"Jonathan, please." Her whimper was music to my ears.
I enter one more finger and start vigorously frigging her. Her hand moves down and touches her clitoris.
"Oh yes… I'm cumming."
I move my mouth down after her orgasm and lick her wetness which tastes even sweeter than it had done before. My cock is extremely erect and she has turned me on to the point of bliss and fantasy.
Sienna looks at me and sits up on the lounge. Without a word, she opens my trousers and I feel myself gasp. So imaginative, so pleasing. She moves her hand inside and pulls out my hard cock. Fuck yes.
Her mouth moves up and down my shaft and I am in heaven. She sucks on it as hard as she can and I feel myself melt.
She pushes me down and I sit on the couch. She gets on all fours and signals with her a raunchy slap on her ass that I should enter her.
"Oh, fuck me, Jonathan. I want your cock."
I grab her ass and push myself inside. I have never wanted to fuck her as much as I do now.
I push into her and move my cock slowly, to tease both myself and her.
"Oh, oh. It feels so hard."
I get into a slow rhythm and my shaft feels so good inside her. I want to last it out so I push in, then out again slowly. But how long could I keep that up for?
I feel my shaft in her wet pussy and my cock seems to enlarge even more.
"Fuck Sienna, I am so horny for you."
I continue in and out as Sienna cums on my cock. I could feel the quivering and contractions of her inner walls around me, and she shook from the force of it as it rippled through her. I can tell she is exhausted from it, so I quicken the pace.
"Oh, oh," she moans, "Oh, fuck, Jonathan."
The word fuck sends me into oblivion and my pace quickens.
"Oh yeah, I'm cumming Sienna, oh yeah."
SIENNA
Jonathan pulls out of me and I am exhausted from our escapade. I have never felt as horny for him as I did just now, and my breathlessness makes me get us both water from the cooler.
"Jonathan, you devil," I say winking, and then drinking.
We both manage to drink two glasses of water in seconds. I put my clothes on and he did his trousers up again.
"I better fix my hair and check my face," I say, going to the bathroom of the Langdon room.
"Meet me in my office in ten and we'll see the next client."
"Sure," I say waving my hand from the bathroom and trying to find the button-hole on my blouse.
Jonathan went out the door and I look at my face in the mirror. I have never been so happy and exhausted at the same time.
I think about the way he touches me and a shiver of ecstasy runs through my body even now. The college guys just wanted to get their dick wet, cum and leave. They wouldn't know how to do what Jonathan did to me.
I thought of all the women who had never had a man like Jonathan to pleasure them. How would they go through their life like that? It's important to feel wanted and craved. I mean I wasn't even skinny, really. My hips were large and I had bigger legs and a wobbly, rounded ass.
Jonathan made me feel sexy with his dirty talk, and also by the way he continually wanted me. I had never known such pleasure and ecstasy. It's very sexy and even romantic in a lustful sort of way.
I could have sex with him three times a day or maybe more. I craved him and it provoked me in a carnal way. I was still working and learning a lot during my internship as well. I had it all.
I finished primping my hair and I walked and joined Jonathan in his room.
Jeremy was enthralled with Holly who was bending over placing files in a cupboard. I got to see Holly who looked a lot less flushed than the first time I had seen her as I walked past.
I opened the door, and he was waiting for me with those dreamy, hazel eyes. He looked sexier, if that was even possible. The stubble on his face was gently protruding and making me blush again.
"The next client has Tourette's and swears a lot, without meaning too," he says.
I smile and look at him, "Sure, I think I can handle it."
Jonathan sat eyeing me as he liked to do, so I blew him a kiss.
I got lost in his eyes. He was so dreamily handsome. I sat at his desk then and looked at his Rubix cube.
"I've given up on it, so you can play with it!" he says.
I picked it up excitedly and gave a smirk. "What do you mean play, I could solve it!"
We both laughed and I knew that I would never have the patience to spend time on something like that. I was so glad that I could play, though. I liked fiddling and even at college, I liked to play with pens or the edges of my notebook. I liked fiddling while Jonathan watched me. It was extremely explicit as it gained a sexual undertone.
We waited and the client must have been running late. Jonathan was still watching me and I looked up at him every now and again, content with being confused by the Rubix cube.
"You do know we are addicted to each other, don't you?" I say finally.
He smiled and looked into my eyes. "Yes I do, and I like it. It is lots of fun, don't you agree?"
I smile, nod a yes and bite my lip to tease him. He looks intrigued by me, like I am something he had only just seen.
God, I still feel horny and I could have sat on his cock easily and cum another two times at least.
"Mr. Ellis, there is a Mr. Rogers here to see you," said Jeremy.
"Thank you. Please show him in."
I sit looking at Jonathan and try to maintain my professionalism for the next client. It was really hard to switch off the addiction. Eyeing him was just too easy and I felt myself drift back into reality now as Mr. Rogers came in.
Jonathan shook his hand and greeted him, "Hi Jim. How are you?"
"I'm fine thanks, Jonathan… ass crack, penis, dick fuck."
I tried to not react and I felt sorry for the poor man, who was really good-looking and had a beautiful smile.
"How is your wife, Yvonne?"
"She's fine. Tits and jelly babies."
I sat and realized how lucky I was to be normal, except for my Jonathan infatuation and slight food addiction.
"I don't know how she puts up with it really. Do you?" says Jim, happy that nothing bad came out.
"Well, she loves you, obviously. Why don't you bring her next time?"
"Yes, she'd fucking like that, actually."
Jonathan introduced me, "This is Sienna, my summer intern."
"Hello Sienna, balls face."
I looked at Jim, "Hi Jim. It's nice to meet you."
Jonathan looked at Jim, who was embarrassed again for his blurt out and then he looked happy.
"See you did it. You didn't let the negative feeling overtake you, well-done," says Jonathan.
"I've been practicing," says Jim.
"If there's nothing to report, then I can see you again in a fortnight.”
"Yes, great. Thanks for that. Bastard! Bastard!"
Jim's smile remained intact as he knew it was better to keep his positive face. He walked out the door with the smile and waved a goodbye to me.
Jonathan looked at me, "Such a lovely man."
I looked back at him, "Yes he is. I think I'm in love with you, Jonathon," I say, blurting out my undeniable feelings.
Oh, shit!
Explored by Him (Book Five)
JONATHAN
It was quiet at the club on my own, really. All the noise from the music was there but it was quiet without her. She had walked out yesterday after she told me. Sienna Ruston had accidentally blurted it out and said that she loved me. Hey, I knew what guys were like. I'd seen it a thousand times. The girl said she loved the bloke and then he walked away and that was that. All over, red rover.
I felt differently about the situation. I had wanted Sienna to love me since I saw her the night we moved together in lust over the unsuspecting SAAB. I craved her to love me, and now that I knew it, we could go further in our escapades. She trusted me and I trusted her. God knows
that it is necessary for such an addiction to have trust.
I had let her leave early because I knew she must have shocked herself and knowing the truth could be shocking. She had played along with my wants and needs and I had wooed her, on purpose. Actually, I have never loved anyone else, except for my parents. That was a definite thing, of course. The kind of love I had for Sienna took my soul away. She was incredible and it was like I couldn't function without her. It was the truest form of love when it felt like that.
Thursday nights were nice at the club. It was not furiously busy and I look at the dancers in the windows as I ordered dinner. I feel very alone without my Sienna. I walk outside now after signalling to the waitress that I am making a call. I have to ring her.
"Hello, Sienna speaking."
"It's me. It's Jonathan."
"Hi there, sorry I left early I..."
"Can you come to the club?"
I could sense that she may have been crying.
"I'm kind of tired and I am sorry, really."
I interrupted her, "I need to see you. I'll be half an hour, okay?"
There was silence for a moment, "Okay but I'll be in my pajamas!"
I walk back into the club and my pasta alfredo sits on the table. It reminds me of Sienna who loves anything with even a hint of carbs. I know the drive is only ten minutes to the dorm, so I fill my belly and wash it down with a soda. I hate the stuff unless it's with pizza or pasta, and then it goes nicely.
I leave now and Stephen smiles as I tell him where we are headed. It is cooler this evening than it has been for a while. I wonder if Sienna will be expecting me to say my truth back to her. I mean its worth exploring, this whole love thing.
I had watched my parents say it to each other for many years but it was a lie. It was to keep up appearances or to seem like they should because everyone expected them too. I knew they didn't mean it and sometimes I wished they had split up because they drove each other crazy with their ways. They had different ideas about everything, and sometimes they just fought because it was a habit.
I move close to her dorm and the light is on. Stephen parks and dims the lights. I am about to walk to the door and then I see her come out. She has a pink, dressing gown on and her pants are sealed with slippers. They are unicorn slippers I see as she moves into the light. I giggle to myself, trying not to seem my usual, cheeky self.
"Hi Jonathan. Jenna is asleep on the couch so I thought I should come down."
The air is cold, "Come and sit inside the limo with me," I say.
Sienna jumps in and I smell her freshly showered body. Her eyes are a little puffy and I can see she has been crying.
"About today..." she placed her thoughts, "I'm sorry I said..."
"Sssh," I interrupt her. "Sienna, what you said today is the best thing you could have ever said to me."
Her eyes widen and she smiled, cautiously at first.
"I also love you too. Very much."
Sienna looks at me and places her arms around my neck. She kisses me all over and is definitely delighted with my news.
"Oh, my God, really? You really love me?" says Sienna with her green eyes doting on me.
"Yes, but I am not quite sure about the unicorns on your feet!"
She bursts out a laugh with tears streaming down her cheeks.
"Oh, thank God. I mean I can't help it. You are just so unbelievably beautiful," she says, looking at me again.
"Sienna I want you to come to work and pack an overnight bag for tomorrow. Let's spend more time together. We can skip the club and have a night in if you want."
I see her eyes sparkle as she holds me, "Yes, I will see you at nine sharp, Mr. Jonathon Ellis."
I kiss her passionately and let her go inside. I watch the unicorns bob up and down as she walks. It looks hilarious. She turns and waves with the most beautiful smile on her face. My Sienna loves me, and I will definitely be sleeping well tonight, knowing that.
SIENNA
I arrive at nine and I can't wipe the smile off from my face. Jonathan Ellis loves me. I want to shout it out to the world so everyone can hear it. Well, that could be a little eccentric but I am definitely feeling very chirpy today.
Jenna had woken up with a crook in her neck after sleeping on the couch in the dorm. She had to work at the theatre today and it was a double shift. I had rubbed some cream on it before I had left and she took some with her so hopefully she could get someone at work to do it again for her.
Jeremy was oblivious now. I could see him texting on his phone and smiling. He was obviously chatting to Holly and he looked very chirpy himself.
I thought about how funny I must have looked in my huge toweling dressing gown adorned with my unicorn slippers last night. Ha! He had to love everything about me even those!
I know I am being silly, really. It's just that the sexiest, most beautiful man alive loves me. How can I not love that? Oh wow, I feel good today. Fantastic, even.
"Mr. Ellis will see you now."
I had my overnight bag with me and I put it in the Langdon room before I went in to see him. He was on the phone and winked at me as I sat down on the couch.
"Julie yes, I understand that but it is a matter of necessity. I know the group is full but Ms. Falzon needs to be there too. Can't you put one of the long term members into the running of it all? Then that opens up a space for Ms. Falzon. Yes, yes, great. Yes, put Greg in that role, he'll love it. Thanks, Julie, you are a treasure. Yes, I know. Okay, I will definitely think about it. Thursday’s yes. Give me a week to think on it."
Jonathan walked over to me and I stood up to greet him.
"Hey there sexy girl, I’ve missed you."
I felt the most beautiful I had felt in a long time. I was glowing and I knew that he could see it. My skin, my hair, and even my nails looked good. Maybe it was the reaction to being told that he loved me.
"Hey you, what's up? Your phone call sounded serious."
Jonathan kisses my neck and breathed in, smelling my hair.
"The group has got twenty members and between my practice and Julie's, there's bound to be more need for another one. She runs that one and wants me to start another on a Thursday night."
I look at him and see his reluctance. He doesn't seem too keen to do it and I wonder why.
"Why don't you want to do it, Jonathan?" I ask.
"I do, but I need a helper that can organize it with me."
I look at him, "Is it hard to get help?'
"Yes, extremely hard. Many of the cases are weird, unusual or just plain eccentric. A lot of schizophrenia and manic depression. It can be quite exhausting and they rely on it so much, to cope. So, once you start one, it is not fair to shut it down again."
"I'll do it.”
Jonathan looks at me and smiled, "Really?"
"Yes of course. I mean you might need to help me so I know what I'm doing, but yes, I'd love to help."
Jonathan looks extremely excited, and he hands me some books to read.
"Have a look at these and then tell me what you think. We'll meet at eleven and we can go through it. Then I can ring Julie if you still want to do it. She'll be thrilled."
Jonathan kisses me and I kiss him on the cheek. It is the first time he has been really excited about something other than me, and it is beautiful. There is passion and an unbelievable intensity in his body language and his eyes. This is what he lives for, professionally. I get to be a witness to it, and also learn a tremendous amount while I go. It is an extremely good day.
The Langdon room seems lighter than usual. One of the curtains is moved open to let the sunlight beam through it, more than it usually is. I feel so happy that I am in love. My beautiful Jonathan. Okay, what books are here?
Okay, Behavioral Therapy, Group Sharing for Mental Health Disorders and The Way to Recovery.
Alright... ‘Behavioral therapy is a term used to describe different types of therapy that can treat mental health disorders. The therapy may also help to identify
and change any self-destructive or potentially self-sabotaging behavior/s. The main idea is that all behaviors are said to be learned; unhealthy behaviors can, therefore, be unlearned and changed to benefit the individual.’
I scan through the pages and I realised that already know some of the ideas and benefits of group therapy. One of the papers I wrote was on The Benefits of Group Therapy. These books have a broader view on the topics and I feel enlightened by the pages. I didn't realize how important regular sessions were for mental health sufferers. It can help the sufferer gain more insight on their life and feel a part of something, to feel truly worthwhile.
I look at them and I am feeling so wonderful. I still could not believe that Jonathan had told me he loved me. How many other college girls could say that a limo had waited and the sexiest man (of their dreams) was there to greet them and tell them that he loved them? It was movie stuff! I, Sienna Ruston, was in love. It was better than any movie I had seen or could describe. It was like being in Heaven on Earth. My naughty Heaven where Jonathan took me and placed himself inside me in the most passionate ways.
I knew my parents were in love, but I doubted their sexual fireworks had ever been as good as mine and Jonathan's. I don't know, maybe it was. If you were with someone and you loved them, it was amazing how awesome it felt. Still, I doubted that my father had been tied up by my mother or vice versa. I moved my thoughts away from that weird train of thinking and got a glass of water from the cooler.
I was glad to hear the buzzer. "Mr. Ellis is ready for your eleven o' clock appointment."
I walk out, past Jeremy and the obviously flirty Holly. I smile at them both and they barely noticed me.
Jonathan was standing and waiting for me to come in.
"Hey there beautiful. We can have some time together now."
I smile and look at him in his light, yellow shirt. He has his sleeves halfway up his arms and it drives me crazy, as always.
"Say you love me again, Jonathan."
"I love you, Sienna."
I feel completely surrounded by his love as he says it to me and I can feel him wanting me again. This time it is my intelligence he seeks and not my body.
"Great, now we can talk about your group therapy idea," I say.
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