From Love to Loath Series Part 1
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G STREET CHRONICLES PRESENTS
WOUNDED LOVE
“From Love to Loathe Series”
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Phoenix Rayne
Copyright 2014 Phoenix Rayne
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Table of Contents
From Love to Loath Series Part 1
Chapter 1
The New Cricket
Chapter 2
Heart Attack
Chapter 3
Good Dream
Chapter 4
Secrets
Chapter 5
HNIC
Chapter 6
Wedding Present
Chapter 7
Nantucket
Chapter 8
Pigeon Forge
Chapter 9
Atlanta
Chapter 10
Florida
Chapter 11
The Wedding
Chapter 12
Back to the Pits of HELL
Chapter 13
How We Used to Be
Chapter 14
1. Um, No…2
Epilogue
Also by Phoenix Rayne
Chapter 1
The New Cricket
The smell of cigarettes, cigars, vomit, and brown liquor lingered in the air. Today was my first day back from a ninety-day vacation. Cinnamon and Sugar had done a great job; so good in fact that we decided to keep Sugar on fulltime. We were a bunch of rejects though; Cinnamon was a mixed breed of some sort. She told me last October that she wasn’t sure what she was mixed with. Sugar knew her parents, but she tried to drink the memory of them away nightly. And I was the crème de la crème of fucked. I did not know my birth parents, my real name, or my real birth date. When I was little, my big sister, Chyna, asked me what my favorite day of the year was, and I picked Valentine’s Day. I told her that women always got sparkly things on that day. So, she decided my birthday would be on Valentine’s Day.
I thought of the very first day I met Troy and Trey as I walked to the Cash Box. Chyna had just broken up with one of her councilmen, and we were moving out of one of his condos that he kept a secret from his wife. Chyna and Chelle were loading up the car and I was a block away picking up our lunch. The first time I saw Troy and Trey they were on the corner that I had just turned. Trey approached me first, trying his best to be suave.
“Hey, beautiful girl, do you want to come to my show tonight?” A guy said as he jogged up to me. He had light brown skin and curly hair. He wore jeans, a t-shirt, and a leather jacket.
“No.”
“I put on a real good show, girl,” he told me as he handed me a flyer. I held the flyer with my empty hand.
“Hey, let me get them bags for you, beautiful girl,” he said, reaching for the bags in my hand. I moved them all to the arm farthest from him.
“That’s alright, I’m good.”
“Dang, you cold as hell.”
“No, actually hell is hot and it’s cold out here.”
“You’re mean too!”
“Trey, leave that girl alone; she’s not interested.”
“Thank you, he doesn’t seem to catch a hint,” I called back to the other guy.
“Can’t you see she’s too classy for us and she’s out of our league?” Troy asked Trey.
It was obvious Troy had schooled Trey on what to say. All of his words seemed rehearsed. He stopped following me and I turned the last corner. When I reached Chyna, she was still loading the car. She turned to face me and I handed her one of the bags.
“Cric-kat, what did I tell you about bringing strays home?” Chyna had been calling me Cric-kat for as long as I could remember. She told me that’s how I used to say my name when I was little, and it just kind of stuck. I turned around and there were two, almost identical boys, standing right behind me; starring at the both of us. Chyna liked Troy instantly; we went to their show that night, and we started working at the club the next day.
I walked to the cash cage and Misty gave me my nightly dosage. “Good luck, honey,” she said with a smile.
I walked over to the roulette tables and noticed Troy staring at the black tables. As I glanced around the room, I saw my mark. He was a short, paunchy something, wearing a white suit with bright red shoes. I could tell instantly that he was a tit man. The waitress couldn’t get away from him fast enough. I smiled at her, and she shook her head as she walked past.
“Good luck with that one,” she breathed.
When Troy made eye contact with me, he seemed to have relaxed a little. I winked at him, and he nodded as I walked over to the table and stood across from pudgy. I looked to my left and then made a show of looking toward the right.
“DAMN!” he said, gawking at me. I giggled and started walking away from the table slowly.
“Wait, wait, where you going?” he called out. I stopped and turned back to him. He waved for me to come and sit next to him.
“You sit right here, sweet thang, and give Uncle Ben some good luck.”
I sat down, and the twins came all the way to the stage. He stared, licked his lips, and cleared his throat. I crossed my legs and let the slit in my dress rise under the table. Then I pressed my inner thigh on his package and I felt a very small lump. He lost it then; he pulled out a hundred dollar bill and slid it between the twins. I giggled and pressed up against him even more. My leg slid up and down the inseam of his pants, and he grunted. I quickly pulled my leg back; I didn’t want any of that on me. I quickly stood, smoothed out my dress and walked away. As I walked past Troy, he nodded and I smiled at him.
I made three more rounds through the casino and then took a break. I went to Lecrux, one of the three restaurants in the casino. They had the best wine selection there. I sat down, and Dax brought me a glass and filled it with a Pinot. I took one sip, a
nd Cinnamon sat down across from me.
“Hey there, you looking for some company tonight?” she said with a smirk.
“I got a warm place you can put them cold hands,” I replied with a grin.
“Mondays suck!”
I nodded and took another sip. “Especially if it’s your birthday.”
Cinnamon smiled wide and started singing to me an octave way too high for her. The entire wait staff at Lecrux was now at my table singing, “Happy Birthday” to me. Chef Seal set down a perfectly round, saucer-sized slice of red velvet cake with crème cheese frosting. I thanked them all and gave Chef Seal a kiss on his cheek. I ate my slice in peace while Cinnamon played with her smart phone.
When I looked up, Trey stood next to me and asked if he could have a seat. I scooted over and ignored Cinnamon; that was our code for her to stay right where she was. Trey leaned in and kissed me on my mouth. I could taste the liquor on his tongue and knew it was going to be one of those nights.
“I missed you, baby,” he said.
“I missed you too,” I lied.
“You couldn’t call me once?”
“I told you Nantucket has horrible service and my poor aunt was really bad off.”
“Baby, you’ve been gone for three months.”
“It’s actually been eighty-nine days. It was supposed to have been ninety, but your brother insisted.”
Trey reached into his pocket and pulled out a small box. He set it in front of me and I stared at it.
“Open it, will ya?”
I picked up the small box and cracked it open; it held a ring with a round stone flanked by two smaller stones.
“Will you make an honest man out of me?” he asked.
“Dear God,” Cinnamon moaned as she rose from her seat. “Happy Birthday, Cricket,” she said as she walked away.
I sat there looking at the ring.
Dax walked back over to fill my glass again. “Whoa. Let me get you something a little stronger,” he said.
I nodded, and he bustled away. Dax came right back and poured some brown liquid in a glass. As he set it down, he widened his eyes and took a deep breath before he walked away.
“I mean, hell, Cricket, I know it’s just you and me, so we should do this.”
“I’m not ready to get married, Trey.”
“You’re not ready to get married…or are you just not ready to get married to me?”
“Does it matter?”
Trey slapped the drink out of my hand and yanked the hair at the back of my head so that I was looking at him. “See, that fuckin’ smart mouth of yours is what makes me do things to you that I don’t want to do.”
Dax walked over and set a drink down in front of Trey.
“Trey, did you want the chef to make you something?” Dax asked, trying to help me out, and I loved him dearly for it. Trey released me and righted himself.
I looked down at my watch. “I need to get back to work.”
He waved his hand for me to go. I walked to the bar and handed Dax forty dollars. He smiled at me and squeezed my hand; I didn’t react.
As I left the bar, I heard Trey call Dax back over to the table. Trey always got shit faced when he was stressed or upset about something. Since I hadn’t said or acted the way he had outlined in that fucked up head of his, I knew I could hang it up on getting any sleep tonight. I knew he would be shit faced tonight and would more than likely take it out on me.
I made it back to the floor and did two more rounds, which were both successful. It was time for Sugar’s shift, so I went back to the cash cage and turned my chips in.
“Have a good one, honey,” Misty said.
As I boarded the elevator, Troy stepped around the corner and got on with me.
“I need a favor, Cricket,” he said.
“What’s up?”
“I need you to work the club room tonight.”
“Alright. What time?”
“In an hour,” he said, looking at his watch.
I nodded at him and faced the elevator door. He slid over to me and placed one of his hands on my butt and licked the side of my face. “You think you can sneak off from my brother tonight?”
“I’ll see what I can do.”
He laughed and shook his head. “Do you ever say no to anything?” The elevator door opened on my floor.
“Do I have a choice?” I stepped off and didn’t look back.
In my room, I showered and put on a white shinny tank tee with tight leather pants and a matching jacket and stiletto heels. I put my hair up in a ponytail and carefully applied red lipstick. Then, I went back down to the bar and ordered a shot.
“What we got?” I shouted over the music to the bartender.
“High rollers are in VIP, and some computer guys are sitting over in Spain,” he yelled back at me over the music.
Three Strikes Casino and Hotel had two clubs in it; one was an upbeat, hip-hop style club, and the other was a more laid back, reggae, pop feeling spot. Tonight, I was working in the reggae club. My job was to make sure the rich guys were having fun with the planted call girls. I had to make sure their tables were full of women and drinks. The bartenders would let me know where the hot tables were, and I would send over what they needed. Everyone knew me and trusted me, and that was the way I liked it.
I’d been there an hour, and I’d over stuffed the computer guys section with pretty blonds while making sure they had plenty of champagne to drink. Two guys in VIP were fucking four call girls, and the other three watched them with their dicks in their hands. I looked at the girls, and they gave me the thumbs up — they were okay. I told the bouncer to check on them in twenty minutes. I went back downstairs and sat at the bar with a rum and coke. On my second sip, the D.J. called me out and told me to get up and shake that sexy ass of mine.
“Your work never ends,” the bartender said with a smile.
The D.J. started playing my favorite reggae song, Hold You by Gypitan. I stood up, and the strobe lights started. I handed the bartender my leather jacket. Then I pulled the twisty out of my hair and shook my hair around to hide my face. No matter how many times I heard this song, it always made me tear up; tonight was no exception.
As I walked to the dance floor, I thought about where I was a year ago and how perfect my life was. Now my whole entire world was a complete clusterfuck. I was fucking one brother, sucking the other off, and letting the old me do terrible things to me.
I stepped onto the floor and raised both of my arms and joined the crowded floor. Everyone was grinding and humping. I closed my eyes and let the tears fall. Someone pulled me close to them, and I didn’t even care. I danced with him and then another man pulled me and then another. I danced like that for the next two songs, totally uncaring.
When I made it back to the suite, Trey had three guys there. Cinnamon and Sugar were both drunk, and the guys were coked up. I spoke to them and sat for about ten minutes before I left and went to get in the shower. I locked my bathroom door and slid the vanity chair under the doorknob. I heard Trey try the door while I was in the shower. He started banging on the door, and I stayed in the shower until he settled down. I put a nightgown on and opened the door slowly.
When I walked out, Trey slapped me in the face and I fell back on the wall. I had stopped screaming a long time ago, and I just stood there waiting for the next blow. He broke one of my gown straps and then yanked it up and slammed me against the wall. I fought with him until I was turned backwards. I had never let Trey inside Juicy; he always got it from the back. Juicy had only ever had one visitor, and I planned to keep it that way as long as I lived.
“Let me get it from the front,” he slurred.
“I’m on my period,” I lied.
“You said that the last time.”
“You know this is your special place. I don’t let anybody else in there but you,” I lied again.
“You don’t let them old men in there, baby?”
“No, never. This is your secret p
lace. It’s special.”
Trey slid into me from behind and asked me if I loved him. I lied to Trey almost every single night; I always told him yes.
Trey was normally done quickly, but he must have been really drunk, or maybe he had done some coke too. I’d have to turn my performance up a notch if I wanted to get some sleep tonight. I rode him reversed cowgirl style; this was Trey’s favorite position. He loved watching my ass bounce up and down. This position was more painful for me because he squeezed my ass cheeks so hard that I had major bruising the next day.
After a long, gruesome, eight minutes, Trey finally came. He pulled out, kissed my back, and told me he was sorry. He walked away and fell on the bed.
I returned to the bathroom, slid the vanity chair back under the door, and got back in the shower. When I got out, I slid on another one of the nightgowns hanging on the back of door and threw the now torn one into the trash. When I walked back into the room, Trey was passed out and would be until the morning.
My phone beeped, and I read the text message. “I need you,” Troy typed.
“Come on up.” I typed back before shutting the door and going into the living room.
Sugar was letting one of those guys go down on her, and Cinnamon and the other two guys were gone. But with the moans and screeches I heard coming from the bedroom they shared down the hall, I knew they were in there. I saw stacks of money on the table. Cinnamon and Sugar had hit the jackpot with these guys.
I cracked the door and waited for Troy to get there. He walked in, locking the door behind him. He watched Sugar and the guy on the couch for a while and then he came over to me on the other side of the suite. We went into the spare bedroom like we always did.
I locked the door behind us and kneeled down. I took him into my mouth and went to work. He lasted maybe two minutes; Troy always punched the wall when he came. He had never asked me for sex, and I was glad about that.
“Girl, that mouth and tongue of yours…”
I stood up and unlocked the door.
“Wait, did he do that to your face?” he asked.
I walked out the door and headed for the guest bathroom to wash Troy’s juices off my neck and breasts. When I came out, I did not see anyone. Sugar was gone, and so were her guest.
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