Well of Sorrows

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by Joshua Palmatier

Its intensity made Colin nervous. He glanced toward her, then away, shifting where he sat, pressing his chin into the tops of his knees. The position was vaguely uncomfortable. His legs were too long now to make it comfortable.

  A moment before he would have broken and asked her, “What?” she sighed and looked away. He watched her dig into a pocket of her dress, her hand coming out in a tight fist.

  “Colin,” she said, then hesitated, ducking her head. Her back straightened, and when she lifted her head again her lips were pressed together.

  In a rough voice, she said, “Colin, I want you to have this.” She thrust her fist toward him, opened her fingers.

  A pendant sat in the palm of her hand, burning silver in the moonlight, the metal chain that held it trailing through her fingers. It was in the shape of a crescent moon, and in its center lay an oval of hollow glass, empty, without a top or stopper.

  A blood vial. An unspoken vow.

  Colin froze, panic skittering across his chest. He flushed cold with sweat, glanced up at Karen’s open face, eyes wide. “Karen—” But Karen cut him off, her gaze dropping, her fingers curling around the pendant. “My mother gave it to my sister in Trent. She was older than me, and she expected her to meet someone, to find someone—” She halted, shook her head, grimacing. “But then she died, on the Merry Weather. They both died, and it broke my father. He didn’t know what to do, didn’t know how to handle it. Before we cleaned the bodies and sewed them up in cloth to drop overboard, he took the pendant from my sister’s neck and gave it to me. I didn’t want to take it, didn’t want to even touch it. But he insisted. He was crying and I didn’t know what to do. I’d never seen him cry before. So I took it and shoved it into a pocket, and I forgot about it.

  “Until I met you.”

  She reached out and took Colin’s hand, and he didn’t resist. She rested her closed fist in his palm, but didn’t release it.

  She caught his gaze, held it with the intensity in her eyes, with the vulnerability he saw there.

  “I’m not saying I want you to make the vow,” she whispered, and he could feel her hand trembling in his. “Not now. Maybe not ever. But I don’t know what we’re going to find on the plains, and I wanted you to have this now, before anything happens. After the gallows and the penance locks, after the last three weeks . . . I wanted you to know.” She drew in a steadying breath. “Will you take it?”

  He could hurt her with a simple action, with a single word. But he found that the panic had receded.

  “Yes.”

  She sighed. A shuddering sigh that brought tears to her eyes, sharp in the pale light. She released the pendant, pressed it into the palm of his hand hard enough he could feel the rounded smoothness of the glass, could feel the sharp metal ends of the crescent moon. And then she sat back onto her heels, scrubbed the tears from her eyes, and laughed. A self-deprecating laugh.

  Colin dropped his hand to his lap, uncertain what to do with the pendant, then looked toward Karen, face screwed up. “Would you like me to wear it?”

  Karen’s breath caught. “If you want.”

  He held it out to her. She took it back, undid the clasp, then shifted forward on her knees.

  Colin scooted around, back to her, and as soon as he saw the pendant fall down before his face, he ducked his head. He felt the chain against his neck, felt Karen’s hands brush his skin as she closed the clasp again and sat back.

  Turning, he picked the pendant up in his hand, ran his fingers across its cold metal and glass, then slipped it inside his shirt, where its weight rested against his skin.

  Karen smiled tentatively, then settled back to the rock beside him.

  They sat together staring out into the unknown plains and dark night for another hour without saying a word.

  “Are the last of the horses ready?” Colin’s father shouted from the end of the line.

  Colin looked down the wagons, saw the foreman on the end signal with a hand wave, then turned back toward his father, cupped his hands around his mouth, and shouted, “All hitched and ready!”

  Three wagons down, his father waved, then ducked between the lead horses out of sight. Colin heard him shouting to someone else, men yelling and whistling on all sides. All the families that had been asked to join the wagon train except two had been assembled. One of those families was still frantically dismantling the tent they’d lived in for the past two months; the other had decided at the last minute to return to Andover instead. Colin could still hear the man apologizing to his father and Sam, his wife standing behind him, a stern look on her face, body rigid with disapproval as she stared at the men loading the last of the supplies. As soon as her husband joined her, she headed toward the remains of Lean-to, her husband following meekly behind.

  “Looks like he was whipped with a pussy willow,” Sam said as they watched the two retreat. One of the men nearby snickered.

  Colin’s father merely grunted. “Two less mouths to feed. And two less souls to worry about. I’m certain more will head back to Portstown and Andover once we get started.”

  The wagons appeared ready. Goats bleated, hitched to the backs with rope, and children shrieked as they chased each other and the dogs everywhere, the dogs yipping and barking. Mothers muttered curses, hurrying to get their last-minute supplies onto the wagon beds, and men laughed, standing in small groups, conversing.

  Colin scanned the plains ahead, eyes shaded against the morning sun still low on the horizon, and grinned. His satchel hung at his side, containing only a few rocks and his sling. He’d helped his mother strip everything of use from their hut, including wood from the sides and roof. All they were waiting for now was the Proprietor.

  Even as he thought it, he heard Sam’s piercing whistle. Abandoning the front of the wagons, where the horses were stamping the ground restlessly with all the heightened activity, Colin slid between the two nearest wagons, hand raised to brush the cured hides that formed their roofs, and emerged on the far side.

  Everyone was gathering near the back of the first wagon. Colin saw his father standing in front, but they weren’t waiting for the Proprietor. A group of twenty men approached the wagons from the direction of the rougher section of Lean-to, mostly conscripts, their faces hard, eyes black with hatred. The few members of the Armory who’d remained with the wagons headed out to meet them, most of the men from the wagon train, including Colin’s father, joining them a moment later.

  Colin caught his mother searching for him, her face troubled, but before she found him, he jogged down the slope and joined the group, pushing forward to the front, where his father and the man who led the group were facing each other, both tense, both frowning.

  “What do you want, Karl?” his father asked.

  The leader of the conscripts smiled, but it didn’t touch his eyes above his bristly beard. “So you’re going through with it? You’re really going to take Sartori up on his offer?” His voice blended disbelief, resentment, and sarcasm.

  Colin’s father straightened. “Yes.”

  Karl shook his head. “You know he can’t be trusted. He’ll take back whatever he promised you eventually.”

  A few of the settlers shifted uncomfortably, trading glances, but Colin’s father didn’t waver. “I don’t think he will. He needs us. He needs our skills.”

  “He needs your cooperation,” Karl barked, and for the first time Colin noticed that he carried an ax, the weapon hooked through his belt. Most of the men behind him carried weapons as well, mostly knives but a few swords. They all shifted restlessly, the tension on the air increasing as the Armory around Colin responded in kind. Still focused on Colin’s father, Karl continued. “You should stay here, join us. We could use you and your men, the materials in those wagons, your skills. Sartori doesn’t have the right to force us out.”

  “Yes, he does,” Colin’s father said sharply. “He’s the Proprietor, named by the charter that was signed and sealed by the Court. This isn’t Andover, or Trent. There are no judges here
, no courts. There’s only the Proprietor.”

  Karl bristled, his lips compressing, arms crossed over his chest beneath his beard. “Then perhaps we need a new Proprietor.” The men behind him rumbled agreement.

  Colin’s father stiffened. “I’m not willing to take that risk, not when my wife or my son may pay the price.” He didn’t glance toward Colin, but Colin felt his attention on him nonetheless. The guildsmen from Lean-to behind him nodded. “You’ll have to find someone else to join your rebellion. You’ll get no support here.”

  Karl grunted, head lowering. “So be it. But if Sartori comes with his Armory . . .” He left the threat unfinished, glancing meaningfully toward the Armory at Tom’s back.

  When Tom didn’t respond, Karl spat to one side and stalked off in the direction of Lean-to, his men parting before him, then closing up behind.

  “He’s the new Shay,” Colin’s father said, his stance relaxing as the group moved farther away. “And like Shay, he’s going to get himself killed.”

  He frowned, turned toward Colin, then the rest of those gathered behind him. But before the group could begin to head back toward the wagons, someone shouted and motioned toward Portstown.

  A group of Armory guardsmen trudged up the slope from the direction of the town, ahead of another group of ten on horseback, including the Proprietor, Signal Daverren from the West Wind Trading Company, along with one of his assistants in a brown vest, Sedric, Walter, and Patris Brindisi and another priest.

  Colin frowned when he saw Walter scowling.

  The group that had gathered to meet Karl and his men split, some heading back to the wagons, the rest moving to intercept the Proprietor. Colin spotted his mother headed toward the Proprietor as well and pushed through those gathered to her side. She smiled when she saw him, caught him by the shoulders as he moved to stand in front of her. He realized with a start that he was almost the same height as her.

  He’d grown in the last few months.

  Then Sartori and his escort drew to a halt before his father. The Proprietor dismounted, followed by all of the rest, and made his way between the Armory to the front. Arten, the commander of the guard, stood beside him on the right, with the Signal, Walter, and Sedric to the left, everyone else behind.

  “Tom Harten,” Sartori said, nodding in greeting. “Is everything ready?”

  “Proprietor, all of the men, women, and children are assembled and our supplies loaded. We were simply waiting for you.”

  “Good. Then I’ll make this quick so you can be on your way. I’ve brought my contingent of representatives for this endeavor. There will be ten members from the Armory to serve as protection for the group and as escort. Commander Arten has volunteered for this service, along with nine other members of the Armory under his command.”

  Arten nodded toward Sartori and then toward Tom Harten, while the other guardsmen shifted from Sartori’s group to the wagons. They were all dressed in armor and carried swords. And they all held the reins of their horses. Colin was happy to see the unshaven man who’d watched over him while he’d been imprisoned leading his own and Arten’s horse. There were a few uncertain whispers from the families gathered around them, but these died down quickly.

  “From the West Wind Trading Company,” Sartori continued, “Signal Daverren is sending his assistant, Jackson Seytor.” Jackson stepped forward, pulling down on his vest as he did so to straighten out the wrinkles. He shook hands with Daverren and Sartori, then turned to Colin’s father, nodding before moving to join the Armory guardsmen with his own horse. “Also, Patris Brindisi noticed that your group had no priest. He has convinced one of the Hands of Diermani, Domonic Hansi, to accompany you.” The priest beside Brindisi knelt, kissed the Patris’ ring in blessing, then rose and bowed to Colin’s father before moving to the middle of the group. A few of the men and women smiled at him, touching his robe or murmuring a few words of welcome.

  “And lastly, my own representative.”

  Colin felt his stomach clench even as Sartori turned toward his two sons. His mother’s hand tightened on his shoulder in warning as he tensed, his hand dropping toward his satchel and the sling inside.

  But Sartori had already continued. “For such an important venture, I cannot send simply anyone. The Family must be represented with someone of significance. And so I choose to send my youngest son.

  “I choose Walter Carrente.”

  “Did you know?” Colin demanded, glaring out over the grass in front of the wagons to where Walter had mounted and fallen into place behind Arten with a resentful scowl. The supplies for Sartori’s group had been thrown into the last wagon, and men were doing last-minute checks on traces and harnesses and horses before climbing up into the seats behind their teams. But Colin’s eyes were fixed on Walter, on where he sat stiffly in his saddle, chin lifted, gaze straight ahead. So arrogant, so proud.

  Colin snorted, turned toward his mother, and asked again, his voice tighter, denser, “Did you know?”

  She shook her head. “No, and neither did your father. We’re as surprised as you. We expected him to send a token representative, one of the mercantile men associated with the Family, someone like that. Certainly not one of his own sons.” She spoke calmly, but now her face tightened into a frown. “But it doesn’t matter, Colin. He’s here now. We can’t tell Sartori he can’t send his own son.”

  Colin’s nostrils flared. “I thought I’d be rid of him.”

  “He doesn’t have the rest of his gang with him. He’s alone.” Colin saw his father give the signal to head out, the order passed down the line. Before it reached the last of the wagons, the first two had already started rolling forward, Walter and his escort in front of them. Horses stamped their feet and tossed their heads, and dogs began barking wildly, dashing out ahead of the group into the grass and racing back. Children of all ages raced out with them before being called back sharply by their mothers.

  When the wagon next to them lurched into motion, blocking the view of Walter and his group, Colin turned to his mother.

  “Just stay out of his way,” she said, her voice laced with warning.

  Colin spat to one side and saw his mother’s frown deepen, but he didn’t care. He turned away, caught sight of Sartori’s escort as they pulled their mounts around and headed back toward Portstown, then began jogging out ahead of the wagon train as it formed up. He heard his mother sigh in exasperation as he left and caught sight of his father from the side, but he ignored them both. He didn’t even stop when he heard Karen call his name, her voice distant, tattered by the wind. He pretended he hadn’t heard her.

  He passed the lead group, the men who were scouting for the best path for the wagons, and as he moved he took the sling from his satchel, slowing enough to tie the straps to his arm.

  When he had drawn far enough away from the wagons that they wouldn’t catch up to him for at least an hour, he began to hunt.

  Colin returned to the wagons at midday, two prairie dogs in his satchel, and found his father waiting. Someone had forewarned him; he stood on a knoll, arms crossed over his chest. Colin halted when he saw him, then changed course to meet him. As he trudged up the slope, the wagons came into view, trundling down into the shallow fold of land behind his father.

  He stopped a few paces away, noting the creases in his father’s forehead, the set expression on his face.

  “Don’t ever run off like that again,” his father said. Colin stiffened defensively. “I was hunting—”

  “No! Hunting alone while we were in Lean-to was fine. The land around Portstown had been explored. But once we pass beyond the last farmstead, once we pass onto the real plains, you can never hunt alone. We don’t know what’s out there, what the dangers will be. And we don’t have that many men. We can’t afford to lose anyone.”

  Colin drew breath to protest, but the seriousness in his father’s voice forced him to stop. This wasn’t a lecture, spoken to a child. His father meant it.

  He released the pent
up breath. Looking at the ground, he said grudgingly, “I won’t hunt alone.”

  His father relaxed, but he wasn’t finished. “I didn’t expect Sartori to give this expedition over to Walter, but he’s part of it now. This isn’t Portstown. This isn’t even Lean-to. Officially, Walter is in charge of this expedition. His word is final; he is, in effect, the Proprietor of the wagon train.”

  His father glanced toward where Walter rode at the head of the wagons themselves; they’d begun making their way up the ridge they stood on. The tension—the sternness in his expression— suddenly lessened.

  “But that’s only what’s written on paper. We have nearly eighty people here—thirty men, nearly twenty women, and twenty-seven children—and none of us will be inclined to follow his orders if they don’t make any sense. I haven’t had a chance to speak to Arten, the commander of Walter’s escort, so I don’t know how the Armory will react if we disagree, whether they’ll side with Walter or with us. But it doesn’t matter.” And here his father turned back to him. “I don’t want Arten to have to make a choice. Walter hasn’t caused any problems so far. He’s been content to lead the train with his escort, talking with Jackson. But once we reach the last farmstead tomorrow, that will change. So leave him be, Colin. Don’t provoke him, don’t speak to him, don’t even interact with him if you can manage it. Agreed?”

  Colin had spent the entire morning venting his anger on the prairie dogs and the defenseless grass. He still shook with rage when he thought of the penance lock, of what Walter and the others had done to him while he was trapped in it, but he didn’t need to do anything about that now. He could wait.

  So he looked his father in the eye and said, “Agreed.”

  His father held his gaze a moment, lips pressed together, as if he didn’t quite believe him, but then he nodded, his features smoothing out. “Good.” He motioned toward Colin’s satchel with one hand. “Now, what did you catch?”

 

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