by Robert Reed
“Sleep,” he advised, his hand lifting.
The woman’s voice said, “I think she is.”
But Washen was only keeping her eyes closed, feigning sleep, savoring the constant white pain of her new body’s birth.
Fresh eyes opened. Blinked.
A piercing green light was eclipsed by a man’s silhouetted face, and Washen heard her own voice asking, “Pamir? Is that you?”
“No, Mother,” he replied.
Flinching, she asked, “This is Marrow? Are we back?” Locke said nothing. “Pamir!’ she cried out.
“Your friend isn’t here now,” said another voice. It was the same voice as before—feminine, and soft-spoken. “He left for a little while,” the woman promised. “How do you feel, darling?”
She moved her head, and her neck burst into flames. “Slow, dear. Slow”
Washen breathed deeply and found herself staring at a lovely human woman dressed in an emerald sarong. Black hair. Full lips. Smiling, and shy. She wasn’t a Wayward, obviously. Or any normal Loyalist. Her clothing said as much, and the smooth, unhurried way she moved underscored her ancient origins. This woman was a passenger. Wealthy, almost certainly. And probably unaccustomed to having a dead woman in her home.
“My name is Quee Lee.”
Washen nodded slowly, dancing with the pain. Eyes panned across the terran jungle. Wet green foliage was punctuated with riots of wild tropical flowers. Birds and painted bats darted through the sweet warm air. On the rotting stump of a tree, a troop of tailored monkeys sat in a sloppy ring, conspicuously ignoring the humans, playing some sort of game with stones and sticks and the delicate white skulls of dead owls.
“They’ll be back,” said the hostess. “Soon.”
“They?”
“My husband and your friend.”
Washen lay inside an open autodoc bed, her new body dressed in a blackish goo of silicone and dissolved oxygen and a trillion microchines. This was how a soldier was reborn—too fast and clumsily, flesh and bone made in bulk while immunological functions were kept to a minimum. Quee Lee sat on one side of the bed, Locke on the other. Her son was dressed in a passenger’s colorful garb, his flesh darkened by UV light, his lovely thick hair grown long enough to make a golden stubble, hands and broad bare feet lashed together with standard security cord.
Quietly, anxiously, she asked, “How long has it been?” He didn’t respond.
Quee Lee leaned forward, saying, “One hundred and twenty-two years. Minus a few days.”
Washen remembered the explosive blows and the sensation of being yanked out of the leech habitat, tumbling and tumbling as her flesh froze and her mind pulled itself into the deepest possible coma.
When the nausea passed, she asked, “Did you find me, Locke?”
He opened his mouth, and he closed it again. “Pamir rescued you,” said Quee Lee. “With your son’s help.”
Again Washen glanced at the black security cords, then managed to laugh. “I’m glad the two of you have become good friends.”
Embarrassment bled into a chilly anger. Locke straightened his back, then forced himself to explain. “It was an accident. I went to the alien house. To see if the captains, or anyone else, had been there. And that ugly man stumbled over me.”
Pamir. Sure.
Her son shook his head in disgust, bare toes curling and uncurling in the black earth. What would a Wayward make of this rich soil? And the impossibly green trees? And the monkeys? And what about the ornate song of that little rilly bird that fell on them from the highest branches?
Finally, with a massive sadness, Locke admitted, “I was weak.”
“Why?” asked Washen.
“I should have killed your friend.”
“Pamir’s difficult to kill,” she responded. “Believe me.”
Again, Locke clung to his silence.
Washen took a deep, thorough breath, then sat up in bed, the black goo clinging to her baby-smooth, utterly hairless flesh. When the worst of the pain subsided, she looked at Quee Lee and said, “One hundred and twenty-two years.” She sighed and said, “Circumstances have changed while I was sleeping. That’s my guess.”
The woman flinched, then smiled shyly.
“What’s happening?” asked Washen. “With the ship-?”
“Nothing has happened,” said her hostess. “According to our new Master Captain, the ship needed a change of leadership. Incompetence was rife. And now, according to her, everything is the same as before, except for what’s better, and we’d be fools to entertain the tiniest concern.”
Washen glared at her son.
He refused to blink or look at any face.
Then to herself, in a soft angry voice, she said,’Miocene.”
And she turned back to Quee Lee, adding, “That’s who she sounds like.”
The apartment’s AI spoke with a firm authority, announcing, “Perri is approaching. With the other one, he is.”
It said, “They seem to be alone.”
Then it asked, “Do I allow them inside, Quee Lee?”
“Absolutely”
Three more days had passed. Washen was six hours out of her bed, dressed in a simple white sarong and white sandals, and she had just eaten her first solid meal in more than a century, the endless fatigue turning into a nervous energy. She stood beside Quee Lee, waiting. The apartment door opened, its security screen in place, and out in the wide, tree-lined avenue, there was no one. What should have been a busy scene on any normal day was unnaturally quiet. Suddenly two men strode into view. The smaller man was handsome, smiling with an unconscious charm. The other man was larger and simple-faced, and Washen made the obvious mistake. Once the door was closed and locked by twenty means, she said to that larger man, “Hello, Pamir.”
But the simple face peeled away, exposing a second face identical to the smaller man. Pretty in the same way. And charming. And most definitely not Pamir.
“Sorry,” said a laughing voice. “Try again.”
The smaller man was Pamir. He peeled away his disguise, and the rumbling deep voice explained, “I got an autodoc to peel away thirty kilos. What do you think?”
“You look wonderful anyway,” she allowed.
Pamir’s face was rugged, like something hacked from a block of dense dark oak, an asymmetric tilt to the rough features and his dirty, badly matted hair tilting things even more. The man looked as if he couldn’t remember when he last slept. Yet the bright brown eyes were clear and alert. When he looked at Washen, he smiled. Looking anywhere else, his expression grew distant, distracted. To no one in particular, he said, “I’m famished.” Then his gaze returned to Washen, and the smile swam up from the massive fatigue, and with a familiar bite, cynical and wise, he said, “Don’t thank me. Not yet. If these grandchildren of yours find us, you’ll wish that you were still at the bottom of that hydrogen sea.”
Probably so.
Yanking off the rest of his disguise, Pamir asked, “Where’s my prisoner?”
“In the garden,” Quee Lee replied.
“Has he grunted anything important?”
Both women said, “Nothing,” in the same breath.
A bare hand pushed through the dirty hair. Then Pamir allowed himself a smile, and he confessed to Washen, “I wanted to be with you. When you came back to us. But I had to see to this and to that first. Sorry.”
“Don’t apologize.”
“Then I won’t,” he grumbled.
Quee Lee asked her husband, “What is happening out there?”
The pretty man rolled his eyes and thrust his tongue into one cheek.’In a word?” he said. “It’s awfully and weirdly and relentlessly quiet.”
She asked, “Where did you go, darling?”
The men glanced at each other, and Perri said, “Darling,” as a warning.
Then Pamir shook his head, saying, “Food first. I want my thirty kilos back.” He peeled away the false flesh on his hands, saying, “Then we’ve got to go somewhere. Just us, Washen. I’ve got a t
rillion questions, and barely enough time to ask ten.”
Pamir was clean and wearing new clothes. He and Washen were inside a guest suite. The suite’s floor diamond was inlaid with sun and holo generators. Looking between their feet, they could see into Quee Lee’s garden room, and in particular, they could watch the blond-haired man who sat in the largest clearing, who never yanked at the restraining straps, and who carefully watched each motion of every bird and bug and half-tame monkey.
“Tell me,” Pamir began. “Everything.”
Nearly five thousand years were crossed in what felt like a single breath. The false mission. Marrow. The Event. Children born; Waywards born. The rebirth of civilization. Washen and Miocene escaping from Marrow. Then Diu caught them and brought them to the leech home, and Diu explained that he was the source of everything that had happened… and just as she was about to finish the story, she paused to breathe, and nod, telling Pamir, “I know what you’ve been doing these last days.”
“Do you?”
“You were trying to decide if I was genuine. If you could trust me.”
He took a last bite of half-cooked steak, then watching her, asked, “How about it? Can I trust you?”
“What did you find out?” she pressed.
“Nobody mentions you. Nobody seems to care. But Miocene and your grandchildren are searching hard for him.” Pamir pointed at the floor. “They nearly found him, and me, inside the fuel tank. But don’t let his glowering silences fool you. Locke told me enough to narrow our search site enough…”
“How many captains are running loose?”
“My count is twenty-eight. Or twenty-seven. Or maybe it’s down to twenty-six.”
Quietly, she said, “Shit.”
“Not including you,” he added. “But your commission was dissolved long ago. And if that doesn’t make you crazy, listen to this. Right now, you’re sitting with the ship’s legal Master Captain. Isn’t that a frightening thought?”
Washen did her best to digest the news. Then she bent and placed the palm of her new hand on the floor, as if trying to grasp her son’s head. “All right,” she whispered. “Tell me everything you know. Fast.”
He told about his search for her and Miocene. About Perri’s help and the mounting frustration, and how at the end, moments before he gave up, he stumbled across that archaic silver-encrusted clock.
“Do you still have it?” Washen blurted, her head lifting.
And there it was, dangling on a new silver chain. Pamir didn’t have to say “Take it” twice. Then, as Washen opened the lid and read the insignia, he told more of his story—the neutrino source; the hidden hatch; the collapsed tunnel—and he stopped where he and Locke were facing each other above the leech house.
With a soft click Washen closed the silver lid.
With a tone of apology, Pamir said,’If I’d expanded the search radius, and chased down every small target—”
“I’m not disappointed,” she interrupted, showing a warm smile.
“I was distracted,” he continued. “First, the neutrinos. Then we found Diu’s secret hatch, and I was doing nothing but digging.”
Washen cupped her hands around her clock, concentrating.
Pamir said, “Diu,” with a firm contempt. Then he shook his head, adding, “I honestly can’t remember the little prick.”
I loved the man, thought Washen, in astonishment.
Then she said, “Neutrinos,” with a soft, curious voice. Looking up at him, she asked, “What did you see? Exactly. And how big was the flux?”
Pamir told everything, in crisp detail.
When Washen didn’t react, he changed topics. “As soon as you’re strong enough, we’re leaving. I don’t have any official ties to Perri or Quee Lee. But there might be an old security file somewhere, and Miocene’ll find it. We need a fresh place to hide. Which is partly what I’ve been doing these last days—”
“And then?”
“Bide our time. Be patient, and make ready’ He spoke in slow, certain tones, sounding like a man who had given this issue his full attention. “If we’re going to take back our ship, and keep it, then we’ll need to gather up the resources… the muscle and wisdom… to make things a little less impossible…”
Washen didn’t speak. She didn’t quite know what she was thinking. Her mind had never felt emptier or more useless. What passed for her focus drifted from her cupped hands to a long pained look at her son sitting in that beautiful jungle. Then she pried open her hands and the silver lid, staring again at the slow, relentless hands.
“We have allies,” Pamir allowed. “That’s also what I’ve been doing these last few days. Making contacts with likely friends…”
Again, she closed the clock and cupped her hands around its blood-warmed metal, and quietly, almost in a whisper, she said, “We didn’t have fusion reactors.”
Pardon?”
“When I left Marrow. Most of our energy came from geothermal sources.”
“You were gone for more than a century,” Pamir cautioned. “A lot can change in that little bite of rime.”
Perhaps. Perhaps.
“Judging by the evidence,” he continued. “I’d guess that the Waywards had to punch a wide hole up from Marrow. Since they were coming back along the old hole, theirs met mine, making their work easier. But still. Hundreds of kilometers dug in days, or hours. That’s why we didn’t have any warning. And that’s why they must have built all those fusion reactors, I’m guessing.”
She said, “Perhaps,” but shook her head regardless.
Again, Washen opened her hands. But this time she dropped the clock, and it landed on its edge with a soft click, and bending over to pick it up, she found herself staring at her son as he stared at a strange green world, his soft gray eyes betraying nothing—not a whispery sense of awe, much less the tiniest concern.
“What is it, Washen?”
She opened her mouth, and said nothing. “Tell me,” Pamir insisted.
“I think you’re wrong,” she heard herself saying. “Probably so. But where?”
Until she said it, she wasn’t certain what she would say.
“About the energy source. You’re mistaken. But that’s not what matters most.”
“What matters?”
She said, “Look at him.”
The ancient man stared between his feet, regarding the prisoner for a long moment. Then finally, with a measured disgust, he asked, “What should I see?”
“Locke is a Wayward. He still believes.”
Pamir gave a low snort, then said, “What he is is a fanatic. And he just doesn’t know any better.”
“He and Till were in the leech house,” she countered, shaking her head. “You know the place. Whisper anything, and your words are audible everywhere.”
Pamir waited.
“Ever since you woke me, it’s been gnawing at me.” She picked up the clock and coaxed her sarong to grow a pocket that would hold it securely. Then she looked at Pamir with bright certain eyes, telling him, “Till and Locke must have heard Diu talking. They wouldn’t have had any choice. His confession was thorough, and it didn’t leave room to maneuver. Everything the Waywards believe was invented by Diu. And that’s enough of a revelation to cripple the most robust faith.”
With more stubbornness than reason, Pamir said, “Your son’s a fanatic. And Tills an ambitious, pernicious climber.”
Washen barely heard him.
Narrowing her eyes, she thought aloud. “Those two Waywards heard everything, and it didn’t matter. Maybe they weren’t even surprised that Diu was alive. That’s not so outrageous. Waywards always knew everything that was happening on Marrow. No secrets for them. And after Diu was dead, they took Miocene home. Because she was needed. Because if they are the Builders reborn, and if they were going to retake the ship… then they required a high-ranking captain, like Miocene… someone who knows how to defeat the security systems, and the old Master…”
Pamir took a deep bre
ath, let it leak out between his teeth, then offered, “Till is cynically using Diu’s dreamed-up religion, and Miocene is playing along—”
“No,” said Washen. “And maybe.” Then she pointed at Locke, saying again, “He believes. I know my son, and I understand, I hope, his capabilities. And he’s still very much a Wayward.”
Out of frustration, Pamir asked, “So what do you believe, Washen?”
“Diu told us…’ She closed her eyes, remembering what seemed to be only three days removed from her. “When he was first on Marrow, alone, he had a dream. The Builders and the hated Bleak came straight out of that dream…”
“Which means?”
“Maybe nothing,” she confessed. Then she shook her head and rose to her feet, saying, “If there’s any answer, it’s somewhere on Marrow. That’s where it’s waiting. And I think you’re absolutely wrong about our timetable up here.”
“Do you?”
“We wait, and the Waywards only grow stronger.”
Pamir looked between his feet again, staring at their prisoner with a new intensity, as if seeing him for the first time.
“Wait too long,” she warned, “and we’ll have to tear this ship apart with a total war. Which is why I think we need to do everything now. The first instant that it’s possible.”
“What we need to do,” he echoed.
Then he asked, “Like what?”
Washen had to laugh, quietly and sadly.
“You’re the Master Captain here,” she replied. “My only duty is to serve the Great Ship, and you.”
Thirty-nine
“There is a place,” Miocene reminisced, inviting her son and the other high-ranking Waywards to accompany her on a little journey. “It’s very high, and quite secure, and perfect for watching the burn.”
It would be a moment rich in symbolism, and more important, a moment of pure vindication.
But Till wore a doubting expression. He looked past Miocene, then said, “Madam,” and gave the smallest of bows. “Is this trip absolutely necessary? Considering the risks, I mean. And the thin benefits.”
“Benefits,” she echoed. “Did you count tradition?”
He knew better than to respond.
