by Bradon Nave
Keeping the Tarnished
Bradon Nave
Keeping the Tarnished
Copyright © 2015 by Bradon Nave.
All rights reserved.
First Print Edition: November 2015
Limitless Publishing, LLC
Kailua, HI 96734
www.limitlesspublishing.com
Formatting: Limitless Publishing
ISBN-13: 978-1-68058-344-1
ISBN-10: 1-68058-344-1
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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to locales, events, business establishments, or actual persons—living or dead—is entirely coincidental.
Dedication
For my beautiful wife, Bethany.
Table of Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Four
Chapter Thirty-Five
Chapter Thirty-Six
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Chapter Thirty-Nine
Chapter Forty
Chapter Forty-One
Chapter Forty-Two
Chapter Forty-Three
Chapter Forty-Four
Chapter One
And Then There Was Freedom
The Boy
Midnight. Finally. The moments leading up to it had crawled slower than one of the maggots behind the kitchen trashcan, etching its way blindly through the coffee grounds and eggshells. He grabbed his weathered book bag full of a few clothing items and $188.00 in cash, and then stuck his leg out the window, arching his back as he felt his foot touch the ground outside. He pushed against the house, dragging his other leg across the bottom of the window frame as he lost his balance and fell backward to the ground. He didn’t care. He had been outside of this rundown shack a million times, but never had he been outside and free. Even if this freedom were short lived, and he went in the ground tomorrow, he owned it for this moment.
Quickly, he sprang to his feet, grabbed his bag, and began running in the direction of the cornfield near the end of the farmhouse drive.
The air was eerily still on this night. All was silent with the exception of a few chanting crickets and the occasional cry of the whippoorwill sounding out over the horizon. The moonlight illuminated the decrepit barn to the north of the house, as every single cornstalk in the field up ahead seemed to be reflecting the moon’s rays.
The yellow light bulb atop the wooden pole near the end of the drive was bright and buzzing in a calming manner. Several fat toads sat at the base, waiting for unfortunate insects to fall to the ground from their dizzy escapades near the globe at the top of the pole.
He ran past the half-built clubhouse his father and Uncle Doug had begun several years prior. He never understood if Doug was actually his uncle, but the men had wanted to build a ‘guy’s getaway’ for the three of them. He paid little attention to the details. He’d seen it all before hundreds of times, and he hoped to never see this place again.
Leaping over old car parts and garbage, he finally reached the corn. Although it wasn’t tall enough to hide him completely, it was all the cover he needed to make an effective escape. His heart raced wildly as he ran feverishly over the soft earth through the chest-high stalks. He began to smile through his heavy breathing, running—sprinting—excited as if he were scratching off the winning number on a substantial lottery ticket.
The prospects raced through his mind, and no adversity outside of his former confinements seemed to scare him. Starvation, disease, injury: nothing conjured concern except the idea of returning. He couldn’t go back, not now, now that a glimmer of hope had been resurrected.
As he bounded through the field like a fawn that had been mercifully released from the jaws of a predator, he felt as if he were being lifted off the ground; as if he were flying, and nothing in this world or the next could anchor him.
The taste of freedom was that of a bloodied lip, cornstalks, and the occasional mosquito; it was delicious. He knew he would leverage everything to maintain all he had in that moment, which was merely a tattered wardrobe, his father’s liquor-cash reserve, the worn clothing in the backpack, and a desperate desire to exist.
Hypervigilant and full of life, one would never have known only seven minutes prior he was a prisoner of technicality and his bedroom. Like a thief in the night, lowly and cunning, he darted through the cover, running on what seemed to be an endless rush of endorphins and adrenaline.
He was running for his life; this reality gave him wings.
The air was heavy and stagnant and seemed to fill his lungs with a thick, boggy perfume. He knew for certain that, if there were a higher power within the heavens, it would not have him come this far to go back. Even if he were found right now he knew he would die before he went back, and he would die a free man. Yes, a man. No longer a boy and no longer bound to his bedroom—to that shack—by the law. With a head full of dreams and the legs of a gazelle, he shot through the field, promising himself to never look back.
The boy was certain he had run a decent distance. Lost in the idea of an alternative existence, he had left the house mere moments prior, and already he was nearing the first stop of his journey. This was, in fact, the only scheduled stop. Just as he began to tire, he heard the faint sounds of motors passing on the two-lane blacktop on the other side of the cornfield. He knew it would only be a matter of minutes; a kind driver would pick him up, and he would be forever free of this field, the shack, and everything else imprisoning him. Finally, he could see headlights, and his future. He felt alive, and overwhelmed with the brand new taste he had acquired for freedom.
Then he saw it. A very familiar 1987 blue Chevy extended cab pickup was braking just as he had leapt from the field like a bullfrog jumping to safety in the meadow’s pond. There was no mistaking that it was the vehicle of his closest neighbor, Bill Clementine, from two miles south. Half of him wanted to jump back into the field and race somewhere else, but there was nowhere else to run. This, he decided, was one of several challenges he would be facing. He understood he would have to overcome it. After all, he was free, and no one could tell him what to do.
The truck grumbled as it came to a complete stop about two hundred feet in front of where the boy was standing. The truck’s reverse lights lit up the stalks behind him as he covered his eyes with his free arm from the red glare. Slowly, almost unsurely, the tr
uck reversed down the road and stopped in the center, right in front of where the boy stood.
Cautious, he remained put, panting like a winded coonhound, covered in cool sweat, and red from the recent escape efforts. The boy knew, depending on how this conversation went, that this encounter could either offer assistance, or just be a hold up.
“Boy, are you okay?”
The escaping teen understood Bill to be the kind of man that seemed to only show concern if the need was genuine. He was not known as one to converse with the local busybodies at the feed store and greasy spoon. The bed of his truck was full of feed sacks and the cab was disgustingly cluttered. But the man seemed only interested in maintaining his privacy and his small farm and livestock.
“Boy,” he continued, “is you okay? Ain’t you Thomas’s boy, yeah, ain’t you Johnny?” Bill’s teeth resembled shards of butter brickle, and his blue and white striped overalls were stained heavily.
As the boy caught his breath and continuously glanced back and forth down the two-lane for lights, he finally acknowledged the question. “Yes, sir. I am.”
“Well,” said Bill, “get in and I’ll get’cha back home, you must be five or more—”
“No!” Johnny blurted out in a desperate and exhausted voice. “You ain’t taking me nowhere, I gotta get away from here, and I don’t gotta be there by law anymore!”
Bill looked straight ahead as if he were offended. “All right now, boy. No need to get restless, I’m just being neighborly. I’ll bid ya good evenin’,” Bill said, as he reached to put his truck in gear.
“Wait, please. I need to get a ride outta here. Can you drop me off a bit up further so I can find a lift? I really need to get away from this field.” Johnny felt as though his anxiety was clawing its way free from the confinements of his core.
“A ride to where, boy? It’s damn near twelve thirty, anyone out on this road at this hour is either half-lit like myself, or lookin’ for you. Go ahead and get in just the same.”
“Thank you,” Johnny said politely as he reached for the door handle.
Bill, although good-natured, clearly had a love for the bottle. His pickup cab was evidence of that. Empty whisky bottles littered the floorboard and the ashtray was full of beer caps. Either good luck or good ol’ boy reputation had kept Bill behind the wheel for all these years.
“Just where do you plan to go, son? Ain’t you got one more year of schoolin’ before you’re done?”
Johnny merely remained silent a few moments; he had no clue where he was going. The boy took a deep breath and let it out; he then gazed out the window. He hadn’t thought about it much. He honestly thought he would have been caught or worse before now.
“I don’t know where I’ll go, but I ain’t goin’ back there. You can just drop me off up here a ways and I’ll find a lift,” he said softly, pointing up the road.
“Well, don’t you got no other family round here? Where did your momma end up?”
Johnny continued his gaze out the passenger window as his mind immediately envisioned his mother on the day she left him. His father had been at the mill that day, and his little brother had turned two the day before. Johnny was only sixteen when his mother left him. He couldn’t understand why he couldn’t go with her and his baby brother, but he knew his brother couldn’t stay.
Johnny was about three when he started to remember things—things that should be etched in no child’s memory. Jacob, Johnny’s brother, would have been three in one more year. They couldn’t stay there. Jacob would be ruined too. He now understood how scared his mother must have been on the night she left. Johnny was horribly frightened, and he didn’t even have a child to look after.
“Look, boy. I know you need help. Everyone knows you need help. You been needin’ help a while now. There’s a bus station in Shreveport. I got a bit of cash and—”
“I got money,” Johnny interrupted. “Why would you think I need money?” Johnny was irritated by the offer. Years of taunting by townsmen and classmates had left him easily offended by the topic.
Bill appeared unsure of how to respond. He looked at Johnny with a scowl and opened mouth, exposing foul breath and massive decay.
“I got my own money,” Johnny continued as he folded his arms.
“I’ll take you to the station, and you can use your money to take a bus to your momma. Will that work?”
“I can leave now?” Johnny asked in a confused tone. “I can get on a bus and leave now?” He continued to stare at Bill, but he couldn’t quite grasp what the man was saying.
“Well, you gotta get your ticket first, and to do that, we gotta go to the station. Now, does that work for you?”
“Yes, it does,” Johnny replied.
Chapter Two
The Ticket
And where are you needing to go?” the girl behind the ticket booth asked.
Johnny found the blue-eyed girl attractive, but he was so overwhelmed by all the smells, sounds, and sights of the bus station that her looks alone weren’t enough to corral his attention entirely. He felt incapable of controlling his gaze from dancing about the scene, unable to completely connect with the young woman attempting to assist him. The details were surreal to him. The only time he had been to Shreveport was when his grandmother passed away. The change in scenery was oppressively stimulating.
“Louisiana,” Johnny replied.
The girl lightly bit her bottom lip, glancing at Johnny from the corner of her eye in a curious manner. She was probably five or six years older than Johnny, but her body language gave the boy the impression that she was uncomfortable assisting him. “You are in Louisiana,” she said, with a slightly condescending smile, “Shreveport, Louisiana.”
Johnny broke his gaze from her and looked toward a map of the state, next to a national map on the counter of the booth. “Here,” he said, pointing to a small dot on the map. As the girl looked at where he was pointing, she developed a scowl and appeared completely put-off.
As his curiosity calmed, his frustration presented. He didn’t appreciate the manner which the young woman spoke to him. She was stern, yet he felt as though she addressed him like a twelve-year-old. Johnny, however, was far from the age of twelve. In fact, he could have very well been the newest legal adult at the bus station. This was his birthday, the big eighteen.
Most eighteen-year-old boys celebrated the monumental milestone with family or friends offering wisdom and gifts. Johnny would celebrate the day with the greatest gift his father could have given him, a ticket to a new scene. Of course, Thomas Tregalis more than likely hadn’t even realized his booze stash was gone yet, but he was paying for the ticket just the same.
An elderly black man standing behind Johnny was growing obviously impatient. Leaning on his cane, the gray-bearded man continuously took deep breaths and exhaled loudly in an irritated manner.
“Sir, we don’t provide trav—”
“Okay, then here.” Johnny cut her off and pointed hastily to a bigger dot labelled Lake Charles.
“One way to Lake Charles. Cash or credit today, sir?”
Johnny reached in the book bag and pulled out the wad of cash. The bills were of various amounts, and they were literally presented to the girl in a crumpled ball. He placed the wad on the counter and turned his attention to one of the buses parked near the booth.
A sudden rush of euphoria raced over him. This was actually going to happen. He began to think he might actually pull it off.
“Sir,” the girl said sternly.
Johnny was a bit startled as her tone snapped him back to the situation at hand.
“Sir, you really need to take better care of your money. This is much more than you need for your ticket,” she said as she began to unfold the remaining bills, putting them in order from least to most value. “This is a good way to lose your cash, man.”
Johnny heard the girl’s words, yet didn’t understand why she would concern herself with his welfare. He looked once again at the parked bus as
he felt his euphoria slightly give way to anxiety.
“I’m going to put this in an envelope so you can keep better track of it,” the girl said politely. “Here is your ticket, and here is your change in this envelope.” She handed him the neatly arranged cash and his ticket as he broke gaze from the bus long enough to grab the items and shove them in his book bag’s side pocket. “Unless, of course, you have a wallet. Do you not have a wallet?”
“Do I just get on? The door isn’t even open,” Johnny asked, pointing toward the parked bus.
“No. You don’t get on that bus, it’s not even operational,” snapped the girl in an abrasive tone. “This ticket number correlates to the departure time and bus you will be taking, which is that way. You will present it when asked. Anything else, sir?”
“No,” Johnny replied, and he headed in the direction the girl pointed him in.
Chapter Three
The Ride
“What exactly is it you’re needin’?” asked the obese, hateful clerk behind the quick-stop counter. Her short, red hair and acne-scarred face both looked as if they hadn’t been thoroughly washed in days. She had sweat stains under either armpit, and she was probably the largest woman Johnny had ever seen. “You just ain’t making sense right now,” she continued as she rolled her eyes and chewed her gum loudly.
Johnny hated the woman and her unpleasant demeanor, she was hideous, and gratuitously hateful to him every time he walked to the store. He was having difficulty seeing from his right eye as it was nearly swollen shut. His jacket and sweatpants were dirty, but not dingy, just dirty like he had fallen down and rolled around in the dirt. His John Deere ball cap had dirt and muck all over it as well. He wasn’t there asking for handouts or even to complain, yet she was still mean to him.
“I need something to cover up this shiner! Why can’t you understand that? I got school pictures on Monday,” Johnny snapped at the clerk.