He wavered. He was a beautifully made man and she longed to put her hands on his strong thighs. If only she had the courage to reach out and draw him to her side. Her most intimate part craved the feel of his hard manhood pressed against it. The muscles of her sheathe pulsed.
“Shall I help you disrobe?” he rasped.
Dread reared its ugly head. She turned away from his gaze. “Non, merci. Send Alys, s’il te plaît.”
He hesitated, but then knelt on the bed and kissed her forehead. “As you wish, my lady.”
As he left, she fisted her hands at her sides, digging her nails into the palms. She had not been capable of capturing her husband’s heart when she was whole. Why would he love her now?
~~~
Gallien watched his wife lick the juices of the succulent roast chicken from her fingers. He groaned inwardly, longing to reach out and press those greasy fingers to his throbbing shaft.
He ached to join his body to hers again. Buried deep inside her, he intended to profess his love and beg her forgiveness.
A sennight had passed since he had brought her home. Outwardly, she seemed recovered, but he knew she still grieved the child she had lost, not with wailing and tears as before, but silently. She often stared into emptiness, seemingly lost in thought. His mother advised it would take time. He acknowledged he had to be patient. He had deprived his wife of too much of his time and attention since their marriage.
Whenever he touched her, she stiffened and withdrew. Had she grown to loath him, or was she afraid?
He knew what fear could do to a person’s heart.
They had not shared a bed since her homecoming. His body was bursting with need. He leaned towards her, pressing his thigh against hers. He whirled his tongue in her ear. Her face reddened, and the blush spread across her neck, and lower. He itched to tear away the gown and expose her breasts to see if the flush covered them. Her nipples pouted against the fabric. “I want to lick you, Peri. Tonight.”
She turned her gaze to him. Her green eyes were like a window to her soul, filled with fear, uncertainty—but something else too—lust.
She smiled. His shaft responded. “Tonight,” he repeated. “Trust me.”
~~~
Peri had trusted Gallien before, only to have her heart broken into a thousand pieces. Yet she still loved him, craved him. It would be impossible to live with him and not share his bed, any more than the crops in the fields could live without rain. She would wither and die without his touch.
The bulge in his leggings and the longing in his eyes betrayed his need as he escorted her from the Hall to their chamber, but men were driven by lust, not love.
She trembled when he closed the door of their chamber. She stood transfixed, not sure what to do. Smiling, he shrugged off his doublet and came to stand behind her, his hands on her shoulders. “May I undress you, my lady?”
She leaned back against his chest, feeling the heat of his body through his shirt. Desire spiralled low in her belly and wet warmth flooded her sheath. She could only nod. Her throat felt like she had eaten sand.
He coaxed her to the bed, and put his hands on her waist. She grasped his shoulders as he lifted her to sit on the edge, fighting the urge to knead her fingers into the solid muscle.
He knelt to remove the shoes from her dangling feet. Heat rushed up the back of her thighs. She put her hands on the top of his head, gasping as he danced his fingertips up her legs, untied her garters, and peeled off her stockings.
Peri had heard her father-by-marriage tell of the volcano they called Vesuvius that he had seen on his return journey from Constantinople. As Gallien licked and kissed her toes, one by one, she felt the molten lava of desire surge through her body. She was ready to erupt.
His tongue traced the sole of each foot, from heel to toe, then twirled around her ankles. His hands replaced his tongue. Gently, he eased her legs open and leaned forward, exposing her to his view as her gown bunched around her hips.
It was strange that she welcomed his gaze there, but wanted her arm to remain covered.
“You are already wet for me, my precious jewel,” he rasped. The huskiness in his voice betrayed his need. She felt light-headed as heat flushed her body. The scarred skin of her wounded arm prickled. She should stop him now, before he went further. Surely he would not want to kiss her scars?
But he was kissing and sucking and licking her most intimate place, and her need to be filled was building inside. She raked her fingers through his hair. “Gallien,” she murmured.
He looked up at her, his blue eyes lit with lust. Could he see her fear?
“Don’t be afraid,” he whispered.
He came to his feet, took her hands, and pulled her body to his. She fisted her hands in the fabric of his shirt, her mons grinding against his erection of its own volition.
He trailed kisses over her throat, deftly untying the laces of her bodice. He covered her mouth with his as he eased the gown from her shoulders, and over her hips. His tongue demanded entry. The protest died in her throat as she opened for him and their tongues mated. She tasted the spiced wine they had shared at table.
A groan emerged from deep in his chest. The sound travelled to her toes and thence up her spine.
Now clad only in her thin chemise, she instantly missed the heat of his body as he stepped back. The garment’s sleeve covered only her shoulder and upper arm. The rest of the hideous limb was revealed to his gaze. She bit her lower lip, willing the tears not to fall. “Please. I do not wish you to look upon my deformity, Gallien.”
“You are not deformed,” he assured her. “A warrior bears his scars proudly. They are proof of his bravery. You are still the most beautiful woman I know, and I intend to remove that flimsy garment and kiss every bit of your luscious body.”
She swayed, torn between the lust that wanted his lips on her and her fear of his reaction. He smiled, then quickly tore off his shirt, baring his magnificent chest to her view. She wanted to brush her thumbs over his male nipples.
The blue of his eyes darkened. Slowly he turned his body so his back was to her.
She gasped, feeling faint as blood rushed to her head. “You’ve been flogged.”
He remained silent, head bent.
While she had wallowed in her own misery, her husband had been dealing with the shame, humiliation, and pain of being whipped like a common criminal. She traced a finger from his shoulder to his waist, following the line of a recently healed scar, still bright pink. “De Villiers?” she asked.
“Aye.”
She lay her cheek against his back, entwining her arms around his waist. “You can kiss my scars if you let me kiss yours.”
He thrust back his head, inhaling deeply.
~~~
Gallien did not know how many scars striped his back, but as Peri licked and kissed each one from shoulder to waist, he wished de Villiers’ henchman had meted out a hundred lashes. Her fingers burned into his flesh, though she barely touched him. He had to get out of his leggings before his erection burst the seams apart. Peri seemed to sense his need and untied the laces at his waist. He came to his feet, and she pushed the garment down over his hips. He used his feet to slough them off, then stepped out of them. He cupped his hand to ease the weight in his heavy sack. Peri pressed her breasts against his back as she reached to spread her hands over his.
“I need you,” he said hoarsely, turning to face her. He lifted the hem of her chemise and pulled it over her head. She raised her arms to help him, hesitating after a hasty glance at her scars.
“I meant what I said, Peri.”
She shivered as he bent his head to trail kisses along the withered skin of her arm. If it were possible, he would lick away the pain she had suffered. His lips travelled to a taut nipple. She moaned and pressed his head to her breast as he suckled. He gathered her up and carried her to the bed, turning his attention to the other nipple. She writhed with pleasure as he slid a finger between her nether lips. It took only one
brush of his thumb against the diamond of her desire and she fell over the edge, screaming his name, begging him to enter her.
Kneeling between her legs, he guided his swollen shaft into her opening. The sensation of warm heat had him gasping for breath. She wrapped her legs around his hips and he pounded into her, feeling his couilles draw up. By sheer force of will, he withdrew until he was almost out of her body. She looked up at him and frowned. “What’s wrong?”
He smiled, though his heart was pumping erratically. “Nothing. I want to tell you how much I love you.”
Her mouth fell open, her eyes filled with doubt.
He entered her again, slowly. “I love you, Peri. I beg your forgiveness for the hurts I’ve inflicted on you.”
She reached up to comb her fingers through his hair, closing her eyes when he withdrew and thrust in again. “I love you, Gallien.”
He gritted his teeth. He could not hold on much longer. “Say you forgive me.”
“There is nothing to forgive.”
Elated and humbled at the depth of her love, he thrust again, crying out a guttural release as euphoria overtook him, and his seed erupted into her body.
EPILOGUE
Montbryce Castle, Normandie.
Six years later.
Sitting beside his Oncle Robert in the gallery of Montbryce Castle, Gallien stared blindly into the flames of the roaring fire. Robert had inherited Ram de Montbryce’s rheumatic knees and rarely left his chair by the fire.
Death had brought Gallien to Normandie. Baudoin de Montbryce, Second Earl of Ellesmere, had been interred in the family crypt a fortnight earlier.
“I still cannot believe my father is dead,” Gallien rasped.
Robert rubbed his knees. “Bien, he was three score and two years old, a year younger than I. My time is at hand. I’ll be content to join my darling Dorianne and leave the never ending intrigues of Norman politics to Alexandre.”
Gallien gazed up into the rafters of the castle that had been the seat of the Comtes de Montbryce for generations. His father had been born in England and lived his life there, but it had always been understood he would be interred with his ancestors in Normandie. Gallien and Étienne had brought their father’s body home to its final resting place.
The two men sat in silence for a long while. Robert had shared with Gallien and Étienne many memories of growing up in England with Baudoin, some of them good, some bad. He told of the kidnapping they had endured, of happy visits to Normandie, and of being married in a double ceremony in their father’s church, Baudoin to Carys, Robert to Dorianne.
Robert’s raspy voice interrupted his reverie. “Now the awesome responsibility of the Earldom of Ellesmere falls on your shoulders. You as an English Earl and my son as the Norman Comte face stormy weather ahead. There will be conflict over the succession when Henry finally dies.”
Gallien shrugged. “We’ve been saying that for nigh on ten years. However, with my wife’s help, and the example of you and my parents to guide me, I’m hopeful the Montbryces can weather the storm. Alexandre and I will work together for the good of the family.”
He prayed he was right. Though they had become closer since Flandres, there was still a lot about Alexandre he wasn’t sure of.
Robert remained silent for a while, seemingly lost in thought. “King Henry afforded us a great honor by being present for my brother’s burial. He travelled from Lyons-la-Forêt, near Rouen. He was supposedly visiting his daughter, who is expecting their third child, but apparently Geoffrey has whisked her off to Anjou.”
Gallien did not remind his uncle that he already knew all this.
Robert coughed, a hacking cough that seemed to have worsened since their arrival. “Many remarked privately how frail and weak Henry seems. Maud plans to declare herself Queen once Henry dies.”
Gallien shrugged. “She’s at a disadvantage if she’s in Anjou. Stephen is ready to travel to England at a moment’s notice to secure the throne.”
Robert steepled his hands. “Many will censure him for breaking his oath to support Maud.”
Gallien copied his uncle’s pose. “It cannot be helped. I will break Ellesmere’s oath. Stephen must be king.”
Robert seemed to doze for a while, then stirred. “You’re fortunate to have Peri as your wife, my boy. Dorianne brought me back from hell, as you know. I wish Alexandre could find a good woman.”
Gallien supposed that if he, an angry, embittered man, had found love, there was a chance for the painfully shy Alexandre. He chuckled inwardly as it dawned on him he was indeed afflicted with the curse of the Montbryces. He loved his wife to distraction.
He thanked God for Peri. What a Countess she would be. The people of Ellesmere Castle and its environs loved her. She had not accompanied him to Normandie, being again with child—their fifth. Seven year old Grace had remained behind as well, but her twin brother had come to Normandie to be present at his grandfather’s burial.
Rodrick was the living image of Baudoin de Montbryce, and Gallien knew his mother took solace in that. The boy had supported his grandmother throughout the ordeal of the journey and the interment, solicitous of her needs.
Gallien inhaled deeply, chewing his bottom lip. “My mother has aged. I fear she will not outlast my father by much.”
Robert smiled. “She is like me. I lost interest in life after Dorianne’s death. A marriage bed is a cold and lonely place when you have shared a great love and your partner dies. Carys loved my brother with an enduring passion—but I don’t need to tell you that. It’s that love that will see her buried here with Baudoin when the time comes, though her Welsh roots call to her.”
Gallien hesitated, but what he wanted to say, had to be said. “You probably don’t want to hear this, oncle, but I would prefer to be buried at Ellesmere. Étienne feels the same way.”
Robert was pensive for a while. “It makes sense, I suppose. In some ways Ellesmere is my home too, though I have lived in Normandie for most of my life. Somehow, one’s birthplace always beckons. It’s ironic. My father lived in England and longed for Normandie. I live in Normandie and often think fondly of England.
“Speaking of your brother, what’s this about six children?”
Gallien laughed. “Étienne is enamored with Tandine de Villiers. Her six stepchildren are wards of the earldom, thanks to my father. He petitioned King Henry to grant de Villiers Hall to Tandine. If Étienne marries her, he will get the hall as her dowry.”
Robert chuckled. “This is why he is anxious to get back to England. But why has he waited this long to wed her. It’s what, six years since they met?”
Gallien grimaced. “He hesitates because he knows neither Peri nor I will ever set foot in that Hall again.”
Robert chuckled. “Bad memories. Caen has the same effect on me. I can’t travel through the town without bile rising in my throat.”
A noise in the corridor caught their attention. Alexandre, hurried into the gallery, his face flushed, his breathing laboured.
“What’s wrong, Alexandre?” Robert asked, coming slowly to his feet with the aid of his cane.
Alexandre swallowed hard. “King Henry is dead. He died at Lyons-la-Forêt yesterday, the first day of December. Messengers have been sent to summon Maud back from Anjou.”
The hiss and crackle of the fire’s flames filled the gallery as the three men looked from one to the other.
Robert swayed, his knuckles white on the head of his cane.
Alexandre’s breathing steadied.
Gallien’s gut clenched. The day he had long dreaded was upon them, but his duty was clear. He clenched his fist in the air. “King Henry is dead. Long live King Stephen.”
Alexandre thrust out his chin, one hand fisted at his side, the other pressed to his heart. “Le roi est mort. Vive la Reine Maude!”
He turned on his heel and stormed out of the gallery.
###
FAMILY TREE
Recipe for Dwale
In the Middle Ages
, dwale was home remedy widely used to render people insensitive to pain. Here is a recipe. As indicated in the story, too much henbane or hemlock, both highly toxic, could be fatal.
Three spoonfuls of the gall of a sow (bile)
3 sp. hemlock juice
3 sp wild neep (bryony)
3 sp dried juice of wild lettuce
3 sp pape (opium)
3 sp henbane
3 sp eysyl (vinegar)
Mix and boil ingredients. Put in potel (2.2 L)
Put 3 sp into wine and administer.
About the Author
I was born in England, but I’ve lived most of my life in Canada. I have a keen interest in genealogy and this has had a tremendous influence on my stories. I write medieval romance about family honor, ancestry, and roots. My novels are intimate love stories filled with passion and adventure. Following a fruitful career in teaching, I transformed my love of writing and history into works of fiction. One of the things I enjoy most about writing historical romance is the in-depth research necessary to provide readers with an authentic medieval experience. And I love happy endings! I hope you get as much pleasure from reading my books as I do writing them.
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MORE BOOKS BY ANNA
If you like stories with medieval breeds of dogs, you’ll enjoy If Love Dares Enough, Carried Away, and Wild Viking Princess. If you have a soft spot for cats, read Passion in the Blood and Haunted Knights.
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Welsh History—Conquering Passion, Defiant Passion, Dark and Bright, The Winds of the Heavens
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