by Joanna Wylde
“Let’s go see what Puck found for movies,” he said. “And Mel?”
“Yeah?”
“Things aren’t okay, but they will be. You can get through this.”
“Thanks,” I whispered, and to my disgust I felt hot tears filling my eyes. I hated crying, hated the kind of girls who cried. Hated looking and feeling weak, but Painter just pulled me into his arms, holding me tight as sobs started shaking my body.
I missed my mom really bad, and I was scared.
He rubbed my back, whispering softly into my ear, although I had no idea what he was saying. All I knew was that for the first time in forever—maybe years—I felt safe.
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An hour later, that whole “safe” thing had passed.
I was sitting in the living room, huddled in a blanket on the couch as I watched a scarred and twisted man carrying a chain saw creep up behind an innocent young woman.
He was going to kill her.
I knew this because I’d already watched him kill at least ten other people with his horrible weapon, and the movie wasn’t even halfway over yet.
Why the hell hadn’t I gone upstairs when I had a chance?
Now I couldn’t, of course. Not alone in the darkness of the stairwell—not even if I turned on every light in the damned place. My mind could tell me there wasn’t anyone lying in wait to murder me all it wanted, but my gut knew better—the instant I stuck my feet outside the blanket, they’d get cut off.
This sucked, because I really had to pee.
“You okay?” Painter murmured, leaning down close to me. I jumped, startled, and then he was wrapping his arm around my shoulders, pulling me closer to him. The saw roared through the sound system, and I closed my eyes tight as the girl started screaming and screaming. Painter’s hand rubbed my shoulder, and he gave me a squeeze. “You want us to turn it off?”
Shaking my head, I burrowed into the warmth of his body. The saw roared again and I moaned.
“Seriously, we can turn it off,” he whispered, close enough to the side of my face that I could feel the heat of his breath, and smell the faintest hint of beer.
“I’m fine,” I insisted, wondering if I’d ever sleep again. I hated horror movies. Hated them. Jessica made fun of me for it all the time, but I’d be damned if I’d admit how scared I was. Not to Painter.
“Okay, then,” he said, and I felt something brush my hair. His hand?
“Good news,” Puck announced, sounding almost cheerful. He was sitting in a chair across the room, watching us with something like humor in his eyes. “This is a whole series. We can do a marathon.”
I moaned again, wondering if I could just roll up into a ball and die, right here.
It would be better than spending the night watching blood spurt. Would it ever end?
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I woke up in bed, fully clothed under the bedding.
Staring at the ceiling, I blinked, trying to figure out how I’d gotten here. There had been the never-ending, hateful movie marathon. Painter holding me, which was significantly less hateful. London coming home, talking to him in the kitchen and then locking herself in the bedroom.
Had I fallen asleep next to Painter on the couch?
Maybe he carried me upstairs, tucked me in. God, how sexy was that?
Not as sexy as him crawling into bed next to you . . .
A wave of heat spread through me. What would it feel like to sleep with him? Or maybe we wouldn’t sleep at all, just spend the night—
Stop it, I told myself firmly. Stop it right now. If he wanted to make a move, he could’ve. He didn’t. Get over yourself, already.
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“Mel, how much longer until I can put you on the schedule again?” asked Kirstie, sounding impatient. She was my manager at the restaurant and I was talking to her on my new phone. She’d been horrified to hear about the explosion and so far hadn’t complained about all the time off, but that wouldn’t last forever. Either I needed to move somewhere I could walk to work, or I needed a car.
At least I could make calls again.
The phone was a gift from Reese. He’d tossed it casually across the table at me over breakfast on Sunday morning, not long after I’d dragged my chainsaw-traumatized ass downstairs. Puck was sitting at the breakfast table, and I looked around, hoping to see Painter.
No such luck.
After we finished eating, I tried to pin Loni down again, but she didn’t want to talk. Neither did Reese. Everyone just seemed to think I should sit quietly in the corner and stay out of their way—but how was I supposed to rebuild my life stuck in a corner?
There was a reality disconnect here, and it felt like I was the only person who could see it.
I spent Sunday sulking, and by Monday—yet another day alone in the house—I was on the edge of losing it. London came home in the late afternoon and started fixing dinner, even more distracted and out of focus than she’d been before. I tried to help her, but I just kept getting in her way so eventually I went upstairs.
By myself.
Again.
I was laying on the bed, reading an old science fiction book I’d found in the closet. It wasn’t really my thing, but seeing as this was my fourth straight day of doing jack shit, I’d decided to expand my horizons.
A crisp knock came at the door.
“It’s open,” I called, and looked up, expecting to see Loni. Instead I found Painter. He gave me that super sexy smile of his, walking toward the bed with long, loose strides. Then he sat down next to me, and I swear to God, my heartbeat doubled.
“Hey, Mel,” he said, reaching over to slowly pull the book out of my hands. “You want to go out for a while tonight?”
“Like, on a date?” I gasped, then could’ve smacked myself, because how desperate was that? Painter didn’t seem bothered, though.
“Yeah, a date,” he said, sounding bemused. “I thought we’d get dinner, maybe go see a movie.”
That sounded amazing, unreal . . . except for the movie part. I couldn’t do it again, I realized. Not even with his arms around me. “No horror,” I said, hoping it wasn’t a deal breaker. Painter grinned.
“How about this, I’ll let you pick,” he replied. “I want you to have fun. You ready?”
I thought about my hair, which hadn’t been combed all day.
Maybe my clothes weren’t great and I didn’t have any makeup, but I still wanted to primp a little before we left. Hell, what I really needed was a moment alone to catch my breath.
Levi “Painter” Brooks was taking me on a date!
“Give me five minutes,” I told him. “Then I’ll be ready to go.”
“Sounds great,” he said, standing up again. Then he reached down, offering me his hand. I took it, and he pulled me up and into him. We stood there for an instant—touching—before he stepped back.
“Sorry about that,” he said, but he didn’t really sound sorry. I tried to keep it casual as he turned away, leaving me alone to get ready. It was almost impossible. I wanted to jump and dance and scream like a little girl. That’s how excited I was.
Instead I splashed some cold water on my face and brushed my hair, wishing I could do more to pretty myself up. Unfortunately, the options were limited.
It would have to be good enough.
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He took me to a bar and grill in midtown, and to my surprise they didn’t bother carding me when he ordered a beer for each of us. I guess when your date is a six-foot-plus biker who’s simultaneously badass and beautiful, the average waitress isn’t paying attention to anyone’s age.
The first sip was bitter, nothing like the Bud Light kegs at our high school parties. I sucked it down, though, and by the time our pizza arrived I had a nice buzz going. Obviously it was a lot stronger than Bud Light, too.
“I really need to find a place in town, so I can walk to work,” I told him, trying not to gross him out while I ate. The pizza here was good. Really good. They’d brought it hot
from the oven, and there was melted cheese running all over the place. It tasted amazing, but it didn’t lend itself to delicate eating.
“Either that or a car,” he said, nodding his head. “I’ll talk to the prez—maybe he has something you can borrow.”
“Do you have any idea what their plan is?” I asked him. “Loni and Reese, I mean. They’re still not talking to me, but I’m done sitting around like a potted plant. Tomorrow I’m going to work even if I have to walk.”
A strange look crossed Painter’s face, and he sighed. “You can borrow my car.”
I sat back, stunned.
“I wasn’t trying to beg,” I told him, suddenly uncomfortable.
“Look, I’m not using it much anyway,” he replied. “It’s summer—I’d rather ride my bike. I’m heading out of town for a couple days, but I’ll have one of the prospects bring it over, drop it off for you. That way you can start working again, get back on your feet.”
I didn’t know what to say.
“That might be the nicest thing anyone’s ever done for me,” I whispered. Painter’s smile grew strained, and something dark flickered through his eyes.
“Don’t thank me too much,” he said. He looked away, waving toward the waitress. She hustled her ass right over, and I couldn’t blame her. I’d be hustling too, if he was sitting at one of my tables. “Can I get the check?”
“Sure,” she cooed at him. I watched as she leaned over, flashing her cleavage. He wasn’t looking at her, though.
He was looking at me.
“I’m sorry,” he said quietly.
“Sorry for what?”
The waitress came back, handing over our check. Painter pulled out his wallet and grabbed several bills, stuffing them in the little black folder. Then he was on his feet and it was time to go.
He never told me what he was sorry for.
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I picked an action movie.
There was a romantic comedy that looked good, but after he offered to loan me his car that just seemed cruel. He bought the tickets and we started toward the theater. We were almost inside when he paused to check his phone. Then his face turned grim.
“What’s up?” I asked.
“Nothing,” he said shortly. That was a lie if I’d ever heard one.
“No, something’s wrong. Do you need to go?”
He hesitated, and I knew he did.
“We should go,” I said firmly. “You can take me home, and then deal with whatever that was.” I nodded toward the phone.
“Yeah, we might want to do that,” he admitted. “I’m sorry—I didn’t mean to cut things short.”
“It’s fine. I’ve had a great time. I’m just sorry the tickets are wasted.”
“No worries,” he replied. “C’mon.”
The ride back was different. I’d lost the sense of breathless expectation that’d filled me earlier in the evening. Painter’s body was tense. Whatever message he’d gotten, it wasn’t good. We pulled up to Reese’s house to find it dark. I stepped off the bike and looked around, startled to see that Reese’s motorcycle was gone, along with London’s van.
“Where is everyone?”
“Let’s go inside,” Painter said, dodging my question. I followed him in, then turned, looking at him expectantly for an explanation. Something was up, this was obvious. He knew what it was, too.
“Well?” I asked when he didn’t answer my question.
“Reese and Loni are leaving town,” he said. “Most of the club is going with them. We’ve got some business to deal with in Portland. You can just stay here for now, okay? I’ll have the prospects bring my car over for you in the morning.”
He reached down and pulled out his wallet, opening it and counting out a stack of cash. “You can use this to get a place if . . . Well, if things don’t work out here.”
I stared at the money blankly—those were hundred dollar bills. “I can’t take that.”
He reached for his phone, checked it again. “I don’t have time to argue with you. Take the fucking money.”
With that, he grabbed my hand, wrapping it around the bills. Then he started toward the door, something almost angry about the way he moved.
“Painter,” I called after him, confused.
He turned back to me. “You can do it, Mel.”
“What?”
“You can make it through this. Whatever happens, don’t forget that.”
“Painter, what the hell is going on?” I demanded. There was a seriously bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. He shook his head, taking a step toward me. Suddenly his hands were in my hair, jerking me into his body as his lips touched mine.
It wasn’t a movie kiss.
He didn’t stick his tongue in, and it hurt more than anything. Just a mashing of our lips together like he couldn’t help himself, until he shoved me away.
“Go to bed,” he growled, wiping off his mouth with the back of his hand, like I disgusted him. Something painful twisted inside.
“Why?”
“Just go to fucking bed, Melanie. Tomorrow you can take the car and you can start looking for a place.”
Then he turned away and walked out the door.
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The next morning I woke up to find a dark blue Toyota SUV in the driveway and a set of keys on the dining room table. I drove it to work, and after my shift I went to the library so I could use the internet.
I needed to find an apartment.
That was Tuesday.
On Wednesday I sat alone on the porch, wondering if anyone would ever come back. By Thursday I’d given up on them. Loni was gone, just like my mom, and she’d taken Painter with her. I worked a double shift, and talked to one of my fellow waitresses about a bedroom in the house she rented with friends.
She thought one of them might be moving out in a couple weeks.
Friday morning, I woke to the sound of a big diesel truck in the driveway. Rushing downstairs, I opened the front door to see London climbing down from the vehicle, looking exhausted. Reese was already out, and then another person slid out of the crew cab. My best friend, Jessica—the same girl who’d thrown a tantrum and run off to California not long ago. Her hand was bandaged and strapped to her body in a sling. Bruises covered her face.
There was no sign of Painter.
Reese walked over to me slowly, glancing at the SUV parked in the driveway.
“He said you can borrow it as long as you want,” he said bluntly.
“Why isn’t he with you?” I asked, but I could already see the answer written across his face. Something had happened. Something bad.
“He’s in jail,” Reese said. “And I think he’ll be there for a while longer. He said to tell you he’s sorry.”
“For what?”
“I don’t know. Maybe you should write and ask him.”
The End
Melanie and Painter’s story continues in:
Reaper’s Fall
He never meant to hurt her.
Levi “Painter” Brooks was nothing before he joined the Reapers motorcycle club. The day he patched in, they became his brothers and his life. All they asked in return was a strong arm and unconditional loyalty—a loyalty that’s tested when he’s caught and sentenced to prison for a crime committed on their behalf.
Melanie Tucker may have had a rough start, but along the way she’s learned to fight for her future. She’s escaped from hell and started a new life, yet every night she dreams of a biker whose touch she can’t forget. It all started out so innocently—just a series of letters to a lonely man in prison. Friendly. Harmless. Safe.
Now Painter Brooks is coming home . . . and Melanie’s about to learn that there’s no room for innocence in the Reapers MC.
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Also from Joanna Wylde
All the Reapers and Silver Bastards MC books stand alone, and can be read in any order.
Reaper’s Property
Marie doesn’t need a
complication like Horse. The massive, tattooed, badass biker who shows up at her brother’s house one afternoon doesn’t agree. He wants Marie on his bike and in his bed. Now.
But Marie just left her abusive jerk of an ex-husband and she’s not looking for a new man. Especially one like Horse—she doesn’t know his real name or where he lives, she’s ninety percent certain he’s a criminal and that the “business” he talks with her brother isn’t website design. She needs him out of her life, which would be a snap if he’d just stop giving her mind-blowing orgasms.
Horse is part of the Reapers Motorcycle Club, and when he wants something, he takes it. What he wants is Marie, but she’s not interested in becoming “property of”.
Then her brother steals from the club. Marie can save him by giving Horse what he wants—at home, in public, on his bike . . . If she’s a very, very good girl, he’ll let her brother live.
Maybe.
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Reaper’s Legacy
Eight years ago, Sophie gave her heart—and her virginity—to Zach Barrett on a night that couldn’t have been less romantic or more embarrassing. Zach’s stepbrother, a steely-muscled, tattooed biker named Ruger, caught them in the act, getting a peep show of Sophie he’s never forgotten.
She may have lost her dignity that fateful night, but Sophie also gained something precious—her son Noah. Unfortunately, Zach’s a deadbeat dad, leaving Ruger to be Noah’s only male role model. When he discovers Sophie and his nephew living in near poverty, Ruger takes matters into his own hands—with the help of the Reapers Motorcycle Club—to give them a better life.
Living with outlaw bikers wasn’t Sophie’s plan for her son, but Ruger isn’t giving her a choice. He’ll be there for Noah, whether she wants him or not. But Sophie does want him, has always wanted him. Now she’ll learn that taking a biker to bed can get a girl dirty in every way . . .
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Devil’s Game
Liam “Hunter” Blake hates the Reapers MC. Born and raised a Devil’s Jack, he knows his duty. He’ll defend his club from their oldest enemies—the Reapers—using whatever weapons he can find. But why use force when the Reapers’ president has a daughter who’s alone and vulnerable? Hunter has wanted her from the minute he saw her, and now he has an excuse to take her.
