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by Susan Mallery


  Liz leaned her head against the other woman’s shoulder. “Thank you,” she whispered, wishing she could have known Denise years ago. Maybe if they’d had a chance to form a relationship, things would have been different. She could have come and talked to her and—

  Liz straightened, then scrambled to her feet. “You’re not surprised he proposed. You know we’ve been…” Sleeping seemed like the wrong word. “Seeing each other?”

  Denise laughed. “Yes. It’s fairly obvious. Ethan is many things, but subtle isn’t one of them. He was furious at first, but now you’re getting along. I assumed things were progressing.”

  Denise paused. “I wasn’t sure at first. I always felt so badly about how you grew up. I could see how difficult it was for you. I have three daughters myself. Yet I couldn’t seem to reach out to you. I never knew how or what to say.”

  Liz hugged her arms across her chest. “That doesn’t matter now.”

  “It matters a lot. All your life the people you care about have hurt you. Including Tyler. Now my son proposed in a way designed to make sure you know you’re not special to him.” Her voice softened. “For what it’s worth, I think he does care about you.”

  Liz appreciated the support, but the words didn’t change anything. “Caring isn’t enough.”

  “I know.” Denise looked as if she was going to say more on the subject, then sighed. “Please don’t take this wrong, but I think you should let Ethan have Tyler for the rest of the week and through the weekend.”

  Liz froze. She eyed the door and wondered if she could go inside and grab her son and get out before Denise stopped her.

  “Ethan and Tyler both have an unrealistic view of their relationship,” Denise continued. “I have six kids. I know what it’s like and sure, from the outside, it’s easy. He doesn’t have a clue as to the reality. Tyler doesn’t, either. Maybe you should let them find out.”

  “I can’t,” she breathed.

  Denise rose and moved toward her. They stared at each other.

  “I give you my word Tyler will be safe. Ethan isn’t going to disappear with him. You know that. Let them find out just how boring everyday life can be. Your son loves you. Give him a chance to miss you.”

  The words were impossible to hear, but Liz knew they were accurate. Her gut told her this was exactly what had to happen. Not that she could imagine even a day without her son. Although he’d been gone overnight before—to camp, with friends—this was different. This terrified her.

  Slowly, she nodded. “Okay. Through the weekend.”

  Denise pulled her close. “It will be all right. You’ll see.”

  “I hope so.”

  She hugged the other woman and was held in return. For a second she closed her eyes and absorbed the loving support.

  “It’s not supposed to be this hard.”

  Denise patted her back. “It’s not supposed to be a lot of things, but still we get through it. You’ll get through this.”

  “I know.” She straightened. “I’m going to go home and pack his things. Would you mind calling Ethan and telling him the plan?”

  “Not at all. Don’t you want Tyler to pack for himself?”

  “No. If he’s so ready to move out, let’s start now.”

  Denise touched her arm. “I feel your pain, honey. Hang in there.”

  “I will,” Liz promised. After all, she didn’t have a choice.

  CHAPTER NINETEEN

  “WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO tonight?” Tyler asked, cutting into his steak. “We could watch a movie.”

  Ethan thought about his collection of action movies—most of which were rated R—and knew they would be a bad choice. “We’ll check out pay-per-view.”

  “Sweet! Mom only lets me watch movies on the weekend.”

  Something Ethan hadn’t known. “Why?”

  “I dunno. She wants me to read and stuff. Play outside. I wish she’d brought my Xbox.”

  Ethan had a feeling that there was a specific reason for that. Liz had wanted him to spend as much time with his son as possible.

  “How’s your steak?” Ethan asked.

  “Good.” Tyler glanced at him. “Are you going to cook something else for dinner tomorrow?”

  Because this was the second time in four nights he’d barbecued steaks. The other two nights they’d gone out.

  Usually Ethan grabbed something on the way home, or his mother dropped off a casserole for him to heat up in the microwave. Since he’d taken Tyler, she hadn’t been anywhere to be seen and neither had his sisters. He’d left messages for all of them and while they’d called back, they’d managed to miss him both at the office and home. He had a feeling they were doing that on purpose.

  The catering service he used when he had company was at the hotel for the week. Something about a big corporate retreat.

  His cooking skills were limited at best, but there had to be something he could make.

  “What would you like?” he asked.

  “Lasagna.”

  Pasta, meat and sauce. How hard could it be?

  “Sure. I’ll swing by the grocery store tomorrow and we’ll have it tomorrow night.”

  “We’re out of milk, too, and could we have a different cereal?”

  “We’ll make a list after dinner.”

  “Okay.” Tyler chewed another bite. “I don’t have any more clean clothes.”

  “What?”

  “I have socks and shorts, but no T-shirts or underwear. And I’m supposed to make a poster for camp tomorrow.”

  Ethan stared at him. “What kind of poster?”

  “Like for a movie. You have poster board, right?”

  “Not exactly.” He frowned. Who knew summer camp had homework? “If you have to make a poster, we can’t watch a movie.”

  “But you said we could.”

  “That was before you told me about the poster. School comes first.”

  “But this isn’t school, it’s camp.”

  Ethan felt the beginnings of a headache. He was tired. Not because he wasn’t sleeping well, but because his mornings were starting earlier. Tyler didn’t like getting up and moved at the speed of an exhausted snail. With the extra errands he had to run, there was no time to get to the gym. Now instead of a quiet evening watching a movie, they were going to the office supply store, to buy poster board and markers, then get through making a poster.

  “When did you get the assignment about the poster?”

  “Monday.”

  “And you didn’t mention it until now?”

  “Mom always asks.”

  Of course she did.

  “Is there anything for dessert?” Tyler looked expectant.

  Ethan held in a groan. “We’ll stop on our way back from getting the art supplies.”

  “We could bake cookies.”

  “Maybe tomorrow.”

  “We’re riding bikes on the weekend, right? With Josh?”

  Ethan nodded.

  “What else are we going to do?”

  It was then Ethan realized he’d only ever had his son four or five hours at a time. Blocks that were easy to fill. Suddenly the weekend seemed like an endless parade of empty hours. They mocked him and made him think he should have opened a bottle of wine with dinner. Or a case.

  “We’ll have to come up with some ideas,” he said, leaning back in his chair.

  “We could go hiking. Or out on the lake. Or swimming. Maybe Abby can come with us. She’s really cool, for a girl. Or the park…”

  Tyler kept talking. A steady buzz of ideas and questions and statements. Ethan watched his son and wondered how on earth Liz had done it by herself. He didn’t know that he would have managed, let alone done as good a job. The hell of it was, loving Tyler didn’t guarantee getting it right. Having someone like Liz to watch his back would make all the difference.

  She hadn’t had anyone. Because he’d never bothered to go after her. Hurt pride had kept him from following her. Hurt pride had cost him more than he could
ever recover.

  * * *

  “TO THE STUPIDITY OF MEN,” Dakota said, raising a glass. “And my brother, who is their king.”

  “To Ethan,” Montana said.

  Liz, Nevada and Denise also raised their margaritas and toasted.

  After a dinner of delicious Mexican food, Melissa had gone to a friend’s house for a sleepover and Abby had danced off to watch the latest Hannah Montana movie out on DVD. Liz and the Hendrix women were in the backyard, sprawled on lawn chairs, slowly getting drunk.

  Word had quickly spread through the family and to Liz’s surprise, Ethan’s sisters had rallied around her as much as Denise had. They’d been appalled at the proposal, insulted by his refusal to declare his love and disappointed by her physical restraint in not at least throwing something at his head.

  “He’s having a tough time with Tyler,” Denise informed, leaning back and staring up at the stars. “His phone messages are getting more and more desperate. Apparently he tried to make lasagna.” She giggled. “It didn’t go well.”

  “Lasagna? That’s a lot of work.”

  “His first message was something about pasta and sauce and how it wouldn’t be that hard. The second one was to ask what a lasagna pan looked like. Then there was something about did he really have to cook the pasta noodles first. The last message said they were eating out.”

  Liz tried to laugh with everyone else, but she mostly felt sad. Having Tyler gone was getting harder, not easier.

  Dakota turned to her. “He’s asking about you. Today he came into my office and wanted to call you. I know he misses you.”

  “I hope so.” She desperately wanted to talk to her son, but knew the plan was the best way to go. Ethan would return Tyler to her Sunday night. Then they would talk. The three of them.

  In the meantime, she had women she could depend on. Friends, and that felt nice.

  It was close to ten when everyone left. She rinsed out the glasses and put them on the counter. Washing could wait until morning. While she was enjoying her pleasant margarita-induced buzz, she didn’t think that it was a good match for a soap-slicked glass.

  She turned off the lights in the kitchen and walked back into the living room. Abby sat on the bottom stair.

  “I thought you were going to bed,” Liz said. “Is everything all right?”

  Abby shook her head.

  Liz pointed to the sofa. “Want to have a seat?”

  “Okay.”

  The preteen got up and walked to the sofa. Liz settled next to her, put an arm around her and kissed the top of Abby’s head.

  “Tell me what’s going on,” she coaxed gently. “You feeling all right?”

  “I’m okay.” The girl snuggled close. “Don’t be mad, but I don’t want to go.”

  Go? As in… “You don’t want to move to San Francisco?”

  Abby nodded. “Can’t we stay here? I like it here. I feel safe. I have friends and Melissa has friends. Tyler likes it, too. Everybody wants to stay here but you.”

  Talk about a kick in the stomach.

  The worst of it was, Abby told the truth. Everyone did want to stay here. It would make things easier for Tyler and Ethan. Technically, Liz could work anywhere. The town accepted her—with the occasional dig at her choices. But they’d also come to her rescue. She had a past here, and while that wasn’t necessarily a good thing, maybe it was something she couldn’t escape. Maybe she should stop trying.

  But staying meant facing Ethan and now that she was willing to accept what seemed like her fate, she could also be honest. At first leaving had been about not belonging, but later she’d wanted to go to get away from him. Being around him when she loved him was like living with an open wound.

  “We’ll be really, really good,” Abby promised.

  Liz wrapped her other arm around the girl. “You’re already that. I know it would mean a lot to both of you if we stayed here. I guess…” She drew in a breath. “I guess we can do that.”

  Abby sat up and beamed at her. “Really?”

  Liz nodded.

  “I can’t believe it. Are we going to live in this house? If we do, you need a real bed and we need another bedroom. Or do you want me and Melissa to share? We can. She won’t like it, but I don’t mind.”

  Liz hadn’t gotten that far. Given the choice, she would prefer a house without so many memories. “Moving might be easier.”

  “We can move. We’ll help pack.” Abby threw both her arms around Liz and hung on. “Thank you so much, Liz. I love you.”

  “I love you, too.”

  Abby rose and spun in a circle, her bright red hair flying around her face. “I’m so happy! We’re staying. We’re staying!”

  Liz reached for her cell phone and handed it to the girl. “Why don’t you text your sister and tell her?”

  “Can I? Thanks. I will. This is the best.”

  Liz wondered how long it would take Abby to wind down enough to sleep. Staying in Fool’s Gold. Who would have thought? When Ethan returned Tyler, she would tell them both. Then Ethan could take back his stupid, thoughtless, practical proposal. The town was small enough that she and Ethan could co-parent their son. He could spend equal time with each of them. That should satisfy Ethan and the judge.

  It was, she told herself, the right thing to do.

  * * *

  ETHAN STOOD IN TYLER’S ROOM at his house and watched his son sleep. After a morning of bike riding and afternoon of failing to get peanut butter cookies to bake right and an evening of watching the first two Harry Potter movies back to back, Tyler had fallen asleep on the sofa.

  Now, as he stared at his son, he felt a warmth in his chest. Love was there. Real love, born of time and frustration and a sense of being a complete failure as a dad, but still wanting to get it right. Tyler was everything he’d wanted his son to be—and he wasn’t easy. He got the latter from his mother.

  Ethan stepped out of the room and went downstairs. In the quiet living room, he sank onto the couch and tried to figure out what he was going to do next.

  He missed Liz.

  He hadn’t realized how much he’d gotten used to having her in his life until she was gone. He missed talking to her, seeing her, having her smile at him. He missed her in his bed, but that was the least of it. While he would want her until the day he died, the ache inside him wasn’t just about getting laid. It was about having a conversation, hearing her laugh, watching her with Tyler and Melissa and Abby.

  He wanted her in his life. He wanted her to be his family.

  He wasn’t the only one. Tyler had gone from being mad at his mom to talking about her all the time. Today he’d regularly counted down the number of hours until he saw her again. Both of them had learned a lesson in the past few days. Which was probably the point.

  Tyler had learned to show his mother a little more respect and Ethan had learned that Liz was everything to him. His eyes sank closed as he realized he loved her.

  What should have been a stellar moment in his life made him instead want to put a fist through the wall. He loved Liz. He loved her. And instead of making her feel like a princess, instead of promising to love and adore her forever, he’d offered marriage as a practical solution.

  “Oh, crap.”

  He rolled onto his side, his face in the cushion. Talk about stupid.

  He lay there, mentally beating himself up, then straightened. Fine. He’d screwed up. He would fix it. There had to be a way. Liz was a great woman—and he would fight for her. Figure out how to do it right. How to be the man she deserved. She’d loved him once, maybe she could again. Everything wasn’t lost.

  He understood what she didn’t like about Fool’s Gold. While he didn’t like the idea of leaving everything behind, it didn’t have to be like that. He could run his business from San Francisco. Make a few trips in a week. Maybe they could have a second house here and spend summers in town. That would be a good compromise. Liz wasn’t looking to make him miserable. She would meet him halfway.


  As long as she was willing to give him another chance.

  She had to, he told himself. He would convince her. Somehow he would show her that they belonged together.

  The decision made, he rose and started for the front door. Halfway across the porch, he stopped. Showing up at her house in the middle of the night probably wasn’t smart. Nor was leaving Tyler home alone. So Ethan would wait. He could come up with a plan and this time, he would get it right.

  * * *

  LIZ WATCHED THE CLOCK anxiously. Ethan was supposed to bring Tyler home on Sunday. It was only a little after eleven. At this rate, she would give herself a heart attack in the next hour. She needed to keep busy.

  Both Melissa and Abby had run off to spend the morning with friends, celebrating her decision to keep them in town. They were beyond happy and seeing their joy confirmed that she’d made the right decision. Tyler would appreciate it, too. The chance to be with his dad more, and with his family.

  She’d wanted to call Denise but had decided that Ethan and Tyler should hear it first. So she’d spent a restless night and a bad morning. Writing would be impossible. There was no way she could focus.

  The thought of cleaning made her shudder, so she grabbed a big straw hat and a few garden tools from the back porch then went outside to see what she could do to spruce up the garden. She’d barely begun weeding when she heard someone calling for her.

  “Mom? Mom? Where are you?”

  Still on her knees, she straightened. Her heartbeat thundered in her chest as her son burst through the back door and raced toward her.

  “Mom!”

  He flew into her arms and hugged her so hard, she couldn’t breathe. She held on to him, doing her best not to cry, letting the familiar feel of his body ease her fears that she’d lost him forever.

  “Hey, you,” she whispered, when he’d released her and stepped back. She pulled off her gardening gloves and shoved them into her pocket.

  He stared into her eyes, then hugged her again. “I really missed you.”

  “I missed you, too.”

  He glanced back at his father and then at her. “Maybe I could still live here, you know. More of the time.”

 

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