by Amity Hope
Truths and Dares
By
Amity Hope
Copyright© 2013
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This book is a work of fiction. Any similarities to names, locations or events are coincidental.
Please note: The end of this e book contains an excerpt from Ditched by Amity Hope.
TABLE OF CONTENTS:
Prologue
CHAPTER1
CHAPTER2
CHAPTER 3
CHAPTER 4
CHAPTER 5
CHAPTER 6
CHAPTER 7
CHAPTER 8
CHAPTER 9
CHAPTER 10
CHAPTER 11
CHAPTER 12
CHAPTER 13
CHAPTER 14
CHAPTER 15
CHAPTER 16
CHAPTER 17
CHAPTER 18
CHAPTER 19
CHAPTER 20
CHAPTER 21
CHAPTER 22
CHAPTER 23
CHAPTER 24
CHAPTER 25
Epilogue
Ditched
CHAPTERone
CHAPTERtwo
CHAPTERthree
Prologue
Two and a half years ago…
We had our own set of rules for Truth or Dare. That’s why we called it Truths and Dares. A round of truths for everyone, always followed by one round of dares. We had Alyssa to thank for that rule. The girl didn’t have a daring bone in her body. That’s why she always chose truth. Over and over and over again. Because she was the most honest person we knew, she didn’t have any truths worth telling.
Kind of took the fun right out of the game when you’re playing it with someone that has nothing to hide. Not that any of us ever divulged any important secrets. Not during the game, anyway.
My last night in Woodbury, I sat in the circle and waited. I was leaving for Florida in the morning. My parents had let my friends come over, a goodbye party of sorts. It was Gabby that suggested we play Truths and Dares. So there I sat, in the middle of our family room between Alyssa and Seth. I was so anxious I wouldn’t have been surprised if Seth had leaned over to ask why he could hear my heart thumping. It took several rounds into the game before it was Gabby’s turn to give me the dare.
And then, there it was: My turn.
I knew what was coming.
Gabby looked at me, her eyes sparkling with anticipation. “Harper, I dare you…No,” she corrected with a smirk, “I double dare you to kiss Seth.” She smiled hugely as my heart banged chaotically inside of my chest. “A real kiss, not just a little peck on the lips,” she clarified.
“Ooh! Ooh! Seth and Harper sitting in a tree—” Caitlin sang.
Gabby leaned over and smacked her on the head. “We are not in kindergarten! Shut up!”
I could feel the blood pooling into my cheeks and I realized I was forgetting to breathe.
“What?!” Logan hollered indignantly. “Why Seth? Why not me? Change it to me!”
“Can’t,” Gabby said smugly. “There’s no changing it once it’s said.”
“She’s gonna pass!” Caitlin predicted gleefully as she took in the look on my face. She knew I’d never kissed a boy before. Not really. Michael Brown in the backseat of the school bus in the fourth grade didn’t count anymore than Trina Ludeman behind the playground storage shed counted for Seth.
Alyssa let out an anxious breath of air and I glanced her way. She looked fearful as her gaze swung to Gabby. I was sure that she was worried if Gabby had her way, she’d be dared to kiss Logan next. I wanted to reassure her that wouldn’t happen. Not unless she asked for it. But I couldn’t.
Instead, I looked away, finally glancing at Seth. His eyes were wide with surprise, accentuated by his raised eyebrows. His lips were twitching at the corners but not enough to set his dimples free. After what felt like days of looking at each other he got to his feet and reached for my hand.
Logan jabbed Brent in the ribs as he held up his other hand for a high five. Brent glared at him in response. I pretended not to see.
“Are you both quitting?” Caitlin asked, clearly put out, not understanding what Seth was doing.
I was speechless.
He was not.
“We’re not doing it here,” he stated simply.
I took his hand and let him pull me to my feet, despite my quivering knees. He guided me through our spacious family room. Through the double doors that led to the hot tub room. And then through the sliding doors that led to the patio in the backyard.
I could hear Caitlin protesting, already accusing us of cheating. She grumbled that we were going outside—where no one could see—so we could only pretend to follow through. For a moment, disappointment spiraled through me. Until she said it, that possibility hadn’t crossed my mind.
With my hand still in his, Seth carefully led me through the dark back yard. Only a thin stream of light was filtering out from the windows of the sliding glass doors. I glanced up, not surprised to see Caitlin with her face pressed up to the glass.
It was dark. A starless night. The air was damp. The clouds above were heavy with rain that was waiting to fall. Seth led me by the hand to the darkest place under the old oak tree. The old tree house, where we’d spent countless hours, was above our heads. The fallen, dry leaves crinkled under our feet. I was insanely aware of the crinkling, of their damp scent, of the sound of crickets chirping nearby.
From here, we wouldn’t be visible from any of the windows. In fact, it was so dark that we almost weren’t visible to each other. I realized I was still chomping away on my cinnamon gum. I panicked. Not knowing what else to do, I swallowed it.
He let go of my hand and we stood facing each other. I could barely make out his outline in the night.
“You can pass,” he reminded me, as if I may have forgotten the rules.
“I know.”
“Do you want to?” he asked. “Do this, I mean?”
“Do you?”
“Harper, I asked you first,” he chastised. “Do you want to?”
I nodded before realizing he probably couldn’t see the motion.
“Yes,” I managed to say.
A moment later, “You’re sure?” He was so close this time. I could almost feel his lips against mine already.
“Yes,” I whispered. I was unable to move, every part of me frozen. This was Seth. Seth! In some ways it should have been comforting but in another way, he was my best friend and that made it terrifying as well.
His hands went to my cheeks, cupping my face. He guided me forward ever so slightly in the darkness. Then his lips touched mine and I wasn’t frozen any more. My first real kiss was sweet and perfect, shared with someone who melted me with just one smile.
When he backed away I didn’t want it to be over. Feeling suddenly brave I reached out. Putting my hands around his waist, I pulled him back to me.
I would be leaving in the morning and at fifteen, moving halfway across the country was just as traumatizing as moving halfway around the world.
This was my last night with Seth, my childhood friend and neighbor, who had become my raging crush as of the last year or so.
I said the first thing that came to mind. “That didn’t count.”
Though I couldn’t make out his features, I could imagine how he looked. His head was cocked slightly to the side, eyebrows furrowed, possibly biting on his bottom lip for just a second. “What do you mean it didn’t count?”
I hesitated, almost losing my ne
rve. “It was my dare. I was supposed to kiss you. You kissed me. It didn’t count.”
He moved closer again and his hands slid around my waist this time. “So then what?”
I leaned into him, my hands sliding up until they were resting on his chest. “Then…this.”
The kiss lasted longer this time, only ending when the door opened and a very annoyed Caitlin shouted, “We’re waiting!”
“Coming!” I shouted back. The sliding door slammed shut again.
“Did that one count?” Seth wanted to know.
“Yes.” I realized he was still holding me to him.
“Good,” he said. “It’s my turn after Gabby’s. And I dare you to kiss me again.”
CHAPTER1
Mom’s high heels clicked against the concrete. We swerved our way through the crowd that clogged the Orlando International Airport sidewalk. This week, the one between Christmas and New Years, was the absolute worst time to travel. And today? The day after Christmas? I wouldn’t recommend it.
The air was cool this time of year, only hitting mid-sixties today. I couldn’t help but cringe, knowing it was positively balmy compared to the temperature at my destination.
I stayed a few steps ahead of Mom. The wheels of my carry-on rattled as I tugged it along behind me. I clenched my jaw in resigned determination. I could feel her gaze searing into the back of my head. She was waiting for me to have a tantrum. A fit. A meltdown. Whatever you want to call it. To be honest, the thought had sincerely crossed my mind multiple times over the last few months.
I would’ve felt justified. What she was doing to me bordered on cruelty.
Who forces their seventeen year-old daughter to transfer to a new school, in a different state, halfway through their senior year? Charlotte Monroe, that’s who.
I trudged my way through the automatic doors. Inside was even more crowded than outside. A quick scan produced what would have to pass as a quieter spot to say our farewell. I rolled my luggage to the alcove that wouldn’t exactly grant us privacy, but it would have to suffice.
“Now Harper, if you’ve forgotten anything—”
“Dad said he’d take care of whatever I need,” I interrupted. I flashed her a sweet smile. “I’ve talked to him almost daily since you decided to send me away. Last night, he told me he has years to make up for. He can’t wait for me to get back to Woodbury. I know I was hesitant at first but now?” I pulled out my smile again, willing it to be real but not quite succeeding. “Well, I’ve had time to adjust to the idea. I think Dad’s right. This will be good for us. I’m really looking forward to spending some time with him.”
Her expression was frozen. I was sure it wasn’t from her latest wrinkle-fighting injection. She managed to blink and I turned away so I could scope out the line I was going to be facing shortly.
No need to have a tantrum. Making Dad out to be a saint packed a better emotional punch. Better yet, there was nothing she could do about it. I could be reprimanded and scoffed at for pouting. Even my mother knew she couldn’t logically degrade me for being grateful.
Not as long as she didn’t realize I was faking it.
That frozen face thawed ever-so-slightly as she gave me a frosty smile.
Not a strand of her perfectly coiffed, highlighted blond hair was out of place. Her pantsuit was void of even the tiniest wrinkle. Her heels were ridiculously high considering she was essentially only running an errand.
I was wearing comfy tennis shoes, yoga pants, and a long sleeved gray tee. My blond, highlight-free hair was in a sloppy knot at the back of my head. It was the most defiant gesture I could muster today.
If there was one thing I knew about my mother, it was that she always got her way. I had let her know unequivocally how much I loathed being ripped from my school this close to graduation.
She made it perfectly clear she thought she had done me a favor by letting me live with her for the first half of the year. In her mind, letting me finish out football season in my old school was a sacrifice that she had made for me. As if my hesitancy in moving had nothing to do with friendships and everything to do with pom-poms.
Now my high school cheerleading career had come to an end. Along with it, my life in the sunshine state.
My parents divorced when I was fifteen. It was the summer before my sophomore year of high school. My brother, Dustin, had been preparing for his freshman year at USC.
Mom had been hired as the manager of Whittington’s. It was a trendy, up and coming department store. Recently, she’d made a slight career change. She decided the life of a clothing buyer was far more exciting and to her taste. So she’d switched tracks. Her new career, which was inconveniently scheduled to start after the first of the year, would frequently take her out of town. And even out of the country on occasion as she attended fashion shows, trade shows and possibly a factory visit here and there.
I had argued extensively with her decision to send me back to Wisconsin. It had taken a while but I had settled into life in Orlando. Most days, I didn’t even feel like a tourist anymore. I tried to convince her that I was old enough to stay home alone while she was away on business trips.
She didn’t agree.
Annoyance and frustration zinged through me once more. I fought it off. At this point, I would only be degrading myself by begging. Mom’s mind was made up, her decision locked up as tightly as a steel vault.
“Bye, Mom,” I said. I looped my arms around her, squeezing her into a hug. I didn’t want to prolong this. If I did, I was likely to start leaking out some tears. If I did that, she’d be likely to think they were because I was going to miss her. The truth was, I was angry. I didn’t want to give her the satisfaction of mistaking my anger for despair over missing her.
I released her quickly, worked up one last smile and grabbed the handle of my carry-on. With a tiny wave, I spun around, ready to be on my way.
“Harper?”
I paused, not wanting to look back but unable to avoid it. I glanced over my shoulder, raising my eyebrows in question.
“Text me when you get there.” It was a command, not a request. I acknowledged it with a nod and then I was moving forward again. Text…not call. A call would likely require too much of her time. Time she was not willing to spare on me since she was headed back to Whittington’s to deal with the craziness of the after-Christmas sale crowd.
I checked in and made my way through security. The crowd inside was every bit as bad as the crowd outside. My suitcase rattled along behind me as I found my terminal. I found the least crowded area—which wasn’t saying much—flopped down in a chair and stuck my earbuds in.
Despite the music, my mind wasn’t preoccupied. I closed my eyes, settling in for the long wait while my mind began to wander.
I thought of Gabby and Alyssa. Despite promises to keep in touch, be best friends forever and all sorts of over the top proclamations made by our fifteen year-old selves, we hadn’t done that. Sure, we’d kept in touch for a bit. But at fifteen, in different states, living completely different lives, the texts and the private messages had become fewer and fewer until they didn’t exist at all.
Even still, that didn’t stop Gabby from sending me an exclamation mark filled message in return to my quick text letting her know I’d be returning to Woodbury over winter break. Alyssa’s text had been more subtle but just as welcoming.
What could’ve been a crushing experience—being transplanted in the middle of my last year of school—was softened exponentially. It felt a bit heartless to say, but I felt like I was trading in one set of friends for another. Knowing I had friends waiting for me on the other end of my flight made the move back to Woodbury a whole lot more bearable than the move away had been.
*****
“I have it turned up as far as it’ll go,” Dad said with a chuckle. “It should warm up in no time.”
I burrowed a little deeper into the parka he’d brought to the airport with him. It was a puffy, black contraption. Mom had ordered
it, along with an entire wardrobe of warm clothes. She’d had everything sent directly to Dad’s so it would be waiting for me upon my arrival. I shivered despite myself as I tried to absorb the heat blasting from the vent.
As always, things were a bit strained when I first saw Dad. He maneuvered us away from the airport, onto the interstate and headed north. The inside of his SUV was enormous and yet it still wasn’t big enough to contain the awkwardness that surrounded us. I felt it pressing down and I was sure he did too.
“How was the flight?” he finally asked.
“Crowded.” A simple but true answer. At least Mom had the decency to fly me first class.
“Did you have a nice Christmas?”
I shrugged. “It was okay.”
Ever since the divorce, Christmas had lost a lot of its charm. The first two years, both Dad and Dustin had flown to Florida. Mom actually allowed Dad to stay at our house. While this might sound selfless of her, both Dustin and I were pretty sure it was simply Mom’s way of staying in control. If she graciously invited Dad, and he accepted, then she wasn’t at risk of spending the holidays alone. It ensured that neither Dustin nor I would head back to Wisconsin.
However, this year, knowing I’d be leaving the day after and that Dad would not be there, Dustin had stayed in California. He’d spent the holiday with his girlfriend and her family. Mom hadn’t been pleased.
He was in his third year at USC. I thought it was a bit absurd for Mom to act so surprised that he was in a serious relationship.
Dad hadn’t come either, for the obvious reason: I was flying to him the next day. There was also the matter of him dating someone for the first time since the divorce. Or at least, it was serious enough that he mentioned a lady friend to me for the first time. Regardless, he’d stayed in Woodbury to be with her.
I’d had a perfectly mediocre Christmas. It had been just Mom and me. Her, forcing holiday cheer. Me, wishing the day was over with.
And now it was. Over. And here I was. Not any happier than I’d been the day before.
It had been years since I’d seen snow. Now, enormous flakes were falling from the sky, spattering across Dad’s windshield. The wipers quickly whisked them away, only to have them immediately replaced with another smattering.
