by Alison Kent
Anton was totally gorgeous, Sydney had to agree. But she was also quite sure Poe was perfectly capable of answering her own question. "I think we both know you don't have it in you to hurt Lauren that way."
Poe blew out an inelegant snort. "Too bad the reverse isn't true."
Sydney's mouth twisted. "Lauren's just overly sensitive when it comes to Anton. I doubt she has anything against you personally."
"Well, either she wants to be with Anton or she doesn't. She's trying hard to have it both ways, and it's hardly fair to the rest of us. I mean, look out there." Poe lifted her chin, indicating the human scenery—three men whipping the Frisbee across the beach. "Tell me what you see."
What Sydney saw was more than Poe could imagine. Images that even Sydney wasn't sure were memories or the creative workings of her mind. And none of her thoughts were anything she wanted to explain or to share. Not with Poe. Not with anyone.
Ray was her fantasy, her mind-candy, as were her plans for his seduction. "Well, I see an absolutely gorgeous tropical sunset. I see a postcard-worthy scene of palm trees and rippling waves and a beach clean enough to eat off. But I have a feeling you're talking about Anton, Doug and Ray."
"Exactly." Poe moved closer to the veranda railing, hitched one hip onto the edge. "Three very appealing possibilities for an exciting vacation fling."
Sydney had already narrowed her own possibilities down to one. And she had matchmaking plans for a second. Which left Poe only two choices. "You're forgetting about Jess."
Poe shook her head. "Not really. I know Anton is off-limits. And as much as it pains me to admit it, I also accept that the fling possibilities will have to be shared."
"How generous of you," Sydney replied, working hard to keep a straight face.
"My generosity is limited, trust me. If Lauren blows this chance, I will take full advantage when we get back to the States."
"Then we'll just have to make sure she doesn't blow anything, won't we."
"Taking matters into your own hands?" Poe asked, sliding a sly, sideways glance at Sydney.
Sydney lifted one shoulder and casually replied, "I'm thinking about it."
"Well, while you're thinking, I believe I will go ahead and give Lauren the wake-up call she needs." Poe hopped back to her feet. "Unless you have an objection?"
Back home in Houston, with gIRL-gEAR business at stake, Sydney would have more reasons to possibly object. But here and now? Even an unearthly intervention would be welcome. "Will you do me the favor of warning me in advance?"
Poe chuckled. "Consider yourself warned."
"Fair enough." Sydney linked her arm through Poe's. "Now let me show you the sundeck before it's too dark to get the full effect. I've never found a better place to sunbathe."
The fact that she sunbathed in the nude, Sydney kept to herself. It was a private indulgence she preferred not to share … though there was a man who'd once coaxed her to admit to the habit. She took one last look toward the beefcake on the beach and her hunger stirred. Dinner first. She'd get back to her plans for seducing Ray Coffey soon enough.
Ray twirled the Frisbee on one index finger, listening with half an ear while Anton and Doug, standing three feet away, talked shop. Knowing full well that Sydney sat on the veranda watching the beach play, her long legs and a whole lot more of her gorgeous body exposed, made it difficult for him to keep his eye on the ball. Or, in this case, on the Frisbee.
When he'd won the sailing trip four months ago, he'd known immediately that he wanted Sydney along for the cruise. Hell, his fantasy had started the month before he'd won, when she'd first announced the use of her father's yacht as the prize for sticking out that ridiculous scavenger hunt. He'd determined that night that he was going to win and spend the week at sea letting Sydney walk his plank.
The stakes had been sweetened when they'd actually been paired up for the hunt and he'd been assigned to discover a fist of her deepest, darkest secrets. At that point, the game itself had become the prize, the cruise just a sweet little extra. He'd thought for a couple of months about keeping the guest list that simple. Him and Sydney. The two of them alone, but for the yacht's minimal crew. Life at its absolute intimate finest.
And then he woke up.
Having Sydney all to himself was his fantasy, not hers. At least, he hadn't had any vibes saying differently. Since he'd transferred to the Houston Fire Department, in fact, after five years working out of College Station with the Texas Task Force One on urban search and rescue, the only concentrated time they'd had together had been the give-and-take dinner dates devoted to the scavenger hunt.
Ray wasn't complaining. At least not about that. For one thing, he'd learned enough about her by coaxing her into revealing the details he needed to know to win this trip. And even if their dates had been all about the hunt, they'd given him more one-on-one time with Sydney than he'd ever had—with his clothes on, anyway. No, his complaints were more about the things he hadn't learned. Things he was bound and determined to find out before they returned home to Texas.
She'd been a year behind him in high school, in his brother Patrick's class. Yet she'd always seemed years older than the girls his age, the girls he'd dated, even the girls who'd … taken him under their wing during his first year at Texas A&M. And he'd found himself making comparisons, which made no sense, because except for that one time, they'd known each other only casually.
Off to Ray's side, Doug and Anton continued to discuss developmental possibilities for a new property they'd acquired. Ray continued to feign interest. The sun had reached the edge of the horizon, putting an end to their game and ringing his internal dinner bell. His hunger roused, he glanced again toward the villa, watching as Sydney moved from the veranda railing to her feet.
She was a tall woman, with long limbs that Ray knew fit nicely around his own larger body. Or had nicely fit eight years ago. He'd bulked up since then. And he wasn't the only one with a body developed by time and working out. Sydney was slender, but not skinny, and had filled out beautifully since his hands had last explored the budding fullness of her curves. The strapless bandeau tube wrapped around her chest hugged her breasts like a soft yellow skin, and his palms itched to skate over the surface, to feel the taut press of her nipples.
When she lifted her arms to run her hands through her hair, exposing both her stomach's smooth skin and the knot of her sarong riding low on her belly, he barely suppressed a rising groan. When she turned away, giving him a clear view of the strong lines of her back and her narrow waist easily spanned by his hands, he dug his toes into the sand. When she hooked her arm through Poe's and started to walk away, the sarong snugged tight to her hips and caressing the tight swells of her backside, Ray dropped the Frisbee and looked down, working to catch his breath as hunger grabbed hard between his legs.
Their one night together had followed her high-school graduation and his first year of college, and it hadn't lasted long enough to be called an affair. But Ray wasn't sure it qualified as a one-night stand, either. If it had, surely those hours they'd spent tangled naked between the cheap sheets of an even cheaper motel-room bed wouldn't still linger the way they did in his mind.
They'd been lingering more than usual today since this vacation had become landlocked and since, every time he'd turned around, Sydney had shed more of her clothes. Having looked forward to the sailing trip now for four months, he was surprised he didn't feel more disappointment at the forced change of plans. He hadn't been onboard the Indiscreet long enough even to think about getting his sea legs. Which proved he was more interested in the company than in the cruise.
Following Anton and Doug as they headed toward the villa in response to Lauren's call to, "Come and get it!", Ray knew he'd be a fool not to take advantage of an opportunity he'd never see again. Sydney had nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, nowhere to be for the next ten days, while he had the luxurious warmth of the sun, the seductive lure of the sea and the lush tropical nights in his favor.
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sp; He wasn't looking for happily-ever-after. He was only looking for answers, and whatever good time they might mutually share. In his line of work, he saw too much tragedy, too many families torn apart by accidents and disaster, both natural and man-made. His own family was no exception, irreparably damaged by his brother's still-unsolved disappearance three years ago in this very part of the world.
With the chances Ray took on the job, with the risky situations he encountered, he'd be stupid—and selfish—to consider any romantic involvement, to subject a partner to the very real possibility that he might lose his life on the job. He didn't have it in him to give Sydney or any woman a long-term promise, for her sake, as well as his own. Not when life was so fragile. Not when the loss of Patrick had shown him the truth of personal suffering for those left behind.
And he sure didn't have to involve his heart to enjoy his time here with Sydney. He knew that for certain. He'd been her first lover, a fact he hadn't appreciated fully at the time. He'd had his hands too full of her body to question his luck or her decision. But before they returned to the States, he intended to get the answers he needed about that night. Like why she hadn't returned his phone calls afterward. And why she'd haunted his memory ever since.
But most of all why, out of all the guys "Ice Queen" Sydney Ford had said no to, had she wrapped her arms around his neck and said yes.
Dinner that first night at the villa on Coconut Caye was one of the more intense meals Ray remembered sitting through. The men, along with Poe and Kinsey, had carried the conversation, sharing tales of past vacations gone bad.
Among the six of them, they'd seen more than a few ports of call on more than a few continents and had faced lost luggage, mistaken identities and bungled reservations from car to hotel.
So far Lauren hadn't said a thing. She'd never even met Anton's gaze.
Sydney had talked, but not a lot, as if carefully weighing the import of what she had to say against the mystery of remaining silent. The mystery, of course, was all in Ray's mind, driven by her refusal to hold his gaze when their eyes met. Every time he glanced her way, he caught her staring. He even caught her looking back before he'd turned away.
Her expression teased him, the way she slowly lowered her lashes, the way her nostrils seemed to flare. The way her chin came up and her lips lightly parted. Even the way she lounged so casually, invitingly, one elbow braced on the chair back, her head propped in her hand, her crossed leg swinging with a motion that lifted, then lowered the gap in her sarong.
Ray couldn't decide if he was amused or intrigued. But he was definitely working on aroused, as he had been since they'd set sail this morning. Or, more accurately, as he had been every time they'd been in the same room since he'd introduced himself to her beneath the oak tree in Boom Daily's backyard eight long years ago.
There was just something about Sydney Ford that Ray couldn't get his mind around to figure out. The things he'd known about Sydney as a girl didn't mesh at all with what he'd learned recently from her father. Or what he knew about her as the CEO of gIRL-gEAR.
He wasn't sure the remaining days of this vacation would be enough time to reconcile his curiosity with the facts, but damned if he wouldn't be giving it his best shot, he mused. He forced his gaze from Sydney and back to the others as, one at a time, they finished up the meal of grilled steak and tossed salad put together at the last minute by Kinsey and Lauren, with questionable help from Jess.
Kinsey, at least, had no trouble making or maintaining eye contact with anyone at the table. And Poe—Poe had upped the stakes and was making contact with her body, Ray realized, as she got up to clear the table and leaned over Doug's shoulder to reach for an empty serving bowl.
Doug had pulled on a sleeveless shirt before sitting down to the impromptu dinner. Poe still wore her black bikini top. She brushed the barely covered swell of her breast against his barely covered shoulder. Ray couldn't say the move was made on purpose, but she didn't seem the least bit self-conscious about a touch that made Doug's eyes bulge.
In fact, now hugging the salad bowl to her middle, her hip cocked to the side, Poe glanced around the room with one brow arched and a twist to her mouth that Ray could've sworn meant trouble in paradise. Leaning into the forearm he'd braced on the table, he toyed with his steak knife, swirling the pointed tip in the sauce on his plate, smiling as he waited to find out exactly what she was up to. He didn't have to wait long.
"Is it just me," she said, looking from one man, one woman to the next, her dark eyes sparkling with indescribable mischief, "or do the rest of you get a sense that there is an unhealthy level of sexual tension in the air?"
After several silent seconds, Doug burst out laughing. Anton followed suit, snickering behind his hand, which had Lauren fuming and Sydney crossing her arms beneath her bandeau top and fighting to keep a straight face. All Ray could do was sit back and enjoy the show.
"At least it appears to be sexual." Poe gave a light shrug and started gathering up utensils. "I could be wrong, but I think the facts speak for themselves."
"Uh, Poe, what facts are you talking about?" Kinsey asked, prodding Jess's rib cage with her elbow and glaring when he leaned over and started breathing heavily into her ear. "Enough of that, mister. If I need heating up, I'll let you know."
Jess laughed. Sydney laughed. Even Poe laughed, this time leaning between Kinsey and Anton, giving Anton a dose of Doug's medicine while stacking the used dinner plates.
"The facts as I see them are that we're in the tropics, on a gorgeous island, surrounded by sand and surf, an incredible moonrise, a soft ocean breeze. And we're staring at each other and a table of dirty dishes when we could be having a lot of extracurricular fun."
With that, Poe headed for the kitchen—a huge open-air affair separated from the main dining area by a wide serving bar—leaving the others speechless, but only for a second or two, then everyone started talking at once.
"Extracurricular works for me," Jess said, leaning in closer toward Kinsey again, nuzzling his face against her bare shoulder and making whimpering puppy-dog sounds.
Wearing a bright-red tank top with her khaki drawstring shorts, Kinsey patted his head accordingly. Then she threaded her fingers into his hair and used the hold to pull his head from her shoulder. Her smile was a show of bared teeth. "What part of 'enough' don't you understand?"
Jess sighed and slumped in his chair. "Does that mean extracurricular is out of the question?"
Eyes rolling, Kinsey could only shake her head. "You're hopeless and I give up."
Doug, being a guy, was more in tune with Jess's plight and told him so. "What it means, buddy, is that you'll have to take matters into your own hands."
A round of groans and cries of "Gross! Eww! Yuck!" went up from the women. Ray found himself chuckling under his breath. Then he found himself glancing at Sydney … and found her gaze focused on him. Not on Doug or on Kinsey or on Jess. Not even on Poe, whom Ray could hear rummaging around behind him in the kitchen cabinets.
No, Sydney was concentrating solely on him. And doing so with a look that wasn't the least bit shy or evasive. He would've said she was flirting, but her expression was hardly that simple. What he saw in her eyes was more of an invitation, a sultry temptation to join her in sin. Her blue eyes sparkled, her wide mouth offered him a private smile that spoke of the intimacies they'd shared long ago.
He wanted to ask her what she wanted, what she was trying to say. He wanted to growl his frustration with this vacation that was becoming too crowded. But he had too much of an audience, and before he could get to his feet and pull Sydney along with him out onto the veranda, Poe returned from the kitchen.
Her rummaging had produced a serving tray bearing eight highball glasses, a decanter of bourbon, another of water and a bucket of ice. Standing behind the chair she'd occupied earlier, she set the tray in the center of the table.
"Now," she said, continuing the conversation she'd dropped like a bomb. "Since none of us are sleeping
together, let's get drunk and talk about sex."
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"You have got to be kidding." Lauren pulled her feet up onto her chair and wrapped her arms around her knees defensively.
"Not at all, sweetie. In fact, I'm dead serious." Poe tugged the stopper from the whiskey decanter and set it on the tray. And then she cast a wicked look around the table, teasing her dinner companions with a sinister gleam in her almond-shaped eyes.
Ever since Poe had made her observation of the room's sexual tension, Sydney had been waiting for the other shoe to drop. After all, she'd been warned earlier out on the veranda—a warning left wide-open, giving Poe plenty of leeway and absolutely no boundaries.
And so Sydney wasn't a bit surprised when Poe finally grinned and said, "Truth or dare."
Stunned silence greeted Poe's announcement. Sydney knew that, given another second, the gang would come around. But she wasn't going to wait that long. She was more than ready to get started, more than ready for fun. And, so, with a mental Here goes nothing, she reached for a glass. "I'm game."
Lauren gave an audible gasp. "You can't mean that."
"I can mean it. I do mean it." Sydney tossed ice cubes into her glass and poured the bourbon. She looked down the length of the table, silently daring Lauren to say another word. "This is my vacation and I want to have fun."
"Truth or dare is fun?" Lauren asked, anyway, a brow raised.
"The right mood, the right company." Sydney lifted her shoulders, lifted her drink, glanced briefly at Ray as the fiery liquid slid over her tongue. The look in his eyes added to the burn, and it was all she could do to finish her reply. "Not to mention the right alcohol in the right quantity."
"I'll drink to that," Poe said, and finally everyone relaxed enough to laugh. Everyone, that is, but Lauren.
