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Branard, Lynne.
The art of arranging flowers / Lynne Branard.
p. cm.
ISBN 978-0-425-27271-8 (pbk.)
1. Florists—Fiction. 2. Single women—Fiction. 3. Flower arrangement—Fiction. 4. Flower language—Fiction. 5. Community life—Fiction. 6. Psychological fiction. 7. Washington (State)—Fiction. I. Title.
PS3602.R34485A37 2014
813'.6—dc23
2014001466
PUBLISHING HISTORY
Berkley trade paperback edition / June 2014
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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is entirely coincidental. The publisher does not have any control over and does not assume any responsibility for author or third-party websites or their content.
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To Sally McMillan,
midwife of all my stories, for the calm, easy way you deliver bad news
and the joyful, delighted way you share the good.
For standing with me, for encouraging me,
for always caring about what happens to me,
to my loved ones, and to my work.
You are a brave and beautiful woman
and I am deeply, deeply honored to call you my friend.
Contents
TITLE PAGE
COPYRIGHT
DEDICATION
EPIGRAPH
PROLOGUE
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CHAPTER TWELVE
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
CHAPTER NINETEEN
CHAPTER TWENTY
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
CHAPTER THIRTY
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
CHAPTER FORTY
CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
CHAPTER FIFTY
CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
EPILOGUE
READERS GUIDE
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
I want to unfold. I don’t want to stay folded anywhere,
because where I am folded, there I am a lie.
—RILKE
•PROLOGUE•
DAISY was not crazy. At least not like they said. She wasn’t unstable or paranoid. She wasn’t dissociative or delusional, nor did she ever display homicidal tendencies. She didn’t impose some means of self-mutilation or harbor a borderline personality. She did not require restraints or group therapy and she never intended harm. She took her meds and she was fine. She was not crazy.
The day she died, that cold gray day when I withdrew into myself, that day I cleaned the house from top to bottom, wiped down every wall, emptied every trash can and discarded most of my clothes, that day when I scrubbed and mopped and threw away the things of no matter, closed the curtains in the front room, unplugged all the clocks and disconnected my phone, put on my grandmother’s only black suit, changed the sheets, and lay down on the bed, I was the one who was crazy. I was the one who should have caused everyone worry. I was the one who should have been locked up and tended to. I was the one who should have been restrained and drugged and analyzed, because unlike my beautiful and gentle sister, I meant harm to everything alive and breathing.
I meant harm to my colleagues and to my neighbors, to the doctor who could not bring himself to say she was dead but rather mumbled to me about some deleterious psychosis and charted in his notes the date and time that she “expired.” I meant harm to the chaplain who spoke of death as if it were merely waking up from a troublesome night of sleep, the librarian who wanted to fill my arms with books about grief and loss, the church lady who left loaves of bread and tins of cookies at my door, the mailman who kept bringing bills and cards and form letters from magazines for trial subscriptions, the children laughing as they passed by on the street, the birds that would not stop singing, the nurse who called to tell me I left my coat in the waiting room, and all the people watching as I entered and exited her room without saying a single word, shedding a single tear, asking a single question. I hated them all, and I meant harm to every one of them.
But of course, they never knew they were in danger. They never perceived that I could manage such evil, was capable of such heinous, horrible desires. They never asked. And if they had, they would have discovered that the harm I meant for everyone else was secondary to the harm I meant for myself. Mostly, I just wanted to die with Daisy. I wanted to be done with this life of come-and-go mothers and missing fathers. I wanted out of this homeless existence. I wanted to be dead just like my sister. And for a long time I was. It was just that no one knew. I took a leave of absence from law school, stayed in bed, ate only what was left in kitchen cabinets and at the door of my apartment.
I was crazy. I was broken. I was dead.
And then, one day I wasn’t. It took months and it took grace and it took some unexpected slight shift of sadness that slipped just enough, just barely enough to make room for beauty. And once it happened, once I saw it happen, I got up from bed and I went out to t
he corner market for milk and chocolate bars and I decided to live.
Now I am alive and breathing and mostly back together, damaged but still “strong in the broken places,” as Hemingway would say.
When people first asked me about my business venture, about why I do what I do, how I switched from being a student of law to a florist, I used to shake my head, look around at where I was standing, where they were asking, and I would say, “The flowers saved me.”
Of course, that is never the answer anyone expects to hear. It’s an explanation that’s not deemed acceptable. Most people don’t understand a relationship with plants, a love of stalks and blooms, the art of arranging flowers, and most people never heard about my sister’s death and my coming back to life.
I cannot fully tell the story of being pulled out of bed one dawn in early spring by the sight of sharp, verdant leaves of ivy: sharp, verdant leaves that were alive and somehow creeping out of a small pot, motioning me to the window. I cannot explain the burst of color, the brightest blue of the hydrangea bush, so bright it hurt my eyes, the tip of the tiniest pink crocus shadowed by slender blades of grass. I can’t articulate how I felt about the yellow monkeyflower, the sweet pea and the hollyhock, or how I was saved by the soft petals of the orange rose, the color so elegant, so masterful, it literally forced breath back into my body.
I used to try to explain about my death and resurrection when I was asked in innocence or passing why I became a florist, but I soon learned it is too much of a story. It is too intimate a portrait of loss, and most folks don’t want to hear of deep longings, of grief being soothed by beauty. So I never tell that story even when I’m asked how I survived Daisy’s death. I never say that I owe flowers my life and that I am simply giving back to the source of my salvation. I never say that I grow, select, arrange, and sell flowers because I now belong to them and because it is my way to honor them. They snatched me from the jaws of death and set me back on the path of life.
I just mention the community college courses in floral arrangements and the chance meeting of the former owner of the florist shop in the small Washington town near my mother’s home place. I just explain about the little bit of money I had to invest and that flowers are easier to understand than people. I just say that as odd as it sounds, at the age of twenty-five, I discovered, suddenly and miraculously, that I have a gift for creating bouquets.
And of course, with that, they smile and nod and show a measure of appreciation and then ask if the price quoted online includes delivery. That’s really all they want to know of a life like mine anyway, and really, that’s all I should be willing to share.
And so, every morning for twenty years, I have risen and taken my place behind a counter, near a large refrigerated storage room known as the cooler, the smells of life and death mingled and waiting in every molecule of space, the deep and bright blooms from gardens near and far flashing all around, and I take in the deepest breath, holding it, closing my eyes, opening them at the moment I exhale, and I think of the magic of it all, the serendipitous magic of how a thing like grief can crack a heart wide open and how color and light, stemmed and covered in leaves, can knit it back together.
That is the real truth of who I am and what I do, but most people here in Creekside don’t know anything about that. All they know is that I arrived and occupied Sam Jenkins’s place just before they put in the stoplight at the intersection of Main and Fifth streets. They know I keep a file on everyone, remembering dates and favorite flowers.
They know my bouquets last longer and are cheaper than the flowers they order off the Internet. They know I have some knowledge of herbs and remedies and that I can take what they tell me and satisfy their desire of expression.
They know I live alone with my dog, Clementine, ride my bike or walk to work, have a van for deliveries.
They know my name is Ruby Jewell, that I’m Peaches Johnson Jewell’s oldest child, Claudette and Wynon’s only living granddaughter, and that I own the Flower Shoppe.
•ONE•
RUBY, I can’t believe I forgot again! Happy New Year, Clementine.”
The wind chime on the front door sounds, and Clementine raises her head, yawns, and then settles back down; she is sleeping beneath the table, and I come around the corner. I am carrying a short clear glass vase filled with a bouquet of roses, yellow ones from Lubbock, six of them surrounded by thin stems of baby’s breath with a few slender reeds of eucalyptus and bear grass.
“They are spectacular,” Stan Marcus says, shaking his head. “Exactly what she likes. You are omnipotent.”
“Stan, I keep a database. I knew it was your anniversary. It’s not really omnipotence when the computer sends up a flag on the calendar page.” I place the vase of roses next to the cash register. Stan is always one of my first customers of the New Year. His anniversary is the fifteenth day of January. It’s typically very slow the week after the holidays and I get his bouquet made early.
“I should get one of those things,” he replies.
“You don’t have a calendar page on your computer?” I ask, ringing up the sale.
“No, I don’t have a computer.” He reaches in his back pocket for his wallet.
“Oh.” I punch in the buttons: medium bouquet, no delivery, store pickup. “Stan, you’re an accountant, how is it possible for you not to have a computer?”
He hands me his credit card. “I have Marcy. She does all the data entry, prints up those fancy forms. I keep up to date on the laws from journals and sort through boxes of receipts. I didn’t start with a computer in 1962 and I just never found I needed one.” He puts his wallet on the counter. “Yellow pads,” he adds. “A carton of those and a calculator is all the computing I need.”
“It’s thirty-seven dollars,” I say, running his card on the machine. “Well, maybe if you had one you’d remember your anniversary every year.” I smile.
Stan Marcus was my very first customer in Creekside. I have made a floral arrangement for every anniversary, Valentine’s Day, and his wife’s birthday. Lucky for Stan and for me, Viola likes flowers. He rarely modifies his gift purchases.
“Oh, I don’t know,” he replies. “I guess I like finding out it’s my anniversary with a phone call. Sort of gives me a rush, like it did forty-five years ago when I asked Viola to be my wife and she said yes. When you call to remind me, it just feels like the same surprise all over again, to remember I got to meet and marry the love of my life. I like hearing it from you. It’s better than a flag on a screen.”
“Okay,” I say. “But one day Viola might like to know you went shopping for her, you know, ahead of time.” I hand him back his card and the receipt.
“Viola likes flowers. She buys herself whatever she wants, but flowers, she says, should come from love.”
“And it’s a marvelous thing that you know that. It may be the reason you’re still married after forty-five years,” I note. I’m smiling again.
“Well, that and I take her over to Seattle a couple of times a year to stay at the Four Seasons. She does love a day in the city, a massage in the evening, and a glass of wine on the wharf at sunset.”
“Yes, I can see why she loves you. She’s a lucky woman, Stan.”
“Always and forever, I am the lucky one.” He winks at me and puts the Visa and receipt in his wallet and sticks it in his pocket. “And that is something I never forget.”
“Do you need a card?” I ask, already knowing the answer.
“That has been purchased and signed.”
I know that Stan picks out Viola’s cards months in advance. He has a folder of them at his office. He told me of a particular stationery shop he visits when he goes to Post Falls to visit his mother in the nursing home. He often buys her flowers too, although she likes the dish gardens, African violets, succulents. I always pick her out something that lasts. She doesn’t have a garden anymore, so she likes to take care of houseplants. Stan says that it gives her a sense of responsibility.
“Thank you, Ruby.” He reaches for the vase. He lowers his face into the clump of flowers, takes in a deep breath, and grins. “Yellow roses for my girl from Texas. Some things never change.”
“Viola has always made it clear what she likes.” I close the register and rest my hands on my hips.
“See you in a couple of weeks,” he says, remembering that it will be his wife’s birthday soon.
I nod too. I know it well.
“She’ll be sixty-five this year, you know? Doesn’t look a day over forty,” he adds.
“Then I’ll order something special from the warehouse,” I say.
He turns for the door. “You’ll find just the right thing,” he replies, “You always do. Good-bye, Ruby; good-bye, Clem.” He speaks again to my dog, who is still sleeping soundly beneath the table behind me and does not reply.
I watch the sway of the chime as the breeze slides in through the door when he leaves. I turn to Clementine, my yellow lab, and she winks. I glance back to the street and notice the boy peeking in the window only after Stan has stepped away from the sidewalk and moved across the street.
•TWO•
THE Flower Shoppe,” I say, answering the phone on the second ring, tugging my sweater around me. It’s a bit chilly today.
“Ruby, it’s Madeline from over at the church.”
She doesn’t have to tell me which church because I know Madeline and I know she’s been the secretary at the Creekside Lutheran Congregation for as long as I’ve been the florist just up the street from where she works.
Ruth Jane is the secretary at St. Bede’s Catholic and Miss Bertie is over at Harbor Light Baptist. There’s a Foursquare Gospel and a Free Methodist Church in Creekside as well as a few other Christian meeting groups, but they don’t have secretaries to order their flowers. Mostly I hear from pastors’ wives and presidents of the women’s councils of the other congregations, but Madeline and Ruth Jane and Miss Bertie are my best church contacts.
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