No Regrets (Sin's Bastards MC Book 3)

by K. J. Dahlen

  Bulldog was stunned yet again. First, he lost seventeen years of his life, then a few hours ago, he lost his family and now he was losing his club. He had nothing left. “You’re taking my colors? Why?”

  “Because after you were arrested, we found out you betrayed this club. You left a mess we had to clean up. You damn near got the club wiped off the map with your dealings with the cartel. We didn’t know about that until a member of the cartel came here looking for their money or their drugs. If your wife hadn’t told us where the money was hidden as well as the last shipment of heroin, the cartel would have declared war on us. You only lived through prison, so you could face us here and now.”

  Bulldog felt an invisible noose tighten around his neck. He hadn’t thought about the cartel finding him. To them, he’d just been a courier. He hadn’t told his club or his family about the drug business he was running. He didn’t want to have to split the money he was making with anyone else. Now it seemed everyone know his deepest secrets. Sweat beaded his temples as he took off his leather vest.

  He hadn’t worn his color the whole time he was behind bars and when he donned the vest this morning, he finally felt dressed. Now taking it off again, he felt desolate and alone.

  He handed the vest to Hawkeye and watched as the other man stripped off each and every patch he’d worn with pride since the time he was seventeen.

  Not one of the men standing there around him said a word as they all watched their President rip the patches off.

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  When the patches had been removed and the vest was stripped, Hawkeye grabbed a pair of scissors from the table and split the back of the vest, rendering it unwearable. “This isn’t your club anymore.” Hawkeye told him. “You have three hours to get out of our territory. If we find you still here after that, you’ll feel the wrath of our anger.”

  Bulldog turned and just before he left the building, Hawkeye called out to him, “You should know something before you go.”

  Bulldog turned and stared at him. “And what would that be?”

  “The last time I saw the cartel, they left you a message.”

  Bulldog began to really sweat. “What message?”

  “They said they would be watching you. In and out of prison. They said you would have to face them as well. You put them in a position they never wanted to be in when you screwed us over. They said to watch your back because they would be there but you wouldn’t see them coming until it was too late.”

  Bulldog swallowed hard and gave Hawkeye a nod. Turning to the door, he disappeared through it.

  A short time later, they all heard his engine roar and pull out of the parking lot. No one said a word and slowly, the line broke up and people drifted away.

  Hawkeye stared at the ruined vest on the table in front of him. He still had to make a call to Sam and warn him of what just happened.

  He came around the edge of the table and made his way down the hall to his office. Slowly closing the door behind him, he went over to his desk and sat down. Reaching for the phone, he punched some numbers and waited for Sam to answer the call.

  CHAPTER FIVE

  When Sam closed his phone, he looked over at Melora and the baby. They had been discharged from the hospital and he’d brought them directly to the club. Now, he was glad he had. The call he’d just taken had been one he thought he had a month yet to prepare for.

  He glanced over at Deke and found him looking back. Sam walked over to the table where Deke, Gator, Reva, Raine and Iceman were sitting. He looked back to the table their women were sitting at. They were all content with holding the newest member of the family. “I think we all need to talk.” Sam told them. “Now would be good.”

  Everyone stood and followed Deke to his office.

  Sam grabbed Reva by the elbow and escorted her behind the rest of them. When Gator turned to close the door, he was surprised to see Reva with Sam. “What the hell?” he swore. “Sam, you know women aren’t allowed in here.”

  “I think this is an exception,” Sam replied as he pulled Reva in before closing the door behind him.

  Gator wrapped his arm around Reva’s shoulder and they all turned to Sam.

  “I just got a call from Hawkeye,” Sam announced. “He informed me Bulldog got out of prison this morning. He was met by Black Jack, Gambler and Judge. The club was represented as well. Razor, Beaner and Hyde escorted him to the clubhouse.”

  “What did Black Jack have to say?” Gator wanted to know.

  “I guess he told him he wasn’t welcome to come home until he could prove he could be trusted. He also told him that it wasn’t Reva who pressed charges against him. Black Jack and Molly, along with the club pressed the charges that sent Bulldog to prison.”

  Reva gasped.

  Sam swung his gaze to her and nodded.

  Gator’s arm tightened around her.

  Sam then confirmed this statement. “Yeah, I thought you were aware of what went down but I guess no one told you. When Bulldog got arrested, the club found out he was muling for the cartel. They came to us and demanded their money and drugs back. We didn’t know what the hell they were talking about. There was a reason we didn’t do business with them back then. It was a matter of honor, we had it, they didn’t. We didn’t know what Bulldog was doing until they were ready to declare war on us. You just confirmed their story. When we returned the money and the drugs, they left us alone but kept an eye on the club for any little thing they could find to bring down their fury. We didn’t give them the chance.” He ran his fingers through his hair. “Hawkeye took his colors and told him he couldn’t stay. He called to warn us Bulldog might be on his way down here.”

  “Oh god,” Reva whispered as she buried her face in Gator’s chest. “He’s coming here to kill me.”

  “He won’t come close to you.” Gator growled. “He’ll have to get through me first.”

  “Me too,” Deke told her.

  “And me,” Sam assured her.

  “Me as well,” Iceman added his protection. “This club protects its own and you are one of us.”

  “I don’t know the whole story but I’m part of this club too. If they’ll stand with you, so will I,” Mountain assured her.

  “He won’t get near you,” Raine assured her. “Hell if he’s smart, he won’t come anywhere near here.”

  “But we all know Bulldog was never a smart man,” Deke stated. “Today, he lost everything that he thought he could count on. He isn’t going to just walk away from that.”

  “Yeah, he’s gonna be pissed,” Raine admitted.

  “Oh, I think that mother fucker is beyond pissed.” Gator swore. “He’ll come here for revenge but he isn’t going to get it. He might get another bullet though.”

  “Hawkeye also passed on a message. He told me the cartel was watching for him as well. And that is never good news.”

  “I wonder what they want after all these years,” Deke queried.

  Reva began to tremble.

  Gator looked down at her with a frown. “What do you know that we don’t?” he asked. “Does this have something to do with the cartel?”

  Reva stepped away and nodded. Wrapping her arms around her waist, her eyes glazed over as she remembered her past. “When Bulldog first started running the damn drugs he skimmed off the top of the returns. He said they would never miss the money. But instead of keeping it in cash, he bought diamonds with it. He did this for about a year and he had a pile of the stones. They were worth a small fortune. He made me hide them in case he ever needed them. I didn’t tell anyone about the diamonds because he promised he would kill me if I did. When Sam and Hawkeye came to me about the money and the drugs I forgot about the diamonds. I was just so scared of Bulldog I never gave the diamonds a thought. I did tell them where the rest of the money was though.” She looked over at Sam. “I’m so sorry. I just forgot.”

  Sam came over to her and wrapped his arms around her. He ignored Gator’s growl of annoyance. “That’s okay swee
theart. You had other things on your mind at the time.” Sam swung around to look at Deke as he stepped away from Reva. “I wonder if Bulldog realizes the diamonds are still out there waiting for someone to dig them up?” Looking over at Reva he asked, “Do you know where they are?”

  Reva nodded. “I never wanted the damn things anyway. I will be more than happy to get rid of them.”

  Sam let Reva go and reached for his phone. He returned Hawkeye’s call to discuss the issue. “Hawkeye, this is Sam. We just found out some info we thought we’d pass on to you.”

  “And what would that be?”

  “Bulldog was skimming the returns to the cartel from the beginning. He kept the money and turned it into diamonds he had Reva hide. When the cartel came calling, she forgot about the diamonds and they are still hidden.”

  “Fuck me.” Hawkeye swore. “So that’s why the cartel wasn’t entirely happy with what they got back.”

  “Yeah, I’d forgotten about that,” Sam admitted. “They were happy to get back what they did but they always thought there should have been more. Now we know why.” He paused and reminded the other man, “This could be why they watched our club for five years after we paid them back. And why they are still watching us from time to time.”

  “They were watching us to see if we had the rest of their money.” Hawkeye growled. “Bulldog is in big trouble this time. The cartel will take the money out of his hide.”

  “Is there any way you can contact the cartel and tell them about the diamonds?” Sam asked.

  “I can try.” Hawkeye said. “They might not understand why it took seventeen years for us to say anything about this.”

  “Can you at least try?”

  “Yeah, I can try. I hope Reva knows where the stones are and is willing to hand them over.”

  “Don’t worry about that,” Sam told the other man. “Those stones have cost her too much already. I don’t think she wants them anymore than she wants Bulldog.”

  “Okay, I’ll make the call.” Hawkeye sighed. “Let’s hope this ends that situation.” He paused then added, “You know I’ll have to tell them where she is don’t you? They may send someone out to collect the stones and they’ll want her to show them where she hid them.”

  “Yeah, I’ll tell her but Hawkeye…the cartel doesn’t touch her,” Sam warned him. “She had nothing to do with this, she was following orders from her husband and when this all went down years ago, she was recovering from a hell of a beating and in a coma, it almost took her life. You tell them that too. She is not to blame for what he did.”

  “I’ll tell them.” Then the call went dead.

  Sam looked over to Reva. “Does Bulldog know where you hid the diamonds?”

  She shook her head. “No he doesn’t, but he did tell me to keep them close to me.”

  “What is Hawkeye going to do?” Deke asked.

  “He’s going to contact the cartel and tell them what we know. He’ll tell them what happened and the fact that we have the stones. They will want to collect them, so we have to be prepared to give them up. Then all we have to do is wait for someone to come and collect them.”

  “But first we have to deal with Bulldog,” Raine reminded them.

  “We need to go on lockdown,” Deke ordered. “We have no idea who or what will get here first and we should be prepared for anything.” He looked over at Gator. “Start making the calls to get everyone here.”

  Gator nodded.

  Deke turned to his father. “We don’t want to worry the women, so tell them what you must but no more than that.”

  There was a knock on the door and when Deke opened it, he found Wiley standing there. “We have visitors.” Looking over at Raine he said, “They said they were your family.”

  Raine frowned. “My family?”

  Wiley nodded then looked over at Deke. “They also asked for Reva.”

  Reva’s eyes widened as Gator growled.

  As a group, everyone moved to the main room.

  Gator wrapped his arms around Reva when they saw the entire Moore family standing there.

  When Raine stepped up to shake his dad’s hand, Black Jack shifted his gaze to Reva. Then he looked at Gator and nodded. Black Jack stuck his hand out to the other man. “I’m glad she’s had you beside her all this time.”

  Gator shook his hand and asked, “Why are you and yours here? Especially today?”

  “Because she needs us with her today,” Molly told him. “We couldn’t come before but we wanted her to know we’re here now.”

  “Why couldn’t you come before?” Reva asked.

  “Because I didn’t want them here before,” Gator told her. “I told them to stay away from you, from us.”

  “And that was your right, before…” Black Jack stated.

  “But not anymore?” Gator questioned.

  “Not anymore,” Judge informed him.

  “Before this develops into something no one wants, I think you should know the latest development,” Raine told his family.

  Black Jack turned to his youngest son. “And what would that be?”

  “Bulldog was skimming from the cartel almost from the very beginning. He traded the money and turned it into diamonds. He forced Reva to hide them and when the cartel came around looking for their money and drugs she forgot the diamonds. She didn’t remember them until today.”

  Molly gasped and her hand went to cover her mouth. She looked at her husband with tears in her eyes.

  Black Jack gathered her into his arms and held her close to him for a moment. Then he turned to Reva. “Do you have the stones?”

  Reva nodded. “Yes I have them. Sam called Hawkeye to let the cartel know about them. I’m going to turn them over and pray they will leave us alone.”

  Molly turned to her. “Can you ever forgive us for what we put you through? I need to know.”

  Reva frowned. “There’s nothing to forgive, you never hurt me.”

  “But you were part of our family and we should have protected you. In that, we failed.” Molly shook her head.

  “That was on Bulldog, I never blamed you for his actions,” Reva assured her.

  “Thank you for that.” Molly patted her hand.

  Black Jack stared at Reva then had to ask, “Do you know how much he turned into diamonds?”

  Reva shrugged. “I think he said it was about thirteen million.”

  “Dollars?” Judge whispered stunned. “He kept back thirteen millions dollars? Was he fucking nuts?”

  “Sweet Jesus,” Gator whispered as he glanced over at Sam and Deke.

  “I think you should know he’s probably only hours behind us,” Black Jack informed Deke. “The club was there when he got out and they had orders to take him straight back to the house. Hawkeye informed me he was going to strip him of his colors and tell him he had to leave. I know my son and he’s going to come after his wife. It doesn’t matter that we told him she had nothing to do with pressing charges either.”

  Deke nodded. “Yeah, we’re going on lockdown as soon as everyone else gets here.”

  “Would you prefer we leave then?” Judge asked.

  “You are welcome to stay, if you like. It might make things easier if Bulldog knows you stand against him.” Deke nodded at him.

  “Then we’ll stay.” Black Jack looked around. “He knows we’re here already anyway.”

  Deke pulled Gator and Reva into the kitchen. “I’m sorry but I have to ask, where are the stones?”

  “I buried them in the woods outside the clubhouse in Maine but when we came here with you I brought them with me. They are close by but I won’t tell you or anyone where until the cartel gets here. I think it’s best for everyone.”

  Deke nodded. “That’s fine by me. I just wanted to know if you had them close by. No one but you needs to know exactly where.”

  “I’d better get busy if we have everyone coming,” Reva told them. “Tell the girls I could use some help in the kitchen will you?”

 
; “Sure thing.” Deke grinned.

  “I’ll start making the calls,” Gator said as he moved toward the phone.

  Deke moved out to the main room and began making plans about where to put everyone. Walking over to where Sam, Melora and Adriana were sitting, he told them, “You guys can stay with us tonight.”

  Sam nodded. “Ok…What about Mountain and his boys?”

  “Gator is calling everyone in,” Deke explained.

  Sam looked at Melora and nodded. “Don’t worry, she’ll be here.” He knew she was worried about Izzy.

  “I know she’ll come.”

  “Then what is it? What has you so upset?’ Sam asked.

  “I think you need to talk to your daughter. This sort of thing is going to upset her, especially with what’s happening with her mother.”

  “I never thought about that.” Sam looked at Adriana with worry in his eyes. “I guess I better talk to her huh?”

  Melora patted his arm. “Just tell her she’ll be okay.”

  “I’ll do that.” Sam grinned. He peered down at the baby in her arms. “How’s the baby doing?”

  “T-Bone is doing just fine.”

  “T-Bone huh?” Sam asked. ‘You did say that the night he was born and I was going to ask you…why T-Bone?”

  “The T is for his grandpa and the Bone is from his dad. They do call you Bones don’t they?”

  Sam laughed. “Yeah, they do but not you. Why is that?”

  Melora shrugged. “You just don’t seem like a Bones to me. I wanted to honor both you and Talon with his name. He belongs to both of you, same as me.”

  “When this is over, I will marry you, babe,” Sam vowed as he leaned toward her.

  When his lips crushed hers, someone behind him called out, “Ewww…that’s gross.”

  Sam turned his head to find his daughter Adriana there with a look of disgust on her face. “Get a room, so the rest of us don’t have to gag, old man.”

  Melora giggled.

  Sam turned to give her a frown. He was about to give her a piece of his mind when his phone rang. When Sam checked the caller ID, he found it was Hawkeye. Moving away from the women, he answered the call. Motioning to Deke, he urged the other man to join him. Rather than allow everyone to hear what could be bad news they moved to the office. Gator and Iceman joined them.