by Tynessa
“I’m sorry, Heaven. I’m just having a hard time dealing with this shit. I’m not going to say I expected it from Tamar but I would’ve before Ali. That nigga is like my fucking brother. If anybody knew how I felt about that bitch, it was him. I mean I would’ve been cool with it if he would have come to me when the shit first happened. But for him to hold it in this long, that shit ain’t cool at all. The only reason that nigga said something now is because I guess he feels like Taylen is his,” Zylen vented. “How could I have been so fucking stupid? Hell, now that I think about it, that damn boy looks just like his ass,” Zylen chuckled.
“You wasn’t stupid, Zylen. You just did what you felt was right. I know that bitch was your first love or whatever and you probably still have a soft spot for—”
“Nah, I wouldn’t say all that. I don’t have shit for her ass. Real shit!” he cut Heaven off and said with so much hatred in his voice.
“Okay, okay… I was just saying maybe you overlooked the fact that he favored Ali because him sleeping with her was the last thing on your mind.”
“I should have never argued with you and just took another test. Do you see the resemblance between them?” Zylen asked. Heaven dropped her head and stared at the floor before answering him.
“Yeah, a little. I mean, I knew he wasn’t yours, Zy. The boy is too damn light to be from your black ass, for one,” Heaven laughed, trying to brighten up the mood. Zylen chuckled as well.
“I guess you’re right,” was all he said as he took a seat on the couch. Heaven dropped to her knees in front of him and cupped his face. She kissed his lips passionately before pulling back to stare into his eyes. No words was spoken as she unfastened his belt buckle, never breaking the stare. Already knowing what was next to come, Zylen leaned back, closed his eyes and prepared himself for the ride his wife was about to take him on.
Heaven jerked him off as she watched his dick grow in her hands. Once she was satisfied with its length she kissed the head before taking all ten inches into her warm wet mouth. She used all her tricks and sucked Zylen up just the way she knew he liked it. Once she felt his dick twitching, she knew he was on the verge of cumming and that’s when she straddled him. Easing down on his dick inch by inch, Heaven began rotating her hips nice and slow. Zylen needed to release some stress and though he loved to make love to his wife, at that moment he just wanted to fuck the shit out of her. He wanted to take all his anger and frustration out of her pussy.
Getting off the couch with her still straddling him, he laid her down gently on the floor. He flipped her over roughly onto her stomach; pulling her up on all fours, Zylen entered Heaven’s opening with one thrust. That alone let Heaven know that he was about to murder her pussy. That was cool with her because one thing about her husband, whether he was making love to her pussy or beating the shit out of it, he always aimed to please and never left her disappointed.
Heaven wasted no time matching his thrusts as she threw it back to him. The only noises that were heard was loud moans, grunts, ass smacking and the sound of her wetness as he entered her pussy roughly. Zylen placed his hand around her neck and gave it a light squeeze. Feeling Heaven’s pussy muscle tighten around his dick, he knew she was on the verge of an explosion, so he pulled out. He added a little more pressure to her neck as he leaned down to whisper in her ear.
“If I ever find out you been giving my pussy away I’m killing you and that nigga. I don’t give a fuck who it is! This shit is mines.” Zylen rubbed his hard dick across her clit from the back. “And I don’t share my Heaven Sent. You understand me?” he said. He had so much cold dripping from his voice that it caused Heaven to shiver. She nodded her head up and down quickly but that wasn’t good enough for Zylen. Adding a little more pressure to her neck he smacked her ass so hard Heaven knew he’d left his hand print on her right ass cheek.
“I can’t fucking hear you! I said do you fucking understand me?” he asked, adding more pressure and smacking her ass once more, harder than before. The stinging sensation creamed her all over again between the legs
“Yes! Yes!” Heaven finally mustered out the words he wanted to hear.
“Good.” Zylen entered her and began to fuck her pussy like he didn’t have a care in the world. It wasn’t long before they both were having the most mind-blowing explosions of their lives.
Heaven and Zylen had rough, mind-blowing sex all the time but it was something different about that one particular time. It was as if he had a point to prove. The ass smacking and choking caused her to have one of the best orgasms she’d ever had.
“I meant what the fuck I said, Heaven. If I find out you ever cheated on me, that’s your fucking ass,” Zylen said. Heaven didn’t respond as she began putting on her clothes. Why entertain it when you hadn’t done anything wrong, right?!
“I’m going upstairs to shower. Coming?” she turned to face him and asked. Zylen was just sitting on the couch staring up at her.
What the fuck is his problem? she thought to herself. Just as she opened her mouth to speak he stood and walked over to her. He roughly pulled her into his arms and kissed her passionately.
“I fucking love you, girl,” he said as he scooped her up. Heaven giggled.
“You know I love you too, baby,” she responded as he carried her upstairs to their bedroom where they showered and made love for the remainder of the night.
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The next morning Zylen was up bright and early. He looked over at sleeping Heaven and smiled. She was like a breath of fresh air. It was rare that he would wake up before her on a Saturday. Easing out of bed carefully not to wake his Heaven Sent, he headed straight to the shower. Once he was out, he threw on a pair of boxers, followed by some basketball shorts and headed to check on the kids. Surprisingly, they were all still asleep.
“Aye, li’l man, get up,” Zylen said, shaking Taylen. He stirred but didn’t get right up. Zylen suspected him to get his hard sleeping from Tamar. Her ass could sleep through anything. Lifting him out of bed, Zylen placed his limp body on the floor. He begin shaking Taylen until he opened his eyes.
“You up, li’l man?” he asked, tickling him. Taylen begin to giggle and tried to escape the hold Zylen had on him.
“Daddy I’m up, I’m up,” he laughed out.
Hearing Taylen call him Daddy caused Zylen to freeze and almost changed his mind about his plan of getting another blood test done. He was the only father Taylen knew and he didn’t want to confuse the little one. Just from being around him for the short period of time, Zylen already had a soft spot for him. He looked up just as Heaven was walking away from the bedroom door.
“Come on so I can start your water so you can take a shower.” Zylen got up and headed out the room. Taylen got a pair of shorts out and was right behind Zylen. Once he was inside the shower Zylen headed back to his bedroom to finishing getting dressed.
“Where y’all going?” Heaven asked.
“Just riding around. What’s up? You need anything?” Zylen knew if he told her that he was going to get the blood test done she would want to tag alone. It wasn’t that he didn’t want his wife to be with him, he just thought it would be better if he and Taylen went alone. He had been debating if he should go ahead and tell him that it was a possibility that his Uncle Ali, as he called Ali, was his real father or not.
“I know where you’re going Zylen. Why lie?”
Zylen scratched his forehead as he looked back at Heaven.
“Technically I didn’t lie. We are gonna ride around,” he responded. Heaven smacked her lips and folded her arms underneath her breasts.
“What, you don’t want me to go or something?” she asked. After seeing the frown on Zylen’s face she changed her whole attitude. “Just make sure you don’t go back to that one clinic,” Heaven smiled and said as Li’l Zy was running into the room.
“Ma-Ma,” he ran right to Heaven. She picked him up and kissed his cheek.
“Hey Mama’s big man.” She hugged him. It
wasn’t long before he was reaching for Zylen. He would always acknowledge his mother first then turn his attention to Zylen. Zylen picked him up and threw him in the air.
“Daddy, I’m ready. Hey Miss Heaven,” Taylen said as he walked into the room. He and Heaven shared a hug that melted Zylen’s heart. He loved the fact that Heaven never treated Taylen differently than she treated her own kids. She always showed them equal attention even though the shit went down with his mother. Most women would’ve treated him like shit, just because they despised his mother that much.
Zylen tried to give Li’l Zy back to Heaven but he had a tight hold on his shirt, while crying. Zylen couldn’t do anything but shake his head. Just like Hydeia, Li’l Zy hated sharing his parents.
“Might as well get him dressed so he can come with us,” said Zylen. Heaven did as she was told.
“Zy, you just found all this shit out last night, so how did you get an appointment for another test so fast?” Heaven wondered. She knew he didn’t call the day before and if he had, they wouldn’t have given him an appointment so quick.
“I had already called last week. I really thought he was mines so I was just getting it done to prove it to you. I guess this shit is about to be a slap in my fucking face, huh?” he chuckled. He was right but Heaven wasn’t about to agree with him and make him feel more like shit than he already felt. Handing him Li’l Zy, she kissed him on the cheek.
“It’ll be alright, baby. Now get out of here before Hydeia wakes up and you have to take her with you too.” They both laughed. Kissing his wife’s lips once more, Zylen and the boys were out the door.
Chapter 16
Kendra laid in bed with her hand covering her flat belly. So many things were running through her mind. She had an appointment the day before to terminate her pregnancy and she didn’t know how to feel at the moment. One minute she was thinking she made the right decision then the next she regretted it. Maybe it was for the best and she could finally be happy with the man she’d grown to love. Fred was amazing and him letting her know that he would be by her side with whatever she decided to do made her love him even more. If she wanted to go through with the pregnancy or terminate it, he wasn’t leaving her either way.
“Hey, are you okay?” Fred asked as he eased down on the bed with her. She was so deep into her thoughts that she didn’t even hear him enter her apartment. Giving him a weak smile, she nodded her head.
“Are you having second thoughts? I mean, do you think we made the right decision?” he asked. He thought they made an excellent choice but he wanted and needed for her to be on the same page as him.
“Let’s just hope we did.” Kendra made herself comfortable in his arms as she closed her eyes. Fred kissed her forehead and placed his hand on her ten week pregnant belly. He wasn’t ready for kids but once they got to the clinic, reality slapped him in the face that he was really about to pay to have his baby terminated. His mind flashed back to the things La-La had said to him and she was right. He and Kendra were really being selfish. They knew the consequences before they decided to have sex without protection, so it was time they grew up and faced it like adults.
“How would you feel about moving in with me? All this back and forth shit a nigga ain’t feeling. We have a little one on the way now so I think it’s time we take shit to the next level. Don’t you think?” Fred asked. Kendra didn’t say anything but he knew she wasn’t asleep because she’d just come back from the restroom.
Jay, Kendra’s ex, was the only guy she’d ever lived with and after the things he’d put her through she vowed to never live with another man again. It seemed like things between her and Fred were moving fast as is. Falling in love with him and getting pregnant by him was definitely not in her plans. All she wanted was someone to have fun with every now and then. But shit happens and Fred treated her with nothing but respect.
“I know you hear me Kendra. It’s a simple yes or no question.”
Kendra sat up in bed. Shit, what could it hurt? So far Fred had proven to be the complete opposite of Jay. Like he said, they had a little one on the way and they were basically living together anyways. There wasn’t a night they spent apart. She knew she loved him and had no reason to question his love for her. Moving in together might’ve been the best move; but only time would tell.
“Are you sure that’s a good thing? I don’t need no ex’s coming over there trying to drag me out and shit,” she said instead of giving him an answer.
“Man, get the fuck outta here. If that was the case yo’ ass wouldn’t even be staying the night over there and you most definitely wouldn’t have a key. I know you probably hesitant because of your punk as ex, but you won’t have to worry about a nigga laying hands on you. I’m not saying I’m prefect because I’m far from that but I can promise you I’ll never intentionally hurt you.” Kendra saw nothing but honesty in his eyes and she believed every word he’d spoken.
“When can I move in?” she asked. Fred just smiled and kissed her lips. For the first time in his life he could honestly say he was in love. Some might’ve called him a fool for falling so hard for Kendra in a short period of time but hey, it was what it was. Who puts a time frame on love, anyways? Not him!
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Ali had been debating if he should reach out to Zylen or just wait for him to cool off. It had only been a day since he let him know what happened and Ali was still fucked up over the way shit went down. Had it been anyone else, he wouldn’t have given two fucks about their feelings; but he and Zylen were better than that and Ali could honestly say he’d fucked up. That shit he did was foul and he knew it. He’d broken the number one rule in the handbook: never smash your homeboy’s main bitch.
Zylen had never been the one to fuck after his homeboys so it was a low blow learning his right hand nigga had fucked his girl. Ali couldn’t do shit but shake his head as he sat with the phone in his hand. Heaven had informed La-La that he’d gone and had another DNA test done on Taylen. It might’ve been wrong but Ali was secretly hoping he wasn’t the father. Deep down he knew he was but he was praying for some type of miracle.
“Hey,” La-La said dryly as she walked into their bedroom. She still couldn’t believe her husband could possibly have a son and was still hurt behind it, but she knew there was nothing she could do about it.
“What’s up? The girls asleep?” He placed the phone on the nightstand. La-La just nodded her head up and down as she eased into bed, turning her back to him.
“I’m sorry, La-La.” Pulling her into his arms he place soft kisses on the back of her neck and shoulders.
“I’m not the one you need to be apologizing to, Ali,” was all she said as she laid there pretending his kisses and touches wasn’t fazing her. They hadn’t been intimate in a week and just his touches alone had her ready to explode.
“I know but I feel I owe you an apology too. I heard what you said the other night and I don’t know what Tamar’s motive was for coming after you and killing our babies but if it had anything to do with me, I’m sorry. I know that doesn’t bring the twins back, but I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. You know I love you and I didn’t mean for any of this shit to happen.” He turned her over to face him and planted little pecks on her lips before kissing her passionately.
The tears were falling down La-La’s face. It took her some time to get over the loss of her kids but now it was like a fresh womb all over again. Though she was hurting she still forgave her husband. She knew he was hurting as well and she wasn’t going to hold him accountable for it.
“I forgive you,” she whispered between kisses. Ali pulled back and stared into her eyes. He loved that woman ‘til the death of him. He and La-La had always fucked around when they were younger. They weren’t in a relationship or anything. He did his thing and she did hers. He knew all about her and Fred. Shit, he even knew she fucked that nigga Jamal; but that didn’t stop him from making her his wife. Everyone had a past and like his boy Lyfe Jennings says, Whe
n you got somebody good, you hold on to them. And that’s what Ali did.
Taking his thumb, he wiped her tears away and professed his love as he undressed her. That night it was all about his wife and he tended to all her needs. Ali and La-La made love like they’d never made love before. They promised to never keep secrets away from one another and it was the start of a new beginning for the two.
Chapter 17
Zylen sat on the couch staring at the envelope that rested on the coffee table in front of him. He didn’t know why but he was nervous at hell. He knew something was wrong because he didn’t even have the taste for a Blunt at the moment; and that was a first. Some might’ve been happy just knowing the possibility of Taylen’s not being theirs, especially when they already had the perfect little family; but not Zylen. Within the few weeks Taylen had been in their lives, Zylen had grown mad love for him and would be lying if he said he wouldn’t be devastated if the little guy ended up not being his.
As far as Ali went, Zylen knew he would eventually forgive him. There was no doubt about that; but his stubbornness was keeping him from doing so at the moment. Why should he reach out to him first when Ali was the one that fucked up? Zylen’s pride wouldn’t even allow him to attempt to pick up the phone to call him. He was the last person Zylen would’ve expected to betray him and because he did, Zylen would never fully trust him again.
“Daddy, Daddy,” Hydeia and Li’l Zy ran to Zylen, bringing him out his thoughts. Jumping onto his lap, he kissed both them on their foreheads.
“What’s up Dad?” Taylen spoke as he took a seat next to Zylen. Zylen pulled him into a playful headlock, causing him to giggle.
“Did y’all have fun in school today?” he asked. Hydeia and Taylen both nodded their heads up and down but didn’t seem too thrilled about it. Zylen chuckled and shook his head.
