Crone's Moon: A Rowan Gant Investigation

by M. R. Sellars

  Ben looked over at me then back to the cop. “Not exactly.”

  “Can you maybe define ‘not exactly’ for me?”

  “We’ve got a rough idea.”

  “How rough?”

  Ben danced around the question. “A general vicinity.”

  “Major Case doing a search?”

  “Not exactly.”

  “You’re ‘not exactly’ sure of much are you?”

  “It’s complicated.”

  “Simplify it for me.”

  Ben shook his head. “It ain’t that easy.”

  “Okay,” the cop said with a shrug. “Like I said, nothing to discuss.”

  “We don’t know where she is exactly, but we can find her,” I interjected.

  The detective thrust his hand out and held a finger up in my face. “Sir, I need you to stay out of this.”

  “He’s right,” Ben told him.

  “Yeah, okay,” the detective said with an air of skepticism, then pressed for more. “So if she can be found then why isn’t the Major Case Squad handling it?”

  Ben huffed out a sigh and reached up to smooth his hair. As his hand slid back and began working at the muscles on the back of his neck, he recited his own version of something I’d said to him many times before. “Look, I told ya’ it’s a long fuckin’ story, and you’d think I was nuts if I tried ta’ explain it.”

  The county cop regarded him with a raised eyebrow and then looked over at me. “Okay sir, now how is it that you’re involved?”

  At this point, I had no interest in skirting the issue nor making friends for that matter, so I replied, “I’m the long fucking story.”

  “Yeah? So would you like to tell it?”

  “Not particularly.”

  “Jeezus, I wish Deckert never freakin’ retired,” Ben mumbled, mentioning the name of a former Saint Louis County homicide detective we had both worked with.

  The cop turned quickly to my friend. “What did you say?”

  “Nothin’,” he returned. “Don’t worry about it.”

  “No,” the cop insisted. “Did you know Carl Deckert?”

  “Yeah,” Ben replied, shrugging it off. “We worked together a few times.”

  “Wait a minute,” the detective mumbled, his forehead creasing with a nagging thought. He shook his index finger in the air and then cocked his gaze back toward my friend. “Ben Storm. Yeah. You worked those occult homicides with Carl a couple of years back, didn’t you? The media freaks called you guys ‘The Ghoul Squad’.”

  Ben nodded. “Yeah, that was me,” he said, his tone uneasy. The reputation he’d gained from that case had never ceased to haunt him, courtesy of a local television reporter with a penchant for sensationalizing every story she did. It didn’t help that she and Ben had been at odds almost from day one. Because of that, the notoriety didn’t always work to his advantage— especially with other cops.

  “Yeah,” the detective said as he returned the nod. “That’s been bugging me all evening. I knew I’d heard your name before.”

  “Well do me a favor,” my friend said. “Don’t hold it against me.”

  “Are you kidding?” the cop said. “Deckert couldn’t say enough good about you.”

  “Well, he was a hell of copper himself.”

  “Yeah. Sure was. Too bad the heart attack forced him to retire,” the county cop mused and then glanced back over at me. “So that would make you the warlock, right?”

  “Witch,” I corrected him.

  “Oh, yeah, right.” He nodded. “Carl talked about you too. He thought a lot of you and your wife.”

  “Did he talk about us enough for you to understand why we have to go?” I asked.

  “You know,” he replied. “Carl Deckert was one of the best cops I’ve ever worked with. He had this way of cutting right through bullshit and getting to the truth. He could talk to someone for five minutes and tell you if they were legit or lying through their teeth. Never seen anything like it.”

  The detective paused. I didn’t know if he was waiting for a response or just sizing me up. I simply looked back at him wordlessly.

  “Makes sense now,” he finally said, looking over at Ben.

  “What’s that?” my friend asked.

  “Why Major Case isn’t hot on this with you,” he explained. “What with the ‘church lady’ running things.”

  “Yeah, ‘zactly.”

  The county cop reached into his pocket, withdrew a business card and handed it to Ben. “You know, I have to apologize. I really hate to inconvenience you Detective Storm, but it’s getting late, I’ve got a witness to interview, and a ton of paperwork to do.

  “Do you think you would mind coming in tomorrow to give your statement instead of tonight? And, maybe you could bring Mister Gant and his wife along as well?”

  Ben gave him a nod. “Not a prob, just one thing. We’re gonna need the Feeb to come with us.”

  “The shooter?” the cop asked. “Now that’s really pushing it. What do you need her for?”

  “Because,” my friend replied, “if we’re right about this, we’re gonna be crossin’ state lines.”

  * * * * *

  “Are you sure you want to do this?” I asked Felicity.

  “Aye,” she replied, pulling herself into a sitting position and fumbling for the adjustment lever on the side of the seat.

  I was kneeling next to my wife, and I slipped my arm in behind her for support as the seatback popped upward into place. I helped her lean back into the cushion, then reached over and pulled the safety belt across.

  “I’ll be honest,” I continued while fumbling with the buckle on the harness. “I’m not comfortable with it. In fact it scares the hell out of me.”

  “Join the club.”

  “I almost didn’t even suggest it,” I said. “You know, it makes me sick that I’m putting you in danger.”

  “You aren’t.”

  “Yes I am. I’m asking you to do this,” I argued. “But I just don’t see any other way.”

  “Tell me now, Row, do you really think you’re the only one who thought of it?” she asked, her voice fractured and weak.

  “Are you saying this has been your grand plan all along?”

  “Something like that.”

  “So why didn’t you say anything?”

  “I did,” she said then shuddered with a wave of pain. “Sort of.”

  “So this is what you meant earlier when you said there was a way to find her?”

  “Aye.”

  “So why didn’t you just explain it then?”

  She grimaced slightly, then crossed her arms and began to gently rock in the seat. The motion was so shallow that she barely even pressed against the shoulder harness.

  She looked over at me and asked in a quiet voice, “Would you have gone along with it?”

  “At that point in time, no,” I replied.

  “But you are now,” she stated rather than asked.

  I answered anyway. “Like I said, only because I don’t see any other way.”

  “Me either.”

  “You know,” I said. “What you did was reckless.”

  She allowed herself a small chuckle, and then closed her eyes tight as she winced. “So are you the pot or the kettle?”

  “Yeah… I know.” I muttered, unable to refute the idiom then added, “You know this isn’t right. I’m supposed to be the one dealing with this. Not you.”

  “She’s my friend.”

  “That still doesn’t make it right.”

  “Aye, but it does,” she told me. “It’s your turn to rest.”

  “You call this rest?”

  She gave another shallow chuckle. “Aye, what is it I’ve heard you say? Welcome to my life.”

  “Yeah…” I muttered. “Something like that.”

  “Are you going to be able to handle this, Row?” she asked me after a brief moment.

  “I don’t know yet,” I admitted.

  “You have to,” she
said, nearly pleading. “I need you to.”

  The driver-side door opened, creaking and popping on its tired hinges. A rush of wind blew in through the opening, bringing a quick chill to the interior of the van. I looked over my shoulder to see Ben climbing in. A moment later, the passenger door levered open as well, and Agent Mandalay quickly filled the other seat.

  “How is she doing?” Constance asked, turning toward us before she’d even closed the door.

  I twisted to the side and turned to answer, but Felicity spoke before I could, her strained tone an audible barometer of her condition. “I’m fine.”

  “Are you sure?” Constance insisted.

  “Aye,” Felicity answered with a shallow nod. “But I wouldn’t mind getting this over with, then. Soon.”

  “I can understand that.”

  “What about… What about you, Constance?” my wife inquired, breathing through a stab of pain mid-sentence.

  “I’m okay,” Mandalay replied. “Not a scratch.”

  “I’m sorry,” Felicity said.

  Mandalay cocked her head to the side and looked at her with a befuddled expression. “For what?”

  “That you had to shoot him,” she replied. “I know it’s hurting you. I can feel it.”

  Constance fell silent but continued to hold my wife’s gaze with her own. Her expression told me that she hadn’t expected anyone to see past her femme fatale façade.

  “You ready to roll back there?” Ben called over his shoulder as he started the van and gunned the engine.

  “Just drive,” my wife instructed.

  “Yeah, I’m workin’ on it,” he replied, then directed himself to Constance. “Door.”

  Mandalay continued to sit motionless, distant introspection in her eyes.

  “Yo, Mandalay,” Ben repeated as he poked her shoulder with his index finger. “Door.”

  “What?” Agent Mandalay broke from her rearward stare. “Oh, yeah. Okay.”

  He started the van rolling forward even as Mandalay was pulling the door shut and then hooked it into a tight turn. I was still kneeling next to Felicity, and I braced myself against her armrest as Ben whipped the vehicle around, heading us back out onto the main thoroughfare.

  “Row, get in your seat,” Felicity told me.

  “I’m fine right here.”

  “No you aren’t,” she returned. “Ben is driving.”

  “Jeez…” my friend muttered.

  “She knows you,” Constance quipped, her voice still somewhat distant.

  “Don’t you start too,” he replied, then over his shoulder he asked, “Two-seventy to Illinois, right?”

  “Aye.”

  “Ya’know, you never did say why.”

  “Just a feeling.”

  “Jeez… I gotta be nuts…” he muttered, then asked, “It’s a strong feeling, right?”

  “Very.”

  “Good, ‘cause my ass is hangin’ way out on this one.”

  “Like it hasn’t before?” I asked.

  “Not as bad as this,” he responded, and I knew he was serious. He paused, then asked, “Okay, so across the bridge and then where?”

  “I’ll let you know when I know.”

  “I thought this was a strong feelin’?”

  “It is,” Felicity replied. “And we’ll be counting on some more when we get closer.”

  “Yeah, great. So, what do I do if ya’ start goin’ la-la on us?”

  She answered without hesitation, “Drive faster.”

  CHAPTER 37:

  “P… p… pleee… pleasssse…” Felicity whimpered pitifully as tears streamed across her cheeks. “H… hel… hellpp meeee…”

  “Hold on,” I whispered, struggling to keep my voice from cracking with the bitter fear that was constricting my throat. There was dampness on my own face, and I knew that I was silently weeping for myself as well as her.

  I was doing my best to keep her grounded, but it was no longer doing any good. Her connection with Kimberly Forest was so deeply ingrained that they had all but become one person. As a matter of fact, I wasn’t even sure which one of them I was talking to at any given moment.

  “I… I… I can’t…” she stuttered, her voice a thin whine as her body tensed.

  She groaned, sending out a low, unearthly sound that instantly set about rending my heart with unimaginable fury. Her back arched, and her body began to actually vibrate.

  I watched helplessly as she shook. She was twisting violently in the seat as her face contorted into a mask of pure torment. I had to steel myself against everything I was seeing and feeling, otherwise I knew I would spin into an emotional crash. I didn’t know if I was doing her any good right now, but I knew for a fact that I would be worse than useless if I lost control; I would be a liability.

  I was out of my seat and kneeling next to her once again. This time, however, she was in no condition to object. Her hand was clamped around mine, squeezing my fingers until they had gone almost completely numb. Even as she shuddered through the waves of pain, she never let go.

  Neither did I.

  As we both suspected would happen, her pain had gradually intensified the closer we came to the Chain of Rocks Bridge. Each mile that ticked away had brought with it a new level of torture that she would fight to endure. And, each time she would seem to bring it under some modicum of control, it would suddenly advance another notch up the scale, forcing her to begin the struggle once again.

  As I said, this is almost exactly what we had expected to happen, so it came as no shock. We were as prepared for it as we could be under the circumstances, or so we thought— because, it was what we had not even considered that now blindsided us with the force of a locomotive.

  Once we had crossed the river, those gradual increases immediately transformed into hastened attacks, unfolding themselves geometrically. Within minutes, the ethereal torture had vaulted to such a degree that the waves were overlapping one another. She could no longer cope, and she was reduced to a state of constant agony. The frightening speed at which this occurred caught us both unaware and completely without recourse.

  And, it only got worse.

  Within five minutes of crossing the Mississippi, Felicity had moved even beyond simple agony. And, by the time we started over the short expanse of the Canal Bridge, she was delirious.

  “We have to be close,” I said as I looked over my shoulder at Ben, the rampant anxiety beginning to consume me. “She can’t take much more.”

  “Can’t you do anything to help her?” Constance asked.

  “Don’t you think I’ve fucking tried!” I snapped, then immediately caught myself. “Gods… Constance, I’m sorry… It’s…”

  She cut me off. “I understand, Rowan. Don’t worry. What can we do to help?”

  “Find this prick and kill him,” I blurted.

  “We’ll be coming up on Route Three in just a minute,” Ben announced. “Should I keep going or turn?”

  “I don’t know,” I answered quickly and then twisted back to my wife. “Felicity… Honey… Talk to me…”

  Her chin was pressed against her chest, and her eyes squeezed tightly shut. She was literally squealing, as if a high-pitched scream was caught in her throat, escaping only in a thin stream of torturous noise. She snapped her head back suddenly and cried, “NO! PLEASE! Noooooo!”

  The sound following the words was an unintelligible, raw scream, and it set a new benchmark for horrifying.

  “Felicity!” I called her name, my voice raised sharply in both pitch and volume.

  There was enough feeling left in my fingers for me to know that her nails were now biting deeply into them. I watched her through watering eyes as she struggled to move her head against some unseen restraint. The way she was postured, it looked as if something— or someone— was pressing her head back into the seat and twisting it to the side.

  Suddenly, the sickly-sweet odor of singed flesh filled the cabin of the van, and as I looked on, a roughly circular, dime-sized
burn appeared on her cheek.

  “You sonofabitch!” I cried out. “Stop it! STOP IT!”

  “What’s happening?” I heard Constance ask.

  “Turn or straight, Rowan?!” Ben called back to me again.

  “I don’t know, dammit!” I barked. “Just go straight… no, turn… Straight… Gods! I don’t know!”

  A second burn began to eat into my wife’s ivory skin, and out of reflex I reached for her cheek with my free hand. My anger was seething and I had become blind to everything. Control was no longer a conscious option for me. Overwhelmed with the intensity of my emotions, I was no longer concentrating on the ground I had been attempting to maintain.

  My fingers brushed Felicity’s cheek, and there was the thin sound of sizzling flesh once again. I yelped in surprise as a blistering divot appeared on the back of my hand.

  Constance’s voice sounded again as she exclaimed, “Oh my God…”

  “What the fuck is goin’ on back there?!” Ben asked, confused urgency in his tone. “Mandalay, what’s happenin’?!”

  “Rowan!” Constance called out.

  Her voice hit my ears as a pounding echo. My body was beginning to tense in a mirror image of my wife’s as I inadvertently plugged myself in to her ethereal connection with Kimberly Forest. I forced myself to move against the constricting tendons, feeling them burn with the resistance.

  “Heee’sss looosssiinggg itttt, Sstoorrrmmmmmm!” Mandalay’s voice stretched through time, a languid stream of sound.

  Ben’s words rumbled through the van, following hers in a repeat performance of the elastic speech. “Sssstaaayy wiiittthhh usssss, Rooowwwwaaannn!”

  I struggled to keep my eyes focused on Felicity as I sought a new ground. I jerkily pulled my hand away from her cheek and saw a new burn forming. I reached for her again, but it didn’t matter. I was no longer simply brushing through the ethereal sphere; I was joining with it. Hot pain lanced my own cheek as I became yet another surrogate victim.

  “Roooowwwwaaaannnnn!” Mandalay’s voice flowed around me.

  I tried to turn toward her as agonizing pains began helping themselves to every inch of my body.