The plane continued moving toward the ground, and I tried to keep Lilli talking since it was preventing her from panicking like she had on takeoff. Our conversation was playful and silly, but exactly what we needed before heading over to Ashley’s family.
As the wheels of the plane touched the pavement of the runway, the plane lurched forward, and Lilli grabbed my hand. Her eyes widened as we quickly slowed down. Then there was a huge sigh of relief when the plane started taxiing toward the unloading area.
“That’s it?” she asked and leaned toward the window so she could see what was going on outside.
“Yep, wasn’t too difficult was it?”
“I mean, I almost threw up ten times, but yeah that was fun.”
“Thanks again for coming with me. I really appreciate this.”
“You’re welcome.”
“I’m really nervous to see my daughter.”
“Don’t be nervous. She loves you. No matter what else is going on in her life, she is going to be excited to see you. I guarantee it.”
“I hope so,” I said as the plane parked, and we waited for the stairs to pull up so we could de-board the plane.
“I can’t wait to meet her.”
“She’s such a great kid; I’m nervous because I don’t know what Ashley has told her about me.”
“It doesn’t matter. Kids are smart. She’ll know you care about her when she sees it in your eyes.”
Chapter 9
Lilli
One moment I was totally out of control and unable to feel my fingertips out of fear, the next I was totally engrossed in Devin’s handsome eyes. His tanned skin and chiseled jaw literally made me wet to look at him. When I happened to make eye contact, I felt my body warm, and my desires rise as I started to think about his hands touching more of me than just my hand.
I’m pretty sure Devin had no idea just how handsome he was. He joked and laughed like he had a hard time getting women or something like that, but I knew that couldn’t be true. Any woman I knew would love to have Devin in their bed, and that was my problem.
I had to remind myself that the only reason I was there with Devin was because he was desperate for this fake wife. He didn’t like me in that sort of way, or at least that’s what I kept replaying in my head during most of the flight. But as we were getting ready to land I saw the sexual tension between us and realized he might be interested in more than just my acting skills over this weekend.
“Should I come in with you?” I asked as he pulled up to the Omni Hotel on the waterfront.
“Sure, would you like to freshen up before we head over there?”
“Yes, that would be nice,” I lied.
I didn’t want to freshen up. I could care less if I was fresh for this visit to his family. I did want to see how many beds were going to be in our room, though. I was also eager to figure out a place where I could pick up an extra outfit for the next day. I couldn’t exactly wear the same outfit I was wearing today.
“Welcome to the Omni, Jacksonville,” the front desk woman said.
“Hi, Devin Graham.”
“Yes. Hello, Mr. Graham. We have your suite ready for you. I’ll have someone help you up with your bags.”
“That won’t be necessary, thank you.”
Devin grabbed his suitcase and the key, and I followed closely behind him as we went to the elevators. The glass elevators looked out over the water, and as the door closed behind us, the sexual tension flared up, and Devin took a step closer to me.
His arms wrapped around me slightly as he pointed off in the distance.
“See that housing complex way out there?”
“Not really.” I laughed.
“Well, that’s where we are going. I think there is a mall out that way, and we can stop off there after our visit if you’d like to get some clothes.”
“Perfect, thank you. But don’t forget …”
“You’re paying me back. I know, I know,” he said almost under his breath. “You know, I enjoy buying things for my friends. Not because they can’t afford them, but because I like making sure they know how much I appreciate them.”
I chose not to say anything. Devin clearly had so much more money than I could even imagine; I just didn’t want him to think that I was taking advantage of him in any way. I wasn’t that sort of girl, and as much as possible, I wanted not to accept his money or gifts. Obviously, I might have to cave in a little bit, but I was trying to hold out.
The elevator doors opened, and I grabbed the small piece of paper that had the room key folded up in it.
“Race you to the room,” I said as I took off down the hallway.
It was the perfect way to get out of the conversation about money. I ran as fast as I could, but I heard his footsteps close behind me. By the time I got to the door, I had the key out but couldn’t get it into the door before he crushed me between him and the door.
His body pressed against mine, and he pulled the key playfully out of my hand and slid it into the door lock. With one hand he held me back and then slid into the room ahead of me.
“I win,” he said happily.
“I’m pretty sure there was a lot of big fat cheating going on there,” I said as I walked into the lavishly appointed room.
The wallpaper was an elegant shade of gold with white crown molding. There was a nice mahogany desk by the window and a huge lounge chair sitting next to the king sized bed. I playfully threw myself onto the bed and spread my arms and legs out as I took up as much space as possible.
“I’m sure that chair will be really comfortable,” I teased. “This bed is heaven.”
“Scoot over,” he said and pushed me to the other side of the bed. “Oh, yeah, this is nice. I’m totally sleeping here.”
“Maybe.” I smiled at him.
Devin looked younger than ever as he leaned up onto his arm and laid on his side while looking at me. I did the same and looked at him from the other side of the bed. There was at least three feet of distance between the two of us and plenty of room if we decided to both sleep in the same bed, even if we weren’t going to be playing any naughty games together.
The silent moment grew as we continued to eye each other. His big brown eyes started at my lips and then followed the curves of my body all the way down to my toes. Then he let his gaze move all the way back up my body. He was clearly taking in every inch of me, and the glint in his eye made me think there were some pretty naughty thoughts running through his mind.
“That is a very beautiful dress,” Devin said as he moved a few inches toward me.
“Nope, stay over there mister.” I laughed.
“What? I just wanted to feel the fabric,” he said as he reached his hand out and touched a bit of the fabric.
“We should get going. I think that would be a good idea.”
He shook his head to deny that my idea was good.
“I think we have some time.”
“Nope, we should get going.”
I couldn’t help smiling as he lay next to me, though. We hadn’t come all the way from Chicago to play in a hotel bed, though.
“Go call them so we know when to be over there,” I motioned toward his phone he had set on the desk.
“Yes, Mrs. Graham,” he teased.
I finally lay back onto the bed as he went to the desk to make his call. Wow, this was going to be one hell of a weekend if the sexual tension between the two of us stayed this high. I could hardly imagine keeping my hands to myself once we were back in the room after visiting his daughter.
“Hi, Mrs. Edwards, we just landed. What time would work best for us to stop by?”
There was a long pause.
“We will be right over,” Devin said as he shrugged over toward me.
“I guess we better get going. I’ve got an acting gig,” I teased and jumped out of bed.
“Apparently, we need to come now so we don’t interrupt Izzy’s bedtime routine.”
“Devin, it’s fine with me. I’m all yours th
is weekend. Wherever you need me, I’m there.”
“Wherever?” He smiled and looked over toward the large bed and then back at me playfully. “I’m teasing.”
He grabbed the room key, and we made our way back down the long hallway toward the glass elevators. This time, both of us walked silently. I played over what I would say when I met his daughter and her grandparents. This all seemed like a bigger deal than it had been when I originally said yes. My heart pounded in my chest, and I felt my head getting a little dizzy as I tried to remember to take in some deep breaths.
Devin reached his hand over and gently held onto mine. Without a single word, I felt his comfort through the touch of his fingers and mine together. We both stood and looked out the glass elevator toward the water and rode in silence all the way back down to the ground floor.
It dawned on me that this was my first real adult date. My ex-boyfriend and I had been college kids. We didn’t go on dates in the traditional sense. Instead, we went to pizza with our group of friends or sat on the couch and watched Netflix together. Even when he had first asked me out, it was to a concert with a bunch of our friends.
I wasn’t as nervous about the date part as I was about meeting Devin’s daughter, though. Everything I’d heard about little kids was that it was impossible to lie to them. Kids could see through a story, and they knew the truth, even if you weren’t telling them the truth. I had seen it on some PBS show and couldn’t exactly remember what the news story had been about, but I did remember the newscaster saying that adults always thought they were tricking kids.
“Izzy’s grandparents are Bonnie and Dan, but I just call them Mrs. And Mr. Edwards. You can use either.”
“I’m going to try not to talk to them much at all.”
“That’s fine. And if it’s alright, I’ll probably hold your hand a little while we are in there.”
“Yes, that’s fine,” I said and looked down at our hands as they were wrapped together still from the elevator ride.
“Um, there’s probably a lot more, but I guess we will have to wing it. Wow, I’m getting nervous now.”
We pulled out of the hotel parking lot, and Devin made his way onto the highway and toward the Edwards’ home. The two of us were mostly silent on the drive except for when Devin pointed out the mall that we passed as we got closer to where we were going.
“That looks nice,” I said to try and make some conversation.
“Yep, we should have time to stop by afterward.”
“Sounds good.”
When we finally pulled into the driveway, Devin’s hands were shaking instead of mine. He even had a few beads of sweat around his temple. I grabbed a Kleenex from my purse and gently dabbed his forehead.
“Are you ready?” I asked.
“I think so.”
He climbed out of the car and then hurried around to let me out of my side. Devin gallantly held his hand out for me, and I grabbed hold of him as we walked toward the front door. I think Devin was even more nervous than I was, and I was the one who had to pretend to be someone I wasn’t.
“Daddy!” Izzy screamed and darted out the front door before we even had a chance to knock.
I let go of Devin’s hand and stood aside while the two of them had a moment together. One thing was for certain, Izzy was pretty darn excited to see her dad. I couldn’t even imagine that she had ever had any problems interacting with her father before. She seemed overjoyed to see him, and nothing else mattered at all. Izzy certainly hadn’t noticed that I was even there as she wrapped her arms around Devin, and I noticed tears in her eyes.
“She’s had a rough couple of weeks since Ashley has been away,” Mrs. Edwards said as she stood in the doorway.
“Hi, I’m Lilli, it’s nice to meet you,” I said as I went over to talk to her and continued to give Devin and his daughter time.
“It’s nice to meet you too. I have to say I’m not sure who I was expecting Devin to bring, but you look like a very nice young lady.”
“Thank you.”
“How long have you two been married?” she asked.
Right away I panicked as I didn’t know if Devin had told her a time frame or not. Luckily, Devin also heard the question and quickly made his way over to the two of us.
“Izzy, this is Lilli. I’m so excited that the two of you get to meet,” he said and then leaned into Mrs. Edwards. “I think we should let the girls meet first before we overwhelm Izzy with all the details.”
“Sure,” she agreed.
“Hi Izzy, it’s nice to meet you. Your dad has been talking about you a lot.”
“That’s funny because I know nothing about you,” she said as she put her little hands on her hips and gazed in my direction.
I opened my eyes wide, looked at Devin and then back to Mrs. Edwards. It was definitely a true statement; I couldn’t fault her for that.
“Well, I guess he needs to catch you up a little.”
“Sweetheart, I’d love to see your room,” Devin said in an effort to save me from the uncomfortable conversation.
“Would you like to help me in the kitchen?” Mrs. Edwards offered me.
“Yes, that would be great.”
Hanging out with an adult who didn’t like me somehow seemed more comfortable than a ten-year-old girl. Izzy was intimidating. Probably because she held Devin’s heart in the palm of her hands, and I had really hoped she would like me.
I followed Mrs. Edwards into the kitchen where she was cutting up a variety of fruit. The kitchen was small but filled with newer appliances. There was a large picture of a beautiful young blonde with fake boobs and obvious plastic surgery; she had Izzy in her arms. It had to be Ashley, and I was instantly even more intimidated than I had been before.
It wasn’t unusual that Devin would have had a relationship with a beautiful woman. That was a given, but Ashley appeared very fake with her caked on makeup, Botox, and lip plumper. She just didn’t seem like Devin’s type. But then again, maybe that was why they were no longer together.
“I don’t think Izzy likes me,” I said to make conversation as Mrs. Edwards handed me a knife and a cantaloupe to start cutting.
“She’s just a little sassy. It’s nice to see she was excited about Devin. You know he hasn’t come to see her very much.”
“I know.”
“Of course, we didn’t expect him to come visit. He’s very busy with his work and his travels, that’s why Ashley left him. No time to stop partying and spend time at home with his family.”
Mrs. Edwards seemed like a nice enough women, but the way she was bad mouthing Devin wasn’t sitting well with me. From what I knew, she hadn’t spent any quality time with Devin in years. Of course, he was a different person now than he was ten years ago; weren’t we all?
Well, technically I was an awkward pre-teen ten years before. I couldn’t help chuckling at that notion. I was basically in the middle school when Devin and Ashley were having Izzy. I wasn’t sure if Devin wanted me to say my real age though because it seemed like his daughter and her family might not take our relationship seriously if they knew just how young I really was.
“I know Devin really missed Izzy, but he wanted to abide by Ashley’s wishes.”
“What wishes?” Mrs. Edwards asked me firmly.
I panicked at the way she was looking at me. I could have sworn that Devin said something about Ashley not wanting him to be around Izzy or something like that, but by the way Mrs. Edwards was looking at me, I wasn’t sure I should say anything.
“Oh, I don’t know. You’ll have to ask Devin,” I finally managed to say. “All I know is Devin is a great guy; he’s really changed from what I’ve heard about his younger days.”
“Speaking of young, how old are you?”
Lying had never been my thing. Even when I was sneaking out of my parents’ house as a teenager, I inevitably told them where I had gone if they simply asked me a question. I was a horrible liar. How could I have thought I would be able to help D
evin with this whole acting thing? I stared at Mrs. Edwards and tried to think of something honest I could say.
“Obviously I’m younger than Devin, but let’s be honest, he was a big kid himself up until a year ago.”
Mrs. Edwards laughed, and I felt a little more at ease. We continued cutting up fruit and talking while Devin and Izzy played in her room and then went out into the backyard and played. It was nice to see that Izzy was so excited to see Devin, and he didn’t have anything to be worried about in regards to their relationship.
“So do you think you guys would like to take Izzy for the night? I’m sure she would love to hang out at the fancy hotel and go swimming in that rooftop pool.”
“Really? Yeah, I think Devin would love that.”
“How about you guys eat some dinner, and then we will pack an overnight bag for Izzy. She needs some fun; it’s been very hard for her having her mother away.”
“I’m sorry about that. I’m sure it is very difficult for her. I can’t even imagine.”
“You know, Ashley isn’t a bad person.”
I stopped cutting the fruit and turned toward Mrs. Edwards. Sadness filled her eyes, and I instinctively reached out and gave her a hug. No matter what was going on with Devin and Mrs. Edwards daughter, the necessary human emotion of comforting someone in pain was clearly there between the two of us.
“You know, I’ve never heard Devin say a single bad thing about Ashley. From what I’ve heard, he thinks she is a really good mother and trusts her ability to raise Izzy.”
Tears rolled down Mrs. Edwards face as she finished hugging me and then pulled away. She turned away and wiped her tears without saying another word. I could only hope that my words had felt truthful to her because they were the truth; at least from what I knew of Devin.
Devin and Izzy played out in the backyard for almost an hour before Mrs. Edwards called them in to come and eat. The two literally hopped all the way inside and to the sink to wash their hands. I couldn’t help smiling at how at ease the two of them seemed to be after such a long period of time apart.
“After dinner, if it’s alright with your father, I think you should go with him and Lilli to the hotel and swim in the really cool pool there,” Mrs. Edwards said to Izzy as she scooped some mashed potatoes onto her plate.
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