by Клео Коул
“My keycard,” said Ric, locking eyes with Matt. “The key to my hotel room.”
Five
“A keycard,” Tucker said. “Good lord, that’s a relief.”
“A relief?” said Ric. “Why?”
“Those hotel keycards never have room numbers on them.” Tucker waved a hand. “There’s no way your mugger will know which room you were in.”
My ex-husband remained silent; his expression had gone grim, and I knew he was finished with the laissez-faire attitude. I figured he was trying to decide whether to drive Ric directly over to the Sixth Precinct or summon the police to the scene by phone.
“Matt,” I said quietly. “You should probably just drive him over—unless you don’t want to lose your parking space, then you should just hail a cab.”
Matt’s brow wrinkled. “Why would I want to hail a cab?”
“Don’t be dense. To take Ric to the Sixth Precinct so he can report the theft of his hotel key—”
“Excuse me,” Matt shifted his gaze from me to Tucker and back to me. “Clare, Tucker, I’d like a word with Ric alone.”
“Oh,” said Tucker. “Oh, sure! No problem. I’ll just go help Joy with the decaf.”
Tucker left. I didn’t. “What’s going on?”
With an audible sigh, Matt took out his cell and handed it to Ric.
“Thanks,” Ric said, opening the phone.
As he began to dial, Matt took a firm hold of my elbow, and pulled me away. We stopped far from the warmth of the fireplace, against the exposed brick wall, beneath a collection of antique hand-cranked coffee grinders.
“Matt, tell me. What is going on? Who’s Ric calling—”
“Clare, please,” Matt whispered, his eyes glancing around to make sure no one was close enough to hear. “This was just a random robbery. Okay? Let it go.”
“A random robbery?”
“Yes.”
“By a mugger who uses a prerecorded message?”
“Yes.”
“And doesn’t take the muggee’s wallet?”
“Yes.”
“What’s in Ric’s hotel room, Matt?” I tilted my head sharply to see around my ex-husband. Ric was quietly talking into the cell phone. “Is he calling the police?”
“No. And I don’t want you involved. I know you too well.” Matt gestured to Joy, behind the coffee bar. “Just like your daughter.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You know what it means.”
“No, I don’t—”
“Do you know why Joy hasn’t been by the Blend in weeks? She’s dating someone new, and she doesn’t want you to know.”
“Why not?”
“Why do you think? She knows her mom’s a bigger nose hound than Scooby Doo and she wants her privacy.”
“Scooby Doo?” I shook my head. “Matt, I realize you missed most of Joy’s upbringing, but in case you haven’t noticed, she no longer watches Saturday morning cartoons—”
“Come on, Clare. We’ve been over this. I was young and stupid, okay? I was a lousy father and a terrible husband, and, believe me, I know what I’ve lost because of it...” Matt paused, his tone softening, his eyes holding mine. “You know, no matter what, I’d do anything for her... and you.”
I looked away. “You’re trying to change the subject. You’re using Joy to make me back off of Ric—”
“I’m trying to make a point that Joy’s an adult now. It’s natural for her to want some privacy. So don’t push too hard or you’ll end up pushing her away.”
Matt turned, ready to walk. I grabbed a handful of cashmere sweater. “Wait,” I said. “I can help you. Why don’t you think of it that way?”
Matt smoothed the wrinkles I’d made. “For one thing because Ric hasn’t seen you in ten years. He’s not going to trust you.”
“He will if you tell him to.”
The bell over the front door jingled. After years in the beverage service industry, Matt and I had the same Pavlovian response. We stopped our private conversation and glanced at the new customer. Once we saw who it was, however, our responses weren’t even close to identical.
“It’s Mike,” I said, my mood immediately lightening.
Across the room, Detective Mike Quinn nodded in greeting. His usual glacial gaze warmed as it took me in. Then his attention shifted to Matt and the chill returned.
Matt tensed, a scowl cutting lines in his face that I hadn’t seen before. “Since when did you start calling him Mike?”
“We’re friends,” I whispered. “You know that.”
The lanky cop strode to the coffee bar, where he took a load off. Tucker began to make conversation with the detective, but he didn’t bother filling his order. By now, all of my baristas knew the drill. When Mike Quinn came here for his usual, he had no interest in anyone making it but me.
“Do me a favor, Clare,” Matt said. “Get your ‘friend’ his order and get him the hell out of here tout de suite.”
Given my ex-husband’s years of dealing with corrupt officials in banana republics, I understood why he distrusted the police. It occurred to me that Ric might feel the same. But Greenwich Village wasn’t exactly a Third World hellhole, and in my experience the NYPD had always lived up to its “New York’s finest” motto, especially Detective Quinn, who’d gone out on a limb for me more than once.
“But, Matt,” I argued, “this is the perfect opportunity to ask Mike for help. If Ric is in some kind of trouble—”
“Don’t tell him a thing.”
Matt’s words sounded resolved, but his brown eyes were filled with uncertainty. He was feeling guilty about something, I realized. He was feeling nervous, too, and that told me I had some bargaining power.
“Don’t tell Mike a thing?” I put my hands on my hips and arched an eyebrow. “I can’t promise you that.”
Matt read me just as fast as I’d read him. “What do you want?”
“I want you and Ric to tell me everything you’re holding back.”
“Now? We can’t. Quinn will—”
“Later. Tell me later.”
Matt glanced back over his shoulder. Mike Quinn was still chatting with Tucker. “Okay...” he agreed, “but not a word to Quinn tonight or the deal’s off.”
“And you have to take Ric to the ER,” I added. “If he was pistol whipped, he could be hemorrhaging. He needs a CT scan or an MRI, but somebody’s got to take a peek inside that thick skull of his.”
Matt turned to look at his friend. “You’re right. I’ll take him... and what about you?”
“What about me?”
Matt surprised me by reaching out and brushing back my bangs. His thumb feathered across the darkening bruise.
“Does it hurt?” he whispered. “Don’t you need to be checked out, too?”
Matt’s touch was tender, warm, and sweet. I pushed it away.
“It’s okay,” I said.
The man’s hands were dangerous. A year ago, they’d gotten me into bed, right upstairs, and I swore it would never happen again. Not ever.
“You’re sure?”
“Yes!” I said, then lowered my voice. “I don’t have a headache. No dizziness or sleepiness—if anything I’m more alert. Besides, I’m scheduled for my annual physical Thursday. I’ll get checked out then.”
Matt raised his chin in Quinn’s general direction. “And you’ll keep your boyfriend in the dark tonight?”
“He’s not my boyfriend, Matt. He’s a married man—”
“Didn’t you mention that he and his wife just separated?”
“Yes, but they’re not divorced yet. And he’s still pretty raw.”
Matt smirked, glanced at the detective again. This time Quinn glanced back at the same time. The men locked eyes for a moment.
“He’ll put the moves on you inside of a week,” Matt said, facing me again.
“Stop it, Matt. I told you, we’re just friends.”
“A week.”
I pointed to Ric
and glared, making it clear I meant business. “The ER. Or I spill.”
“All right, we’re going.”
Then Matt headed one way, and I went the other.
Six
“The usual?” I asked from behind the coffee bar.
The detective nodded.
Mike Quinn was an average-looking Joe with sandy-brown hair, a slightly ruddy complexion, and a square, dependable chin. He had crow’s feet and frown lines, favored beige suits, rust-colored ties, and gave sanctuary to a trench coat that had seen better years. He was also tall and lean with rock-solid shoulders and a working moral compass.
I couldn’t imagine Mike as being anything but a cop. To me, he was like one of those concrete block warehouses people barely notice on a fair weather day but run screaming to for refuge in a Category Four.
And then there were his eyes. Nothing average there. Even when the rest of him appeared aloof or exhausted, Mike’s eyes were alert and alive, taking in everything. Intensely blue, they were the shade of a Hampton’s sky— which I had only recently discovered, having just spent my first summer there—and when they were on me, my blood pumped a little faster (even without caffeine).
Behind the counter, Joy had finished brewing that fresh French press pot of Ric’s new decaffeinated beans.
“Make Ric’s to go,” I advised her. “He’s heading out.”
I was tempted to keep yakking. I wanted to ask her about that new boyfriend, the one she’d discussed with Matt and not me. It rankled that she was keeping secrets, but we’d been through some rough patches in the last year, and I could see where she might be sensitive about my meddling in her new “adult” life.
My ex-husband had been wrong about a lot of things, but I wasn’t going to disregard his advice just because he could be a horse’s ass in other quarters. He loved our daughter. And she loved him. And maybe, for once, Matt knew what was best.
Biting my tongue, I stopped the dozen grilling questions on the tip of it. Instead, I put an arm around her and thanked her for coming down to say hello.
“No problem, Mom,” she said. “It’s nice to see you.” She hugged me then. It was unexpected but heartfelt, and it made me feel a thousand times better.
As she headed off toward Ric and her dad, I turned back to Quinn.
“We have something new tonight,” I told him. “Beans from a prototype decaffeinated coffee plant. Would you like to try a cup?”
He arched a sandy eyebrow. “You think I come here for decaffeination?”
“Now you sound like my baristas.”
“The usual,” he said, his low gravelly voice like music. “That’ll be fine.”
It always gave me a kick to make Quinn’s “usual.” Before he’d made detective, he’d been a hardened street cop, and even though he wasn’t the sort of man to wear his machismo on his sleeve, I vowed never to tell him that in Italy his favorite nightly drink was considered a wussy breakfast beverage favored by children and old ladies.
The latte was also the most popular coffee drink at the Village Blend, as it was in most American gourmet coffee shops, so who was I to judge? Our double-tall version used two shots of espresso, steamed milk, crowned with a thin layer of foamed milk. (In a cappuccino, the foamed milk dominates.) And because we throw away any espresso shot older than fifteen seconds, we always prepare the milk first.
I cleared the steam wand and dipped it deep into the stainless steel pitcher. One trick for steaming milk (as I tell my new baristas) is to keep your hand on the bottom of the metal container. If it becomes too hot to handle, you’re probably scalding the liquid. That’s one reason I clip a thermometer to every pitcher (150 to 160 degrees Fahrenheit is the optimum range).
As I worked, I kept one eye on Matt, across the main room. He’d approached Ric, who was still sitting by the fireplace, speaking into the phone. When the man completed his call, Matt quietly spoke to him.
Without protest, Ric rose to his feet. The top of his head came dead even with Matt’s. The two could have been brothers, I mused, with their perpetual tans, short-cropped raven hair, and womanizing ways. Then Ric swayed in place. The man was obviously still woozy from the blow to his head.
Matt offered an arm. “Take it easy,” he said as he helped his friend negotiate the close-quartered sea of cafe tables.
As usual, our sparse gathering of patrons, barely looked up from their seats. Mike Quinn, on the other hand, tracked the two zigzagging males as if he were a fixed bird of prey. “What happened to Matt’s friend?” he asked, his gaze never wavering from the pair until the two men left the building.
I didn’t want to lie, but I didn’t intend to break my word either. “Oh, you can guess, can’t you?”
Quinn turned back to me. “One too many decafs?”
I laughed—in an unnaturally high pitch. Since it was time to aerate the top of the milk anyway, I let the steam wand’s gurgle drown out my disturbing impression of an overexcited munchkin from the land of Oz.
Now Quinn’s gaze was fixed on me as I pulled two espresso shots and dumped both into a double-tall glass mug. Then I tilted the pitcher of steamed milk. Using a spoon, I held back the froth at the top, letting the velvety white warmth splash into the liquid ebony.
The Blend had a tasty variety of latte flavors—vanilla, mocha, caramel, hazelnut, cinnamon-spice, and so on—but Quinn was a purist. I finished the drink with a few spoonfuls of frothy light foam and slid it to him. He took a few long sips of his no-frills latte, wiped away the slight traces of foam on his upper lip with two fingers, and sighed like a junkie getting his fix.
I loved seeing the man’s stone face crack, relaxed pleasure shining out like sun rays through a storm cloud. I noticed the shadow of a beard on his jaw line. The dark brown scruff made him look a little dangerous. Not for the first time, I wondered what it would be like to wake up next to him first thing in the morning. He caught me looking. I turned away.
For well over a year now, Mike Quinn had been a loyal friend. He was someone I’d trusted and confided in, someone who’d helped me get through difficult situations, a few of which had involved murder.
Mike had confided in me, too... often about his case-loadand sometimes about the crumbling state of his thirteen-year marriage. He had two young children, a boy and a girl, and he’d wanted to stick it out for their sakes, but the last few years had been the worst. He’d tried marriage counseling, group therapy, and “couples’ exploration” weekends. Finally, he decided to grit his teeth and just bear it until his kids were older, but his wife didn’t feel the same. She was the one who made the final cut.
About a month ago, she announced that she wanted a divorce. She intended to marry the “new” man in her life— which translated to the latest guy in a string of affairs. And since New York State requires couples to live apart for one year before a divorce can be granted, she insisted their jointly-owned Brooklyn brownstone be put on the market immediately.
Mike’s wife and kids were now preparing to move into the guest house on the new man’s Long Island estate (the new man apparently pulled down in a month what a veteran detective made in a year), and Mike was living alone in Alphabet City. He’d taken a one bedroom rental, not that I’d seen it.
Did I want to? was the real question.
Yes! was my resounding answer.
I’d had a brief summer fling with Jim Rand, but we’d parted ways at the start of September. Now he was scuba diving thousands of miles away, although it might as well have been millions. Jim was the kind of peripatetic lover of adventure who couldn’t stay in one place long enough to let a tomato plant take root, let alone a relationship, and I’d had his number from the moment I’d met him.
The attraction between me and Mike was something else, something more. Over the past year, we’d flirted regularly, laughed at each other’s jokes, and shared many a long, quiet conversation. But as long as Mike was trying to make his marriage work, there was no way I was going to allow us to cross that platonic line
.
Things were different now... and yet they still weren’t right...
My ex-husband’s little prediction about the man “making moves” on me was quaint, but I didn’t believe it for a second. Mike Quinn had “gun shy” written all over him—and it had nothing to do with the .45 peeking out of his shoulder holster.
Although he was separated, he wasn’t legally divorced, and he was obviously still stressed and disturbed about the end of his marriage. When would he be ready to move on? I didn’t know. I couldn’t even be sure he’d want me when he was ready...
Grabbing the portafilter handle, I gave it a sharp tug, unlocking the basket from the espresso machine. “So what’s new tonight?” I asked, knocking the cake of used grounds into the under-counter garbage.
“You tell me.”
I glanced up at him. Damn those blue eyes. “There’s nothing to tell.”
“Really?”
“Really.”
“You’re such a terrible liar, Cosi.”
I looked away, noticed Joy’s pot of decaf, and moved to pour myself a cup.
“You know...” Mike said lazily sipping his drink, “Tucker told me what happened.”
I froze, midpour.
When Mike had come in earlier, he’d sat down at the coffee bar and made small talk with Tucker. Until now, I hadn’t considered what they’d been talking about. Obviously, Matt hadn’t either or he never would have made a deal with me.
I threw out the cup of decaf. For this, I’d need caffeine.
I dosed grounds into a portafilter, tamped, clamped, and pulled two shots. Then I poured the double into a cup and took it with me to face Mike across the marble bar.
“What... exactly did he tell you?”
“That someone mugged your ex-husband’s friend in your back alley. Why didn’t you call the police?”
“You’re the police. And you’re here.”
“But you didn’t call me.”
“Matt’s friend... he didn’t want to report the incident.”
“Why?”
“There are issues.”
“What issues?”
I took another hit of caffeine. “I don’t know yet, but Matt promises he’ll tell me later.”
