And then I couldn’t wait to tell Dart. Drummer left me alone for that call.
Dart’s still unable to come home, but when I spoke to him he’d suggested there was no longer a reason preventing me going to San Diego, and that I should join him as soon as I could. And I’d have gone like a shot, except for one thing. Drummer’s pleased with the work I’m doing at the strip club, it’s running more smoothly now I’ve knocked the girls into shape, and wants me to stay on until Heart can take over.
How could I say no after all he and the club have done for me? Giving me the job in the first place, and then saved me and subsequently offered me their protection, and now I suspect are responsible for ensuring my son and I are safe for good. I can’t just walk out, it’s not in me to be so selfish.
Dart wasn’t happy, but, for the moment, both of us are stuck due to our obligations to the club.
Ron’s dead. I shouldn’t want to dance around cheering every time I think of it, but that man scarred me for life and had left me for dead. I won’t even pretend to be sad.
Tuesday afternoon I leave for the club early, and as Road had suggested, I dress in yoga pants and a tee so I can get in some practice on the pole. I won’t be able to do much, and if it hurts I’ll stop. But just to do a couple of minutes will feel amazing.
Road’s at the bar that he should be cleaning, but he stops for a moment, resting his elbows on the wood and his chin on his hands. “You want me to put some music on?”
“Not yet, Road. Just going to start with something simple.”
“Okay.”
I wait for a second, but he doesn’t move. “Could do without an audience.”
When I narrow my eyes, he chuckles. “Okay, darlin’. I can take a hint.” He picks up his cloth and starts polishing again.
I wipe down the pole and put chalk on my hands, then look at it as if it’s an obstacle as high as a mountain. Gingerly, I pull myself up and attempt some experimental moves. Yes, I can feel the scars pulling at my chest, but not much more than any exercise would do. Climbing the pole, I then let myself twirl around to the bottom, thinking I won’t do too much today, as I don’t want to push it.
I’d ignored the door to the club banging open, thinking it’s just more staff coming in. But I can’t ignore the loud, horrified shout.
“Who’s that fucking fat assed bitch on the pole? You lettin’ your girlfriends in for free, Road?”
I drop down, landing lightly on my feet. There’s a biker wearing a Satan’s Devils cut, but I don’t recognise him. He’s got long blond hair tied back in a bun, but one side of his head is mismatched and covered in much shorter hair. Realising immediately it’s not deliberately styled that way, I gasp with surprise, this must be the reportedly mild-mannered Heart.
Road’s standing with his mouth open, gaping like a fish, while Heart takes a step toward me. “Get off the fuckin’ stage, bitch.” Then over his shoulder he adds, “I can see why Prez wants me to take charge here. Place has gone to the dogs. Fuckin’ black ones at that.”
I walk down the steps and confront him. “I got this, Road,” I start, while my eyes are fixed up at the biker’s face. “You’re Heart, I take it. Let me introduce myself. I’m Alex, and I’m Dart’s old lady.”
Instead of looking contrite, he looks even more annoyed. “Dart wouldn’t take an ol’ lady. Don’t know what you’re on about, bitch. And he certainly wouldn’t take one of your fuckin’ kind.”
“I suggest you shut up until you know the facts of what you’re disputing. Drummer asked me to manage the place until you arrived to take over.”
He’s not appeased. “Don’t look like you’re doin’ much managin’ to me. You’re just fuckin’ playin’ around.”
I don’t even attempt to defend myself by saying I got here early, nor explain I don’t have set hours I need to work, and only need to stay until what I’ve got to do gets done. I just put my hands on my hips and glare at the man.
Road’s come out from the bar. The look on his face is both bemused and dismayed. No, this man, Heart, doesn’t resemble the person who’d been described to me at all.
The prospect tries to help. “Heart, you need to speak to Drum. He’ll tell you everythin’ about Dart and Alex…”
“I certainly will. And I look forward to seein’ Dart’s face when he hears how you think he’s claimed ya.” He takes a menacing step toward me. I stand my ground. “Whatever you believe, you’re fuckin’ mistaken. Dart would never get caught in the ol’ woman trap. He’s got far too much sense for that. And yer not his type. Never would or fuckin’ will be.”
This man frightens me, which is strange. I’ve never felt nervous around any of the other club members. A cold shiver runs down my spine. If what I’d been told was true, his accident had obviously changed him. And it’s only remembering that he’s dealing with the loss of his wife that helps me keep my temper.
“Do you want to see the books now?” I offer.
It only brings a deeper scowl to his face. Turning away from me, he addresses Road. “I’m off to the club. Just stopped in on my way to remind myself of the dive Drum’s asked me to mind. I’ll be sure to tell him how your both slackin’ off.” Then he storms out the door, making as much noise on his way out as he did when he came in.
Road’s staring after him. “Hey,” I put my hand on the back of his cut. “Drum’s not going to pay any attention to what he has to say.”
“I’m giving no thought to that. I’m just worried about him. Fuck, Alex. That man’s changed. Wouldn’t have believed it if I hadn’t see it for myself.”
“Going to give Drummer the heads up?”
Slowly he nods. “I think I better.”
The rest of the afternoon and evening passes without incident, and when I drive myself—I don’t have to hide anymore—back to the clubhouse, I find I’m half curious to find out how Heart’s been with everyone else, and the rest of me is worried about coming into contact with such an unpleasant man again.
After I park up behind the clubhouse, I make my way to Drummer and Sam’s house at the top of the compound. She sees me coming and has the door open. Tyler’s watching something on TV. I can see at once she’s upset by the expression on her face, and that she’s been crying, which is surprising. Sam’s one of the strongest women I’ve ever met.
“What’s up?” I ask, stepping inside and making sure Tyler’s occupied.
She beckons me into their kitchen. “Heart’s back.”
“Yes, I know. He came to Angels on his way here.”
“He doesn’t want anything to do with Amy.”
“What? He’s her father.”
She humphs. “You wouldn’t think it. She saw him, ran up to him. He just pushed her away and carried on talking to Drum. Poor child doesn’t understand it. She ran back to me in tears. I brought her and Tyler up here, and we’ve stayed here ever since.”
It’s then the door pushes open and Drummer steps in. He looks as tired and worn as I’ve ever seen him. He nods at me, then looks at Sam. “I’ve tried talkin’ to Heart.”
I take it that’s my cue to leave, so start moving away.
“No, stay, Alex. I take it you’ve already met him.” His mouth twists distastefully. “After my little chat with him, I can guess how that went.”
“He wasn’t particularly impressed.”
Drummer looks at me carefully. “I understand he was probably rude. But don’t take it personally. Don’t think there’s one person he hasn’t upset. He’s only been back a few hours.”
“He’s already upset Amy.”
Drummer turns to his old lady and notices her reddened eyes. “And you, darlin’,” he says softly. “I’d tell you he doesn’t mean anythin’ by it, but his head’s all fucked up. I don’t know who he is anymore.”
“His head injury might have affected him.”
Drummer nods, but in a way that suggests he’s already thought of it. “Alex, we’ll keep to the plan if that’s alright with you. But I w
ant another brother with you when you’re workin’ at the club and showin’ Heart the ropes. From the words he was sayin’, he’d obviously got some insults in. Dart wouldn’t be happy if I didn’t protect you from that.”
“I don’t care about me, I can handle it. But I don’t want any nastiness around Tyler.”
“I’ll get everyone here to be on the watch out for Heart upsettin’ the boy, but I know they don’t really need tellin’. We all like Tyler, he’s a great kid. And I’ll watch out for you, Alex. Heart will go no further than words, but taunts can be hard to shake off. It’s the least I can do for Dart while he’s away.”
“Dart’s got enough on his plate, Drum. I won’t tell him if you don’t.”
“Don’t like keepin’ anythin’ from a brother. But if he’d heard what he said to you he’d be back here in a flash.”
I take in a breath and let it out slowly. “Coming back here must be hard for Heart. Losing his wife, well that’s a wound that will never completely heal. But returning to his home must be like pulling a scab off and starting it bleeding again. He might just need some time, Drum, to come to terms with what he’s lost.”
Drummer gives a wane smile. “Now I know what Dart sees in you.” He gives a cheeky wink towards his old lady and adds, “Apart from the obvious that is.”
“Drum!” Sam is forced to laugh, and it relieves the tension a bit.
“Mom! We going?”
Looking down, I ruffle the hair on Tyler’s head. “Program finished?”
“Yeah.”
I take hold of his hand. “We’re off then. And we won’t say anything more about it for now.”
To my relief, Heart doesn’t come to Angels for a couple of days, and it appears while he’s in the club he stays up late drinking himself into a stupor, and then staggers out of his suite late, or out of one of the crash rooms if he doesn’t even make it that far, so it’s not too difficult to keep out of his way.
We’ve taken over Dart’s room to do the planning for the poker run, and I suspect it’s an excuse for people to keep out of Heart’s way. He’s certainly not making it easy on anyone here. No one can say the right thing, and he argues every point that is made. There’s a downer over the whole club, the atmosphere completely changed.
While we plan, Tyler plays with Amy in our room. Occasionally she’ll ask where her daddy is, but as she’s got used to him being away, seems to have adapted to seeing him around and has learned quickly not to go to him. All the other brothers overcompensate, going out of their way to play with the little girl, and as for the women, well, we all spoil her rotten.
My luck runs out on Thursday. I’m at Angels, just firing up the computer to sort out some nights off that Vida and Karma have requested, when the door to the office opens and Heart walks in. True to his promise, Drum’s obviously asked Dollar to come keep an eye on things, as he’s not far behind.
“So, you gonna show me the shit you haven’t fucked up?”
“Hey, man. Alex has worked her ass off to keep things runnin’ smooth.” Dollar glares at his brother, bristling on my behalf.
“And what the fuck are you doin’ here?”
Dollar shrugs, winks at me behind Heart’s back, before informing him, “Drum asked me to go through the accounts with ya.”
Well, it sounds plausible enough to me, and obviously to Heart too. And at least the treasurer’s presence seems to temper Heart’s belligerence some. I show him everything, then checking the time, take him out to the dressing room where the girls are arriving. I introduce him. He gives them a onceover, sneers, and then takes himself out.
Vida shivers. “I don’t take to him, Alex. You say he’s taking over from you?”
I lean back against the door. “Yeah, that’s what Drummer wants. And give him some slack. He’s just lost his wife. Drummer wants him to keep busy and not have too much time on his hands.”
“We all might end up with nothing to do if he treats the customers like that.”
“He’ll be fine,” I reassure them whilst mentally crossing my fingers. “He just needs to find his place. Once he’s involved with getting you lot organised, he won’t have space to think.”
They give a dutiful laugh, but I don’t think I’ve got them convinced. I change the subject. “You okay with the schedule tonight? Tinker? You ready to go on first?”
“Yeah, fine,” she grumbles. I like all the girls, but she’s one of the best, and she’ll have a couple of later spots too. She might not be a great dancer and not that good on the pole, but she’s blessed with an incredible body and a cheeky face, and the customers love her.
“You staying around, Alex?”
At Karma’s question, they all look at me hopefully. I don’t know how they expect me to be a buffer between them and Heart, but I’m willing to try. It’s his first night, and it might help if I’m here to ease the way. “As long as I can get someone to have Tyler, I’ll be here, okay?”
I leave the dressing room with their thanks ringing in my ears. A quick phone call and Tyler’s sorted. He’ll be staying with Drum and Sam for the night. I end the call having heard the excited yells of Tyler happy to have a sleepover with Amy, and Drum’s thanks as I explain why I’m staying.
“Thought you ran off before the club opened.”
I swing around, already tensing as I recognise the voice speaking to my back. “Sometimes I stay to make sure everything’s running smoothly.” I don’t, but I don’t want to tell him the truth, that I’m here to check how he does.
“Well, get behind the bar and make yourself fuckin’ useful then. And don’t walk around on the floor. Don’t want to chase the customers off.”
Before Ron got his hands on me, the customers used to scream to watch me dance. Tears come to my eyes as I know all he’s seeing is a short stockily built girl that nobody would want. As the insecurities which Dart had chased away come flooding back, I feel tears prick in my eyes. I turn away from him, and obediently go behind the bar.
“You shouldn’t let him talk to you like that. I’ll get Dollar—he’s still out back.”
“No, he’s hurting, Road. Just lashing out.”
Road’s jaw is clenched. “He still shouldn’t have said anythin’. I’ll tell him…”
Yeah, a prospect reading a patched member the riot act. I can see how that will go down. “Road, no. I said no. Now leave it. Words can’t hurt me.”
He gives a quick shake of his head. “If Dart heard him…”
“Dart didn’t. And doesn’t need to know. Okay?”
Looking unconvinced, Road turns away and goes over to check on the bouncers.
Della, the bartender, is standing with her hands on her hips. For some reason, I feel embarrassed she heard all that. She nods her head in the direction that Heart disappeared. “I don’t like him.”
I just shake my head. If I admitted it, I don’t either, but I’m trying to keep in mind that he’s Dart’s closest friend. But how long are we going to keep making excuses for his behaviour? Sure, he’s hurting, but he can’t keep lashing out.
Realising I’m not going to discuss him with her, Della shows me the ropes and I get a quick lesson in tending bar. It’s busy, so in between watching the girls on the stage, I’m doing my best to keep up with the drink orders. The dancers come on quickly, one after the other. When one is finishing up, another is waiting in the wings. I know the schedule like the back of my hand, so when Tinker doesn’t appear, know immediately it’s her who’s missing. She doesn’t normally get muddled up.
“Della. Play Karma’s music, Tink’s missed her cue. I’m just going to see what’s up.” I look around for Heart to explain what I’m doing, but he’s nowhere in sight.
Running to the dressing room I push the door open, throwing a quick instruction to Karma. “You’re up, sweetie. Tink hasn’t gone on stage.”
“Why not?”
“That’s what I’m gonna find out. Just get out there, will you?”
The others give each o
ther worried glances. “I didn’t see her leave. Her bag’s still here.”
“I’ll go check out back, she might have gone for a smoke and lost track of time.” I try to hide it, but I’m getting concerned myself.
Going to the back door of the club, I push down on the bar to open it up. Philby is standing outside. He’s the bouncer who makes sure the girls can come out for a crafty cigarette or get to their cars unmolested. It’s normally a boring job unless customers try to find their way around the back, and so he alternates with Fergus.
“Hi, Philby. I’m looking for Tinker. You seen her?”
“Seen no one. I’ve been here…” he breaks off and gives me a guilty look. “Tell you the truth, Alex, I just went inside to the head. I…”
“I said get off me! Get off.” A scream comes, a shouted swear word in a male voice, and then nothing again.
Philby and I look at each other and run around the corner and come to a dead stop. Heart has Tinker pushed up against a wall, his hand over her mouth. She’s struggling, her cover up that she uses over her costume is down by her ankles, as are her panties. Heart’s other hand is up between her legs.
“Get him off her.”
Heart might have been introduced to Philby as his new boss, but I’m his old one. He’s got a soft heart for the strippers, and has no hesitation pulling Heart off Tinker and putting himself protectively between the two. I go straight to Tink, and pull the sobbing woman into my arms.
“What the fuck? She’s a whore. A stripper. I was taking what she offered.”
A small voice gasps. “I’m not a whore.”
“I know you’re not, sweetie.” I glare at Heart. “Get out of here now.”
“Bitch, you can’t tell me what to do.”
“If she can’t, I can. Get your ass back to the fuckin’ compound, Heart. I’m gonna have to take this to Drum.” I’ve never been so pleased to see Dollar. I hadn’t realised he’d stayed at the club. He’s standing beside us, vibrating with fury.
“Look, all the girls go for patched members. You know that. She offered, I was just fuckin’ pickin’ up what she was puttin’ down.”
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