“Happy?”
“Yeah, I think so.”
Leaning away to look at her I could see her getting emotional,
“Lily?”
“I’m fine, just a bit emotional at seeing you up there tonight. It was kind of a huge deal.”
She was lying, but I pulled her into my chest and hugged her tightly. Not sure what to tell her, knowing that whatever I did say wouldn’t be enough. I took a deep breath. “I really care about you honey.” Fuck, it was hollow words.
“Thanks,” she mumbled back at me sounding completely unconvinced.
Wanting to comfort her, I looked around for somewhere a bit more private. I led her to the back row of seats and pulled her down on my knee.
“Nothing is coming between us tonight, Lily. I mean it,” I said scowling. “We need to be together. I promise we’re going to have a night to remember no matter what, right?” I smiled affectionately at her, and she smiled back.
Staring into her eyes and holding her hand, I said, “I need to be with you, honey, like I need to breathe right now.” Words weren’t necessary for what we were feeling between us.
Intensely staring at me Lily’s eyes held a hundred thoughts, some I could read, and some I had no idea about. Lily leaned in and began to kiss me hungrily. I met her hunger with mine, and everything we wanted to say, everything we had no words for was right there in that passionate, affectionate kiss.
Breaking off the kiss, I nuzzled her neck and spoke into her ear. “Fuck, you are so amazing, my little Lily. I am so happy right now. You being here with me makes tonight so much more than it already was.” Lily smiled widely, and her smile was the smile she usually reserved for Jack. My little Lily. It felt so good to say that, even if she wasn’t completely mine.
At the back of the box, Lily and I ended up getting flirty and dirty. She broke her own ‘no hands,’ rule when she raked her nails down my back.
After that I lost it turning her back to my front, I began feeling her firm breasts in my hands and sliding my hand between her thighs, gliding up to the lace of her sexy stockings and letting out a guttural growl before I slid my fingers inside her wet panties, “Christ, Lily, you’re soaked, take your panties off,” I hissed.
Curling my thumbs into the elastic panties at each hip, I drew them down her legs, making her step out of them. Scrunched them in my hand, I kissed them chastely and tucked them quickly into my jeans pocket. Lily giggled and looked embarrassed at that.
Smirking playfully and widening my eyes, I smiled. I watched her watching the band, and I just wanted to be alone with her. Whispering close to her ear during a break in the music I said, “I need to be inside you so fucking badly, Lily, but I’m not taking you here. This isn’t going to be some quick fuck in the back of here. I want you spread out and in my bed.”
Her hooded, sensual stare back at me over her shoulder told me I’d hit a home run with what I’d just said. And all the while I was talking, I was still seducing her, stroking my fingers along the entrance of her soaking wet, swollen pussy, and it felt amazing.
My dick was straining in my pants, and I swallowed hard trying to stay in control. Kicking her feet wider gave me more room to play down there. My finger rubbed her nub and made her shudder when my mouth kissed a sweet spot in her neck at the same time.
She moaned, her head rolling on my shoulder and her body sagging against mine, submitting to whatever I wanted to do to her. “Do that again, I love the noises you make when I’m playing with your body,” I said softly.
Controlling my- self wasn’t easy, and Lily was panting airily waiting for some kind of release, so I slipped my finger inside of her and growled when her pussy clenched around it. Lily reached back and rubbed my straining dick through my jeans, and she strummed my apa, stroking her thumb over the glans that was sitting at the top of my jeans.
One of the most erotic things that night was when she pulled her wet thumb out of her mouth and reached back to stroke it over the head of my dick. Every feeling I seemed to have around Lily that night was centered round getting laid.
Before we left the box, Mr. Hughes, one of the big music executives at Sly Record Label, came to talk to us. He was talking like he was interested in signing us but left it all hanging in the air. Feeling pleased and excited that he’d taken the time to interact with us, I was more than impressed with what he had to say about us.
However, I wasn’t going to get carried away and hold my breath about that, because scouts can like what they see one night, and in the cold light of day, they change their minds.
Chapter 34 – Best Year Ever
Once business was out of the way, I could concentrate on the pleasure part. The New Year’s Eve party was taking place in the O2 venue, so when the concert finished we headed to the function room, with the proviso that we were only staying an hour.
Crakt Soundzz had to put in an appearance or I’d have screwed Lily twice already. I’d definitely waited long enough, and I really didn’t think I’d be able to keep my hands off of her for much longer.
Damn, it was a weird feeling when we entered the function room and I was surprised when everyone started clapping. A shit- eating grin spread across my face. I looked down at Lily, and seeing she was nervous, I smiled and squeezed her hand. “You look beautiful I bet they’re applauding that dress.” I winked.
Rick was walking toward me, and it was clear he’d had a tank full since coming off stage, a slight sway in his walk, “Fucking A, dude! Glad you stepped in, we were stoked you guys played for us.”
What the hell I was supposed to say that, I had no idea. The guy was a world class artist, and he was thanking me for saving his ass. My only thought was could the day get any weirder.
“Glad to be of service, anytime.” It was weird saying that to him, when I should have been groveling at his feet saying, “Thank you for the kick-ass opportunity, you rock, Rick.”
Looking at Lily, she was flushed and wide-eyed, and I guessed she was dumbstruck at having a superstar in front of her. “Sorry, Rick, this is my girl, Lily.” Squeezing her hand I said, “Lily, meet Rick.” Another weird moment for me, and I couldn’t help but smile at the awesome proud feeling at being able to impress her like that.
Rick was his usual smooth self, turning on the charm and flirting with her. That kinda pissed me off, especially when I had explained who she was to me.
“Actually, I wasn’t interested in this dude. I only came over to see who the smoking hot chick was that he had in tow.” I have to give it to him though, when he started to talk to Lily, he sounded interested in her studies.
Again, when they were talking I was finding out things about Lily that I had no idea about and hadn’t bothered to find out about her. Rick Fars the world famous womanizer was giving me a five minute master class in how to treat my girl and make her feel special.
When midnight came, the number of men who flocked to wish Lily, ‘Happy New Year’ was ridiculous. We didn’t know most of them, and the fact she was with me wasn’t a deterrent to them either. And when Rick came back for his New Year’s kiss, I was becoming pissed, so I figured it was time we were leaving.
Ten past midnight we were out of there, Lily and I were heading to one of the black SUVs that had been waiting at the back of the venue. Once inside I turned and stared at Lily, not really believing I finally had her to myself.
“Mine… we’re going back to mine. This is our night, and I’m taking charge.” Staring seriously at her, the dominance in my voice told her not to mess with my decisions.
When the SUV arrived at the hotel, I couldn’t get Lily into the elevator fast enough. I shoved her back against the mirrored wall, pressed my body against her, and growled into her neck, kissing the length of it. I had fought my control all the way to the hotel. There was no way I was taking her in the back of a car that night. Lily deserved privacy.
“Finally! I’ve waited six fucking days to have you to myself. Six days for my hands to touch your beautiful bod
y properly. Have you any fucking idea what that did to me?” I actually sounded like I was in pain telling her.
As soon as the elevator doors opened, I was pulling her along behind me, holding her hand tightly, desperately trying to get her inside the room before I lost control. My body was physically vibrating for her as I swiped my key card down the metallic reader, and I almost took her off her feet as I tugged her inside of the room.
Lily and I were finally alone with no prying eyes, and I was done making nice and holding back. Without a word, I reached down to grasp the hem of her dress in my hands and pulled it off in one swift movement. Seeing her standing there in her bra and nothing else was so fucking exciting. I grabbed the back of my shirt and pulled my t-shirt over my head.
Lust filled eyes stared up at me as I pushed her back onto the bed and crawled astride her and took her mouth in a crushing, hungry kiss.
“Fuck, Lily, I’ve missed how your body feels so much,” I murmured, pushing the lacy bra above her breasts to cup them.
Staring down at her beautiful form, I was in awe of her fabulous skin and her beautiful breasts. “So fucking sexy, you feel so fucking incredible. Look, I’m shaking.” Holding out my hand to show her my body was humming with the anticipation of doing more to her.
“We need less clothes, much less… now,” I murmured and growled. Diving off the bed, I shook myself out of my jeans. She reached around to unclip my bra. “No…me!” I hissed, pulling her to me and kissing her hard. She moaned into my mouth and fuck if I didn’t almost come right then.
Sucking her bottom lip into my mouth, my hands began undoing Lily’s strapless bra, pulling it away, and dropping it at the side of the bed, but never taking my eyes off of her.
Dipping my head, my face closed in, and my tongue traced down her neck to her collarbone. At the same time my hands skimmed her ribcage and cupped both breasts from underneath. The pads of my thumbs grazed over her pebbled nipples again. “Your perfect little body is mine,” I whispered. I adored her.
My tongue flicked her nipples, my mouth closing over one, and I sucked hard. She yelped and squirmed, and my dick grew thicker in response. Lily was covered in gooseflesh, and it didn’t escape my notice that the pink panties were stained darker with her arousal. She gasped, “Oh, God.” I was watching her reactions, and the way she was looking back at me was completely wanton.
“I am so gonna do you,” I said smirking while my palms slid over the soft skin between her thighs and pushed her legs apart. Bending one at the knee, I placed it over my shoulder and at that moment she relaxed, submitted to me completely, her other leg falling away to the side. Sharing a moment, we just took each other in, and I swallowed hard because I wasn’t sure I’d be that controlled when I really got started with her.
Lying between Lily’s legs was all I’d been dreaming of. Being with her, pleasuring her, pleasuring myself with her body. Running my nose the length of her slit, “Why do you smell like no one else? Your scent is heavenly,” I growled when I saw the slick juice trickle out of her.
Gently my tongue touched her clitoris, and she moaned my name loudly when she exhaled, “Alfie,” and spread her legs wider in response. Flicking her clit again, I lifted my head up to see her and that sexy, fuck-me look was right there on her face. I couldn’t help grinning.
“So, so wet for me, Lily. You’re always so wet,” I whispered seductively before placing my tongue back on her as I lapped and licked over the length of her slit. I was devouring her. “Your taste—fuck, I can’t ever get enough of you.” It was true giving pleasing Lily with my mouth and keeping her on the edge was just about my favorite thing to do to her. For her.
Watching her response to me was so erotic, and when I slipped a finger into her entrance she clenched hard around it. “Fuck…” I hissed. “So tight, you’re tiny, gripping me so tightly.” Taking my finger back I sat back and looked at her. “What do you want, Lily. Tell me what you want me to do.”
“I don’t want you to wait, I want you inside me.”
Fuck! Hearing her say out loud what she wanted me to do to her, what I’d fought against daily made my dick so damned hard. “Again, tell me!” I commanded groaning.
“Fuck me Alfie, I need you inside me.” And there they were. The words I needed to hear; the green light to go after her and show her how crazy she drove me. Tension and passion had been building for days inside of me, and I lost any control I’d been harnessing. On my feet, moving quickly to my jeans, I pulled out a condom, tore the packet and sheathed myself ready for her in seconds.
Taking Lily by the hips, I flipped her on her belly, gripped her hips again and pulled her ass in the air. Centering my dick at the entrance to her sweet pussy, I began to stoke myself over and around her swollen mound. She wiggled her ass chasing the hardness and trying to sink back on my dick.
“This isn’t going to take long. I fucking need this.” When I started so breach her, her breath hitched, and I bit on my lip—the feeling of penetrating her was fucking exquisite. Inching into her and stretching her out slowly, sinking deep of her while she held me tightly on the inside.
“Balls deep, Lily, I need you balls deep.”
Staying still for a few seconds once I was where I needed to be, I waited for Lily get used to the feel of me inside of her again; to adjust to our union. She was so tight, and sometimes I had felt on the verge of passing out when I first entered her.
Laying my body over hers and kissing her back felt awesome. “God, I need you, Lily.” My confession slipped out in the heat of the moment, and my fingers traced the outline of her spine and shoulders. She shivered when I stroked my hands down her back and grabbed her hips.
“You, okay, baby?” She turned her head and looked at me and the loving look she gave me almost killed me. Swallowing hard, I had no words, so I just stroked her hair trying to soothe her and think of something else to say.
“We’re gonna be great, honey,” I whispered. My hand moved back to her hips, mine rocking against her slowly. The sound that came out of my mouth was one of sheer relief. “Oh, Lily… fuck, you’re amazing around me.” And at that point all my reserve was gone.
The urge to take her hard and fast was then the only option I was willing to take. In tune with Lily, I knew that this was the one time she’d be fine with me taking her like this.
Five minutes from start to finish. “Sweet, fucking, Jesus,” my exclamation tore out as Lily’s core clamped around me, milking my cock with her pulsing orgasm. Me, collapsing over her back, her salty taste on my lips.
I curled over her back and slid my hands around her belly, holding her tightly to me. Rolling her on to her side and turning her face to see her, I said, “Hey,” whispering gently and kissing her face tenderly.
Lily looked so beautiful…perfect. When I gazed into her eyes and saw the love in them, my heart swelled with feelings that were so crushing inside of me, that I just wanted to give in and be everything she needed me to be.
She began to move, and I gripped me tightly. “No!” I growled, angrily, staring at her, “You’re not leaving me, not tonight, Lily… please.” There was no way I was letting Lily follow her pattern of having sex and leaving me to go home.
Smiling she explained she needed to pee, so I loosened my grip and Lily disappeared into the bathroom. As she did, my cell started buzzing.
It was a text from Drew telling me Elle was with him. He was warning me in the event Lily didn’t like it when she found out about them still fooling around. Lily’s heart was bruised, and rightly so she wanted to protect Elle from the same thing happening to her.
Returning his text, I looked up when Lily come out of the bathroom. I placed my cell it on the nightstand and began to get out of the bed. Lily looked in the minibar,
“Can we get something else to drink from room service?”
I was making my way to the bathroom, even though I had changed after the gig, but I still sweated for hours afterwards. It was probably due to the amount of a
drenaline still in my system.
“Sure, you want to call room service and take care of it? I need a shower. Sorry I should have done that when we arrived. I wasn’t very clean after the gig an’ all.”
Leaving her to order for us, I had a quick shower, and when I walked back in the room, the first thing I noticed was that Lily was dressed again. Knowing how she’d left after every time we’ve been together I was determined that wouldn’t happen again.
“What did you order for us?” I said, trying to act casually. She was looking out of the hotel window, and I could see her reflection in the window against the night sky outside. Cuddling her from behind, I pulled her close, looking out to see what had her attention. When she was stiff and completely unresponsive to my touch, I knew there was something wrong.
“Who is she, Alfie?” Lily was looking over her shoulder at me, her voice sounding full of hurt.
Pulling back to look at her with a puzzled look I said, “What are you talking about?” What the hell has happened?
“Kara.”
How does she know about her? “No one,” I commented, brushing off her question, but my eyes flicked back to my cell.
Picking it up I saw there was a missed call from her and quickly scrolled to unlock it. I pressed the keypad to listen to my message, and Kara’s panicked voice was rapidly telling me about how frightened she was. Someone had followed her and she was worried that her ex would catch up with her.
Instinctively, I was dressing, still listening to her call. Lily; momentarily forgotten, my focus was on Kara and Poppy. For two and a half years I had kept her safe, I wasn’t about to get that wrong because I wasn’t there.
Kara’s message finished, and I threw my cell on the bed. I was now in a pair of boxers, a blue t-shirt, and was pulling my jeans on when Lily spoke again.
“If she’s programmed into your phone and you have her picture, then she’s isn’t no-one.” Lily was angry. “Who is she, and what is she to you?”
Just like always it was going wrong for us again, and I couldn’t deal with it at that moment. “Don’t do this, Lily.”
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