Don’t let them get too close to you, the creators had told me. They might find out what you are. I still didn’t understand why that was such a horrible thing if, according to the creators, I was superior to humans.
“Can I help you?”
I turned to see a petite woman sitting at a desk, her dark eyes peering at me from under her red-framed glasses.
“Um, yes. I’m Drew Martin. I just transferred here. This is my first day.”
The woman smiled, but her expression seemed strained. “Nice to meet you, Drew,” she said, standing up. “My name is Ms. Rodriguez. Let me tell you where everything is and show you your locker.” She looked around wearily, as though she was already tired from the hectic morning schedule. The creases on her forehead gave away her anxiety and her tense body posture made it clear she would rather be anywhere else. She had a forced smile and a happy voice, trying to put on a good face for the students. She gathered a few papers from a pile on her desk and then we left the room.
Unlike the first time I had walked along the halls, students moved quickly out of the way of Ms. Rodriguez. She motioned for me to walk next to her and handed me some papers.
“That is your schedule. The room numbers are written next to the classes and are easy to find. The bathrooms are there,” she said, pointing as we passed them. “And there’s another set in the other hallway. Your locker number is 273. Here it is.” She stopped and opened my locker for me.
“Thank you,” I told her, staring down at my schedule sheet to see what books I would need first.
“Well, feel free to come and see me if you have any questions,” Ms. Rodriguez said then disappeared into the crowd.
I looked around, surveying the chaotic students pushing along, talking and giggling amongst themselves. The hallways seemed much too small to accommodate this many kids. I watched as a few boys started shoving each other around, someone shrieking with laugher as they watched. It was frankly shocking to see them all behaving with such immaturity. The androids at the Institution never behaved this badly. There was no reason to push each other, giggle about unimportant matters or shriek.
“Hey,” a voice said, jerking me out of my thoughts.
I swirled around to see a short, brown-haired girl staring up at me.
“I haven’t seen you here before. You new?” she asked, fiddling with the combination on her locker.
“Yes,” I said quickly.
“I’m Jessica.” She smiled, exposing bright yellow braces. Her expression was kind and easy, her eyes smiling as she talked.
“I’m Drew.”
“That’s a pretty name. Much more unique than Jessica,” she said with a giggle as she opened her locker and took out some books. Her bubbly personality shined through her vibrant smile.
I wasn’t sure what she meant, but I smiled anyway, turning slightly to get a better view of everything in the room.
“So, what’s your first class? Maybe I can steer you in the right direction,” she offered.
I looked down at my sheet. “Theology,” I said, confused. What was theology? Nobody had told me anything about the curriculum before I came here. I had been shut off for years. I had no idea what theology was, but it had to be important if the school administrators had dedicated a whole class to it. I wondered how the creators could have left this flaw in my knowledge. Suddenly, all I wanted to do was turn around and run back to the Institution where I belonged.
“Hey, that’s my first class, too,” Jessica said, beaming.
“Oh ... what do I need for it?” I asked. Suddenly a loud bell sounded, making me look around in puzzlement. Students started walking faster and filtering into the different rooms.
“Oh, nothing yet. You’ll get your book in class today. Hurry, or we’re gonna be late,” she said, grabbing my arm and pulling me along with her.
We reached the class just as the second bell sounded. The classroom was not a large one, but it wasn’t small, either. About twenty-five students sat in rows of desks. Posters and quotes were tacked to the walls. “Cutting it a little short, aren’t we, Miss Walter?” the teacher asked Jessica, giving her a look of disapproval.
“Sorry,” she said, sitting down at one of the desks. I quickly chose to sit at the desk next to her, surveying the room once again to catch the students’ behavior.
“Oh, you must be the new student,” the teacher said to me. “Drew, isn’t it?”
I nodded.
“I’m Mrs. Stoll.” She smiled briefly.
I felt it unnecessary to restate my name, so I merely smiled back politely, following through on what the creators had instructed me to do in order to seem normal.
“Here’s your textbook. You’ll need it for every class,” she said, handing me a book. “All right everybody, open to page 384.”
The class opened their books as I looked around with uncertainty. I quickly followed their example, observing and committing to memory the behavior of the students surrounding me.
The rest of the period consisted of reading from the book and doing several worksheets on what we read. It was so easy I was beginning to think this whole school thing wasn’t going to be as bad as I had previously thought.
After theology, Jessica helped me find my next class, promising to meet up with me at lunch.
I got through my morning classes with no major problems. I had memorized the map of the school that the creators had shown me and was familiar with it. A few students had tried to start conversations with me but had stopped after a few minutes, evidently bored with my short and unspecific replies. Once lunch came, I welcomed it as a chance to take a break and organize what I’d observed.
I walked into the cafeteria and got in line for food. The room was big and filled with a nonstop chatter that immediately began to get on my nerves. At the Institution, the androids were orderly, consistent and calm. This cafeteria was anything but that. Students laughed obnoxiously, shouted, threw things, called across the room to each other and the sounds of each of these things mingled together to create a loud mesh of just plain irritating clamor.
I made a futile effort to block out the immaturity surrounding me as I quietly waited in line, trying to ignore the couple standing in front of me who found it hilarious to poke each other repeatedly and steal each other’s trays.
I was able to go without eating and at the Institution I never ate anything. After all, I was a robot, but I had been clearly instructed that if I didn’t eat it would look abnormal. I pointed at whatever other people got and soon was left standing at the end of the serving line, wondering where to sit. One glance at the crowd of rowdy students left me searching for some other place where I could eat.
A waving hand caught my eye. I looked up to see Jessica smiling at me and motioning for me to sit with her. I hurried over to her table and found a seat.
“Hey Drew,” she said, smiling. “Guys, this is Drew. She’s new here,” she said to a few other girls at the table. “Drew, this is Caroline, and Hailey.”
I smiled at them, wondering once again why this small and strange action seemed to be so appealing to humans.
Smile, Drew. The creators had instructed me. Otherwise, you’ll look strange.
“So, where did you go to school before this?” Caroline asked politely, carefully brushing a strand of long blond hair out of her light blue eyes.
“Before?” I repeated, my mind spinning, searching for the information I needed and finding nothing. “Um ... just another school,” I lied.
“Oh,” she said and started eating.
“Did you just move here? Or have you been here a long time?” Hailey asked.
“I’ve ... lived here all my life,” I replied, wondering why she would want to know. This seemed like such an irrelevant topic. I was starting to feel uncomfortable.
“Cool. What are you into?” she inquired, propping her elbows on the table.
“Into?” I repeated.
“Yeah, like your interests,” Jessica said, looking at
me strangely.
I noticed their unease around me and wondered what I’d been doing wrong. The creators had not prepared me well. Interests? What were my interests? They should have taught me how to carry on normal conversations with normal people. How was I supposed to do this? What did normal people like to do? I didn’t even know what I liked to do. I was an android. I didn’t really like to do anything. I had only come back into consciousness barely a week ago.
“Drew?” Jessica said.
“Um ... I like reading,” I stammered, repeating the first thing that came to my mind, feeling slightly proud of coming up with a somewhat normal hobby other than inspecting my ceiling for shapes.
“Sweet! What have you read?” Hailey jumped in.
Sweet? Was she referring to her food? “Um ... just a lot of stuff, I don’t remember all the names,” I said quickly, growing very tired of the constant interrogation. Is this how people made friends? If so, I didn’t want any.
“Huh,” Hailey said, eyeing me oddly, and then started a discussion with Caroline.
I simply watched as Caroline, Hailey and Jessica talked. I needed to learn how to carry on a conversation if I was going to stay here long. I watched their body language, facial expressions and noticed the topics they engaged in. They talked mostly about school, teachers, other girls, and boys. After about ten minutes, when they had finished eating, they started to stand up.
“You coming, Drew?” Jessica asked then glanced down at my plate. “You haven’t eaten anything.”
I looked down at my untouched plate of food. Oh. I was supposed to eat. How could I have forgotten?
“You guys run along, I’ll stay with Drew,” Jessica said to Caroline and Hailey. “Do you feel okay?” she asked, sitting next to me.
“Yeah, I’m fine. I just....forgot,” I said, realizing how ridiculous it sounded and wondering how on earth I could have overlooked it. “Just with all the craziness of the day,” I added quickly, hoping it would make sense to her, because it definitely didn’t make sense to me.
Jessica nodded knowingly. “Yeah, you’re nervous is all,” she said. Her smile, once again, seemed to make me feel as if I hadn’t made that big of a mistake. After all, humans weren’t perfect and since I was trying to behave like a legitimate one, making a few mistakes couldn’t hurt me.
I started eating pasta. I hadn’t eaten at all since I had come back. The taste was shocking and, quite frankly, disgusting. How humans could eat this three times a day was a wonder to me. I worked hard to keep a straight face and made myself finish it.
“Jess, do you have money for lunch? I left mine at home,” a deep voice announced behind me. “I’ll pay you back.”
I turned around to see a tall, dark-haired boy standing beside Jessica. I noticed right away the resemblance between the two. They had the same eyes, same facial structure. They were definitely related. His gaze shifted away from hers and met mine. He looked slightly uncomfortable before giving me a shy grin.
“Yeah fine,” Jessica said to him, handing him some money. “Oh,” she added, noticing I was watching both of them. “Michael, this is Drew. She’s new today. Drew, this is my brother, Michael.”
“Hey, Drew,” Michael said with a smile similar to Jessica’s, although his demeanor was more reserved and he had a slight intensity to him.
“Hello,” I replied.
He stood there for a moment in awkward silence, playing with the quarters Jessica had given him. “Well, I’d better go. Nice to meet you.” Then he turned and left the table. I watched him walk away for a few seconds before Jessica turned her attention back to me.
“You done?” she asked, pointing to my lunch tray.
I nodded and we both stood up. I put my tray away and then we left for our lockers since our next class was due to start in about five minutes.
“So, is he your older brother?” I asked Jessica then caught myself, surprised, wondering why I had wanted to know this. Maybe I had been programmed to ask questions. Was I programmed at all? The creators had told us we had free will, but...did that mean we were completely free of their influences?
She laughed. “Everyone thinks that. No, we’re twins. Technically I’m older, but only by a few minutes.” She smiled like she was very proud of those few minutes of seniority.
After a while, we moved on to our next classes. Soon the day was through and I found myself standing outside the front doors, searching the parking lot for the van that had dropped me off earlier.
When I saw it pull up, I hurried over and jumped in the back seat.
“How was your day?” the driver asked, camouflaged behind his silver sunglasses. Although he was polite, he sounded like he didn’t care all that much.
“Fine ...” I leaned against the seat, ignoring his detached tone. It was just another annoying human habit that caused them to ask things when they didn’t really care. I wondered why they did it, especially to the androids, since we weren’t human, didn’t act human and didn’t care to emulate their polite, irritating ways of behaving normal and civilized. It just seemed like a waste of energy.
“Now,” he said, leaning over to the passenger seat to switch on a recording device. “What did you observe?”
I thought for a moment. I had seen many things today. But what had I observed that was worth mentioning? I started listing off all the things I had seen and answering his questions.
“Now, what did you learn?” he asked once I had finished.
“Well ... people seem very inclined to talk a lot. They seem to want friendship and think that’s what I want, as well,” I started to say. I stopped for a moment to think about my report. It was all true. They did seem to cling to friendship and emotions, something I didn’t understand. They were the complete opposite of me and my fellow androids. They were emotional, while we were impassive, they were erratic while we were constant, and they were irrational while we were logical.
But, which one is better? The thought had unexpectedly flashed through my mind and I blinked, shocked, wondering where it had come from. I shook my head and pushed the thought away.
I am better. I told myself. I am perfect.
Chapter Three
I walked into Miss Clark’s English room and sat down at one of the desks, waiting for class to start. Promptness was a mechanical trait the androids had, and the lack of it in the human world bothered me to no end, but I sat back and reminded myself that they were insignificant. A few students filed in but Miss Clark hadn’t arrived yet. I started reading the poems and author biographies that littered the walls around me when I felt a tap on my shoulder.
“Hey,” a deep, masculine voice said.
I turned around to see Jessica’s brother, Michael, sitting behind me. He had a pencil in his hand, which he had tapped me with and was now swirling between his fingers.
“You’re Jess’s friend. Drew, right?” he asked.
I nodded. “And you’re Michael.”
He smiled, suddenly happy. “You remembered.” He leaned forward and propped his elbows on the table.
I gave him a puzzled expression, but then remembered humans didn’t have the same enhanced memory that we did, and I just smiled back.
I was about to turn back around when he started talking again. “So where did you used to go to school?”
I frowned. This question again. What was I supposed to say? “Um ... just another school,” I repeated, wishing humans didn’t talk so much.
“Ah, that boring, huh?” he countered with a laugh.
I forced a laugh to seem normal but I didn’t understand, and that frustrated me more than anything. More students were beginning to enter the classroom and I willed Miss Clark to hurry.
“So how do you like this school so far? A little more interesting than the last one, I hope.”
“It’s fine,” I replied. “Nice people.” I wasn’t sure if this was a valid statement or not, considering these were really the only people I had ever met outside of the Institution.
“Mr. Walter and Miss Martin,” a female voice called. “Please stop talking so we can get on with class.”
I turned to see that Miss Clark had come into the room and was staring at us with mild annoyance. I turned away from Michael and focused my attention on the teacher for the rest of the period.
* * * *
“So,” I asked Jessica as Caroline and Hailey sauntered away from the lunch table, chatting. “Could you explain a few things to me?”
We were sitting in the cafeteria. Once again, to my irritation, I had forgotten to eat my food and Jessica had stayed behind with me. I had decided to take this chance to ask her about some things I didn’t understand—theology class, in particular—since it was the one thing here that I lacked in knowledge, and I didn’t want an audience. Everything else made sense. History was simple facts, biology was the study of human life, English was a simple language, but I could not make sense of theology.
“Sure,” she replied eagerly, propping an elbow on the table.
“Well ... in theology ... I’m not sure I understand everything.” I hesitated, not certain whether I was supposed to ask the humans questions like this. Of course you can, I reasoned. You can’t get all the information the creators need without asking questions. Maybe I could report this to Glen.
“Oh, okay. Well, what don’t you understand?”
I ran through the list of questions I had thought up earlier that day and decided on the one that puzzled me the most. “Well, first of all, why do we study all those mythical beliefs?”
Jessica looked at me for a moment, surprise etched in her features, before slowly smiling then laughing quietly. “Drew ... they’re not mythical to the people who believe in them ...”
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