by Kathy Love
They walked silently for several moments; then she decided it was going to be a very long day if they were both mute the whole time.
“How long have you been into the paranormal?”
Killian looked as if he was startled to discover her still in step beside him. Probably he was. He seemed like a pretty self-absorbed kind of guy.
Be nice, she told herself.
“Oh—” He seemed to consider the question for a second, then shrugged. “My whole life, really.”
“Really? Was your family into paranormal research too?”
He nodded. “Yeah. Really into it.”
“Was that—strange?”
Again he was silent for a moment, then another shrug. “Not really. It’s all I’ve known.”
“Yeah,” Poppy said. She kind of felt like the past four years were all she’d known too. Sometimes it was hard to remember a time before her parents were gone.
As if he was somehow aware of what was on her mind, Killian asked, “So your sister lives with you?”
“Yes.”
They walked through the park entrance before Killian spoke again. “Why does she live with you?”
The question caught her off guard. Most people she dealt with either knew or assumed the reason. Or they didn’t ask at all. It actually felt really strange to say the words aloud to an utter stranger. To share the most pivotal event of her life.
“My parents died four years ago, and I’ve been raising Daisy ever since.”
Killian didn’t offer the condolences she expected. Instead he said, “That must be hard. To go from sister to mother.”
She glanced at him. He offered her a slight smile, and suddenly she felt something in her chest relax. Like a screw that had been drilled in too tight had been loosened, just a little.
She pulled in a breath, considering his response and her reaction. Most people said they were sorry. That they were saddened by her and Daisy’s loss. But people rarely said the words about how difficult it had been to not only lose her parents but to have to become a parent—all at the same time.
“It has been hard,” she said. “But Daisy is a great kid. So we’ve managed.”
Killian walked beside her, looking at the ground rather than at the beautiful sun-dappled scenery. Poppy found herself wondering what he was thinking. Why should she care, really? She’d just met him, and she didn’t even think she liked him that much.
“I imagine it’s doubly hard to handle things alone.”
She glanced at him again. She tried to hear pity in his voice. She’d gotten pity before, and that was just as hard to deal with as hollow sympathy. Sometimes she just wanted someone to say they understood.
“Sometimes,” she admitted, but then decided she didn’t want to discuss her life with this man, a man she barely knew. They strolled along the park pathway past a sprawling flower bed overflowing with red tulips fringed in an orangey-yellow.
“Aren’t they beautiful?” she said. “Like a sea of fire.”
He didn’t answer for a second as he followed her gaze to the flowers.
“They are considerably less dramatic than a sea of fire.”
“Okay,” Poppy said, not expecting that response. “I guess that’s true.”
“Oh, it’s definitely true.”
Poppy laughed, not sure what to make of this conversation and his adamancy. “I suppose, but they are still beautiful. In their own nonfiery way.”
He nodded, and she wasn’t sure if he really agreed or not. He was sort of a funny guy—funny in an odd way. But he was a paranormal investigator—that probably did make him look at the world in a different way.
“You must really resent it?”
She glanced over at him, not following. “Resent what? Your dashing my sea-of-fire analogy?”
“No.” He cast her a look like she was just silly. “You must resent having to take care of your sister.”
Almost instantly the screw in her chest that had released, even just a bit, twisted violently back into place. Tighter than before.
“No,” she managed to say, even though she couldn’t pull in a full breath. And without speaking another word or looking in his direction, she veered off the pathway onto the grass. Walking with no direction. Just needing to be away from this man and his awful words.
Killian watched Poppy stride away, realizing a fact about himself. The girls might have had a point. Maybe he was going to have work on the personality thing. He was considerably less charming without the ability to manipulate thoughts. Kind of a deflating realization.
But he’d thought getting Poppy to admit she was lonely and wanted someone to help with the burden of essentially being a single parent was a good way to segue into convincing her to date. Apparently not. In fact, he’d pretty much ruined the tiny bit of camaraderie they’d managed to build.
Ramp up the charm, buddy. Otherwise, he wasn’t going to be able to befriend her, much less play matchmaker.
He started after her, doubling his steps to a jog until he was beside her. He touched her arm to stop her, to get her to look at him.
She did, and when her gaze met his, he could see the pain in her dark eyes, pain so clear and strong he could feel it radiate through him as if it were his own.
He dropped his hand away from her as if breaking physical contact would also break the emotional connection. It didn’t.
“I’m sorry,” he said automatically, stunned by how much her hurt expression affected him.
Her gaze roamed his face as if she was trying to decide whether she should believe him; then she just nodded. She pulled in a deep breath and pointed past him.
“There’s the Central Burying Grounds. It’s supposed to be haunted. I know some of the stories. Maybe they would be good for your television show.”
Right. Right. The fake career. The fake TV show. And now it was time to create a fake friendship with this woman.
He smiled, pouring every bit of sheepish charm he could muster into that one curve of his lips. “That sounds like just the type of thing I was hoping to find.”
He gestured for her to lead the way. She regarded him again for a moment, then walked past him toward a fenced-in plot of land, scattered with old tombstones, crooked from years of the earth freezing and thawing under them.
Poppy pushed open a wrought-iron gate, and a loud creak moaned through the air. But the sound seemed more out of place than eerie. With the bright spring sunshine warming their faces and new grass almost blindingly green around the weathered gravestones, it was hard to see the place as anything other than peaceful.
As if reading Killian’s mind, Poppy said, “Maybe we should have waited to explore this place in the evening or on a rainy day. I’m afraid the stories will sound sort of lame on such a sunny day.”
“That’s okay. Tell me.”
“Well, there are several tales surrounding this place. This cemetery is where the most unfortunate citizens of Boston were buried. The poverty-stricken who died from awful diseases and from wretched conditions—”
As Poppy spoke, weaving the spine-chilling tale of tormented humans who became tortured apparitions forced to walk the earth, tied forever to this one place, Killian lost track of the story. Instead, he found himself lost in watching her face. The widening of her deep brown eyes as she told him of something frightening. The drawing together of her finely arched brows as she talked of something sad. The little wrinkle of her small, pert nose as she mentioned something unsavory.
He nodded at the appropriate times, pretending the story held him captivated, but it was really her small elfin face that held his attention.
Despite his earlier assessment, Poppy was really quite cute. More than cute. Lovely, really. He’d have no problem finding a man who would be interested in her. Maybe if she put her hair up—and wore prettier clothes. He bet she’d look really nice in a dress. And heels.
“It’s said that on moonlit nights the little girl appears. The girl … without a face. Kill
ian?”
He blinked. “Yeah?”
“What do you think? Do you think you could make that work?”
He frowned. What work? The dress and heels? To get a man? Did she somehow know what he was thinking?
He shook his head slightly, not sure what the right answer was.
She laughed then, clearly enjoying his confusion. “Were you even listening to the story?”
“Oh. Yes. Yes, the story.” He nodded his head. “I can definitely make it work. Totally.”
She smiled, eyeing him as if she still knew he hadn’t heard a word, but she didn’t question him any further. Instead she began to wander around the tombstones, just meandering and looking at the inscriptions, or at least the ones that were still legible.
Killian followed. Both were silent. The city bustled around them. Cars’ engines, honking horns, the sound of a busy metropolis—all seemed incongruous with their surroundings.
“Do you mainly focus on ghost stories?” she asked, her gaze on a headstone in front of her.
“Um, I do a lot with demons, actually. Damned souls. The different circles of Hell, that sort of thing.”
“Interesting.” She wandered to another stone. “How does someone become so interested in Hell?”
He shrugged, then moved to stand beside her. “Again, kind of a family pastime.”
She glanced at him. “You really must have an unusual family.”
He chuckled at that. “Definitely.”
When he looked at her, he noticed she was not staring at the grave marker in front of them. Instead, her gaze was locked on him—his mouth, to be exact.
His smile faded as he wondered what she was thinking. Then she seemed to realize what she was doing, and she looked away, moving closer to inspect the stone.
He continued to watch her, but neither spoke as they looked at several more graves.
Finally, she directed her gaze to him again, but almost unwillingly. Pink colored her cheeks, but he wasn’t sure if that was from the sun and spring air or from embarrassment.
“I’m actually getting a little hungry,” she said, nothing in her voice revealing her true feelings.
“I can always eat,” he said, which was true. He had a ridiculous appetite—most demons did. Gluttony was a favorite sin. Right after lust.
She pointed toward where they entered the park. “We can go to Faneuil Hall, that’s another place along the Freedom Trail, and they have a lot of places to eat.”
He held out a hand. “Lead the way, tour guide.”
She didn’t smile, and a pang of disappointment actually vibrated through his chest. She turned and began walking through the graveyard. He followed, and he didn’t hasten his steps to catch up with her.
Lust. Definitely his first favorite sin.
Which, he assured himself, was the only reason he was lingering back, his gaze locked on the cute little curve of her rear end.
CHAPTER 7
“Do you like it?” Poppy watched with a slight grin as Killian dug into a huge cinnamon bun coated in extra frosting.
He took a bite, then closed his eyes, his handsome face the picture of unadulterated ecstasy. He moaned low in his throat, and Poppy tried to ignore the fact that his reaction caused little flips in her belly.
So he was quite amazingly beautiful. Good for him. He wouldn’t be her type, even if she was looking for someone.
Even if she could get him, a part of her added, although she’d ignored that point until she noticed a tall blonde in designer jeans, a cute trendy top and killer high-heel boots staring at Killian as she passed, stalking him like a hungry, lithe cat. She even slowed her pace, clearly hoping he’d spot her. That was more his type.
But Killian was too wrapped up in his love affair with his dessert. Poppy picked at the remains of her falafel pita pocket, irritated she suddenly felt as awkward as the nerdy kid at the big school dance. Invisible to all the beautiful people.
“This is amazing,” he said, regarding the dessert with an almost reverent expression.
Again Poppy’s stomach fluttered. Could she even imagine him looking at her like that?
Good golly, she was comparing herself to a cinnamon bun. She glanced over to see the gorgeous blonde had taken a seat at a table just a few feet away from them, angled in just such a way that Killian couldn’t miss her once he looked up.
Poppy made a face at herself, even as she ran a hand through her hair, annoyed that she felt self-conscious again. If she couldn’t compete with a cinnamon roll, she sure as heck couldn’t compete with a stunning Amazon blonde.
Not that she wanted to compete, of course. Just random thoughts, she assured herself. But before she even realized what she planned to say, the words were out of her mouth.
“Do you have a girlfriend?”
He didn’t speak, his mouth full of pastry, nor did he look surprised by her sudden question, but he did shake his head.
Something that felt an awful lot like relief washed through her, but it didn’t last, as her mind moved right to another thought: Maybe he didn’t have a girlfriend, but rather a wife, although he didn’t wear a ring.
Not that she’d been looking.
“No, no one,” he said once he’d finished eating.
The strange relieved feeling returned. She ignored it.
“Not the type to settle down, huh?”
He immediately shook his head, which didn’t surprise her. She suspected an amazingly good-looking man like him wouldn’t want to limit his choices too soon.
A feeling an awful lot like disgust, which she embraced, helped push away that other, more disturbing relieved feeling.
“Actually I do want to settle down,” he added. “You know, soon. Really soon.”
Poppy blinked. Huh?
“But you don’t have a girlfriend? Don’t you kind of need one of those to settle down? Especially soon?”
“Yes, I do. That’s one of the things I hope to do here, actually.”
Again she couldn’t hide her baffled look. “You plan to settle down? Here?”
“Umm, yeah.”
Damn. He’d really just said all that? Settle down. Here. Soon. All of that couldn’t be further from the truth.
Damn.
No, he told himself, this was a good plan. He’d convince her to go out and do the singles thing with him. Because he wanted to find a …
“Yeah, I’m looking for a wife.”
Poppy stared at him like he’d lost his mind. He kind of wondered if he had too. But he was willing to go with any plan that might get her a true love and him back to Hell. Even pretending he wanted to get married.
“I’ve wanted to get married for a while now,” he said with a nod of his head, trying to sound prosaic about it. “It’s always been a dream of mine.”
Did he really just say that?
“Really?” Clearly Poppy didn’t believe it either.
But he mustered his most sincere look—this would all be so much easier if I could just control her thoughts—and he forced a smile, the gesture tinged with melancholy. He hoped.
“It’s been something I’ve wanted since childhood. That special someone to share my life with, to raise a family with, to have as a best friend and lover. Forever.”
He fought the urge to wince. Had he poured it on too thick? From the dazed look on Poppy’s pixie face, he had. Oh well, it was out there. He was going to have to run with it.
“So what do you think? Do you think you could help me?”
She gaped at him as if he’d asked her if she’d be willing to give him a kidney. He tried not to be offended by her aghast expression. Did she really find his request so impossible a task? He was a good-looking guy, and he’d never had problems getting human women before. Her incredulity bothered him, more than he would have liked.
“I don’t think you need my help,” she finally said.
“Why not?”
“Look over there.” She jerked her head slightly to the left. He did, only to
discover a blond woman seated a row away, watching him. She smiled as soon as he met her eyes. A wide, inviting smile. A smile that all but asked him to come join her.
He forced a polite smile back, then returned his gaze to Poppy.
“I don’t want her. I don’t like blondes,” he said, saying the first thing that came into his mind.
Poppy gave him another look of disbelief. “Well, I’m sure any number of brunettes or redheads would fall over themselves for your attention.” She stood then. “I really should get home. I do have some work I need to get done.”
She started walking away before he could even get to his feet. He gave a longing look at his half-eaten cinnamon bun, but left it behind.
As he passed the blonde, she smiled at him again; this time her look was filled with sympathy. She’d obviously seen Poppy’s abrupt departure.
“Problems?”
He nodded automatically. So many problems.
“Well, call me if you need a sympathetic ear.” The blonde had a business card out and pressed in his hand with the speed of a Vegas magician.
The woman’s forwardness oddly disgusted him. Why, he wasn’t sure, but he didn’t bother to respond; instead he hurried his steps to catch up with Poppy, confused by her reaction and by his own.
* * *
The subway ride back to Poppy’s apartment building was as silent as their first trip. Killian attempted conversation a couple of times, but Poppy was lost in her own thoughts and unwilling to do much more than give him a one-word response. Eventually he just gave up, getting lost in his own thoughts.
He still wasn’t quite sure what had triggered this coolness in Poppy. They’d actually had a nice lunch, but once again, he’d said something that ended up pushing her away.
As before, he wasn’t sure exactly what he’d said that had been so offensive. Relating to people was hard work.
“I hope you found some places to research today,” she said as the old elevator shimmied and shook, taking them up to her floor.
“I did.” He struggled to find something to say that would possibly smooth things over between them. But nothing came to mind. Damn, he wanted his powers back.
She nodded as if she didn’t know what else to say either. The metal doors shuddered open and she stepped out.
