp stones in bare feet — come rain, hail or shine. Well, that’s not the kind of place we are here. Thanks be to God, says you.’ There was an amused murmur, little exchanges between the boys. ‘You may laugh but we are gathered here on a serious mission this Eastertide. We are not testing our bodies — we are examining our minds, our souls.’ Martin heard the last two words as ‘arse holes’. So did others. The murmur became a snort of laughter. Father Valerian looked in the direction it had come from, close to Martin, and smiled vaguely in appreciation — thinking it left-over laughter from his previous joke. ‘Gentlemen, you must all ask yourselves Why am I here? In the primary sense of in this world, on this earth, and in the immediate sense of in this place, this retreat house. What has brought me to this place?’
‘A vomit-covered bus,’ somebody whispered. There were snorts and giggles and a lot of silent shoulder shaking. Martin straightened his face and tried sincerely to find an answer to the question. He had handed the typed note to his mother and she had said, ‘Of course you must go. I couldn’t afford it last year but this year — of all years — I’ll find the money from somewhere. There’s a lot of studying to be done and a lot of praying if you’re going to pass this time.’
‘But I prayed hard last year.’
‘Not hard enough by the looks of it. St Joseph of Cupertino’s the examinations man. You should be storming the gates of heaven every hour that God sends. Easter’s a good time. At Easter the Man Above is all ears. And a bit more application wouldn’t go amiss.’
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