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by David Lehman

from The Southern Review

  JENNY JOHNSON

  Aria

  1.

  Tonight at a party we will say farewell

  to a close friend’s breasts, top surgery for months

  she’s saved for. Bundled close on a back step,

  we wave a Bic lighter and burn her bra.

  At first struggling to catch nylon aflame,

  in awe we watch as all but the sheer black

  underwire melts before forming a deep

  quiet hole in the snow.

  Sometimes the page

  too goes quiet, a body that we’ve stopped

  speaking with, a chest out of which music

  will come if she’s a drum flattened tight, if she’s

  pulled like canvas across a field, a frame

  where curves don’t show, exhalation without air.

  Then this off-pitch soprano steals through.

  2.

  Then this off-pitch soprano steals through

  a crack that’s lit. A scarlet gap between

  loose teeth. Interior trill. We’re rustling open.

  Out of a prohibited body why

  long for melody? Just a thrust of air,

  a little space with which to make this thistling

  sound, stretch of atmosphere to piss through when

  you’re scared shitless. Little sister, the sky

  is falling and I don’t mind, I don’t mind,

  a line a girl, a prophet half my age,

  told me to listen for one summer when

  I was gutless, a big-mouthed carp that drank

  down liters of algae, silt, fragile shale

  while black-winged ospreys plummeted from above.

  3.

  While black-winged ospreys plummeted from above,

  we were born beneath. You know what I mean?

  I’ll tell you what the girls who never love

  us back taught me: The strain within will tune

  the torqued pitch. In 1902 the last

  castrato sang “Ave Maria.”

  His voice—a bifurcated swell. So pure

  a lady screams with ecstasy. Voce

  bianco! Breath control. Hold each note. Extend

  the timbre. Pump the chest, that balloon room,

  and lift pink lips, chin so soft and beardless,

  a flutter, a flourish, a cry stretching beyond

  its range, cruising through four octaves, a warbler,

  a starling with supernatural restraint.

  4.

  A starling with supernatural restraint,

  a tender glissando on a scratched LP,

  his flute could speak catbird and hermit thrush.

  It was the year a war occurred or troops

  were sent while homicide statistics rose;

  I stopped teaching to walkout, my arms linked

  to my students to show a mayor who didn’t

  show. Seven hundred youth leaned on adults

  who leaned back. We had lost another smart kid

  to a bullet in the Fillmore, Sunnyside,

  the Tenderloin. To love without resource

  or peace. When words were noise, a jazz cut was steel.

  I listened for Dolphy’s pipes in the pitch dark:

  A far cry. Epistrophy. A refusal.

  5.

  A far cry. Epistrophy. A refusal.

  A nightingale is recorded in a field

  where finally we meet to touch and sleep.

  A nightingale attests

  as bombers buzz and whir

  overhead enroute to raid.

  We meet undercover of brush and dust.

  We meet to revise what we heard.

  The year I can’t tell you. The past restages

  the future. Palindrome we can’t resolve.

  But the coded trill a fever ascending,

  a Markov chain, discrete equation,

  generative pulse, sweet arrest,

  bronchial junction, harmonic jam.

  6.

  Bronchial junction, harmonic jam,

  her disco dancing shatters laser light.

  Her rock rap screamed through a plastic bullhorn

  could save my life. Now trauma is a remix,

  a beat played back, a circadian pulse we can’t shake,

  inherent in the meter we might speak,

  so with accompaniment I choose to heal

  at a show where every body that I press against

  lip syncs: I’ve got post binary gender chores . . .

  I’ve got to move. Oh, got to move. This box

  is least insufferable when I can feel

  your anger crystallize a few inches away,

  see revolutions in your hips and fists.

  I need a crown to have this dance interlude.

  7.

  I need a crown to have this dance interlude

  or more than one. Heating flapjacks you re-

  read “Danse Russe,” where a man alone and naked

  invents a ballet swinging his shirt around

  his head. Today you’re a dandier nude

  in argyle socks and not lonely as you

  slide down the hall echoing girly tunes

  through a mop handle: You make me feel like. . . .

  She-bop doo wop . . . an original butch

  domestic. The landlord is looking through

  the mini-blinds. Perched on a sycamore,

  a yellow throated warbler measures your

  schisms, fault lines, your taciturn vibrato.

  Tonight, as one crowd, we will bridge this choir.

  from Beloit Poetry Journal

  LAWRENCE JOSEPH

  So Where Are We?

  So where were we? The fiery

  avalanche headed right at us—falling,

  flailing bodies in mid-air—

  the neighborhood under thick gray powder—

  on every screen. I don’t know

  where you are, I don’t know what

  I’m going to do, I heard a man say;

  the man who had spoken was myself.

  What year? Which Southwest Asian war?

  Smoke from infants’ brains

  on fire from the phosphorus hours

  after they’re killed, killers

  reveling in the horror. The more obscene

  the better it works. The point

  at which a hundred thousand massacred

  is only a detail. Asset and credit bubbles

  about to burst. Too much consciousness

  of too much at once, a tangle of tenses

  and parallel thoughts, a series of feelings

  overlapping a sudden sensation

  felt and known, those chains of small facts

  repeated endlessly, in the depths

  of silent time. So where are we?

  My ear turns, like an animal’s. I listen.

  Like it or not, a digital you is out there.

  Half of that city’s buildings aren’t there.

  Who was there when something was, and a witness

  to it? The rich boy general conducts the Pakistani

  heroin trade on a satellite phone from his cave.

  On the top floor of the Federal Reserve

  in an office looking out onto Liberty

  at the South Tower’s onetime space,

  the Secretary of the Treasury concedes

  they got killed in terms of perceptions.

  Ten blocks away is the Church of the Transfiguration,

  in the back is a Byzantine Madonna—

  there is a God, a God who fits the drama

  in a very particular sense. What you said—

  the memory of a memory of a remembered

  memory, the color of a memory, violet and black.

  The lunar eclipse on the winter solstice,

  the moon a red and black and copper hue.

  The streets, the harbor, the light, the sky.

  The blue and cloudless intense and blue morning sky
.

  from Granta

  FADY JOUDAH

  Tenor

  To break with the past

  Or break it with the past

  The enormous car-packed

  Parking lot flashes like a frozen body

  Of water a paparazzi sea

  After take off

  And because the pigeons laid eggs and could fly

  Because the kittens could survive

  Under the rubble wrapped

  In shirts of the dead

  And the half-empty school benches

  Where each boy sits next

  To his absence and holds him

  In the space between two palms

  Pressed to a face—

  This world this hospice

  from Beloit Poetry Journal

  JOY KATZ

  Death Is Something Entirely Else

  Department of Trance

  Department of Dream of Levitation

  Department of White Fathom

  Department of Winding

  Sometimes my son orders me lie down

  I like best when he orders me lie down close your eyes.

  Department of Paper Laid Gently

  (Department of Sound of Sheets of Paper

  he covers me with)

  then sings

  I like best the smallest sounds he makes then

  Department of This Won’t Sting

  Am I slipping away

  Department of Violet Static

  as if he were a distant station?

  Department of Satellite

  My child says you sleep

  Department of Infinitely Flexible Web

  and covers my face with blankness

  Department of Tap-Tapping the Vein

  Department of Eyelash

  I can’t speak

  or even blink

  or the page laid over my face will fall

  Department of Clear Tape in Whorls and Double Helixes on the Wall

  He says mama don’t look

  Department of You Won’t Feel a Thing

  I cannot behold

  Department of Pinprick

  He will not behold

  Department of Veils and Chimes

  Lungs Afloat in Ether

  I like this best

  Department of Spider Vein

  when I am most like dead

  and being with him then, Department of Notes

  Struck from Thin Glasses Successively at Random

  I must explain to my child that sleep

  is not the same as dead

  Department of Borderlessness

  so that he may not be afraid of

  Department of Fingertips Lightly on Eyelids

  so I can lie and listen

  not holding not carrying not working

  Department of Becalmed faint sound of him

  I am gone

  His song is the door back to the room

  I am composed of the notes

  from The Cincinnati Review

  JAMES KIMBRELL

  How to Tie a Knot

  If I eat a diet of rain and nuts, walk to the P.O.

  in a loincloth, file for divorce from the world of matter,

  say not-it! to the sea oats, not-it! to the sky

  above the disheveled palms, not-it! to the white or green oyster boats

  and the men on the bridge with their fishing rods

  that resemble so many giant whiskers,

  if I repeat this is not-it, this is not why I’m waiting here,

  will I fill the universe with all that is not-it

  and allow myself to grow very still in the center of

  this fishing town in winter? Will I look out past the cat

  sleeping in the windowsill and say not-it garbage can,

  not-it Long’s Video Store, until I happen upon what

  is not not-it? Will I wake up and BEHOLD!

  the “actual,” the “real,” the “awe-thentic,” the IS?

  Instead I walk down to the Island Quicky, take a pound

  of bait shrimp in an ice-filled baggy, then walk to the beach

  to catch my dinner. Now waiting is the work

  I’m waiting for. Now the sand crane dive-bombs the surf

  of his own enlightenment because everything

  is bait and lust and hard-up for supper.

  I came out here to pare things down,

  wanted to be wind, simple as sand, to hear each note

  in the infinite orchestra of waves fizzling out

  beneath the rotting dock at five o’clock in the afternoon

  when the voice that I call I is a one-man boat

  slapping toward the shore of a waning illusion.

  Hello, waves of salty and epiphanic distance. Good day,

  bird who will eventually

  go blind from slamming headfirst into the water.

  What do you say, fat flounder out there

  deep in your need, looking like sand speckled with shells,

  lying so still you’re hardly there, lungs lifting

  with such small air, flesh both succulent and flakey

  when baked with white wine, lemon and salt, your eyes

  rolling toward their one want when the line jerks, and the reel

  clicks, and the rod bends, and you give up

  the ocean floor for a mouthful of land.

  from The Cincinnati Review

  NOELLE KOCOT

  Poem

  With deepest reverence,

  I shop for bones.

  And what is the candy

  And the daylight

  And the horse without hunger?

  Too many ducts for us to think of,

  And here we are punishing the

  Lines above our faces.

  Enormity is a hoof

  With unanswerable sounds,

  And the void is filled with fire.

  My dream is to fall apart,

  To cry for a century,

  But I have not cried, not at all.

  I keep my distance like the tines

  Of a fork from one another,

  Dressing, undressing the fabulous wounds.

  But now, back to our story,

  It has coffee in it, a naked river.

  Blessed are we who rapture

  An electric wire, blessed be

  The falling things about our faces,

  Blessed is the socket of an eye

  That lights the body, because

  In the end, in the very end, it’s

  Just you. You and you. And you.

  from New American Writing

  MAXINE KUMIN

  Either Or

  Death, in the orderly procession

  of random events on this gradually

  expiring planet crooked in a negligible

  arm of a minor galaxy adrift among

  millions of others bursting apart in

  the amnion of space, will, said Socrates,

  be either a dreamless slumber without end

  or a migration of the soul from one place

  to another, like the shadow of smoke rising

  from the backroom woodstove that climbs

  the trunk of the ash tree outside

  my window and now that the sun is up

  down come two red squirrels and a nuthatch.

  Later we are promised snow.

  So much for death today and long ago.

  from Ploughshares

  SARAH LINDSAY

  Hollow Boom Soft Chime: The Thai Elephant Orchestra

  A sound of far-off thunder from instruments

  ten feet away: drums, a log,

  a gong of salvage metal. Chimes

  of little Issan bells, pipes in a row, sometimes

  a querulous harmonica.

  Inside the elephant orchestra’s audience,

  bubbles form, of shame and joy, and burst.

  Did elephants look so sad and wise,

  a tourist thinks, her camera cold in her p
ocket,

  before we came to say they look sad and wise?

  Did mastodons have merry, unwrinkled faces?

  Hollow boom soft chime, stamp of a padded foot,

  tingle of renaat, rattle of angklung.

  This music pauses sometimes, but does not end.

  Prathida gently strokes the bells with a mallet.

  Poong and his mahout regard the gong.

  Paitoon sways before two drums,

  bumping them, keeping time with her switching tail.

  Sales of recordings help pay for their thin enclosure

  of trampled grass. They have never lived free.

  Beside a dry African river

  their wild brother lies, a punctured balloon,

  torn nerves trailing from the stumps of his tusks.

  Hollow boom soft chime, scuff of a broad foot,

  sometimes, rarely, a blatting elephant voice.

  They seldom attend the instruments

  without being led to them, but, once they’ve begun,

  often refuse to stop playing.

  from Poetry

  AMIT MAJMUDAR

  The Autobiography of Khwaja Mustasim

  I stood for twenty years a chess piece in Córdoba, the black rook.

  I was a parrot fed melon seeds by the eleventh caliph.

  I sparked to life in a Damascus forge, no bigger than my own pupil.

  I was the mosquito whose malarial kiss conquered Alexander.

  I bound books in Bukhara, burned them in Balkh.

  In my four hundred and sixteenth year I came to Qom.

  I tasted Paradise early as an ant in the sugar bin of Mehmet Pasha’s chief chef.

  I was a Hindu slave stonemason who built the Blue Mosque without believing.

  I rode as a louse under Burton’s turban when he sneaked into Mecca.

  I butchered halal in Jalalabad.

  I had been a vulture just ten years when I looked down and saw Karbala set for me like a table.

  I walked that lush Hafiz home and held his head while he puked.

  I was one of those four palm trees smart-bomb-shaken behind the reporter’s khaki vest.

  I threw out the English-language newspaper that went on to hide the roadside bomb.

  The nails in which were taken from my brother’s coffin.

  My sister’s widowing sighed sand in a thousand Kalashnikovs.

  I buzzed by a tube light, and three intelligence officers, magazines rolled, hunted me in vain.

  Here I am at last, born in a city whose name, on General Elphinstone’s 1842 map, was misspelt “Heart.”

 

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