I jumped in as soon as he stopped talking. “I trust their judgment, Dad, and I know they’d never put us in a bad situation.” While I bobbed my head up and down, I realized I was trying to convince myself as much as my father.
The lights began shooting up in the air and lighting the sky in red, white, and blue; it was breathtaking. I wrapped Lucia in my arms while she sat on my lap. I loved fireworks: the feeling of being free and childlike. Listening to all the “oohs” and “ahhs” just added to the excitement.
After the grand finale, we all kissed and hugged goodbye, with promises to get together soon. Then, as fast as we could, we folded up the chairs and made our way to our vehicles. The four of us piled into my car, while my dad went home alone.
~*~*~
Lori and Chris’s vacation ended much too fast for my liking, and I was sad to see them go back to New York. It always meant so much to me when my relatives visited; they were my connection to back home. I had always wanted a big family, and it was important to me that Lucia knew our relations and that she felt loved
Before she left, Lori arranged for her brother-in-law, Dominic, to arrive the following week for his interview. He reserved a room at the Marriot in the Fox Hills area, which was around the corner from my condo. I was nervous to meet him, especially since I needed to decide whether or not I wanted him to be a live-in nanny. It might be more convenient in the end to have him there all the time, but I worried about how I would separate his working time from his off time. Too many questions arose in my mind; I needed to do some research.
The day of their departure, I walked Chris and Lori to the security entrance to wish them a safe trip before they went to their gate.
“I’m going to miss you guys so much.” I looked at Lori sadly. “Would you consider moving here?”
Chris shook his head with a deep chuckle. “I don’t know. It’s not that we don’t like it here; it’s just that our jobs keep us there.”
I looked at Chris then, his body was tall and lean, and his skin was a dark olive color. He had short, black hair and colorful, hazel eyes. He was an okay-looking man, and it made me wonder what his brother looked like.
“I know, I just hate being here alone. Will you come and visit more often, then?” I asked with hope in my tone.
“We will — you know it. And I hope we can soon,” Lori reassured me.
“I’ll miss you.” I hugged Lori with all my might, and then gave Chris a light squeeze. “Take care of her,” I teased.
“I will.”
Chapter 9
Duck, Duck, Goose
The next week flew by, and my nerves sent me into a whirlwind of cleaning. I spent the whole weekend scrubbing every inch of my condo and rearranging the guest room to look more masculine. Dominic wasn’t staying here on this initial visit, but I wanted him to look at the room and feel like it could be a space he would want to stay in.
He was to arrive in town that morning at eleven, and it was now eleven thirty. Knowing he should be there soon, I walked around with a dust rag wiping down every surface, but I was still startled when the phone rang. Looking at the caller I.D., I saw that the call came from the guard-shack.
“Hello.”
“Hi, this is Kevin from security. I have a Dominic Roberts here to see you.”
“Send him in. Thanks, Kevin.”
Lucia was at the park with my dad, who would bring her back in a while. I wanted to meet with Dominic before Lucia did, so the experience didn’t scare her or confuse her. She still wasn’t sure what a nanny — manny —was.
About fifteen minutes later, there was a knock on my door. When I opened it, I gasped, blinking. My mouth opened and closed several times, and I couldn’t form a word.
The first thing I saw were his eyes, which were a shade that transcended the most beautiful green things in the world: peacock feathers, limes, and lush leaves. They were small, slanted, and topped with thick dark eyebrows, which added a hint of mystery. His hair was dark black and slicked back. The bone structure of his face was strong, masculine, and angled. I couldn’t stop looking at him.
He cleared his throat and put out his hand. “I’m Dominic.” I grabbed it in a firm shake, and I felt like I could see my future in that instant. Pictures of Dominic and me together in our old age flashed before my eyes. I felt comforted, as if I were wrapped in a warm coat of love. It was an amazing feeling.
After much too long of a handshake, I pulled my hand back and said, “I am so sorry, Dominic. Please excuse my manners.” I waved him in with my right hand, while holding the door open with my left. “Come in. I’m Mia, by the way. Let’s have a seat in the living room to talk.”
I led the way to the sofa, and we both sat. I felt the need to explain myself, and the verbal vomit began. I turned bright red and said, “Please excuse my behavior at the door, it’s just . . .” I looked up at him through my lashes, not trying to be cute, just truthfully embarrassed that I was going to be so honest. “It’s just that you’re beautiful.”
I stood up in a flash when he paled before my eyes. His olive skin lightened to a pasty color. “Oh, God, I’m sorry. You want to leave, don’t you? I don’t act like this, usually. I swear I’m not crazy,” I rambled. I turned away from him in embarrassment. God, this was one time when my big mouth was not productive.
Dominic stood up, walked toward me, and grabbed my shoulders, turning me to face him before saying, “No, I’m not leaving. I was just taken off guard, embarrassed.” He grabbed my hand and guided me back to the sofa.
The whole situation had turned ridiculous. Leave it to me and my awkward behavior to ruin an interview with this . . . this . . . Adonis. I squeezed my eyes shut and filled my lungs with air. I tried a couple of cleansing breaths to start over, but it wasn’t enough. “Excuse me, I’ll be right back.”
I walked like a bat out of hell to the bathroom, grabbed a washcloth from the drawer, and drenched it in cold water. Once I placed it on the back of my neck, it cooled me off in an instant.
Now, I needed to compose myself and not act like a teenager with raging hormones. With a big sigh, I smoothed down my blue tank top and pulled the hem over the waistband of my jean shorts. I made my way back out to the living room, still quite nervous, but ready to see if he was a good fit for Lucia’s and my life.
With a very apologetic and sheepish smile, I said, “Dominic, I am so sorry. My behavior is very unprofessional. I hope we can start over.” I could tell he was still sort of embarrassed, but he seemed much more comfortable after I spoke.
“It’s quite all right,” he said with a tilt of his head, making me feel better.
I knew that I would be calling Lori as soon as the interview was over. She would be getting a tongue-lashing for not warning me about how handsome he was. Once I got situated on the sofa again, I prompted, “So, tell me about yourself, Dominic.”
He rubbed his palms on the front of his jeans and answered. “Well, I know Chris and Lori told you my story or at least the basics. So, after I lost everything, I needed to do something I knew I’d enjoy and that was very different than what I had been doing. I wanted to make sure it was something I could do as a career.” He cleared his throat, which made me realize I hadn’t even offered him anything.
I jumped up. “Can I get you something to drink? Water? Soda?” I asked.
“Oh, yes please. Water is fine.” I jogged to the kitchen and pulled two water bottles from the refrigerator. Speeding back, I handed him one. He opened the bottle and took a long pull. His head was back and his throat exposed. I watched while his Adam’s apple moved up and down with each swallow. Shit, it’s getting hot in here again. Then I admonished myself. Knock it off and pull yourself together.
His beauty knew no bounds. He was perfection personified. My eyes scanned him from head to toe. His legs were long, clad in jeans, with a pair of black leather dress shoes peeking out at the bottom. He looked very clean cut in a blue short-sleeved, button-down shirt. With an attempt to cool myself
off again, I took a couple of swigs from my bottle.
Dominic finished his water and put the empty bottle on the coffee table. “So, after I decided I didn’t want that lifestyle anymore, I thought long and hard about what I wanted to do. Before, I thought finances and stock markets were my life, but I learned that what I wanted more than anything was stability and a family.” He breathed in a deep breath and closed his eyes for a long moment, calming himself.
“Anyway, after my fiancée walked out on me, I doubted I would ever have the chance to have the family I’ve always wanted. So, it seemed like the next best thing was to take care of someone else’s. After I figured it all out, I begged my friends to let me watch their kids for them. It’s not always easy, but it’s been rewarding so far.” His eyes bore into mine, pleading for me to understand and not to judge.
The one thing going through my mind was the desire to pull him into a hug and nuzzle him to my breast like a mother would. I wanted to soothe him, comfort him, and offer all that I had. Lucia and I could give him what he wanted. Whoa, lady. Back up. You just met the guy. I nodded in understanding, and the words just fell out of my mouth once again without my brain’s consent. “Well, you can be a part of our little clan.” I could feel my ears and cheeks heat up when I flushed. “I mean, that is, if you want the job.” Could I blush any more?
Then I laughed when I realized I was getting ahead of myself. “Um, I suppose you should meet Lucia first.” I looked at my watch and knew my dad would be there any minute.
Dominic laughed with me, showing he was just as nervous as I was. “Can you tell me about a normal day for you and Lucia, Mia?”
“Oh, sure. Monday through Friday, I work while she’s in school, and then she goes to afterschool care until I get out of work.” I took another sip from my water and continued. “I want to be involved as much as possible. I mean, I don’t want to give over all of her care-taking to someone else.
I considered the live-in situation for a moment. “Would you consider being a full-time caregiver in our home?”
He nodded and answered, “I think that’s best. That way I can be here for whatever she needs. Or you.” His right hand gestured toward me. I looked into his eyes and smiled wide at the thoughts that flooded my mind. Yeah, I might need something in the middle of the night.
At that moment, I heard a key wiggle the doorknob and knew that my dad was home with Lucia. I stood suddenly as the excitement poured from me in waves. “She’s here.” I turned toward the door and waited for it to open, feeling more nervous than ever. Because I didn’t want to see him go, I wanted nothing more than for Lucia to like Dominic. The thoughts I was having were unbelievable, but they were taking over. I felt a weird connection with him and I wanted to see where it could go.
The door flew open with a bang, and in bounced my little girl. Her pink, flowery shirt was stained with what looked like chocolate. My dad must have taken her for ice cream.
“Hi Lucia, Dad. I would like you to meet someone.” I gestured to Dominic, who was now beside me. I looked at him, and his eyes were on my baby, sparkling with excitement.
Lucia, reserved for the moment, stood next to my dad waiting for something to happen.
“This is Dominic Roberts. Dominic this is my dad, Paul Balducci, and Lucia, my daughter.” My dad and Dominic shook hands, and Dominic bent down to say hello to Lucia. “Hey, there. It’s so nice to meet you. Your Aunt Lori told me all about you.” His smile spread across his face.
She looked him in the eyes, shaking her head with a little pout and said, “She didn’t tell me about you.”
We all laughed.
“Hey, what’s that?” He pointed at the chocolate on her shirt. When she looked down, he bopped her on the nose with his crooked forefinger. She cracked up as if that were the funniest thing ever. It was a great icebreaker. They hit it off from there.
I was still worried about what my dad thought, however. When Dominic stood up, I decided I would let my dad have his own chat with my new manny. “Lucia, come on. Let’s get you washed up and change your clothes.” I put out my hand, and she grabbed it.
Overall, the meeting went well, and I had a very good feeling about having Dominic there to help out with Lucia.
Chapter 10
Telephone
The next morning, as I sat on my balcony before Lucia woke up, I was able to relax and reflect. Mornings were my favorite time because I was able to relax and gather my thoughts before the day began. The quiet allowed me to breathe and to take in my surroundings. I sat there and reflected on my meeting with Dominic and my call to Lori the day after.
The day we met Dominic had gone so much better than I had expected. Dad gave me his approval of Dominic, and, to celebrate, I cooked us dinner, where I offered him the job. Dominic was excited and expressed his desire to work with us.
Now, the morning after he’d left, I had to make that call to Lori. I sat outside in my spot on the balcony with my coffee and the phone.
“Yes?” she answered.
“Is that any way to answer the phone, Lori?” I laughed.
“Well, I do have caller I.D., so I knew it was you.”
“Fine. So, I have a bone to pick with you. Why didn’t you tell me Dominic was so fine? Oh, my God, Lori. I think I’ve fallen in love.” I chuckled.
She gasped. “Mia, are you kidding?”
And I laughed some more. “No, I’m not, Lori. Okay, yes I am, I think. I mean, how cruel to just let him show up and catch me off guard like that. You should have seen how foolish I acted.”
She was laughing so hard that she couldn’t even speak while she gasped for breath. “Well, I never paid attention to his looks. I mean I only have eyes for Chris. But I should have known he would catch your eye. What did you do when he arrived?”
I laughed and replied, “Well, I eye-fucked him when I opened the door, and it took about five minutes too long for me to snap out of it. That’s so not like me. Once I realized what I’d done, I was so embarrassed, just acting like a love-struck teenager. He must think I’m a fool.” Although, he did accept the job, I mused.
“In all seriousness, Lori I think I’m in love. When our hands touched, I saw flashes of a future of us together.” I put my head in my hand at my ridiculousness. “I know, I sound crazy, but he seems like the perfect man for me, for us. And now I’m doubting my decision to have him here.”
“Well, it sounds a bit crazy, but I understand. I mean when I met Chris, it was love at first sight. But, if you’re feeling that way now, just pay attention and see how it goes. If he was afraid of your reaction to him, he wouldn’t have taken the job.”
I sighed and fidgeted with the tie of my bathrobe. “I guess you’re right. I’m just worried I’m going to want more than he will. I don’t think I could take the rejection after what Alex did to me. Dominic seems mature, and he wants a family, so I guess that’s a plus. Well, I suppose I’ll just wait and see,” I muttered the last part.
“You’d be surprised, Mia. It all may just work out for you. Just see how he interacts with Lucia and go from there.”
“Lori, he was wonderful with her. Here at the house, he engaged her in conversation and games. And at dinner, he helped me with her. He was very conscious of our norm and rules. Dominic would look at me for approval on things to make sure they were okay with me. It seems as if he will fit in just fine with her. She loved having a male figure around. I just worry that if it doesn’t work she will get hurt,” I said. I thought back to the previous evening.
After my dad and Dominic had a few words, I invited them to stay for dinner. I didn’t want to send Dominic back to his hotel to spend the rest of the evening alone. I also wanted to watch him interact with Lucia more. Dominic agreed, but my dad had to leave. While I stood in the kitchen, preparing spaghetti with marinara sauce and garlic bread, I watched while Lucia bombarded him with random questions and information.
“Dominic, did you know I’m going to learn ballet? Dominic, do you want t
o play a game with me? You know I go to school? My mom says I’m smart.” She went on and on, but I thought it was funny how Dominic did not seem flustered at all. He looked interested in and intrigued by her every word.
While I defrosted and warmed up the homemade sauce I had in the freezer, I heard Lucia talking about a candy board game she had.
“Dominic, you can be the green furry monster because his fur matches your eyes.”
I laughed at that, because even she had noticed his beautiful peepers.
Dinner was almost ready so I popped the garlic bread in the oven.
“Lucia, I don’t know how you do it. Look at where your character is and where mine is. I keep getting sent backward,” said Dominic in mock surprise.
My baby laughed at him. “I don’t know, but I’m win-ning,” she said in a singsong voice.
“Okay, you guys, dinner’s almost ready. Lucia, you want to show Dominic how to set the table?” I yelled out from the kitchen.
“Yes, Momma. Come on, Dominic, let’s go.” She got up, pulled him into the dinning room, and showed him where the place mats were and where to get the silverware.
So far, they worked well together. Dominic pretended to put the fork on the plate instead of on the placemat. Lucia had fun with that and playfully scolded him. “Hey, silly. The fork doesn’t go there. See where I’m putting mine? It goes on the side.”
“Wow, you’re good at this.” He smiled at her.
Peeking through the oven door, I saw the bread had turned a golden brown. “It’s ready. Get drink orders, Lucia,” I called out.
“Dominic, what do you want to drink?” she asked.
“Umm, water? How about you?”
“I’m gonna have milk. Momma, what do you want?”
“Water, baby, please.”
While I placed the bread in a basket and plated the spaghetti, she asked Dominic for help pouring her milk. The bottles of water were easy for her to pour into glasses, so she did those on her own.
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