Abby Clements is the author of three previous novels, Meet Me Under the Mistletoe, the bestselling Vivien’s Heavenly Ice Cream Shop and Amelia Grey’s Fireside Dream. She lives in north London with her husband and son.
First published in Great Britain by Simon & Schuster UK Ltd, 2015
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For my nieces, Penny and Eloise
Contents
Prologue
Part One
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Part Two
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Part Three
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Acknowledgements
Prologue
Friday, 7 November, 1.30 a.m.
Imogen was in a deep sleep, nestled into Finn’s chest, two duvets and a wool blanket covering them, when her mobile went off. The harsh ring cut into her dreams – she’d been night-swimming in warm seas, surrounded by the firefly-like scattered lights of phosphorescence, as if the starry skies were being reflected. For a while, she’d been back in Thailand – and, as she put a pillow over her head to silence the sound, she tried to go back there. The endless white-sand beaches, the fish and birds, the place that made her feel most alive, and where she’d been inspired to take the photos that had launched her career. The phone was still stubbornly ringing. Reluctantly, she removed the pillow and sat up. The frost on the bedroom window reminded her she was in Brighton, in the beachside house she shared with Finn, in the middle of a cold English winter, and she wrinkled her nose at the cruel reality.
She reached down to the floor, clumsily padding around with her hand. Squinting, she saw her brother-in-law Matteo’s name on the screen. A picture of her sister, Anna, came into her mind – tall, with long chestnut-brown hair, her willowy figure unbalanced lately by a large pregnancy bump – and her heart started to race.
‘Yes?’ Imogen said, taking the call.
‘It’s Anna,’ Matteo said. He quickly filled her in, his usual laidback demeanour replaced with a slightly panicked tone.
‘We’ll be there,’ Imogen assured him, awake now and full of excitement. She hung up and nudged Finn awake.
‘It’s happening,’ she said.
‘What’s happening?’ Finn asked. His sandy hair mussed and voice husky with sleep, Imogen felt drawn to him. In any other situation she would have been seriously tempted not to leave the bed. But this wasn’t any other situation – and the bolt of adrenaline rushing through her veins reminded her of that. This was her only sister – on the brink of the life-changing event they’d all been waiting for.
‘It’s Anna,’ she said breathlessly. ‘The baby’s coming.’
Finn raised himself up to sitting, and rubbed his eyes. ‘You’re serious?’
‘Of course I’m serious,’ Imogen said, getting up and hastily pulling on her jeans and sheepskin boots. ‘Get up,’ she said, throwing a sweatshirt in his direction. ‘That was Matteo. They need help.’ She tied her light-brown hair, sun-streaked from a recent trip away, up into a ponytail.
‘Right . . .’ Finn said, a concerned look on his face.
‘Not delivering the baby,’ she said, shaking her head. ‘At least that’s not the plan at the moment. They need a lift to the hospital. Apparently, the cab they called refused to take her.’
Imogen put some things into her handbag: some snacks, money, bottles of water – then saw that something was missing.
‘Have you seen the car keys?’ she asked Finn.
He seemed rooted to the spot. ‘The thing is . . . I thought Anna’s due date wasn’t until December?’
‘I guess when it’s time, it’s time,’ Imogen said, with a shrug. ‘Where are the keys? We need to get going.’
‘The car. I put it in for an MOT yesterday.’
‘You didn’t,’ Imogen said, her chest tight.
He nodded.
‘Oh, God! Anna’s relying on us to pick her up.’
‘There is one other option.’
‘You’re not thinking . . .’ Imogen said, reading his mind, her heart sinking.
‘It’s still here, from when we repainted it.’
Imogen raised an eyebrow. She looked out of the front window and saw the vintage ice cream van parked just a few feet away from their house, the pistachio-and-pink paintwork visible in the glow of a street lamp. She’d bought it for the shop – Vivien’s Heavenly Ice Cream Shop – that she and her sister had inherited from their grandmother and which Anna and Matteo now ran together. Imogen had left to focus on her photography, but she still helped out at the business from time to time, covering the occasional shift and looking after the van. The van might have become a popular feature at local food festivals – but Imogen was pretty sure her sister wouldn’t be pleased to see it that night.
‘It’s better than nothing,’ Finn said.
Imogen shook her head. ‘OK, let’s go. But Anna’s going to kill us.’
Imogen and Finn drove up the seafront in the early hours, the vintage ice cream van rattling as they gradually picked up speed. Ahead of them, the road was clear, sparkling with the frost that had gathered overnight.
‘Could you check that text?’ Imogen said, pointing at her mobile buzzing on the dashboard.
Finn read it. ‘“Contractions two mins apart. Where are you?” That last bit was in capitals, by the way.’
&nbs
p; Imogen thought of her sister, waiting there for them to arrive. Anna, her older sister, always calm, controlled and together – she was heading right into the unknown. Anna had always been there for Imogen, with wise words and a listening ear while Imogen emerged from another drama. Now, Anna was the one who needed support. Imogen put her foot down on the gas, and the speedometer creaked up another two notches. She could see her sister’s apartment building in the distance, an imposing Victorian block overlooking the sea. ‘Tell her we’re almost there.’
‘Done,’ Finn said. ‘Smiley face?’
‘I don’t think so,’ Imogen said.
A few moments later, Imogen and Finn pulled up outside her sister’s building. Anna and Matteo were standing in the main doorway, a large bag at their feet. Matteo, tall and dark, with a thick coat to guard against the cold, waved over. He put his arm around Anna’s shoulders as he led her carefully down the stairs. She had one hand resting on her bump, and her face paled when she saw the van. Imogen opened the door and hopped out.
‘We’re not all going in that,’ Anna said, shaking her head.
‘No, of course not,’ Imogen said. ‘We won’t all fit. Finn can meet us there, right?’
‘Sure,’ Finn said.
‘But I’m afraid you are,’ Imogen said. She put out a hand to help her sister into the passenger seat. ‘Come on, let’s get you to the hospital, so I can meet my new niece or nephew.’
‘No way, Imo,’ Anna protested, her eyes bright with fury. ‘Matteo – tell her.’ She fell silent and drew in her breath. ‘Uhhhhhhhh.’ With the pressure of another contraction, Anna gripped Matteo’s hand tightly.
‘Anna, love, I think we should get in,’ Matteo said.
‘You’re in the right place,’ the midwife reassured Anna. ‘And, the way everything’s looking, it won’t be long till you meet your little one.’
‘Right,’ Anna said, her cheeks flushed pink, and her hands gripping the side of the hospital bed in her private room on the labour ward. Her brown hair was tied back in a ponytail, damp strands clinging to the sides of her face. ‘That’s good. I think.’
‘Of course it’s good,’ Imogen said, meeting the midwife’s eye. ‘Keep going, Anna. You’re nearly there.’
‘Do you have a birth plan?’ the midwife asked.
‘Matteo,’ Anna called over. He was standing over by the window on his mobile phone.
‘Sí, Mamma . . . in the hospital.’
‘Matteo . . .’ she said, more insistently this time.
He covered the mouthpiece. ‘Mum wanted to know if you’d tried the pineapple. I told her that was what got this all started.’
‘The birth plan,’ she hissed.
He said something in Italian, then put the phone on the side. ‘Yes,’ he said, rifling through the hospital bag and taking out the folded sheet of paper. He passed it to the midwife. ‘Here you go.’
A female voice called out from his phone, and he picked it up again. ‘No, Mamma . . .’
‘Hang up the phone,’ Anna said firmly.
He held up a finger to signal he needed a moment.
‘Tell him to stop talking to his mother, or I will kill him,’ Anna whispered to her sister.
‘I think you’d better put the phone down,’ Imogen said.
Matteo put the phone away. ‘Sorry. She’s just excited, that’s all.’
‘Oh, Christ!’ Anna said, straining and holding her back now. ‘Can I have some pain relief?’
‘Are you sure?’ Matteo said. ‘I brought that lavender along. Or I could give you a massage? Like you wanted?’
Anna gave him a steely glare. ‘No lavender,’ she said, shaking her head. ‘And don’t you dare touch me.’
Imogen was startled at seeing the sudden change in her polite, gentle sister.
‘OK,’ Matteo said. He got closer to his girlfriend and held her hand tightly in his, kissing her gently on the head. ‘I’m a bit nervous, I guess,’ he said.
‘You’re nervous?’ Anna said.
‘Are you getting her some kind of pain relief?’ Imogen asked the midwife.
‘Not much point now,’ the midwife said. ‘I can see the baby’s head.’
Imogen took her sister’s hand, and held it gently. Anna looked at her, her warm brown eyes wide, and – for the first time that Imogen had ever seen – full of panic. Imogen desperately wanted to be able to take the pain away, to swap places with her sister and go through it for her.
‘I can’t do it, Imogen,’ Anna said, her eyes brimming with tears. ‘I really don’t think I can do it.’
She gripped Imogen’s hand tightly.
‘You can,’ Imogen said to her, calmly and softly, stroking her hair back from her face. ‘Anna, you can do it. Let’s meet this baby.’
Tearful, Anna nodded.
The midwife spoke to her firmly. ‘Anna, it’s time for you to push.’
Isabella McAvoy-Bonomi was born at 4.30 a.m. After the necessary checks, the delivery room emptied out and Anna and Matteo had a moment alone with their new baby.
As Anna held her daughter in her arms, she felt a surge of love. When she’d met Matteo two years before, she’d thought that it wouldn’t be possible to care about anyone more than she did about him. But this little girl, her hands and feet curled and her cheeks pink, was so complete and perfect, ready to start her journey in the world, full of potential. Her blue eyes were open wide, as she looked towards her mother and father. She was theirs. If not for ever, then for a while, at least.
Then a new wave of emotion came, catching Anna completely off guard. The sense of responsibility felt overwhelming. Exhausted from the labour, she could barely think straight, let alone plan how to care for Bella. What if she messed it all up?
Matteo put his arm around Anna’s shoulder and kissed her cheek, seeming intuitively to sense what Anna was feeling.
‘We’ll always be there for her,’ he whispered to Anna.
‘Do you think we can do it?’ Anna said. ‘Be the parents she needs?’
‘Of course we can,’ he reassured her.
Anna brushed her tears away but more came. ‘I don’t know why I’m upset. I guess I didn’t expect to love her this much,’ she said. ‘Not right away.’ A smile made its way through the tears.
Matteo touched his daughter’s face gently. ‘She’s beautiful,’ Matteo said. ‘I’m so proud of you, Anna.’
Jan and Tom, Anna and Imogen’s parents, arrived, and Imogen and Finn returned with coffee, the family bringing a flurry of activity and chatter to the room. The quiet moment between Anna and Matteo was gone, but, when Anna looked over at him, talking animatedly with her mum and dad, the intimacy between the two of them, the feeling of a shared adventure they were embarking on, was still there.
‘You did it, love,’ Jan said, beaming. ‘I told you you could.’
She gave her elder daughter a gentle hug. ‘How are you feeling?’
‘OK,’ Anna said, her cheeks flushed. ‘Tired – but happy.’
‘Nothing can really prepare you, can it?’ Jan said. ‘When I had you, Anna . . . well, it might have been thirty years ago, but I can still remember every moment of it. Proudest day of our lives, wasn’t it, Tom?’
Anna’s father nodded.
‘Thanks, Mum,’ Imogen said, teasing.
‘Oh, it’s still quite nice the second time round,’ Jan said. ‘But there’s something special about the first.’
‘Anna was amazing,’ Matteo said, smiling at his girlfriend proudly and kissing her head.
Tom looked into the glass cot, his expression softening. ‘Our granddaughter . . .’ he said quietly. ‘She’s finally here – I can hardly believe it.’ He paused. ‘Is it just me . . .?’ he said.
‘No, Dad,’ Anna said, smiling. She knew exactly what her father was thinking. Bella’s mop of dark hair was jet-black, like her Italian father’s, but her eyes and mouth belonged very much to Anna’s side of the family.
‘Her eyes,’ Tom said, his voice s
oft.
‘She looks just like Granny V,’ Anna said. Her eyes met her dad’s.
She pictured her grandmother, her silver-grey hair pinned back, and her blue eyes bright, enhanced by a line of liquid eyeliner. She was smiling, dressed in a burgundy dress, a cream cardigan, and T-bar heels, her dachshund, Hepburn, by her side.
Anna felt a sharp pang of regret that Vivien couldn’t be there to share the moment, but, just as soon as it had come, it lifted – she was still there with them, in their thoughts and memories. Even now, Anna felt spurred on by her granny’s words of encouragement and pride. She always would.
Part One
Chapter 1
Monday, 8 February (fifteen months later)
Rain lashed against the windows of Anna and Matteo’s top-floor flat on Marine Parade, the bright lights of the Palace Pier shining blurrily through it. Bella was sitting between her parents in her high chair, chewing on a rusk, her dark hair curling around her temples and her cheeks still rosy from sleep. Hepburn, the black-and-tan dachshund who had once been Vivien’s dog, and now belonged to Anna’s family, darted around under Bella’s high chair, snatching up crumbs.
‘Cannoli,’ Matteo said, a dreamy look in his eye. ‘We should add cannoli to the winter menu at the shop. Sweet pastry with fresh cream. Perfect with coffee for days like these.’
‘OK, sounds good,’ Anna said.
Anna remembered the delicious pastries she’d shared with Matteo over breakfast in Florence, where they’d met on an ice-cream-making course, and fallen in love. It felt like a lifetime ago now. The landlady at their pensione had brought them out to the terrace – warm from the oven and irresistibly comforting. Now, since parenthood had taken over, if she and Matteo had a chance to grab a cup of tea before heading out to open the shop, it was a good day. The year had brought them together – when Anna saw Matteo singing to and laughing with their daughter, the love she felt for him was even deeper than before. And yet, also, with the fractured nights’ sleep, the pressures of juggling parenthood with running the ice cream shop, and the piles of laundry and washing-up that seemed to fill their home, the romance of those days when they first set eyes on each other seemed like something that belonged to a distant past, one that they wouldn’t be revisiting.
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