by Lolah Lace
“Kari, you know I’m a good father. You know I can’t just stay out of our daughters life.”
“I know you’re a good father. I didn’t choose this situation, it choose me.” I sound like a gang member in a John Singleton film.
“No dear, you made choices that put you right in the fucking hot seat. Do not act innocent. Do not play the victim. You are culpable.” Jack waved his Rolex wrist across the table. “This white trash bullshit I’m in is your fault and no one else’s.”
Waterfalls, my tears flew from my eyes and started sprinting down my cheeks. I went from calm to hysterical sobbing in nanoseconds. Through my tears to could see the startled expression plastered on Jack’s face. His hands had gripped the edges of the table. What the fuck am I crying about? I had to ask myself what was really going on.
The other customers had begun to notice me. I was in a frenzy trying to control my emotions. I grabbed the cloth napkin. For some reason I was having the hardest time trying to dislodge it from its intricate fold pattern. Jack reached out and covered my hand with his.
“Stop.” He slowly whispered.
My eyes were focused on his soft hand above mine atop the napkin. His voice was strange yet soothing. I peered up to see his face because I thought I heard Mason’s voice come out of his mouth. But no it was Jack sitting across from me, the crazy pregnant black person acting a fool in a classy restaurant.
Jack calmly removed the white cloth napkin from my trembling hand and instantly freed it into a crisp sheet. He handled it over and I took it. I gently wiped the tears from my swollen cheeks. I was on the road to regaining my serenity. It was just a long dusty road.
“Kari, I’m sorry I upset you. I should know better and I’m sorry. I’m not trying to hurt you. I’m not trying to cause you any stress. I care about you and this baby and I just want you both to be okay.”
All I could do was look at him. I wished Mason had said that to me.
“I’m hormonal. I’m going to get myself together. I need to go to the restroom.”
I pushed my chair back and Jack jumped to his feet. “I’ll be here.” He said. I wondered why he said it. Where was he going to go? He wanted to talk to me just as much as I wanted to talk to him. I wasn’t yet at the waddling stage in the pregnancy so I walked away from the table and headed straight to the restrooms in the rear of the restaurant.
My trip to the ladies room helped me regain my composure. I returned to the table to find that Jack was on his very best behavior.
We made small talk and we talked about odd things like colleges for the unborn baby. We talked about our kids. I asked about Sienna and Caleb. He asked me about Trey. He seemed to be throwing himself into his work and our breakup didn’t seem to affect his work. I was proud of him for holding it together in public.
He told me that in fact he did miss me. He shared that it’s been hard for him to move on but he has had a few dates with women. He even shared that all the women, all meaning three, were black. I thought it was strange but maybe he has formed a preference. Did I do that to him? Weird.
After my lunch with Jack I knew I had to spill the beans. Mason got home from work late that day. It was almost six-thirty when he arrived home.
I wanted our marriage to be one full of honesty and trust. I didn’t want to keep any secrets from Mason. I loved him so much. I’m not sure if he was fully aware of how much. I knew I would tell him I saw Jack and this seemed like an ideal time. Right, like there would ever be an ideal time.
Mason whizzed by me so fast I didn’t get a chance to get a word out. He entered the bedroom and ducked right into the bathroom. The bathroom door never closed and I heard him peeing. He never closes the door. That would have pissed me off with any other guy but Mason wasn’t any other guy. All his habits have grown on me. It was like he shit sunflowers, strange to be so dangerously in love with him given this highly unconventional situation.
I listened as the toilet flushed and I listened as the facet water ran. Mason ducked out the bathroom and took a seat on the bed next to me. His eyes avoided my stomach. I couldn’t help but to feel slighted by the offhanded diss.
His cerulean eyes glared at me like I was someone new to him. Or maybe that’s just how I felt. Mason’s lips parted like he was going to speak but there was a pause that left me on edge.
“Kari, you are so beautiful.”
Oh God. I hadn’t expected that. His words still captivate me. His eyes still suck me into the world that he owns.
“Mason.” I found myself blushing without my permission.
“Mason, this is a lot.”
“What do you mean?”
“I’m, pregnant and this baby could be Jack’s. I mean there’s a high probability that it is.”
“I understand that.”
“So say something about it. Say something.”
“Something like what?” He nonchalantly stated.
“I don’t know how you feel.” I wished he would talk to me.
“I feel, I feel ah like time is moving slow.”
“What’s that mean?”
“I feel like I’m stuck in a revolving door.”
“You feel stuck.” I was offended by his choice of words. “Do you want to get out of this? Do you want to get out of this marriage?” One minute I was happy then the next I was confused. My emotions were like that Tilt-A-Whirl ride at the amusement parks.
Anger blanketed his face. “No, why would you think that?”
“I know this is not what you bargained for.”
“Maybe not, but what comes with you comes with me.”
“Can you love another man’s baby?”
“I can love Trey. I do love Trey. Trey is not my biological son. So what’s the difference?”
“There’s a difference. I had Trey before we met.” And that was the triple truth.
“I don’t know what you want me to say.”
“Tell me how you feel instead walking around like everything is cool.”
“Don’t ask for things you are not ready to receive.”
“Tell me. I’ve been ready.” I inhaled all the fresh air directly in front of me.
CHAPTER 9
MASON
Christ, I just got here and I think she’s trying to pick a fight with me. She asked me a question that I don’t want to answer but I’m feeling pressured to speak. Fuck! Maybe I should just give her the truth and give her the fight she’s looking for. I give her direct eye contact. She twisted her lips. That shit doesn’t scare me. Her little scary facial expressions are ten times less scary with that hug stomach she has attached to her. So here goes baby girl. The truth in its purest form.
“Kari Lynn, I hate that you could be carrying Jack’s child. I hate it. I hate it. I motherfucking hate it. Yes, yes I hate it but I have to fucking deal with it. I don’t have a choice.”
“You have a choice.” Kari barked.
I chose to ignore her comment. “Sure I was celibate while you were fucking Jack but I try not to think about that. I try to forget about things that would piss me off. I was holding my cock in my hand and you were riding his cock. You were giving my reverse cowgirl to him and you were enjoying it.”
“You’re mad at me?”
“Mad? Huh, that’s what we’re calling it?”
“Are you fucking serious?”
“Kari, please give me a break. I’m doing the best I can. I love you so this hurts but I can’t do anything about it. Nine months is a long time. I have nine months to deal. It’s not going to happen overnight.”
“You’re not the only one that has to fuckin’ deal. You only have three fuckin’ months left.”
“Watch you mouth.”
“Can you love this baby if it’s Jack’s.”
I took my time thinking about the question like the answer would unlock the mysteries of the universe. “I can try.” That’s all I had. She better take that. That has to be enough because that’s all I got.
“Maybe that’s not
good enough.”
“Well that’s all I got.”
“Maybe that’s not what I want to hear.”
“That’s what it is. If you have a hearing problem I could just repeat the words.”
“I saw Jack today.”
I turned my back on her. I shook my head. I could not believe what I was hearing. “So you ran into Jack somewhere?”
“No.”
Hello! Finish with an explanation before I get pissed. “Kari Lynn Rizza.”
“I called him and asked him out to lunch.”
I walked over to the bed and took a seat. I removed my shoes and tried to digest the bullshit she was feeding me without a cold beverage.
“Mason, what do you have to say.”
“I can’t choke you. You’re pregnant. I can’t bend you over me knee so I got to save my anger and threats until after the baby is born.”
“I can’t stand you.”
“You love me. That’s why you are always trying to push my buttons.”
“I only met with him to see what he was going to do once the baby was born. He stopped calling me and I got worried he was up to something.”
“Maybe he stopped calling you because I smashed his face in. Maybe he stopped calling you because you’re my wife now and he didn’t want me to fuck him up.”
Kari looked at me like she had to think about it. “Jack is sneaky. I had to see what he was up to.”
“Jack is a joke. You stabbed my in the back when you snuck off to see him.”
“I didn’t sneak. It was lunch at a public restaurant. I’m trying to be cordial. He may be a part of our lives for years.”
“So you really think this kid is his?”
“I don’t know. I just don’t want him to try anything.”
“You should sit your pregnant ass down somewhere and let me handle Jack.”
“Every time you handle Jack someone gets punched.”
“No, someone doesn’t get punched, Jack gets punched.”
“Why?”
I ignored her question. “So what happened at this lunch?”
“Jack is better. He has been out on a few dates. He said he wants to make peace for the sake of the baby.”
“That’s just great.” I stood and removed my shirt. I slipped my pants down my thighs. I was only dressed in socks.
“Are you going to go sleep this early?” Kari asked confused by my random nudity. “I made dinner.”
“Did you eat?”
“No I was waiting for you to come home.”
“You went to see Jack. I’m not happy about that.”
“Well I’m sorry. I wasn’t trying to make you unhappy.”
“I don’t care about your apologies. Get on your knees and take my cock in your mouth. This is your dinner.”
“I can’t.”
“Kari, wrap your lips around my cock right now.” I held my cock in my hand and I watched her eyes while my cock enlarged in my hand.
“I don’t think I can do it. I might throw up.”
“No baby you won’t. Just take a little at a time. Open your shirt. Let me see your huge tits. Those things are fucking awesome.” I stoked my cock in my hand and watched as Kari unbuttoned her maternity shirt.
She dropped the shirt to the floor and was standing there in panties. She wasn’t wearing a bra. Her huge breasts were so delicious to see. Her nipples had grown wide and massive. My mouth was too small for her humongous tits. She could easily store a gallon of milk in each one individually. I swear I would try to stuff all her tit in my mouth as soon as she brings her ass over here.
“C’mon Kari.”
Kari walked up to me and placed her body in between my opened legs. I removed her panties. Her pregnant pussy was always wet. There were always long strings of her cum that seeped from her hole.
I wanted her to lower herself on my pole but I had my mind set on her lips drenching my cock. If she gagged and retched and finally threw up on me I don’t think it would gross me out. I must but really nasty. I would just wash my cock off. It’s not a big deal.
“Get down on you knees.” Kari eyes watched me as she lowered her body to the floor.
“Mason don’t choke me.”
Her beautiful eyes begged me. “Don’t tell me what to do. Open your mouth.” I watched as her lips parted. She licked her top lip and then her bottom lip before she pressed her wet mouth over the tip on my cock. Oh Shit balls! She covered my cockhead with her mouth and flicked her tongue over the tip like she was beating a drum. I scooted up and pushed my cock farther down her throat.
“You can take it.” I groaned. I slipped my hand into her ponytail and directed her a little deeper down on my shaft. She moaned all over my cock and the sound sent vibrations all over my shaft that radiated to my balls.
“Suck my cock Mrs. Rizza.”
“MMMmmmm.” My wife moaned and I loved the sound of that moan. I would go easy on her today. I wouldn’t make her choke. I wouldn’t make her vomit. She would be pissed if I made her do that although I was perverted and tempted to do it. I won’t do that to her. She wouldn’t suck my cock for the duration of this pregnancy if I did that.
“Get up. Put your wet pussy on me. Ride my cock.” I held on to Kari as she stood. She was a little off balance nowadays.
I scooted back in the bed and held Kari’s hand as she straddled me. I rested my hand on her huge belly as she slowly lowered herself down on my cock.
As soon as I entered her I saw the ripple of her belly move and distort. I leaned back and closed my eyes. If I paid attention to the movement of her stomach I would be too mesmerized to perform. This baby never slept through sex. Every time I jabbed from underneath this baby seemed like it was trying to get out the way. Sometimes it would throw me off rhythm so when I was seriously horny like today I had to close my eyes to concentrate on her soaking wet pussy.
Kari was rocking slowly on my evil twin. Her wetness had ran down my balls, down the crack of my ass and soaked the bed sheets. I was in a puddle of her juices. I reached down in between her legs and collected some juice that I rubbed all over her breasts. Her nipples glistened with her own sexy liquid. Kari rolled down hard on my cock and with just a little pressure I exploded inside her as my abs contracted.
“SHIT!!!” Flew out of my mouth because it was the only word that came to mind. “Kari continued to rolls her hips.
“OHHHH!!!” That was my cue that she had come. I could never tell otherwise. Her pregnant pussy was the warmest and wettest I had ever experienced. She was so unbelievably moist and deep. It was like I was fucking some stranger, someone else all together different, and someone with a different feeling and tasting pussy and with much bigger tits.
Regardless of this paternity tests outcome there will be another pregnancy or two.
***
Things had started to look up for me. I was more secure and I had an agreement with Tess and I was going to test that agreement soon.
It was my turn to take the kids. This time I was bringing Kari. I decided to show up early to surprise Tess. She would probably be startled into being on her best behavior.
I pulled into my old driveway. I helped Kari out the Rover and I used my key to let myself in.
Tess appeared from the kitchen and her eyes bugged as soon as she saw my very pregnant wife.
“You’re early.”
“Yeah, I miscalculated the time.” A lie.
Tess moved to the staircase. “Hannah, Tim, Matt get your bags! Your father is here!” She yelled up the stairs while holding the bannister.
Tess rolled her eyes at me. Her thin lips were drawn in a hard line. I wanted to laugh because it was funny but I knew better.
“I will help the kids with there stuff.” I said as I moved to the stairs. I watched the ladies stare at each other. I went up the stairs far enough to listen but be out of sight.
I know this was childish and pity but it was payback. Kari was possibly pregnant with another man’s baby. I knew Kar
i was uncomfortable but I’m uncomfortable every time Jack’s name comes up.
“Do you have something to say Tess?” I overheard Kari speak first.
“You didn’t waste anytime getting knocked up?”
“No, I didn’t I like sex. I like Mason’s sex.”
“I hear you like many guys sex.”
Kari chuckled. “Huh. Maybe many guys like my sex.”
“Well I doubt that. I think you like to steal husbands.”
“I took your husband. That’s old news.”
“I can’t wait for the day someone comes in a wrecks your home. Don’t come crying to me.”
“That’s the difference between me and you. I would never let that happen. I wouldn’t sit at home and takes pills I would drive that other bitch so crazy. I would make it my life’s mission to ruin that bitch. She would leave my husband alone or die trying.”
There was a lapse in the conversation. Probably a stare down but I couldn’t see what was going on.
Then Kari spoke. “If you ever get another husband you might want to follow my advice.”
Everything got silent again and I decided to just help my kids pack their things up. I didn’t really think there would be any bloodshed in my absence.
After time minutes we were on our way. Kari was killing me with her eyes all the way home to plaza de Rizza. She was on ten. I held in my smirk. I wanted to fuck tonight. I knew how to pick my battles.
CHAPTER 10
KARI
Mason had his kids this weekend. They had warmed up to me and I’m sure Trey’s presence helped that to some degree. Mason had a minor emergency at one of his work sites and that meant I had to monitor four kids.
All the boys were playing video games in the basement when Hannah came into the kitchen.
“What are you cooking?”
“I’m making sandwiches for lunch.”
“Oh.” Her blues eyes moved down to my pregnant belly. “Is this baby going to be my sister?”
“Yeah this baby is your sister.” Didn’t Mason explain this to her?
