by Mj Fields
���Like hell she is,��� Maddox growled, ���Have you been drinking?���
Maddox didn���t wait for her to reply he picked her up and carried her to the bathroom, closed the toilet with his foot and sat her down.
���Leave me alone, this was a really bad idea, sorry, I should not have������
���Back off asshole,��� Ava pushed past him.
���No, you back the fuck off,��� Maddox growled, ���T come take care of this!���
T grabbed Ava from behind and carried her out of the bathroom. Maddox kicked the door shut and locked it.
He handed her another bottle of water and she looked away with tears falling down her face.
���How much did you drink?���
���I didn���t.���
���Then why were you sick?���
���Seriously Maddox, you���re not fucking stupid, I am not stupid. My coming here was������
He grabbed her face, ���Look at me!���
���I don���t want to,��� she tried to hold her breath to stop from sobbing.
���What did you expect when you came here?��� Maddox yelled, ���Harper, you could have called if you needed something.���
���I didn���t need anything I wanted to see you. I didn���t expect that you were fucking everything that������
���I didn���t fuck anyone!���
���Oh really, the girls from Denver������
���They sucked us off Harper, that���s it������
���That���s it?���
���You knew that���s what went on, I told you that!���
���That was before, Maddox,��� Harper pulled away.
���Before what!���
���Oh my God, oh my God. I am so stupid!���
���No, none of this is your������
���Fuck you!���
Maddox looked confused.
���Fuck you, let me go!���
Maddox held her arms tightly, ���I did Harper, and you came to me! I fucking did! What the hell are you doing to me?���
He pulled her in to his arms and held her tightly.
���Don���t you dare!���
���Tell me you hate me!���
���What the hell is wrong with you? Why do you say that to me?���
���Because I know what that means to you and if you can���t love me I want you to hate me!���
���What the hell was I thinking?���
���It doesn���t mean anything Harper, it���s a blow job!���
���Good to know, now let go of me!���
���What���s good to know? What?��� He pulled her back and shook her.
���Blow jobs mean nothing. I am going to go fucking������
���GET OUT!��� he let go of her.
���Get out of my way!���
���You���re going to go be just like them!���
���Yep, they seem to be more important to you������
���Unbelievable,��� he grabbed her face and held it as he screamed, ���Listen Princess, you are not like them, you are far worse! You fucking know better, and yet, you choose������
���Take your filthy, fucking hands off me! Don���t you ever talk to me like that again!��� Harper slapped him across the face.
���You are such a bitch!��� Maddox grabbed her and pushed her against the wall and kissed her.
She started to shake, and he pulled back and then kissed her again, ���I have never wanted to hit a woman in my life, and I swear to God Harper��� you have gotten me SO amped up.��� He kissed her hard again, and she whimpered and opened her mouth to him. His tongue licked hers harshly, and his hand moved up her dress. Her head was spinning, and her body began to burn everywhere, ���Tell me to stop, Harper��� or I am going to nail you against this fucking wall.���
She pushed her hands against his chest and began to cry. ���Tell me to stop, Harper.���
She shook her head no and kissed him. His finger pushed into her harshly, and she gasped and reached down and unbuttoned his pants and grabbed him firmly. He groaned and pushed into her hand as she stroked him. He pulled her dress up then pulled her legs around him and rammed into her savagely. She bit down on his shoulder, and he squeezed her ass firmly and thrust into her over and over again. She whimpered and he felt her squeezing around him.
���You have to stop,��� Harper moaned against his neck.
���No, this is mine,��� he pushed up hard, and she came again.
���You’re not wearing, oh God, stop,��� She moaned.
���Say your tight little pussy is mine,��� he growled in her ear.
���Fuck you,��� Harper quivered.
He pulled out quickly and emptied into a tissue.
She fixed her dress and started to open the door, he kicked it shut and leaned against it.
���Is that why you came here, Harper?���
���Yes, just like all the others but worse.���
He didn���t say a word he looked her up and down.
���Move please.���
He grabbed her hand and held it to his chest as he glared into her eyes. He let go of her hand and opened the door.
T was sitting on the floor in front of Ava rubbing her feet and smiling like a fool up at her, ���Okay I am done with you,��� she pulled her foot away and stood, ���You ready?���
���Yes,��� Harper didn���t stop she walked out the door quickly.
���She loves you--- you idiot,��� Ava snapped at Maddox and walked after Harper.
Maddox took a deep breath and looked down at T, ���What the hell are you doing?���
���Whatever she asks,��� T covered his face and fell back on the floor and laughed.
Ava caught up to Harper and grabbed her hand, ���You okay?���
���No, I just want to get the hell out of here, I hate him!���
���HEY!��� they heard a voice and turned around to Jazz running towards them, ���What are you doing here?���
���It was a mistake Jazz, it won’t be happening again, he���s all yours,��� Harper started to walk away.
���So did you two get each other off in front of him? He likes that you know,��� she ran and grabbed Harper���s arm stopping her, ���He used to love when I brought someone home, he would get fucked up and watch us go at it and then whoever she was would suck him off as he pleasured me. Is that what you did Harper?���
���You���re fucking������
���Ava don���t. Jazz, I came to say goodbye.���
���How did he take it? Was he upset?���
���No Jazz he������
���You don���t have to answer any of her questions!���
���Ava, no more. It���s done; you don���t have to worry about me anymore.���
���I was never worried about you,��� Jazz laughed at her, ���When he figures out you���re no better, he���ll be done moping.���
���Well I���m sure he gets it now, Jazz. Goodnight.���
���Yeah, goodnight,��� Jazz looked at her confused and walked away.
The gate opened, and they walked into the parking lot.
Ava stopped and hugged her, ���
Sorry, I���m sorry. We should never have done this, I should never have ������
���No, it needed to be done,��� Harper pulled away and held her stomach.
They walked towards the Jeep, and Harper���s stomach turned again and she bent over and threw up again.
The Jeep door opened, and both girls gasped, ���Come on let���s get you two back to the house.���
Ava scowled, ���What are you doing here?���
���Well you were not at the movies, Ava! Those fucks wouldn���t let me in and the cops������
���You called the cops!���
���Of course I did. You two take off and lie about where the hell you are going and sneak around with������
���Call them back and tell them not to come!���
���They wouldn���t come damn it your twenty!���
Harper giggled and looked at Ava who started to laugh. Ava hugged her again.
���Yay we are and we are taking a girls vacation this summer a road trip.���
���Like hell you are!���
���What are you going to do about it? Call the cops?��� Ava laughed out loud.
���Get your ass in the Jeep, I���m driving you two have obviously been drinking. Harper is throwing up, you are ���out of control and,���
���We have not��� jeepers Dad.���
���WHAT!���
���I can handle myself,��� Ava laughed and got in the back of the Jeep.
���You sit in the front,��� Harper hissed at Ava.
���No way--- he���s PISSED,��� Ava laughed.
���Then scoot over,��� Harper laughed at her and got in.
Lucas was outside pacing back and forth. He took his phone out of his pocket and answered, ���Yes, I have them. I���m going to call Ash.���
He got in the Jeep and looked in the backseat, ���You two are in so much trouble!���
���You going to ground me, aren���t you Dad?���
���Yes until your fucking my age!���
The black stretch limo pulled out of the gate and slowed as it pulled by the Jeep, T stood out of the moon roof and yelled, ���Marry me Ava, you Goddess!���
Lucas jumped out of the Jeep and stormed towards the limo, ���Dad get back here!��� Ava yelled, climbing over the seat and out the passenger door.
Lucas picked her up and threw her over his shoulder.
���Release her you old pervert!��� T shouted and began climbing out of the moon roof.
Maddox stood up and grabbed him, ���Ava, do you know who that is?���
���No! It���s some crazy man,��� Ava laughed and smacked her father in the back.
Maddox and T both jumped out of the limo and Surge jumped out in front of them.
���Let her go!��� Maddox stormed towards them.
Harper jumped out as Maddox and T grabbed Ava, and she laughed.
���It���s her father!���
Maddox and T stepped back, and Lucas set Ava down, ���Get your asses in the vehicle now!���
���We apologize father of the Goddess Ava,��� T slurred.
���You might want to get back into that car before I kick your ass!��� Lucas snapped.
���I am sorry let me introduce myself, I am T, and I am madly in love with that beautiful dark haired Goddess. I would like to take this opportunity to ask for her hand in marriage.���
Maddox grabbed him, ���Take him Surge. Mr. Links, I am very sorry about that.���
Maddox looked at the Jeep and watched as Lucas pealed out of the parking lot.
���Ava��� start talking!���
���I am very tired Daddy, wake me when we get to Grandpa���s.��� She hugged Harper and laughed, ���We are going to have so much fun on our trip.���
Lucas answered his phone, ���Sorry Ash, I have them, and your daughter is grounded for LIFE!���
���Lucas be nice, are you okay Ava?���
���Hi Mom, I am I had a great time tonight,��� Ava laughed.
���She had some band member ask if he could fu������
���Ava?���
���Yep, I chose drums,��� Ava and Harper laughed.
���Ava I can assume your father is driving too fast and that you are enjoying torturing him. Please don���t okay,��� Ashley started to cry.
���Ash don���t cry,��� Lucas said sweetly.
���Okay here���s the story, we went to a concert, went back stage. The boy who just asked for my hand in marriage was loaded, came on really strong. I told him all about himself, and when Maddox slammed the door in my face and held Harper captive in the bathroom he continued trying to��� well���. he was talking really dirty,��� Ava laughed, ���I told him he had a better chance meeting God and then told him the closest he was going to touching me was if he was on his knees rubbing my stinky sweaty feet and he did!���
Harper and Ashley laughed, ���See Lucas, she did well.���
���Yeah— well she���s still grounded. Thelma and Louis think they are going away together, and that���s not happening!���
���Why Lucas?���
���I don���t want either one of them getting banged in the backstage of some god damn concert Ash!���
���Lucas, enough.���
���Too late Lucas,��� Harper laughed and then started crying.
���Oh damn it Harper, don���t cry,��� Lucas slowed down and pulled over.
���What a mess,��� Harper laughed and wiped her tears.
���It���s okay Harper, seriously he made you throw up, trust me that���s not a good sign,��� Lucas handed her a tissue.
���Yeah, probably not,��� Harper wiped her eyes.
���Look we all make mistakes, well, most of us,��� Lucas winked at Ava.
���Dad do you think I am a virgin?���
���You better damn well������
���Lucas, calm down,��� Ashley���s voice came from the speakers.
���Mom, I did Liam in the cow barn at Alex and Phoebe���s,��� Ava smiled at Harper, ���He was huge.���
���I am going to kill him,��� Lucas punched the gas pedal and pealed out on the side of the road.
���Why? I���m the one who asked him.���
���Ava, I think you should stop.���
���Fine but Liam did me,��� she stopped and winked at Harper, ���a favor.���
���A favor, Ava?��� Lucas sneered.
���Yes, no hurt feelings. No heartbreak, it���s over, gone, caput, I don���t have to worry about it.���
���Ava you need to shut your mouth now!���
���I love you Daddy,��� Ava yawned and snuggled with Harper.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
London
Maddox woke up and held his head tightly. The events of the previous night were blurry, very blurry. Every night since he left New Jersey had been. He reached across his large bed and opened the nightstand and grabbed his bowl. He hit it twice and set it down and leaned back. He closed his eyes and tried to go back to sleep. The picture in his head of tears falling from her eyes as he fucked her against the wall back stage made his stomach turn. He had told her she was worse than the others which made his heart ache. The fact that he had not talked to her in weeks made the blackness cree
p in filling the hollow inside his heart.
Maddox had never hated himself until now. He did not like the man who stared blankly back at him in the mirror. He didn���t like the way he threw away someone he loved to try to get Jazz healthy but he knew there was no other way. Zach had moved into the house and Jazz refused to talk to him, and he refused to stop trying. It was so hard watching him, the pain in his face when he finally broke down and revealed what had actually happened to her when she was so young.
Zach���s mother had left them all when Zach was three and Jazz (who he refused to stop calling Claire, regardless of how angry it made her) was less than a year old. Their father killed himself, and they were both taken away by someone, he did not remember who. They were eventually separated, and he ended up with a loving family who tried without resolve to find his sister. They all assumed she had been taken out of the country. He never stopped looking for her. Maddox was angry at him for not telling him the truth from the beginning and Zach was still too angry at Maddox to care.
Brody and Emma were relentless about him spending time with them. If he was honest with himself he would admit that when he was with them it was the only time he felt even the slightest bit comfortable in his own skin. But he did not like going to his family home. The memories of what had happened at his first concert always came flooding back. Had he just waited to see if it were truly her in the crowd he would have never done drugs that night, or sang that song, or kissed that girl, or broke her heart causing his to break simultaneously. He had caused such a mess of what should have been a fairytale life. A happily ever after for the boy who sat locked in the closet for sometimes weeks at a time. When those thoughts caused the emotions to rip him apart he drank or smoked, blocking out thoughts of Harper. It stopped the sound of her voice in his head, the taste of her skin on his lips, the memories of what it felt like to be loved by someone who deserved so much more than he could ever give her. The worst was the image of her crying as he was inside her, when he held her face in his hands, and the pooled tears fell down her cheek. That memory made his heart slow; he swore he felt it expand until it hurt so badly he wished it would just explode.
Maddox still looked at her page on the internet almost daily. She never posted anything, but Ava on the other hand tagged her in every post for a week. He saw her laughing and smiling as they checked in and out of hotels on some sort of trip Ava had named the photo album on her page, out with the old. He sometimes laughed at the banter between her and her father. T saw it once and quickly created a page of his own giving himself the name of Humble Servant. She accepted his friend request and within minutes tagged him in a photo of him on his knees rubbing her feet. He had on a hat so you could not see his face, but both Maddox and T knew exactly when it was.
