‘I’ll tell you a story that might explain my dilemma,’ says General Akhtar, ‘a true story. I was your age, a lieutenant in the Indian Army, must have been a couple of months before the partition. I was ordered to accompany a train full of Hindus going to Amritsar and I was told to make sure that it got there safe and sound.
‘You must have heard about the trains from the Indian Punjab arriving in Lahore carrying Muslims. Full of cut-up bodies. All those stories about unborn children being carved out from their mothers’ wombs and their heads being put on spears were true. I didn’t see any myself, but I knew they were all true. But orders were orders, and I set off with the train, telling my platoon that every single passenger on the train was my responsibility.
‘As soon as we left Lahore we encountered groups of people with machetes and sticks and bottles of kerosene trying to block the train, seeking their revenge. I kept sending them off with a wink. I told them that the security was the army’s responsibility. Our new country would need these trains. Let’s not destroy them. I kept talking to the passengers, reassuring them that I would get them to Amritsar. We were travelling at a snail’s pace. I was trying my best to keep the attackers at bay. But at some point the military training just took over. I knew what my new country wanted from me. I called my subedar major and told him that we would stop the train for the night prayers. I would go about two hundred yards from the train to pray. And I would come back after offering my prayer. “Do you know how long the night prayer is?” I asked him. I didn’t listen to his answer. “That’s all the time you have,” I said.
‘You see, it was difficult but logical. I didn’t disobey the orders that I was given and what needed to be done was done with minimum fuss. I didn’t want any unborn children speared under my watch. But I also didn’t want to stand on the sidelines pretending to be a professional. History makes these great sweeps and unpleasant things happen. At least my conscience is clear.’
I have quietly pushed my plate away, the bird intact except for one half-chewed leg.
‘My dear son, I’ll do anything in my power to get you out of this but what can I do for someone who is messing around with our national security? Do you even know where this friend of yours …’ He looks towards Major Kiyani who interjects. ‘Obaid, sir, Obaid-ul-llah.’
‘Yes, do you even know where he was headed?’
‘I don’t know sir, I don’t know.’
‘Well, we both know where he was going, but I am sure you had nothing to do with it. Now don’t disappoint me, do what is necessary.’
I want to know how they found out. I also want to know how far he managed to go. How did they get him? Surface-to-air missile? A sidewinder from a chasing aeroplane? Did he make a last call to the control tower? Any messages on the black box?
Baby O has left nothing except a bottle of perfume for me.
‘You don’t have to do anything. Major Kiyani here will write the statement on your behalf. Sign it and I’ll take care of everything else. That’s General Akhtar’s promise to you. You can go back to the Academy and carry on your dad’s mission.’
What does he know about my dad’s mission?
I take the napkin from my lap and put my feet firmly on the ground.
‘Sir, your people may not always be telling you the truth. I’ll carry out your orders but forget my case for a moment, there is this guy in the cell next to mine, the sweepers’ representative, who has been there for nine years. Everyone has forgotten about him, he has never been charged.’
General Akhtar looks towards Major Kiyani. ‘This is the height of inefficiency. You are still holding that stupid sweeper revolutionary. I think you should let him go.’ He picks up his cap, gives me that ‘my dear son, I did what you asked me to, now go be a good boy’ look and leaves the room.
I get up from my chair, give Major Kiyani a triumphant look and salute General Akhtar’s back.
TWENTY-TWO
THE MILITARY BAND struck up ‘Wake up the Guardians of our Frontiers’ – a tune that General Zia would have hummed along to on another occasion, but now he looked anxiously towards an approaching column of tanks. He was inspecting the National Day Parade from the presidential dais and the red velvet rope around it suddenly seemed an inadequate defence against the obscenely long barrels of the M41 Walker Bulldogs. He tried not to think about the late Egyptian President, Anwar Sadat, who had been slain standing at a dais like this, inspecting a parade like this, accepting a salute from a column of tanks like this.
General Zia shared the dais with General Akhtar who, with his passionate arguments about sending the right signals to the nation, had convinced General Zia to attend this parade, but now General Akhtar himself seemed bored by the proceedings. This was the first time General Zia had stepped outside the Army House since the morning he had stumbled on Jonah’s prayer. The parade was being held under Code Red and even an uninvited bird trying to invade the airspace above it would find itself the target of a sharpshooter. Zia had gone through the lists of invitees himself, taking out all unfamiliar names. Then Brigadier TM had crossed out all the names of people who in the distant past might have been related to someone who might have said something negative about General Zia’s moustache or his foreign policy. There were no crowds to mingle with after the parade. General Zia wanted it to end even before it began. The parade seemed like a serene blur of gold braid, starched khaki uniforms and row after row of shiny oxford shoes. He felt exposed without Brigadier TM at his side; there was no one to keep the crowds away, no one to come between him and an assassin’s bullet. His anxiety was captured in all its sweaty detail by the television cameras recording the parade for Pakistan National Television. In stark contrast, General Akhtar’s face betrayed no emotion, only the quiet pride of a silent soldier.
The cameras showed the approaching column of tanks. The television commentator, handpicked by the Information Minister for his flair in describing military hardware in metaphors borrowed from Urdu ghazals, said, ‘These are the tanks. The moving castles of steel that put the fear of Allah in the heart of our enemies.’ As the moving tanks started to turn their barrels towards the dais to salute him, Anwar Sadat’s bullet-ridden torso flashed in front of General Zia’s eyes. He looked towards General Akhtar, whose eyes were fixed on the horizon. General Zia didn’t understand what General Akhtar was looking at, because the sky was a spotless blue and the air display was still hours away. For a moment, General Zia suspected that Akhtar was more interested in posing for the TV cameras, trying to look like a visionary.
General Zia was familiar with the routine of the parade and knew that Brigadier TM would land in the white circle right in front of the dais with his team of paratroopers after the march past. He wished he could fast-forward this parade and have Brigadier TM at his side. The tanks crawled past the dais with their barrels lowered. General Zia took the salute with one eye on the approaching Rani howitzers that were lowering their barrels towards the dais. He didn’t feel threatened by the artillery guns. They seemed like giant toys and he knew there was no ammunition on board. ‘The President, himself a veteran of the armoured corps, appreciates the tough life that the tank commanders lead,’ the commentator said as the screen showed the General offering a sombre salute with a limp hand. ‘It’s the life of a lonely hawk who never makes a nest. The President salutes their courage.’
General Zia glanced towards General Akhtar again. He was beginning to wonder why he was avoiding eye contact.
General Zia began to feel better as the trucks carrying eighteen-foot-long ballistic missiles started to roll past. They were huge but they were also harmless in this context. Nobody would launch a ballistic missile at a target twenty feet away. Asleep on their launchers these missiles looked like giant models prepared by a school hobby club. It had been General Zia’s idea to name these missiles after Mughal kings and birds of prey. He noted with some pride that the names he had given them were written in giant letters in Urdu and English: Falcon 5 and Ghauri
2. His heart suddenly jumped as the military band started to play the infantry’s marching tune and the soldiers began to march past on foot, their naked bayonets pointed towards the sky. The infantry squadrons were followed by the very exuberant commando formations; instead of marching they ran, raising their knees to chest level and stomping with their heels on the ground. Instead of saluting, the commandos extended their right hands and waved their rifles as they passed the dais. ‘These brave men crave martyrdom like lovers crave the arms of their beloved,’ the television commentator said in a voice choked with emotion.
General Zia began to breathe easy as the military band finally shut up and the civilian floats came into view. Not a gun in sight on these ones. The first float represented rural life: men harvesting and pulling in their nets brimming with paper fish, women churning milk in fluorescent clay pots under the huge banners of Pepsi, sponsor of the floats. Another float passed by carrying drummers and Sufi singers in white robes and orange turbans. General Zia noticed that their movements were stilted and that they seemed to be lip-syncing to recorded music. He used the noise to lean towards General Akhtar and ask in a furious whisper: ‘What is wrong with them?’
General Akhtar turned his head in slow motion, looked at him with a winner’s smile and whispered back calmly in his ear: ‘They are all our boys in civvies. Why take a risk?’
‘And the women?’
‘Sweepers from General Headquarters. Highest security clearance.’
General Zia smiled and waved his hand to the men and women on the float who were now performing a strange mixture of military drill and harvesting dance.
Pakistan National Television showed a close-up of the two smiling Generals and the commentator raised his voice to convey the festive mood.’ The President is visibly pleased by the colourful vitality of our peasant culture. General Akhtar is delighted to see the sons and the daughters of this soil sharing their joy with the defenders of this nation. And now our Lionhearts in full colour …’
The cameras showed four T-Bird jets flying in a diamond formation, leaving behind streaks of pink, green, orange and yellow smoke on the blue horizon, like a child drawing his first rainbow. Their noses dipped as they flew past the dais making a colourful four-lane highway in the sky. They turned, executed a perfect lazy eight, a few loops; General Zia waved at them, the handful of civilian spectators waved their flags and the T-Birds flew away wagging their tails. General Zia heard the familiar rumble of a Hercules C130 approaching, an olive-green whale, floating slowly towards the parade. General Zia loved this part of the ceremony. Watching the paratroopers tumble out of the back door of a C130 had always been pure pleasure for General Zia and he couldn’t take his eyes away. The paratroopers fell out of the rear of the plane as if someone had flung a handful of jasmine buds against the blue sky; they fell for a few seconds, getting bigger and bigger, and any moment now they would blossom into large green-and-white silken canopies and then float down gracefully towards the parade square, their leader Brigadier TM landing in the one-metre-wide white circle right in front of the dais. General Zia had always found the experience purifying, better than golf, better than addressing the nation.
General Zia knew something was wrong when both his eyes remained focused on one of the buds from C130 which had still not blossomed, while the others were popping open and beginning to float. This one was still in free fall, hurtling towards the parade square, becoming bigger and bigger and bigger.
Brigadier TM, like many veteran paratroopers, tended to delay opening his parachute. He liked to wait a few seconds before pulling at his ripcord, enjoying the free fall that precedes the opening of the parachute’s canopy. He liked to feel his lungs bursting with air, the struggle to exhale, the momentary loss of control over his arms and legs. For a man who was beyond human weaknesses, one could say that this was his one vice: giving in to gravity to get a bit of a head rush for a few seconds. But Brigadier TM was also a professional who calculated risks and then eliminated them. While strapping up his parachute before embarking on this mission, he had noticed that the belt around his torso dug into his flesh. Brigadier TM was furious with himself. ‘Damn it, I am sitting around the Army House all day doing nothing. I am getting fat. I must do something about this.’ Standing in the back door of the C130 moments before the jump, Brigadier TM looked down at the parade square, tiny formations of men in khaki and a small crowd of flag-waving civilians. Like a true professional, Brigadier TM resisted the temptation to ride the crisp air some more, formulated a weight-loss plan in his mind and pulled at his ripcord early. His body prepared itself for the upward jerk that would come as his canopy sprang open and filled with air. Nothing happened.
General Zia felt beads of perspiration running along his spine, and his itch seemed to be returning. He clenched his fists and looked towards General Akhtar. General Akhtar wasn’t looking up at the paratroopers. His eyes were searching the floats, which had been parked behind the artillery and armoured columns. In his head General Akhtar was silently rehearsing his eulogy for Brigadier TM; trying to choose between ‘The finest man ever to jump from a plane’ and ‘The bravest man to walk this sacred soil’.
Brigadier TM took a firm grip on his ripcord and pulled again. It seemed the ripcord had cut all its ties to the parachute, had lost its memory. As Brigadier TM spread his arms and legs outwards to steady his fall, he realised something that might have come as a relief under different circumstances: he hadn’t put on weight. He was carrying someone else’s parachute.
General Zia saw the man tumbling out of the sky towards him and thought that maybe he had misinterpreted the verse from the Quran. Maybe Jonah and his whale had nothing to do with it. Maybe this was how it was going to end: a man falling from the sky would crush him to bits in front of television cameras. He looked around for something to hide under. The marquee had been removed at the last minute, as the Information Minister wanted vista shots from a helicopter. ‘Look up,’ he whispered furiously to General Akhtar, who was looking down at his shoes, having reached the conclusion that he shouldn’t mention the words jump and plane in his eulogy. Not in good taste. He pretended not to listen to General Zia’s gibberish and offered his strong-jawed profile to the TV cameras.
The crowd, transfixed by the man falling past the floating parachutes, arms and legs stretched parallel to the ground and heading for the presidential dais, started to wave their flags and cheer, thinking that this was the finale of the performance.
Even before he pulled the emergency cord on his parachute, Brigadier TM knew that it wouldn’t function. What really surprised him was that the hook that was supposed to activate his emergency parachute didn’t even budge. It stuck to his lower ribcage like a needy child. If the circumstances hadn’t been what they were, Brigadier TM would have raised his hands in front of his eyes and given them a taunting smile. The hands that could crack a neck with one blow, the hands that had once hunted a wild goat and skinned it without using a knife, were failing before a stubborn two-centimetre hook that could release the emergency parachute and save his life.
His lungs were bursting with air, his arms were feeling numb and he was trying to ignore the parade square with its colourful flags and stupid, noisy civilians. He put his thumb in the emergency parachute’s ripcord ring again, got a firm grip on his lower ribcage with his four fingers, screamed the loudest scream of his life, managing to exhale all the air out of his lungs – and pulled.
General Zia took a step back. He still hadn’t realised that the falling man coming at him was Brigadier TM. He shuffled back, trying to duck behind General Akhtar, who stood his ground, still not looking up. General Akhtar didn’t have to think any further about what to say in his eulogy. Brigadier TM wrote it himself as his body crashed into the white circle right in front of the dais.
‘A professional who didn’t miss his target even in death.’
The paramedics who removed his smashed body from the white circle noticed that there was a big gash
on Brigadier TM’s left lower ribcage. Then they saw his clenched right hand firmly holding onto a metal ring, a piece of khaki cloth ripped from his shirt and three of his own ribs.
TWENTY-THREE
WE ARE DRINKING tea and discussing national security on the lawns of the Fort when the prisoners start to emerge from the passage that leads to the underground cells. A long line of shabby men with shaved heads, handcuffed, shackled and strung along a chain, shuffle out of the stairwell as Major Kiyani dissects the external and internal security threats facing the nation. He takes a handful of roasted almonds from a bowl and throws them into his open mouth one by one, between ticking off his strategic challenges. I glance towards the prisoners out of the corner of my eye because it would be impolite to turn round and look. I don’t want Major Kiyani to think that I don’t care about national security.
The military establishment that runs the Fort has been at my service since my meeting with General Akhtar. I left a blindfolded prisoner. I have returned like a forgiven prince: statement signed and submitted, name cleared, honour restored, glory promised. If I am to believe Major Kiyani, we are just waiting for some paperwork before I am sent back to the Academy. My experience tells me that I shouldn’t believe him but it’s fun to watch him fawn over me, making sure that I am fed properly, that I stay in the best room at the Fort. He is a changed man. We are celebrating the beginning of this new relationship. Politeness and mutual respect are the order of the day.
‘Hindus are cowards by nature and it’s understandable that they would stab us in the back, but we have learned to deal with that nation of lentil eaters. For every bomb blast that kills a few people in Karachi, we will hit back with a dozen blasts in Delhi, Bombay, Bangalore, you name it. If they use Taiwanese timers, we’ll send them remote-controlled RDX beauties.’ Major Kiyani chews his almonds properly before throwing another one into his mouth. His aim is very good. ‘So they are not the threat. It’s the enemy within, our own Muslim brothers who call themselves Pakistanis but speak their language: they are the real threat. We have got to learn to deal with them.’
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