by Trisha Wolfe
She was a delicious apparition who would haunt me forever if I didn’t discover who she was. That one piece around her neck could open a world of knowledge for me about my temptress. It was the key to her.
But I digress. The point of this story, the moral, is that we can plan for a life, make endless preparations, have everything falling into place…and then boom! We’re rocked. Our very foundation tested.
What we choose to do after the fact defines us.
My little red widow shook my world that night. That upset nearly catapulted me to ground zero. But I would rebuild. I would come back stronger, smarter, deadlier.
Instead of submitting to her venom, allowing it to consume me whole—I festered in it, little by little, until I built up a tolerance. And once I was sure I could suffer her bite without succumbing to my weakness, I struck.
But on that night—the night that tipped the first domino—I watched. As always.
In the end, I made my mentor proud. I obeyed his command and suffered her poisonous attack in writhing agony.
Oh, how I would revel in my vengeance. How I would draw blood. How I would bleed her until her entire world ran red…
But first, I would unlock her secrets.
Avery stirs in my lap. I glance down, having almost forgotten the point of my story. My fingers dig into her hair and I yank her head up. Her whimper soothes the burn of that memory.
“I bet you don’t know what I know,” I whisper to her.
Her thick sobs send a shiver over my skin, and I wrap my other hand around her throat. Squeeze until her body is wracked with tremors.
Then with disgust, I shove her off and stand. She curls into a ball at my feet, her pathetic crying and the jangle of her chains suddenly grating my nerves.
“What is taking our Sadie so long?” I ask, not really seeking an answer.
I’ve patiently and painstakingly orchestrated the perfect scene…and my beauty is not keeping to the plan. It was the wrong move allowing them to take her communication away. It forced my hand, and I hate that. It was too soon.
With a deep inhale, I find my center. No one could’ve created what I have. No one could present Sadie with the perfect gift as I have done. So, no one can take this away from me.
With a grunt, I reach for the lever and crank the rig. The chains clang and rattle as they pull taut, dangling a thrashing Avery in the middle of my dungeon. Her pink tank top clings to her slick skin, her bare thighs glisten from hours of struggle. Her recently dyed brown hair layers her face, concealing just enough, tempting me to believe she is my love.
My cock hardens at the prospect, but no—not yet. She’s an illusion. I want—I will have—the real thing.
I turn to leave so that Avery can experience what transformed my Sadie into the ultimate beauty, but a rumbling snags my attention. The phone on the table vibrates to life.
My excitement almost makes me trip over my own feet to get to it. And then…on the screen…in beautiful bold font, there she is.
Sadie: You have something of mine, and I want it back.
A wild laugh escapes me.
Me: I’ve missed you.
Sadie: Then let’s make a trade.
My hands quake with my anticipation as I clutch the phone.
One more game, then checkmate.
3
Apart
Colton
“The signal is pinging all over the state,” the tech behind the computer says. “He’s using a proxy chain. No way to get an accurate trace.”
Sadie curses as she stares down at her cell phone. “And he’s not taking the bait. Dammit. I need to send a message that really tempts him.”
Quinn holds up his hand. “He knows what we’re trying to do.”
“We have to try,” she says. “I can convince him to meet with me. I just need more time…to be able to get inside his head.”
She looks over at me, her eyes fierce. I know what’s going through her mind. Her words say one thing to Quinn and the task force, and another entirely to me. When she makes her move away from them, I’ll be there. I won’t let her do this alone.
“He has to feel like he’s the one in control,” she continues, her thumbs flying over the on-screen keyboard. “As long as I stay in communication with him, keep his focus on me, he’s not…” She trails off, pain flashing across her face. She clears her throat. “Then he’s not focused on Avery.”
“Letting the UNSUB be the shot caller is not what we want,” Quinn says.
Sadie’s gaze swings up. “He’s a pathological narcissist who needs all attention to be on him. If it’s not, if anything threatens his sense of control, he’ll devolve. He’ll become unpredictable, and I’m not letting that happen.” Her glare narrows on Quinn. “Besides, he has Avery. He’s absolutely the shot caller.”
I glance between them, caught in the middle of their stare down, observing a battle of wills that must’ve started long before now. I’m tempted to back up Sadie—she knows more about this UNSUB’s character than anyone here—but I know my place. And it’s not in the line of fire. For now.
With a disgruntled sigh, Quinn caves. “Are we ready to give the updated profile to the task force?”
She finishes her text as the techs monitor each keystroke. “Yes.” She looks up. “We’re ready. I’ve already given the unis a short comparison sheet. I put them on the task of bringing in any suspect that matches that description. I want every possible offender put in holding while I’m able to keep in contact with the UNSUB.”
“We don’t have the resources or the time to hunt down every suspect and bring them in, Bonds,” Quinn roars.
Sadie moves to stand at the front of the conference room, a whirl of chaos rushing around her. She’s the calm center of a storm in the midst of crashing waves; they break against her, but she’s the rock holding strong against the tide. She’s beautiful.
“Make it happen,” she snaps. “We’re wasting time arguing over it. I need to get out of here and—”
“And go where?” Quinn steps closer to her, and my hands curl into fists at my sides. “This entire building has already been processed. I’ve told you this.”
She stares right back at him. “Not by me it hasn’t.”
Quinn shakes his head. “What are you hoping to find that CSU hasn’t?”
“I don’t know, Quinn—I’ll know it when I see it. And right now, we have nothing else.” Her bottom lip trembles, just for a second. Just a peek into the doubt and heartache clashing inside her.
That one glimpse at her pain sends me to her side, earning me a cool glare from Quinn. “She’s right. You know she needs to be the one to head this up.”
Sticking my neck out in front of Quinn isn’t the smartest move. Especially when there’s a piece of evidence in the form of a letter from the UNSUB addressed to me in my pocket. But there’s an understanding between Quinn and me. He’s not calling into question her knowledge on the case or her ability to work it; he’s concerned for her safety. That concern, however, is going to cost Avery her life if he doesn’t trust himself to protect Sadie.
I uncovered that insecurity during our tense ride to the station when he threatened me to stay away from her. It was a revealing moment between us that put a bad taste in my mouth.
But he doesn’t respond to me. Glowering past me, he addresses Sadie. “If he’s going to remain here, he goes into a box. He’s not helping otherwise. And technically, he’s still a suspect.” Quinn crosses his arms, making his point.
“I’m not going back into interrogation,” I say, matching his stance.
“Christ,” Sadie says. She hands the phone to the main tech, then turns toward us. “He’s not responding anymore.” Placing her hands to her forehead, she pushes her hair back, her agitation apparent. To Quinn, she says, “You said we were partners on this. And as such, that requires trust.”
His features harden into an impenetrable expression as he holds Sadie’s stare. It’s as if something of a deeper mean
ing passes between them, and I try hard to keep my resentment in check.
“Do you trust me?”
Quinn releases his stubborn will with a long exhale. His shoulders deflate. “Yes. I trust you.”
“Then don’t question my leads. Please.” The pleading in her voice is enough to break any man. “We have to work together on this. It’s the only way. I’ll work the potential abduction sites, while you compare the members of the club that Colton flagged against—” she lowers her voice “—against the department. Use the profile as the control.”
Quinn’s eyes widen. “There’s no way to do that incognito. I need us all working as a team, and dissidence will put a halt to that real quick.” He stuffs his hands in his pockets. “No better way to throw a wrench in the system than to start pointing fingers.”
Sadie nods. “Let me handle that part. Just try to find a way to run searches without alerting Wexler or anyone else.”
Again, Quinn stares at Sadie for a long moment before he agrees. “All right.” Then he turns toward the room and takes in the anarchy that has descended over the task force. “Get in line, people! We have new information.”
I move to the back of the room and lean against the wall as the officers find seats. Every ear is piqued as Quinn prepares to address his task force.
“This case is no longer about catching a serial killer. It’s about bringing home one of our own.” He nods to a cop at the front of the room, and he proceeds to place three enlarged portraits of the bound and gagged woman from my phone on the giant whiteboard.
The air is alive with tension as the sudden, stark silence charges the room.
“Avery Johnson is a top medical examiner in her field. She’s worked with the ACPD for more than five years, and what’s more, she’s family.” A rumble of acknowledgement flows through the room. “We’re bringing her home.”
Quinn adjusts his stance, getting into his leader mode. I have to admit, he’s good at it. “Avery disappeared sometime between the night before last and early this morning. She’s presumed to have been missing for at least ten hours. We know the next twenty-four hours of this case is crucial. Therefore, we do not sleep, eat, drink, piss, or shit until we have a break in this case. And we’re going to follow Agent Bonds’ profile to the letter.” He glances over at her and nods.
My heart jumps into my throat as Sadie takes the floor. She’s tiny compared to Quinn, but every inch of her radiates authority. She’s wearing the dress she had on last night, with my leather jacket zipped up to conceal most of it.
“The UNSUB we’re hunting was once part of a partnership,” she begins. “A killing team. He built his original identity on the foundation of that bond, and therefore feels out of sorts working alone. It’s the reason he devolved so rapidly once he started the killing cycle again. He’s seeking a connection with another individual in which he can rebuild that team dynamic.”
Her gaze settles on me for a brief second, her eyes harboring the truth of her words. The UNSUB has already found someone to try to form that relationship with. Sadie. This has all been to gain her attention, and in a warped manner, her approval. In some morbid way, this guy looks at it like foreplay. My back teeth grind.
“He was dependent on his mentor, and the loss of that relationship caused an upset which manifested in identity confusion,” she continues. “His methodology evolved as he tried to discover his own style without a teacher. We see that result in his copycat approach to an ideal serial killer.”
A hand goes up, and Sadie nods to the officer. “Why did the UNSUB select the Blood Countess, Agent Bonds? There’re so many other serial killers to choose from. Do we have insight into a connection there?”
My discomfort reflects Quinn’s tense form.
Sadie lifts her head a notch higher. “That’s a question of the chicken and the egg.” At the confused grumble echoing around the room, she clarifies. “Did the UNSUB first select Bathory to emulate, then seek out a connection? Or did he search within our department first to establish a correlation?” She takes a breath. “Truthfully, I’m not sure. The only thing I know positively is that he is a narcissist who must control his environment. My knowledge and expertise on the Bathory murders gave him the foothold he needed to build upon. Once that connection within the department was made, he used it as his narcissistic supply. What better way to garner attention than to tap directly into the source?
“Pathological narcissists have a grandiose sense of self. Their need for admiration outweighs their every other need, and their lack of empathy means others will suffer because of it. Our UNSUB is a malignant narcissist who seeks omnipotence, and will attempt to achieve this by any means. He must be in control. Therefore, our authority is a direct threat to him.”
Notes are jotted down while this information resonates.
“The UNSUB is comfortable in victims’ homes, as well as outside in the open. He’s a psychopathic sexual sadist who uses a victim’s home—her place of shelter and safety—against her to dominate her in her own element and increase her fear.
“This particular deviant offender is organized and methodical, but because he needs to be seen in a god-like manner, he suffers to maintain his own delusion. He’s structured his world by a set of rituals that he must fulfill to keep his delusion sound. His fiction involving the Countess Bathory ties him to this department, and the abduction of Avery—an insider to us—stresses his desire to overthrow what he views as the ultimate authority and make it his own.”
Another hand goes up. “Where do we start looking?”
Sadie rolls her shoulders. “Offenders who suffer from this specific narcissism are prone to work in economics, politics, and even medicine. Pathological or malignant narcissists are also drawn to careers in law. Such as lawyers…or law enforcement itself.” Tension thrums heavily among the body of officers. “Because of his inside knowledge on the workings of this department, it’s not an assumption that he has direct access. Either to someone here, or as a member himself.”
Of all people, Detective Carson speaks up. “But couldn’t he be obtaining his information from the leak? I mean, just about the whole world has insider knowledge now thanks to that.”
Carson. That smug asshole feels he’s above raising his hand. If anyone in this department fits the profile, it’s that douchebag.
Sadie seems to agree as she cuts her eyes at him, but she quickly checks herself. “If he’s not working directly with the ACPD, then yes, he could likely be in contact with the leak.”
Carson jumps in again. “Then if we find the leak, we can locate the UNSUB, right? Why aren’t we profiling the leak, Agent Bonds? Seems just as logical.”
“Our effort is best spent on discovering the identity of the UNSUB, Detective Carson. We need all focus on him and bringing Avery back alive.” She presses on before Carson can interrupt. “Which leads us to the next leg of this investigation. Deducing what we know from his previous partner.”
“Wait,” Carson says, standing. “We have this information? Since when?”
“Since now.” Quinn moves to the forefront. “There’s already a team working the angle of this suspect. Due to the leak in the department—” he eyes Carson “—this task force is on a need-to-know basis as new information develops.”
Quinn clears is throat. “The UNSUB is suspected of being involved with the serial killings that went cold two years ago in Roanoke. I have a packet for each member of the task force that elaborates on this profile and the evidence we need to uncover to determine the UNSUB’s identity.”
“Is the UNSUB still in contact with Agent Bonds?” another officer asks.
Quinn goes to answer, but Sadie intercepts the question. “Yes. We’re going to continue to use this tactic to keep communication open about Avery’s condition.”
“That’s it, people,” Quinn says. “Most of you already have your instructions. The rest proceed to the front to get your assignments. We’re going to get this sadistic perp, and we’re goin
g to save Avery. Get to work!”
The room breaks apart in a chaotic but orderly fashion, every person hustling to get back on the case. I move toward the front of the room. I’m not on the task force. I’m the furthest thing from a cop there is…but I’ll do whatever I can to help Sadie. I know Quinn and the others have her back, will do everything in their power to keep her safe during this—but they’re also working within the law to do so.
If it comes down to it, they have to make their choices according to regulations, and that could complicate their duty. My only duty is to Sadie.
She will take every risk to save her friend, and I will take every risk to make sure she walks away alive. Quinn and Carson can measure their pricks along the black and white sideline for all I care. I won’t hesitate when it comes to her.
“What the hell is he doing here?” Carson says as I approach. “We’ve got a fucking leak, but we’re just letting suspect civilians have inside access?”
Quinn directs his attention on me. “He’s providing information on The Lair.” He looks at Carson. “And he’s your new informant. He’s riding with you to bring in suspects.”
“What?” I say.
“The hell?” Carson follows up.
My chest ignites. The thought of separating from Sadie signals a huge red flag. “I’m not leaving Sadie.”
“I don’t like it. But maybe it isn’t such a bad idea,” Carson says with a slight smirk. “Keep him in custody where I can keep an eye on him. Plus, I need him to bring in his brother.” He sends me a sidelong look. “Who just suddenly up and vanished.”
“No,” Sadie cuts in. “Colton can’t be out there. For once, Carson’s right. The UNSUB is using whatever and whoever to get to me. I can’t chance Colton getting hurt.”
Quinn runs a hand through his hair and groans. “It’s the only way to cover every angle without giving up our leads.” His gaze is hard on her, and I can see the understanding in her eyes as it hits.
