by Watkins, TM
His voice was filled with heat, the soft purr caused all sorts of naughty thoughts to flood through my mind. One hand slid down my hip, pulling my leg around his waist. The other soon joined it and as he pressed me harder against the bench I could feel how much he missed me.
“Lose the vine Kaylee.”
I tossed it to the bench on the side of us, wrapping my arms around his neck. His fingers danced under my skirt, toying with the garter straps.
“I have a surprise for you.”
“Is it that you're coming home tonight?”
He shrugged one shoulder as he grinned, his mind seemingly elsewhere. His hands were firmly planted on my backside, underneath the layer of lace.
“Maybe it's a do-over birthday present.”
“I don't want another car thanks.”
“It's not a car.”
The sound of someone walking up the stairs from the studio made him set my feet back to the ground, tugging my skirt back over my hips. Jaxon took one hand and placed his lips upon the knuckles, his deep blue eyes staring at me.
“Later.” he whispered and then casually strolled out of the room.
I wanted to sag to the ground and wait for the euphoria to dissipate. How he could ooze such carnality with just a few gestures and a seductive tone I'll never know.
“Are you okay?”
Jerry stood at the doorway, looking rather concerned.
“Yeah, all good.”
“Okay well, your mother is here.”
I wasn't aware of it but she had actually booked me in to have a waxing done. She suggested that rather than just the legs, I went a little north of the border. The woman nodded and ushered me away to the tiny room where she unleashed hair ripping hell upon me. I waddled out of the shop rather awkwardly.
“Why?” I groaned as I carefully placed myself onto the passenger seat.
“Why not darling? Don't over think life, just take each day as it comes and love every single minute that you have.”
And that was the end of that, she kept her interest on the road and effectively ignored the subject.
There was a strange mood in the air when we returned home, I couldn't figure it out. Frankie was right, something was going on and I'd lay money on the fact that El knows what it is.
Two hours of trying to figure it out, I was still no better off. I had walked circles around the house, through my bedroom and not found a single clue. It was going to drive me crazy. That was until something dawned on me. I rushed to the walk in robe and stood there with a little disbelief. Most of the clothes I had bought over the past week weren't here. Then the confusion started to whisper odd thoughts to me.
Sure El and I had been busy but she was never one to let washing pile up. So we've got missing clothes, waxed in places that were beyond intimate, odd phone conversations and talk of peculiar happenings. Dubious didn't cover what I thought about this situation.
Setting out to find El with the thought of extracting information out of her, I was shocked to see Jaxon standing in my room.
“Hi.” he said quietly.
“Err, hey.”
“Present time.”
He held out his hand and waited. Anxiety flared in me as I took his hand. It wasn't until we reached the bottom of the stairs and saw Jerry and El standing there that I began to realise I was utterly clueless.
They stood by the doors in the entry, my suitcase at their feet. After hugs, kisses and telling us to have a good time, we were on our way to the airport.
“Where are we going?”
Jaxon smirked with his secret squirrel smile, one that I loathed to see. It meant that I was not getting an answer no matter how much I tried.
“Do I need my passport?”
He said nothing which either meant that they had found it on their own, somehow managing to crack my safe or we weren't going overseas. I huffed, folding my arms and looking out the window. This was frustrating.
Adding to my frustration was the waste of money that was using the jet. It was just the two of us and the flight crew and I might have mentioned how ridiculous it was a few too many times. I was told to stop complaining.
I didn't know where we were going, I could never figure out where we were just by looking at the land. It wasn't until I saw the blue that glistened in the afternoon light that I knew where we were going.
Excitement filled me and I turned from the view to Jaxon who was smiling.
“Better birthday present?”
“Absolutely.” I gushed, pulling him to plant lots of kisses on him.
Minutes melted into hours as I lazed on the chair, in his arms, wandered the length of the jet and stared out the window. We even managed to get a light dinner in before landing.
The flight had made me weary but being back in Maui was too exciting. I pushed the doors open to the balcony to look out on the ocean as Jaxon dealt with the luggage. Salt air permeated my lungs as I dragged in a deep breath. The night was incredible, a soft wind pushed past the trees. They rocked back and forth with a lazy movement, moonlight grazed over the land.
Turning back to the room, I watched as Jaxon closed the door behind the bellhop, leaving just the two of us in the room. He stood at one end of the lounge room, me at the other end. There was a great void between us, slowly he edged his way around the lounge.
“What did you want to do first?”
I bit my bottom lip with a grin, Jaxon's response was removing his shirt, tossing it at me and walking into the bedroom. With a chuckle I tossed it onto the lounge and followed him, finding him at the windows as he pulled the curtains closed.
As he walked over he twirled his hand, wordlessly telling me to turn around. I could hear him flicking his shoes and socks off, the heavy boots hitting the carpet with a soft thud.
“I like this shirt.”
His breath was warm against the nape of my neck, one soft kiss placed on my spine. A shiver furled through me as his fingers dragged over the silk of my shirt, his fingers reaching the hem to lift it off me.
Slowly his fingers dragged back down my body, this time on my skin. He ignored the bra and kept going lower, stopping at my skirt.
“But this I like more.”
Pushed over my hips, it fell to the ground with little effort and pooled at my feet. Jaxon rounded me, taking my hand to help me step out of the skirt. I teetered in a pair of pumps that I'd been wearing all day, I couldn't wait to get out of them.
Jaxon's eyes dragged over me, his desperation was restrained. He walked around me again, stopping at my back to undo the eyelets of my bra. With his body close to mine, he tossed the bra to the floor in front of me. Fingers skated over the skin, slowly moving higher as his lips softly suckled on the crook of my neck.
They moved lower, hooking under the edge of my underpants. As he lowered to his haunches, they slid down my legs. His fingers slid up my legs to the straps of my garter, undoing the clips. He moved with painfully slow movements, ensuring that each and every second was savored. Harmony's words rung through my mind love her like there is no tomorrow. My accident hadn't been a close call, it didn't even come close but I knew that Jaxon didn't see it that way. I guess he could see what life would be like if he didn't brave the unknown.
Now I was divested of the garter belt, my arms wrapped around his neck as he lifted me onto his body. Our kiss was slow but perfect, soft and delicate skin sliding over the other, tongues darting and caressing.
He laid me onto the bed and stood, lifting one leg with him. The shoe was tossed to the ground with little care, the stocking rolled down my leg. Once the other one was done, he knelt in front of the bed. Gripping behind the knees he pulled me forward. Even before he planted one little kiss, he took my hands and laced his fingers into mine.
I gasped with the first lick, my body arching off the bed. There was no way that I'd last anything longer than a minute at most. Tightening his grip on my hands, he continued his oral assault. Lash after lash, his tongue swirled in tight and la
rge circles, sliding up and down the seam. Lips massaged the flesh, sucking and gently tugging.
My body shuddered with a prickling sensation, flooding from the pit of my stomach to my head. I moaned loudly as my body bucked with the orgasm, my grip on his hands was firm.
With me off in orgasm heaven I didn't hear Jaxon doing things. It wasn't until I felt his warm hands pushing over the skin of my stomach to cup my breasts did I turn my euphoria filled face to him.
I looked down at him, nestled in between my legs with his lips toying my nipple. He grinned and moved higher on me, resting his arms by my head.
“We have a slight problem.”
“What's that?”
“In my haste to pack my things, I forgot something rather important.”
Here I was thinking that he was being playful but he wasn't.
“So we are faced with a few options. I could put my pants back on and go searching for a shop that is open at this late hour that sells condoms, I could go without one or we could stop all together and find some tomorrow.”
Well isn't that just a mood killer?
“We are not stopping and there is no point in searching for a shop that's open. You'd stand out like a sore thumb walking around the place, asking for a shop that's open that also sells condoms. Eden would kill me for the publicity that could happen with that.”
“She'd probably be too busy killing me for forgetting them.” he said dryly. “So I guess that means going without one.”
Maybe he could see some unknown panic in my face, maybe he misinterpreted my shrug.
“I'm clean, I got tested.”
“That's not what I was worried about actually.”
But now that you mention it. I was grateful he had the forethought to get it done.
“You mean kids, right?”
I nodded.
“I don't know what to say Kaylee.” he sighed, rolling off my body to lay on the bed beside me. “I'd have dozens of them but I don't want to push you when you're still so young.”
“Age isn't my issue, it's your job. You'll be gone soon, you'll be on the road for a year again and I'll be in Vegas, watching the days slowly erode away. It's bad enough for me, imagine what it's like for a child.”
“For the first few years you can come with us, after that then we'll do school holidays, long weekends. The other guys do it and they seem fine.”
Yeah except you don't get to see the other side of it. Inwardly sighed, this was a path that was always going to be set out for me if I pursued Jaxon. I had to suck it up and accept that music and touring was his life and nothing was ever going to change it. So I nodded with a placated smile, Jaxon smiled back.
If he knew it wasn't entirely okay, I don't know. But we both accepted that there was little we could do about it.
He settled back onto my body, pushing my legs open. My body arched into his as he pushed into me, feeling the burn of him filling me.
Jaxon sighed with a look of ecstasy as he pushed the whole way in.
“Never gone bare before.” he whispered. “You do realize you're going to have to tie me down to get one on me ever again.”
I chuckled at his comical sneer. True to his clown like persona, he made a joke during sex. Life with Jaxon was never going to be dull.
Chapter Twenty
Jaxon stared down at me as he waited for my answer. I couldn't believe he'd said it in the middle of sex.
“Uh, yeah. Okay, sure.”
“Cool.” He offered with a grin and began to move again.
I'd just agreed to marry him. In the middle of damned sex. I was crazy. No, he was.
It was not how I pictured him proposing marriage. Because I'd had four years of fantasizing about him and that moment, I'd envisaged something romantic. Okay so there were candles and we were still on the gorgeous island getaway holiday. But I did not plan on it being at the very moment he had his cock inside of me.
How could we ever tell our children or grandchildren of this moment? We'd have to pretend it happened in the moments before and leave this part out.
“Kaylee.” Jaxon whispered.
“Yeah?”
“I love you.”
I wrapped my arms around him, kissing him hard.
“I love you too.” I managed through the muffled kiss.
He chuckled and rolled onto his back, taking me with him. Oh this wasn't good. Second time at sex and he wants me to take charge? No way.
“Just relax.” He cooed.
Sitting up he took my arms and put them over his shoulders.
“Take it easy, nice and slow. We don't need to rush.”
His hands slid down to my hips, urging them to move.
“Keep a steady rhythm going.”
I was wary but with his constant reassurance I continued to move, enjoying the position. Jaxon's arms wrapped around me, sliding up my back as he nuzzled into my neck.
Deep blue eyes stared up at me as he kissed the underside of my jaw.
“I have a confession.” He whispered.
I could feel the smirk as he kissed over my neck, all I could do was let out a breathy moan.
“This was the ultimate fantasy.”
Then he flopped back onto the bed, leaving me almost stranded, unsure of what to do.
“Watching you and your gorgeous body ride me, damn girl, you make this man weak with desire.”
His hands found my hips again, keeping me moving. I leaned forward and gripped the head board, feeling the pleasure building faster by the second.
Jaxon lifted his torso up fractionally, running the tip of his tongue over my nipples. I let out a soft, high pitched moan as the tongue slid over me. His hands cupped my backside, squeezing the flesh.
“And this.” He growled with heat in his voice. “It took all my strength not to grab it.”
You could my mind begged. Any time you want it offered. All I could offer as a response was another moan. My head was too delirious with pleasure to form any words.
Jaxon pulled me down to his body, stopping me from moving.
“Look at you.”
A cheeky grin crossed his face as he gripped me at the back of my neck.
“Five seconds riding me and you're done, delirious and ready to be finished.”
“No.” I groaned.
I didn't want to be done, I wanted to be greedy and do this all night long.
“You want more babe?”
Nodding my response made him huff a slight laugh, pulling me closer. Our foreheads pressed together as we looked at each other.
“I'm gonna need a better answer than that Kaylee. How do you want it? Nice and slow or one hard fuck?”
Did I have the stamina for hard? I hoped so because I wanted to know what it was like.
“Hard.”
“How hard? You wanna scream it out baby?”
I nodded again, Jaxon laughed a little and lifted me from his body.
“Alright Kaylee, one screamer coming up.”
For a moment I wondered if I should retract my request until I was a little more used to this sex thing. Surely second time wasn't ideal for a hard fuck. I had no clue. All I could hope was that Jaxon would use his past expertise to keep me from hurting too much.
“Onto your hands and knees.”
I did it, feeling rather liberated. Exposed and vulnerable. My thoughts on this were changing by the second. When his fingers teased me I could only smile.
“You are so wet. I think you like this sex thing Kaylee.”
“Mm.” I hummed, giggling a little.
One strong hand gripped my shoulder, urging me to the bed. Now with my ass in the air, I was more exposed than ever before.
The bed shifted behind me and I thought that Jaxon was going to fill me again but instead I got a hot and wet tongue sliding through the folds. He continued, urged on by my moans that were diluted due to the pillow I had my face buried into.
“Oh don't stop.” I pleaded.
Because it feels so f
ucking good. Seconds later my body convulsed with a shattering orgasm. If I thought that I could flop to the bed and ride out the waves of euphoria, I was sadly mistaken. With a slap of my ass, Jaxon made himself comfortable in between my legs from behind.
“Mm, that's pretty damned hot Kaylee. Watching that gorgeous ass jiggle.”
He pressed into me and I groaned, hard.
“I'm just warning you now, I'm gonna be going hard. It's going to be good and you're gonna scream. We might break the bed.”
Slowly he slid out, almost all the way. My mind tingled with the pleasure that was still floating through me.
“But that's okay, so long as you're enjoying it then I don't care.”
He pushed back in, taking it easy on me as he continued his languid pace.
“Are you ready to be fucked hard Kaylee?”
I nodded and clearly he didn't like that. His hands gripped my shoulders, lifting me up and curving my back into a dip.
“Baby, I need to hear you.”
“Yes.” I groaned.
The hands let go of my shoulders, pressing his fingers deep into my skin as he slid them down my back. When he gripped my hips he drew out again and slammed back into me.
“Oh god.” I groaned loudly.
He did it again and again, I let the world know about it. At first his body moved into me at a slow pace, a few thrusts that jarred against my body and made me feel more alive than I ever had.
Then, he unleashed his hard fuck. Over and over again he pushed into me, fast and unrelenting. With every slap of his body against mine, I became more and more vocal. The orgasm was long and drawn out, creating a constant flow of pleasure that washed through my body.
This was my favorite position. I'd give him his cowgirl ride any day of the week so long as he finished with a little doggie.
Jaxon was breathing rather heavily, his own moans were like a low, husky breath. He'd let out the occasional word or two about how good it felt, how much he loved me. Then there was the one that filled me with concern. I'm gonna cum. Okay, so the concern lasted for all of about a second, ignored in favor of the intense pleasure. I didn't want to think about babies or getting pregnant at the moment. I wanted to be greedy and hear that guttural groan from Jaxon when he finally came.
