“Yes. I just wanted us to feed her together,” I said and she smiled.
“Come on. Let’s check out the new room and feed her.”
We went upstairs and I was overjoyed inside. Victoria signed the adoption papers. Kaci will be my daughter. I just wanted to scream on the mountain top so everyone would know how happy I was for a family that just fell in my lap. I had not cried for my mother in a long time, but now I felt like it. Not for the reasons I normally did, but for the fact that she was missing out on my happiness. This was the life she would have wanted for me. Not the one with Rachel. This one.
Victoria opened the door to Kaci’s room and screamed.
“Oh my God! This is insane! This is amazing,” she said spinning around with her mouth wide open in shock. “Lea, this must cost a fortune.”
“There is nothing too expensive for my daughter,” I said and inside me was ready to explode with joy. Kaci was my daughter.
Victoria walked over to me and I was completely unprepared for her lips on mine. She opened her mouth over mine and sucked my lips in her mouth, then her tongue came out and slipped inside. I moaned and sucked on it, enjoying the sweet taste. Kaci was between us and did not like being smothered so she started to cry and Victoria pulled away. I wished I had fed Kaci already because I would not be able to stop myself from fucking Victoria right then and there. When she looked back in my eyes, she seemed embarrassed that she got so carried away, but she had no idea how much I had longed for that. She led the way out of the nursery and I followed.
I sat with Kaci in my room as Victoria prepared her bottle. As I fed our baby, she knelt before us and just kept looking at us with a smile on her face. I had that same smile going on inside me and wished I was free to let it all out so she could see how happy I was to have them in my life. But the situation with Rachel was hanging over our heads and I would not be sure about how things would be until Rachel came home. Because if she said she was OK to wait until everything was fine with Victoria, and she was willing to accept Kaci in my life, then I really could not just throw her out.
The situation had been haunting me because it really wasn’t fair that she went away on a business assignment and I start a whole new life behind her back. Every time I tried to put it in the back of my mind for now so that I could enjoy Kaci and Victoria, thoughts of Rachel haunted me. We fed our baby in silence then took her to her new room, hoping she would adjust to the crib which was much bigger than she was accustomed to. For now, she seemed fine and I turned on the camera and took the monitor with me so that I could watch her while we had dinner. Victoria asked to take a quick shower while Daisy set the table for us. I started to imagine her naked with the water running down her body. She was my wife and I had never even seen her naked. That was out of respect for Rachel but not out of lack of desire. What respect anyway? I already married a woman and moved her into her home, therefore it should be quite obvious to me that that ship had sailed and there was no point to me holding out with Victoria anymore.
Rachel was not the only thing keeping me away. Victoria clearly was not gay, but her circumstances did not give her much room to refuse what I had to offer. I could not use that position to force myself on her so I would have to wait for her to come to me...like she did in the nursery. She might be warming up to the idea that I was her wife because I could hear the endearments coming out that she was no longer able to keep inside. I probably would have known what she was up to by now if she was not so worried about Rachel. So, there were many factors keeping us out of each other’s bed, but in any case, I would have to let her take the lead instead of me breaking her in.
She came to the dinner table looking more delicious than the meal. She had the natural beauty that was so breathtaking and I was sure she noticed that I could not keep my eyes off her. Her eyes were what got me every time. They were the most beautiful blue, adorn with thick long lashes. Every time I whispered to myself that she was my wife, there were butterflies fluttering around in my stomach. We hardly ate at dinner as our eyes and smile did most of the talking. We had gotten to a point where we were not ashamed to stare nor were we ashamed to let each other read our minds. She saw when my eyes would travel over her and I saw her licking her lips, but there was a wall: Rachel.
That evening, after getting Kaci in her pajamas and putting her to bed, we went downstairs to watch a movie, like we have done almost every night. She would stay on one side of the sofa and I would be at the other, but tonight, she was in my arms. She crossed one leg over mine and her head was on my chest, her hair brushing against my face. She smelled so delicious and my body was going insane for her. My hands could not be controlled and they were caressing her as we looked at the television. I was sure that neither of us knew what the movie was about because the burning heat between us was so distracting. She raised her head to look at me and my heart was hammering against my chest as the beautiful blue eyes drank me in.
“You are so beautiful,” I whispered and brushed my nose against hers.
“I am losing control. I am trying really hard,” then she sighed and pulled away. “I am so terrified of fucking things up.”
She suddenly just seemed really upset, an emotion I had never seen before.
“Vic…”
“Goodnight, Lea,” she said and went into her room and closed the door.
“Fuck,” I whispered under my breath.
I wished that Rachel’s time in China would just quickly go by so she could come home and we deal with the situation, that way we could all be sure of which direction to take because right now there was no order, there was no clear path to take. But every arrow was pointing in the direction of Victoria.
CHAPTER 7
I brushed my teeth and climbed into bed, thinking about the woman in the room downstairs. I would sometimes see her in the middle of the night when the baby was crying but now that she is in her own room, I was not sure if Victoria would still be able to hear her, because some nights when Kaci was in my room, she didn’t. I wanted her to come up so I could see her. I sighed and turned off the bedside light, hoping for sleep to come soon. My mind needed rest for all the worry and confusion.
I was just drifting off to sleep when I heard my bedroom door open. In the dimly lit room, I saw Victoria walking toward my bed and I wondered if something had happened to Kaci and I did not hear.
“Victoria? Honey, what’s the matter?”
“I want to help with Kaci in the night but I don’t think I can hear her. I-it’s a new room and all. Can I sleep in here tonight?”
“Of course. Come on in,” I said and pulled back the covers.
Victoria climbed in and I could hardly breathe. She laid on her back while I was on my side facing her. I could see her bright eyes looking up at the ceiling and I knew both of us would not get any sleep tonight. My hand, without my permission, slid across her flat stomach and her hand came over mine as it caressed her. I went closer to her and slipped my hand under her top. Her soft, smooth skin greeted my palm and my eyes rolled back in my head, my breathing became labored in her ear. My tongue came out and licked her lobe and I heard her moan. My clit was just going insane between my legs. I felt her guiding my hand further up until it was covering her breast with its nipple as hard as a rock.
“Fuck,” I whispered in her ear.
Suddenly, she turned to me and her lips found mine. I pulled her on top of me, held her head and kissed her deeply. I then flipped her over with our lips still attached and I was now on top of her. I released her lips and trailed my tongue along her neck.
“Oh my God…,” she breathed heavily as passion washed over her.
I found the end of her top and pulled it over her head and she did the same with mine, then my lips returned to hers and our naked breasts rubbed against each other. I needed them in my mouth so I released her lips and went lower. I covered my mouth over her nipple and I rolled my tongue over the hard knob.
“Lea!” she cried and I felt her shudder as th
e intense feeling rippled through her.
“You taste so good,” I mumbled over her breasts as my tongue worked its magic.
I wanted to suck on them but was not sure if that was possible. She had never breast-fed Kaci so I was not sure, but my focus was to give her uninterrupted pleasure so I just let my tongue do the job and she went wild. My lips traveled down her stomach and my tongue played inside her belly button.
“Lea...I’m going to cum...please...I don’t want to, yet it feels so good.”
She waited too long to beg me to slow down. I was too close to her pussy to stop now so I kept going. I pried her legs wider apart and the beautiful clean-shaved flesh awaited my mouth. I opened her lips and her clit was glistening in the slightly lit room. I sucked it into my mouth and moaned at the erotic feeling of her clit against my tongue. Victoria grabbed my head and force me into her as I felt her clit pulsating on my tongue.
“Fuuuuuuuck…Leeeeaaaa!” she cried out as I almost came in the process.
Her hips were going wild against my face and was bucking uncontrollably. If she was going like this, what was going to happen the day I entered her with my tongue? I waited for her orgasm to subside and her body to calm before I pulled away and went to her lips.
“Your first lesbian orgasm. How did it feel?” I asked against her lips.
“No words,” was all she could say as she fought for air.
She held the back of my head and deepened the kiss. Our tongues played with each other for a while. I pulled away and brought my breasts up to her mouth and she sucked as much of it in as possible. The delicate feel of her tongue against my nipple trapped inside her mouth almost sent me into early release.
“Oh fuck…” I felt my eyes rolled back in my head as she moved from one breast to the other.
I was on all fours and it gave her room to slide down the length of my body licking and sucking on me as she went along. She had a target. She wanted to get to my pussy as fast as she could and I was already trembling before she even did. My elbows were losing their ability to hold me up and I had to lay down on my face with my lower half in the air. She wrapped her arms around my legs and pulled me down on her face. Her tongue greeted my clit and I flew in the air at the electric jolt that the contact generated.
“Oh….fuck!” I cried out and she pulled me back onto her tongue.
Fireworks were going off in my body and I was having a hard time controlling it. Victoria did not care. She was going at my pussy like an animal, triggering multiple orgasm from me which had never happened before in my life. Each time I came and tried to pull away, she held me and kept eating. She was enjoying it without realizing how much damage she was doing to my brain. It only came to an end when my knees could not hold me up any longer and I fell on her, almost suffocating her to death. She managed to escape and came up to hold me in her arms. When Kaci’s cries came over the monitor, it was Victoria who went to her because I would have to crawl on my belly to get to her. The woman who had given me the best fuck of my life, so happened to be my wife. Rachel had one foot out the door and Victoria just kicked out the other with that performance.
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Victoria and I slept late into the morning. After giving Kaci her bath, feeding her and putting her down for her nap, we were just sitting down for breakfast. She did most of the talking, about school and her family who had no idea that she had a child. I would be addressing that situation but I was waiting to deal with the one with Rachel first. As Victoria spoke I could not help but remember how she did me last night. My clit pulsated every time I remembered how she ate the hell of out me.
“What did you do to me?” I asked.
“What?” she was confused because she was on a different line of conversation than the one I just introduced.
“Do you have any idea what you did to me last night? I was having back to back orgasm...that shit never happened to me before.”
“That’s good, right?”
“That was fucking awesome. You have opened Pandora’s Box, baby. How are you going to contain me?”
“I don’t want you contained.”
“Then after breakfast we…”
“Why wait until after breakfast?” she said without hearing the rest of my sentence.
“Fuck!” I jumped out of the chair and grabbed her, slamming her into the wall with my tongue in her mouth.
She moaned as we lead each other out of the kitchen, stumbling our way to her room because we would not be able to make it upstairs. I loved the fact that she hardly wore a bra so I was able to slip my hands under her top and over her naked breasts. The doorbell rang.
“Who the fuck is that?” Victoria said.
“I swear to go God, I hate them.”
“Hate is too strong a word. Don’t use it. Come on. Let’s get rid of them,” Victoria said and took my hand.
We walked to the door and when I opened it, it was Stewart.
“What are you doing here, Stewart? You don’t work on the weekends,” I said to him hoping he could see the annoyance on my face.
“I don’t? But I thought I should be available twenty-four hours a day. That could be from the fact that you call me to do stuff any day at any hour.”
“Well as of today, you don’t work on the weekend and I won’t call you for anything. OK? Bye. I’ll talk to you on Monday,” I said closing the door but he stopped it.
“So I won’t be paid for today? Because I have been busting my butt all morning on your gift to Victoria.”
“What? You got me a gift?” Victoria asked me excitedly.
“You got it? Where is it?” I asked Stewart.
“Right here,” he said holding up the key.
“No! No, you didn’t!” Victoria screamed, pushed Stewart out of her way and ran out onto the lawn.
I laughed and stepped out the door to see the beautiful red and silver Lexus that Stewart chose for her. Victoria was hugging it and kissing it all over. I was so overwhelmed to see her so happy and excited, and that was how I wanted her and Kaci to be for the rest of their lives.
“That’s what we all want to see...and your mother wanted to see,” Stewart said looking at me.
“What?”
“In your eyes. Love, fire, hope, happiness.”
“I know you love me, Stewie, and want the best for me, but despite what you and Jill and all the others think, I did...do love Rachel.”
“Yea. I can’t wait for her to return because then you will have to make a choice and let’s see who you are going to choose,” he said. “Mrs. McGuire-Davis, I will see you on Monday.”
I noticed the way he stressed the word Mrs. He was reminding me that I had already chosen but it was not as simple as that. Of course I don’t want Victoria out of my sight, but if Rachel present something that is workable, I would consider how we could co-exist and...it sounded stupid even to me. Stewart walked to Victoria and she threw herself in his arms, then I saw his partner-in-crime driving in, maybe to pick him up.
“Nice ride!” I heard Jill say to Victoria.
The three of them were laughing and talking as I leaned back on the door frame. I wanted to be close by that if Kaci cried I could hear because I left the monitor in the kitchen. All three of them walked up to me as I heard Jill saying something about seeing Kaci. Victoria stopped in front of me and held my hands. The warm sunlight caressed her face and made her eyes a darker blue. The light wind sent her strays across her face and I couldn’t help myself but brush them behind her ears. We were oblivious to the two people watching our every move.
“How did you find your way into my life to me feel so loved and happy? Since the moment I saw you, every second has been...magical.”
She rested her hand on my chest and I saw the diamond ring glistened in the sunlight. I had gotten it on our way to the chapel, and I placed it on her finger with a vow. It was time to accept that Rachel and I were over. My future was standing here looking at me.
“You are my magic,” I whispered, then
I saw her licked her lips.
“Ahm...guys...thanks for coming but...we’ve got to go,” Victoria said pushing me in the house and holding the door.
“But I want to see my niece,” Jill said.
“Yea...she’ll be here when you come by later. Thanks Stewart. See you later, Jill. Bye,” she said and closed the door then pushed me against it captured my lips. “Where were we?” she asked against them.
“I think you were about to fuck me,” I whispered in her ears.
“If Daisy wasn’t in the house, I would fuck you right here against the door,” she said and all sort of explosion went off in my head.
I held her hand and ran with her up the stairs. Once inside my bedroom, I pushed her onto the bed and started getting rid of my clothes as she did the same. I climbed on top of her, pinning her hands above her head as I licked under her arm and across to her neck. I sucked her so hard, almost chewing her neck, leaving my mark on her. She was my wife and I could mark her if I wanted. I went between her legs because she was crying and begging for release. I realize it would take a few times to get her to a place where she would relax and let me take my time to make love to her. Now she was anxious and wanted to get to the goal, clearly not accustomed to this degree of sexual pleasure.
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