by Carré White
The Colorado Brides
Book Four
An Unexpected Mother
Carré White
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Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter One
The Oregon Trail, July 1862
We had been traveling through steadily inclining foothills for days now. The wagon master said we would arrive at Fort Laramie soon, which worried and excited me. My future husband, Jason Hatch, waited there, or at least I prayed he had made it safely to the isolated trading post. We had been on the trail since the beginning of May, and everyone was exhausted. Morale was low.
My parents, who had decided to join me, were seated in the wagon, while I walked, as I had for weeks, my feet crunching over a dusty, well-worn road. This was how my sisters had arrived in the Colorado Territory, meeting their future husbands, either on the trail or in Denver City, and settling happily. While the country was in the grips of a Civil War, the north and south strongly divided, we had begun our westward migration, the entire family embracing the opportunity to live a new life.
It wasn’t that we were unhappy in New York, but my parents couldn’t bear to be so far away from their daughters, especially with the advent of grandchildren. There were four daughters, myself the youngest. My sister, Hannah, and her husband, Frank, had been the first to arrive. He had been a preacher, and he was hired by one of the mining districts to oversee the newly constructed church. After he had died unexpectedly, she re-married and had a baby. My sister, Paulina, had fallen in love with the wagon master on her journey, barely surviving cholera, and marrying the man shortly after. Then Louisa had fled to Denver City after annulling her marriage. She became involved with a needy family; the father, Matthias Montgomery, had caught her eye, and they had married. It was my turn now.
“Aren’t you tired, my dear?” asked mother, who gazed at me from beneath a blue bonnet. “You’ve been walking for nearly two hours.”
“I’m fine.”
“Goodness, my backbone is sore. We should change places.” She slid from the wooden bench, grasping the seat and stepping to the ground. During the weeks of traveling, we had perfected this maneuver without falling and being crushed by the steel-clad wheels. “I need to walk.” She grimaced; the sun was in her eyes. “It’s horribly hot today.”
“Just like yesterday.”
“We’ll be in Ft. Laramie soon. Maybe even by tomorrow.”
She didn't need to remind me. I was well aware of this fact. I had been re-reading the letters Jason had sent, going over every detail. His penmanship left much to be desired, but the writing was polite and honest. He was a simple man, a carpenter by trade, looking for a wife. I suspected that he was not a handsome man, but I had prepared myself for this. We had been writing letters for almost a year now, and a friendship had developed. From there…he had divulged his loneliness, the hardships of living in a burgeoning city, and his need for companionship. I felt the same, although I never lacked in admirers. I could have married in Troy and settled, but it was impossible, because I wanted to be where my sisters were.
“We should stop for lunch soon,” I said, glancing into the distance at the line of wagons that curved around the base of a small mountain. It must have rained here not that long ago, as the grass was tall and green. The oxen would eat heartily once we found an adequate resting spot. “It sure is pretty.”
“I’d give anything for a sign of civilization. I’d be happy to see a shack.”
“Oh, mother,” I giggled. “You poor thing.”
“I long for a green park or a glass of lemonade with ice. I ask myself every day why I gave up my comfortable house and perfect life. This surely is madness.”
“Blame it on your ungrateful and selfish children, my dear,” said father, with a hint of humor. “They’re the reason we’re in this predicament.”
“I’ve raised the worst sort of daughters.”
I knew she wasn’t really angry, as she adored us. I hugged her. “I love you, mother.”
“Oh, Fanny. You’re the sweetest girl. You stayed the longest. While your sisters ran off as far as they could, you took care of your pitiable parents. But, you’ll be with your new husband soon, whoever he may be…and we’ll be alone again.”
“Nonsense. You’ll have your hands full of grandbabies. Do I have to count again just how many there are?” Louisa had three, with a fourth to be born any day now. Hannah was pregnant and she had Letty. Paulina was mother to two.
“I’m looking forward to seeing them. I dreamt last night of soaking in a tub filled with rose-scented water.” She glanced at her hands. “What a luxury that would be. I’ve never been so filthy in my entire life.”
After Ft. Kearny, the trail had become unbearably dusty, as the wheels of hundreds of wagons had loosened the gravel. The wind had been relentless, gusting horribly. We had worn bandanas around our faces for protection. Our clothing needed washing, along with the bedding, but it would have to wait until we reached the fort. The wagon master had promised us an extra day or two of rest, because our progress had been good. We had averaged more than sixteen miles per day without incident. The cases of cholera were low with our group, only one family had fallen ill. There had been a fatality at one of the river crossings a few days ago. A woman had drowned after her wagon had toppled over in the current. She had been pinned beneath for too long. This had been a reminder of how dangerous such undertakings could be.
I had gotten to know most of the other travelers over the last few weeks. We were an assemblage of families, miners, and traders, who sought to make a new life in parts unknown. Some were traveling to Oregon and California with a few heading to the Utah Territory.
“I think I’ll sit for a spell.” I grasped the seat, stepping onto the wagon. Glancing at father, he grinned at me. “When do you think we will stop?”
“Soon. I’ve seen riders up ahead. They’re scouting out a spot.”
“Thank goodness. I’m starving. I wonder what’s for lunch?”
“We’re low on provisions, Fanny. It’s liable to be beans and buffalo again.”
I made a face. “How…wonderful.”
He chuckled, “Lamb chops with fruit custard sounds better, eh?”
My stomach rumbled. “That would be lovely, but I'd rather have plum pudding. I’d love fried chicken too.” My mouth watered at the thought. I was tired of eating dried meat and rice.
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“You better stop that now,” said mother. “I won’t stand for it, you hear me?”
Father and I chuckled, as we frequently talked about food in great detail, going so far as to discuss cooking temperatures and ingredients. “There will be fresh provisions at the fort,” I said. “And just in time. We’re nearly out of flour.”
“I’m counting the hours until we arrive.” Mother craned her neck. “Oh, yes! Are we stopping?”
Father adjusted his hat. “I do believe so.”
“Oh, thank goodness, George.”
“You’ll be able to rest soon, my dear.”
The wagons slowly verged to the right, our guides having found a flattened area with verdant grasses for the animals to feed on, while people set up campfires. Our cooking supplies were within easy reach, as were the food stores. Several men dug out a latrine, hidden beneath a small tent. It would serve our needs, but many travelers had wandered from the area, stepping into the prairie to do their business.
I sat on a foldable wooden chair, exhausted. How I longed to wash my face and hands, but the river was more than a mile away. My booted feet peeked out from beneath the hem of a blue dress; the ends had frayed. I had saved my best outfit for the wedding, which would hopefully occur once we reached Fort Laramie. The prospect of being married to a virtual stranger produced twinges of nervousness. Whenever I thought about it, I felt this way. I certainly hope I’m not making a mistake.
After we had eaten, I poured a small amount of water in a bowl and cleansed my face and hands, although not as thoroughly as I would have liked. We set out again shortly after, the heat of the afternoon sun beating down upon the canvas of the wagon. The oxen plodded on, just as they had since the beginning of the journey, trudging stoically without complaint. Keeping the beasts fed and watered was the key to their steadfast obedience. They could tolerate almost any conditions, which made them ideal for this type of labor.
The hours were spent sitting and walking, sometimes chatting with fellow travelers. I had gotten to know several families, and we frequently dined with them. I avoided the miners, as they were a rowdy, obnoxious lot who drank and chased women. Being this far between forts, most had depleted their whiskey, but they had been willing to pay a steep price for the occasional bottle from the homesteaders. My father had been tempted to sell his, but he had decided against it. He wanted to keep a bottle or two for emergency purposes, in case we ran out of water completely. We had been fortunate so far.
The slowness of the journey was at times vexing, but we had made excellent progress, not having wasted a single day on an unforeseen disaster. When Mrs. Rinehart had drowned, we had attended the improvised funeral and left a short while later. We had encountered another wagon train several days ago. They had been hit hard by cholera; the wagon master had contracted the dreaded illness and died. We offered help, but they had politely declined, insisting that they were more than capable of continuing without our aid. Our group had passed them, and I hadn’t seen even a hint of white in the distance to indicate that they had continued on.
Alternating between walking and sitting, I was now with father, who held the reins, his face hidden beneath a wide-brimmed hat. He liked to tell stories while thus engaged; his favorite was the colorful life of Davy Crockett. I sat and listened, while he prattled on about this adventure and that. Father was obsessed with the Battle of the Alamo. I’d heard it all before, many times, and he seemed to embellish as he went. There was nothing to do but stare at the scenery, while the wheels rolled with the slow passing of each mile. The vistas had begun as an endless prairie, but had then transformed into gently sloping foothills, which would rise further into mountains.
The tedium had been worse for the children, who were trapped in the wagons unable to play. Many walked for hours, just like their parents, and then they would run around camp at night, expending the last of their energy. The wagon before us held a family of five, who were exceedingly noisy today, the children running amok and screaming. It was giving mother a headache, as she rubbed her forehead repeatedly.
Shortly before sunset, we were directed to a patch of grass that had been used by settlers not that long ago. It had been littered with refuse and the grasses shorn by previous animals. It was a shame we couldn’t have found a better location, but it was late, the sun glowing orange in the distance, the last streaks of light lingering. This location would have to do. With any luck, the water wasn't contaminated, which was always a risk. We were near a river, the thatch of trees in the distance indicating that something wet moved through.
The wagons were placed in an enormous circle, keeping animals and people safely inside. The oxen and horses grazed heartily, lowering their heads to the ground. Several men dug out a hole for the latrine tent, but again many settlers preferred to find secluded areas away from camp, which was discouraged, as it might spread disease. It was impossible to police hundreds of people, and most did what they wanted.
Mother and I wandered towards the river, finding it flowing swiftly. “It looks inviting,” she said, clutching a towel. “It’s good for a quick wash, I suppose.”
“That’s all we can ask for.”
Another family joined us; their children eyed the water expectantly. “Wish we could swim,” said the little boy. “I’d love to swim, Ma.”
“It’s dangerous, John.” She took his arm. “We’ll go down and wash up. Then I gotta make supper.”
After rinsing our hands and faces, mother and I returned to camp, discovering a fire had been lit. There were pits surrounded by rocks left from previous campers. Our stack of firewood was running low. The men felled trees often, providing wood for those who needed it, although we scoured the ground mostly, picking up dried branches and such.
Mother looked determined. “We’ll need the Dutch oven tonight. I’m making corn fritters and baked beans.” She eyed me sympathetically. “I’m sorry, my love, but we’re low on essentials.”
“Beans again.”
Father repositioned one of the logs. “No one hunted today. It’s too late now. Maybe they’ll go out in the morning.”
“We can hold on one more day,” said mother. “Tomorrow we’ll be in Ft. Laramie. Then we’ll have a proper meal for your wedding celebration.”
The mention of my wedding left me feeling oddly anxious. I had never seen Jason Hatch before in person, although he had sent me a calotype print of himself. He appeared youthful and handsome in the photograph, but it was hardly a substitute for meeting someone in the flesh. I had given him a drawing my older sister, Louisa, had made of me. He had expressed his gratitude upon seeing it, declaring the portrait fetching. He’d said I was the loveliest woman he had ever beheld, but I was sure he was only flattering me.
After supper, we gathered around the fire. Mother and I had blankets over our shoulders, while father kept a lamp nearby for reading. It was still incredibly dim, but he enjoyed his books. We slept in the wagon, preferring it to the tents that so many set up and had to take apart again in the morning. My parents had sold all of their household items, including the house itself, keeping only the necessities. The interior of our wagon was rather messy, cluttered with hanging dresses, a bedframe, a table, and boxes of items and rugs. A lamp hung from the center. My parents were better off than most of the homesteaders. Once they had claimed land, they would begin building immediately.
In the morning, the sounds of coughing and a crying baby woke me. I found myself alone on the bedding. Mother was nearby, using a washcloth and a small bucket of water to bathe, her back turned to me. Father made noise outside, resulting in the clanging of a pan.
“Oh, it’s so early,” I complained.
“You’ve slept in longer than yesterday.”
“I’ve never been so tired in my life.”
“I slept well, but I’ve a crick in my neck.” She dunked the cloth in the water, wiping her face. “I should be in my comfortable house, preparing for morning visitors, not getting ready for another fourte
en miles of infernal wilderness.”
“We’re nearly there. It won’t be long after Ft. Laramie, then Independence Rock. The paths diverge from there, and we’ll be on our way to Denver City.”
“Only a few families are going that way. It’ll be a small group. They say it’s dangerous.”
“We have plenty of guns. It’ll be fine, mother. If anything moves, I’m sure father will shoot it. You mustn’t worry about that. Not once have the Indians bothered us.”
“What about all those burned wagons? What happened to those poor people?”
“I haven’t a clue.”
“Do you want me to save this water for you?”
“Yes, please. I need to make myself as presentable as possible. I’m meeting my husband today.” Anxiety pricked at this declaration.
She smiled, the edges of her eyes crinkling. “You are indeed. I hope he’s as amiable and good-natured as your father, my dear. You’ve been corresponding for more than a year now. You should know his character well enough. I trust you’ve made the right choice.”
“We can only hope.”
I wanted to share in her optimism, but a strange feeling had been needling me for several weeks now. I had pushed it aside, but the closer I came to meeting Jason Hatch, the more it had grown. This must be what wedding nerves were about.
Chapter Two
I ate breakfast on the wagon; the corn muffins were hearty and delicious. Mother was adept at creating fast meals that were edible, although the homestead stew we had eaten several days ago hadn’t agreed with me. It was common to hear of intestinal complaints, and I surmised this was because we had to ration water, especially since we had not encountered a spring for many miles. The last one had been contaminated.
All these troubles would be behind us soon enough. The wagon master called a meeting before we left. He’d announced that by midday, we should be arriving at the fort, although the troops had been withdrawn to fight in the war. Volunteer regiments had taken their place, but we were assured that we would be safe, and that the trading post was well-stocked. Freight wagons came through regularly. Upon hearing these announcements, people cheered and joyous cries resounded. Exhausted and saddle-sore, many looked forward to resting for a few days.
