BUT THE PHONE did ring, early in the morning, after daylight.
"What?" I asked, dazed, the receiver pressed to my ear. I peered at the clock. It was seven-thirty.
"They burned the vampires' house," Jason said. "I hope yours wasn't in it."
"What?" I asked again, but my voice was panicked now.
"They burned the vampires' house outside of Monroe. After sunrise. It's on Callista Street, west of Archer."
I remembered Bill saying he might take Harlen over there. Had he stayed?
"No." I said it definitely.
"Yes."
"I have to go," I said, hanging up the phone.
It smoldered in the bright sunlight. Wisps of smoke trailed up into the blue sky. Charred wood looked like alligator skin. Fire trucks and law enforcement cars were parked helter-skelter on the lawn of the two-story house. A group of the curious stood behind yellow tape.
The remains of four coffins sat side by side on the scorched grass. There was a body bag, too. I began to walk toward them, but for the longest time they seemed to be no closer; it was like one of those dreams where you can never reach your goal.
Someone grabbed my arm and tried to stop me. I can't remember what I said, but I remember a horrified face. I trudged on through the debris, inhaling the smell of burned things, wet charred things, a smell that wouldn't leave me the rest of my life.
I reached the first coffin and looked in. What was left of the lid was open to the light. The sun was coming up; any moment now it would kiss the dreadful thing resting on soggy, white silk lining.
Was it Bill? There was no way to tell. The corpse was disintegrating bit by bit even as I watched. Tiny fragments flaked off and blew into the breeze, or disappeared in a tiny puff of smoke where the sun's rays began to touch the body.
Each coffin held a similar horror.
Sam was standing by me.
"Can you call this murder, Sam?"
He shook his head. "I just don't know, Sookie. Legally, killing the vampires is murder. But you'd have to prove arson first, though I don't think that'd be very hard." We could both smell gasoline. There were men buzzing around the house, climbing here and there, yelling to each other. It didn't appear to me that these men were conducting any serious crime-scene investigation.
"But this body here, Sookie." Sam pointed to the body bag on the grass. "This was a real human, and they have to investigate. I don't think any member of that mob ever realized there might be a human in there, ever considered anything besides what they did."
"So why are you here, Sam?"
"For you," he said simply.
"I won't know if it's Bill all day, Sam."
"Yes, I know."
"What am I supposed to do all day? How can I wait?"
"Maybe some drugs," he suggested. "What about sleeping pills or something?"
"I don't have anything like that," I said. "I've never had trouble sleeping."
This conversation was getting odder and odder, but I don't think I could have said anything else.
A big man was in front of me, the local law. He was sweating in the morning heat, and he looked like he'd been up for hours. Maybe he'd been on the night shift and had to stay on when the fire started.
When men I knew had started the fire.
"Did you know these people, miss?"
"Yes, I did. I'd met them."
"Can you identify the remains?"
"Who could identify that?" I asked incredulously.
The bodies were almost gone now, featureless and disintegrating.
He looked sick. "Yes, ma'am. But the person."
"I'll look," I said before I had time to think. The habit of being helpful was mighty hard to break.
As if he could tell I was about to change my mind, the big man knelt on the singed grass and unzipped the bag. The sooty face inside was that of a girl I'd never met. I thanked God.
"I don't know her," I said, and felt my knees give. Sam caught me before I was on the ground, and I had to lean against him.
"Poor girl," I whispered. "Sam, I don't know what to do."
The law took part of my time that day. They wanted to know everything I knew about the vampires who had owned the house, and I told them, but it didn't amount to much. Malcolm, Diane, Liam. Where they'd come from, their age, why they'd settled in Monroe, who their lawyers were; how would I know anything like that? I'd never even been to their house before.
When my questioner, whoever he was, found out that I'd met them through Bill, he wanted to know where Bill was, how he could contact him.
"He may be right there," I said, pointing to the fourth coffin. "I won't know till dark." My hand rose of its own volition and covered my mouth.
Just then one of the firemen started to laugh, and his companion, too. "Southern fried vampires!" the shorter one hooted to the man who was questioning me. "We got us some Southern fried vampires here!"
He didn't think it was so damn funny when I kicked him. Sam pulled me off and the man who'd been questioning me grabbed the fireman I'd attacked. I was screaming like a banshee and would have gone for him again if Sam had let go. But he didn't. He dragged me toward my car, his hands just as strong as bands of iron. I had a sudden vision of how ashamed my grandmother would have been to see me screaming at a public servant, to see me physically attack someone. The idea pricked my crazy hostility like a needle puncturing a balloon. I let Sam shove me into the passenger's seat, and when he started the car and began backing away, I let him drive me home while I sat in utter silence. We got to my house all too soon. It was only ten o'clock in the morning. Since it was daylight savings time I had at least ten plus hours to wait.
Sam made some phone calls while I sat on the couch staring ahead of me. Five minutes had passed when he came back into the living room.
"Come on, Sookie," he said briskly. "These blinds are filthy."
"What?"
"The blinds. How could you have let them go like this?"
"What?"
"We're going to clean. Get a bucket and some ammonia and some rags. Make some coffee."
Moving slowly and cautiously, afraid I might dry up and blow away like the bodies in the coffins, I did as he bid me.
Sam had the curtains down on the living-room windows by the time I got back with the bucket and rags.
"Where's the washing machine?"
"Back there, off the kitchen," I said, pointing.
Sam went back to the washroom with an armful of curtains. Gran had washed those not a month ago, for Bill's visit. I didn't say a word.
I lowered one of the blinds, closed it, and began washing. When the blinds were clean, we polished the windows themselves. It began raining about the middle of the morning. We couldn't get the outside. Sam got the long-handled dust mop and got the spider webs out of the corners of the high ceiling, and I wiped down the baseboards. He took down the mirror over the mantel, dusted the parts that we couldn't normally reach, and then we cleaned the mirror and rehung it. I cleaned the old marble fireplace till there wasn't a trace of winter's fire left. I got a pretty screen and put it over the fireplace, one painted with magnolia blossoms. I cleaned the television screen and had Sam lift it so I could dust underneath. I put all the movies back in their own boxes and labeled what I'd taped. I took all the cushions off the couch and vacuumed up the debris that had collected beneath them, finding a dollar and five cents in change. I vacuumed the carpet and used the dust mop on the wood floors.
We moved into the dining room and polished everything that could be polished. When the wood of the table and chairs was gleaming, Sam asked me how long it'd been since I'd done Gran's silver.
I hadn't ever polished Gran's silver. We opened the buffet to find that, yes, it certainly needed it. So into the kitchen we carried it, and we found the silver polish, and we polished away. The radio was on, but I gradually realized that Sam was turning it off every time the news began.
We cleaned all day. It rained all day.
Sam only spoke to me to direct me to the next task.
I worked very hard. So did he.
By the time the light was growing dim, I had the cleanest house in Renard Parish.
Sam said, "I'm going now, Sookie. I think you want to be alone."
"Yes," I said. "I want to thank you some time, but I can't thank you now. You saved me today."
I felt his lips on my forehead and then a minute later I heard the door slam. I sat at the table while the darkness began to fill the kitchen. When I almost could not see, I went outside. I took my big flashlight.
It didn't matter that it was still raining. I had on a sleeveless denim dress and a pair of sandals, what I'd pulled on that morning after Jason had called me.
I stood in the pouring warm rain, my hair plastered to my skull and my dress clinging wetly to my skin. I turned left to the woods and began to make my way through them, slowly and carefully at first. As Sam's calming influence began to evaporate, I began to run, tearing my cheeks on branches, scratching my legs on thorny vines. I came out of the woods and began to dash through the cemetery, the beam of the flashlight bobbing before me. I had thought I was going to the house on the other side, the Compton house: but then I knew Bill must be here, somewhere in this six acres of bones and stones. I stood in the center of the oldest part of the graveyard, surrounded by monuments and modest tombstones, in the company of the dead.
I screamed, "Bill Compton! Come out now!"
I turned in circles, looking around in the near-blackness, knowing even if I couldn't see him, Bill would be able to see me, if he could see anything—if he wasn't one of those blackened, flaking atrocities I'd seen in the front yard of the house outside Monroe.
No sound. No movement except the falling of the gentle drenching rain.
"Bill! Bill! Come out!"
I felt, rather than heard, movement to my right. I turned the beam of the flashlight in that direction. The ground was buckling. As I watched, a white hand shot up from the red soil. The dirt began to heave and crumble. A figure climbed out of the ground.
"Bill?"
It moved toward me. Covered with red streaks, his hair full of dirt, Bill took a hesitant step in my direction.
I couldn't even go to him.
"Sookie," he said, very close to me, "why are you here?" For once, he sounded disoriented and uncertain.
I had to tell him, but I couldn't open my mouth.
"Sweetheart?"
I went down like a stone. I was abruptly on my knees in the sodden grass.
"What happened while I slept?" He was kneeling by me, bare and streaming with rain.
"You don't have clothes oh," I murmured.
"They'd just get dirty," he said sensibly. "When I'm going to sleep in the soil, I take them off."
"Oh. Sure."
"Now you have to tell me."
"You have to not hate me."
"What have you done?"
"Oh my God, it wasn't me! But I could have warned you more, I could have grabbed you and made you listen. I tried to call you, Bill!"
"What has happened?"
I put one hand on either side of his face, touching his skin, realizing how much I would have lost, how much I might yet lose.
"They're dead, Bill, the vampires from Monroe. And someone else with them."
"Harlen," he said tonelessly. "Harlen stayed over last night, he and Diane really hit if off." He waited for me to finish, his eyes fixed on mine.
"They were burned."
"On purpose."
"Yes."
He squatted beside me in the rain, in the dark, his face not visible to me. The flashlight was gripped in my hand, and all my strength had ebbed away. I could feel his anger.
I could feel his cruelty.
I could feel his hunger.
He had never been more completely vampire. There wasn't anything human in him.
He turned his face to the sky and howled.
I thought he might kill someone, the rage rolling off him was so great. And the nearest person was me.
As I comprehended my own danger, Bill gripped my upper arms. He pulled me to him, slowly. There was no point in struggling, in fact I sensed that would only excite Bill more. Bill held me about an inch from him, I could almost smell his skin, and I could feel the turmoil in him, I could taste his rage.
Directing that energy in another way might save me. I leaned that inch, put my mouth on his chest. I licked the rain off, rubbed my cheek against his nipple, pressed myself against him.
The next moment his teeth grazed my shoulder, and his body, hard and rigid and ready, shoved me so forcefully I was suddenly on my back in the mud. He slid directly into me as if he were trying to reach through me to the soil. I shrieked, and he growled in response, as though we were truly mud people, primitives from caves. My hands, gripping the flesh of his back, felt the rain pelting down and the blood under my nails, and his relentless movement. I thought I would be plowed into this mud, into my grave. His fangs sank into my neck.
Suddenly I came. Bill howled as he reached his own completion, and he collapsed on me, his fangs pulling out and his tongue cleaning the puncture marks. I had thought he might kill me without even meaning to. My muscles would not obey me, even if I had known what I wanted to do. Bill scooped me up. He took me to his house, pushing open the door and carrying me straight through into the large bathroom. Laying me gently on the carpet, where I spread mud and rainwater and a little streak of blood, Bill turned on the warm water in the spa, and when it was full he put me in and then got in himself. We sat on the seats, our legs trailing out in the warm frothing water that became discolored quickly.
Bill's eyes were staring miles away.
"All dead?" he said, his voice nearly inaudible.
"All dead, and a human girl, too," I said quietly.
"What have you been doing all day?"
"Cleaning. Sam made me clean my house."
"Sam," Bill said thoughtfully. "Tell me, Sookie. Can you read Sam's mind?"
"No," I confessed, suddenly exhausted. I submerged my head, and when I came up, Bill had gotten the shampoo bottle. He soaped my hair and rinsed it, combed it as he had the first time we'd made love.
"Bill, I'm sorry about your friends," I said, so exhausted I could hardly get the words out. "And I am so glad you are alive." I slid my arms around his neck and lay my head on his shoulder. It was hard as a rock. I remember Bill drying me off with a big white towel, and I remember thinking how soft the pillow was, and I remember him sliding into bed beside me and putting his arm around me. Then I fell into sleep.
In the small hours of the morning, I woke halfway to hear someone moving around the room. I must have been dreaming, and it must have been bad, because I woke with my heart racing. "Bill?" I asked, and I could hear the fear in my voice.
"What's wrong?" he asked, and I felt the bed indent as he sat on the edge.
"Are you all right?"
"Yes, I was just out walking."
"No one's out there?"
"No, sweetheart." I could hear the sound of cloth moving over skin, and then he was under the sheets with me.
"Oh, Bill, that could have been you in one of those coffins," I said, the agony still fresh in my mind.
"Sookie, did you ever think that could have been you in the body bag? What if they come here, to burn this house, at dawn?"
"You have to come to my house! They won't burn my house. You can be safe with me," I said earnestly.
"Sookie, listen: because of me you could die."
"What would I lose?" I asked, hearing the passion in my voice. "I've had the best time since I met you, the best time of my life!"
"If I die, go to Sam."
"Passing me along already?"
"Never," he said, and his smooth voice was cold. "Never." I felt his hands grip my shoulders; he was on one elbow beside me. He scooted a little closer, and I could feel the cool length of his body.
"Listen, Bill," I said. "I'm not edu
cated, but I'm not stupid. I'm not real experienced or worldly, either, but I don't think I'm naive." I hoped he wasn't smiling in the dark. "I can make them accept you. I can."
"If anyone can, you will," he said. "I want to enter you again."
"You mean—? Oh, yeah. I see what you mean." He'd taken my hand and guided it down to him. "I'd like that, too." And I sure would, if I could survive it after the pounding I'd taken in the graveyard. Bill had been so angry that now I felt battered. But I could also feel that liquidy warm feeling running through me, that restless excitement to which Bill had addicted me. "Honey," I said, caressing him up and down his length, "honey." I kissed him, felt his tongue in my mouth. I touched his fangs with my own tongue. "Can you do it without biting?" I whispered.
"Yes. It's just like a grand finale when I taste your blood."
"Would it be almost as good without?"
"It can never be as good without, but I don't want to weaken you."
"If you wouldn't mind," I said tentatively. "It took me a few days to feel up to par."
"I've been selfish ... you're just so good."
"If I'm strong, it'll be even better," I suggested.
"Show me how strong you are," he said teasingly.
"Lie on your back. I'm not real sure how this works, but I know other people do it." I straddled him, heard his breathing quicken. I was glad the room was dark and outside the rain was still pouring. A flash of lightening showed me his eyes, glowing. I carefully maneuvered into what I hoped was the correct position, and guided him inside me. I had great faith in instinct, and sure enough it didn't play me false.
Chapter 8
TOGETHER AGAIN, MY doubts at least temporarily drenched by the fear I'd felt when I'd thought I might have lost him, Bill and I settled into an uneasy routine.
If I worked nights, I would go over to Bill's house when I finished, and usually I spent the rest of the night there. If I worked days, Bill would come to my house after sunset, and we would watch TV, or go to the movies, or play Scrabble. I had to have every third night off, or Bill had to refrain from biting those nights; otherwise I began to feel weak and draggy. And there was the danger, if Bill fed on me too much ... I kept chugging vitamins and iron until Bill complained about the flavor. Then I cut back on the iron.
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