Bound Hearts 01-12

by Lora Leigh

  "Yeah. It's paid," Jethro sighed. "So what has you calling at three in the morning?

  Other than rubbing salt in the wound here."

  Mac stared into the night, watching the shifting shadows in the forests around him before he spoke.

  "Why not take a real vacation?" he finally asked. "Come to the farm for a while."

  Silence filled the line.

  "Why?" Jethro's voice was wary, but deeper. Interested.

  "I need a third, Jethro. Keiley knows you. You're familiar. I want you to be her first."

  Her permanent third.

  Jethro blinked at the blank wall across from him, not more than a little surprised. It had been more than three years since Mac had married Keiley Hardin. They had kept in touch by phone, but Jethro had never suspected what he heard in Mac's voice now.

  His friend was riding the edge of his sensuality. The restlessness and hunger were in his tone, and Jethro knew the hunger would be reflected in his eyes.

  He knew because he was the same way. He could handle it for a while, doing without sharing a lover, but eventually it caught up on him.

  It was catching up on Mac now.

  "Anytime, you know that." Jethro hoped the anticipation spilling through him now wasn't spilling through the phone line.

  Mac chuckled. "Still lusting after my wife, Jethro?" His voice was knowing.

  "Hell, you know it," Jethro breathed out roughly. "She's one of the sexiest women either of us has ever seen, Mac. Any man would be panting for her."

  But only a few would be panting with the emotion to back it up as Jethro did. Not that he could ever reveal that to Mac.

  "What does Keiley think about it?"

  The silence came again.

  "She doesn't know," Mac finally answered. "She suspects."

  "How do you intend to play this?"

  "Your favorite sport, Jethro," Mac drawled. "We're going to seduce my wife."

  "And she's seduceable?"

  "She's seduceable," Mac admitted. "Whether or not she's willing to forgive being seduced is another thing. We'll take it a step at a time."

  A step at a time. His cock was so hard he could feel the driving pain of arousal ricocheting up his spine. The thought of Keiley—sweet

  God, soft, sweet Keiley—the woman that had tormented him for over three years, sandwiched between him and Mac, would make him crazy before he ever made it to Mac's hometown.

  "Agreed." Jethro stared around his apartment, instantly planning his trip from Virginia to North Carolina. "I'll arrive tomorrow evening. Does she even know I'm coming?"

  "She'll know tomorrow."

  "But will she suspect why?"

  "She's a smart woman," Mac pointed out, something Jethro was already well aware of.

  "She'll suspect. I'll make my decision regarding how far it goes as I see her reaction."

  Her reaction as the seduction progressed phase by phase, Jethro knew. It was an interesting conundrum, he admitted. Seducing a wife. Jethro had never done that, not within or outside a ménage.

  The women he had shared with their husbands had known up front what was coming.

  They had looked forward to it, anticipated it. They were aware of what was going to happen every step of the way during the ritualistic dance of the knowing seduction.

  "Maybe this vacation won't be as useless as I anticipated," Jethro sighed. "If we have the time, we can run some scenarios on that old case of yours."

  "The stalker?"

  "He disappeared for a while. Showed back up about six months ago. We've had two attacks so far. The last one was an attempted rape. He couldn't get dinky-doo to come to attention, though, so he just scared the hell out of his victim with threats to kill her husband, her kids, and her dog."

  After three years of silence, it was confusing why the man named by the Bureau the Playboy Stalker had reappeared in the area.

  "How many victims in the past six months?" Mac asked.

  "Two," Jethro breathed out roughly. "One in Virginia, one in West Virginia, and a potential in D.G. The Bureau has a task force on him, but I don't like what they're coming up with. Doesn't feel right. I believe he's going to kill soon, Mac. The task force thinks he's still playing."

  "He beat the crap out of the last one I investigated," Mac said thoughtfully. "When did he go back to just threatening them?"

  "He disappeared right after you left town, right off the radar. Showed back up six months ago and started fresh. He's not following a pattern and that scares the shit out of me, I'll tell you right now."

  "Bring what you can with you," Mac said thoughtfully. "We'll find the time to go over it and see what we can find out. Are there any suspects?"

  "Nada. We have a profile, but even that feels more like a shot in the dark than a real analysis."

  He could almost feel Mac thinking through the phone.

  "We'll discuss it when you arrive," he finally repeated. "I'll expect you tomorrow evening."

  "I'll be there." Jethro smiled in anticipation. He wouldn't have missed it for the world.

  As the call broke off, Jethro ran his fingers through his disheveled hair and glanced at the closed bedroom door. Behind the panel his sometimes lover lay sleeping peacefully while he had sat out in the living room in the dark, staring at the door, wondering what the hell he was doing.

  Janet Billings wasn't a romantic interest, no more than he was for her. It was an itch to be scratched, and he was damned tired of just scratching an itch. Sex used to be fun. It used to be enough to still the memories ripping through his mind. Not anymore, and he had finally started facing it.

  He was tired of cold, emotionless sex. He wanted more, and he wondered if visiting an old friend would provide that. He and Mac had always had the unfortunate pleasure of going after the same women. It was one of the reasons they had gravitated toward each other at Quantico and then Sinclair's Club.

  It was one of the reasons they had worked so well together in the Bureau.

  He tilted his head back against the chair and closed his eyes, pulling up Keiley Hardin McCoy's face. She looked like a pixie with her stubborn chin, angular face, and pert little nose. Golden hazel

  eyes, high arched brows, and a short cap of dark hair that framed her high forehead and cheekbones.

  She was damned beautiful. Innocent as sunrise, as Mac used to say, and sexy as hell.

  He had jacked off to fantasies about sharing her with Mac for years.

  Shaking his head, he straightened before rising from the chair and moved through the apartment to the bedroom. Janet was still asleep, and she slept deeply. Sliding back into his bed wasn't a problem, and if he was aware of the fact that he made certain he didn't touch her as he settled down to sleep, then he didn't give it much thought.

  Things had been odd for him for a while now. He was tired of the Bureau, tired of chasing damned perverts, and tired of being aimless. Maybe after this vacation he would follow Mac's example and just turn in his resignation. His cousin had a nice little investigation company that he had been begging Jethro to join. He was thinking about it. Some nights, he was thinking too damned hard about it.

  He could pick his own jobs. Pick the deranged individuals he wanted to deal with, and maybe take a decent vacation rather than a forced suspension. Usually without pay. And he could kick some ass without getting written up over it later. He'd stopped a rapist, for God's sake. It wasn't like he had pulled a piddling teenager off a giggling girlfriend and beaten the shit out of him. Not that the director saw it that way. Hell, now, Director Scarborough was madder than hell that he had to deal with the fallout instead.

  And maybe it was him. He knew he had been riding a fine line lately. The cruelty and horror men could inflict upon women were starting to really piss him off. He loved women. Cherished them. Thought there was nothing finer than the female mind and softly scented feminine flesh. They were a wonder. Treasures. They should be worshipped by a male hand
for the pleasure they gave, never beaten, raped, or terrorized by diseased minds.

  Yeah. Maybe it was time to resign. Before he did the world a favor and killed a few of them.

  But first, he would go to North Carolina. Hopefully some of the restlessness would ease there, some of the darkness would find a shimmer of light in Keiley's presence. At least, that was his hope.

  He stared at the darkened ceiling, the image of her flitting through his mind with a smile hot enough to heat the sun a few degrees hotter, and warm enough to ease the ice in his soul whenever he was around her.

  She scared the shit out him.

  His lips kicked up at the corner at the thought.

  Keiley was the one woman he had dared go after, because he knew he could love her.

  Hell, he did love her. So he had given her to Mac, because he knew Mac would do more than love her.

  His past had struck again. The moment he had met Keiley he heard his own screams as his uncle dragged him away from his mother's dead body. His father lay beside her in his own blood, a suicide-murder that had ended in Jethro losing the only stability in his life.

  His beautiful, adoring mother.

  A week later he had entered his first foster home. His uncle had wiped his hands of him, sneering at the thought of raising his brother and sister-in-law's child. A child that came with nothing but the ragged clothes on his back.

  And then hell had begun. One foster home after another because the angry child he had become was too much for the harried families to handle.

  As he grew older, he grew colder. He pushed back that pain and let the ice build. Until Mac.

  Hell, it wasn't even Mac. It was the fact that Mac had dared him to care about the women they shared. He had pushed Jethro, chided him, made him see the joy in sharing a part of himself with those women.

  Mac wasn't a man that ever went into anything half-heartedly. And he hadn't let Jethro do it, either.

  And then Jethro had seen Keiley.

  God, he remembered her smile that night. Remembered her eyes. Remembered feeling his heart ache as he gently steered her and Mac toward each other. Because he knew Mac would love her. He had known beyond a shadow of a doubt that the wild child Keiley kept carefully restrained inside her would call to Mac. That he would cherish her, marry her, and one day, perhaps, allow Jethro to share a stolen moment or two within that warmth.

  Because Mac knew all the things Jethro had never learned, despite the other man's attempts to show him how. Mac knew how to capture a woman's heart. Jethro made them wary.

  Mac knew how to show the gentleness inside him, whereas Jethro had never been able to temper the darkness enough to soften his dominance. Mac knew how to soften his dominance, and Jethro only knew how to pull away to hide his.

  Mac had learned how to release the gentler emotions that filled him, whereas Jethro feared ever letting them go. At least, alone. Not without something he had come to rely on way too much. He had come to rely on Mac's ability to soften the fierce adoration he felt for his woman. It wasn't that Jethro didn't know how to care. He knew how to care.

  And he knew how to fear it. Just as he knew how to drive away the women he cared for if Mac didn't temper that ferocity inside him.

  What a pair they had made. Mac indulged his lovers, sometimes to the point that Jethro's dominance had kept them from walking all over him. And through it all, Mac had watched it with humor and with knowledge.

  They had complemented each other, but would they do so again? For a moment, Jethro felt his guts cramp with the hunger and need that tore inside him. A hunger that went deeper and hotter than any he had ever known.

  Keiley was his weakness. And hiding that from Mac was going to be hell. If the other man ever learned how much Jethro loved his wife, then there would never be a chance of Jethro touching her. Intimacy was one thing, but he was afraid that if it came to sharing his wife's emotions, then Mac just might become the selfish, possessive bastard he should have been to begin with.

  Chapter 4

  "You snuck out of bed last night," Keiley said as she set his breakfast and coffee in front of him, her voice questioning.

  He should have known that she would wake up when he left the bed; she usually did.

  Just as he did when she was restless. Sometimes, Mac thought, they were too attuned to each other. Knew each other too well.

  It was one of the reasons she was suddenly pushing him, asking questions, her curiosity blooming beneath the sexual needs beginning to rise inside him. Needs he could suppress but couldn't totally hide.

  "I was restless."

  "You were smoking again."

  She sat down across from him, sipping at her coffee as Mac lifted his gaze and met her eyes. Damn, he could use a cigarette now.

  "Is there a point to this line of questioning, Kei?"

  She crossed her legs and leaned forward, another of those damned strappy too-snug shirts stretching across her breasts.

  "I don't know, Mac, would I be asking if there weren't?" she asked dryly, her eyes widened with teasing laughter.

  Mac inhaled quickly, drawing in the scent of her, the herbal shampoo, the light fragrance she wore. It was nearly too much for a hungry man to endure.

  He leaned forward himself, his gaze narrowing on her.

  "Keep it up, and you're going to get more than you're bargaining for," he told her softly. "Is that what you want?"

  She settled back with a huff, a flicker of irritation crossing her expression as he lifted his coffee cup to his lips.

  "How do you know what I'm bargaining for anyway?" she asked as he sipped the coffee, causing him to nearly burn blisters on his tongue as he took too much of the liquid.

  "Because you're determined to torment the hell out of me," he growled, setting the coffee down as he glowered over at her. "I'm warning you to stop pushing me like this, Keiley."

  "What am I doing?" Her voice was filled with offended pride, her gaze narrowing on him with a flare of irritation.

  "Tempting me." And doing a damned good job of it.

  "Tempting you? Me?" Innocent offense shaped her expression now. And it would have been believable if those hazel eyes weren't gleaming with satisfaction. "I'm your wife, Mac. It's not like you're some priest that I'm tempting with my wicked lusts, you know.

  How am I tempting you?"

  "By being you, damn it," he growled. "I was restless last night. I got up, smoked a cigarette, and enjoyed the peace for a while. Why should I have to excuse it?"

  "Did I ask you to excuse it?"

  "That's exactly what you're doing."

  "So why were you out there smoking when you could have been cuddling and having hot, sweaty sex with me? And why is sex in our bed suddenly so abhorrent to you, anyway?"

  He knew it. He knew that was what she had in that sharp little mind of hers.

  Mac sat back in his chair and regarded her silently for long moments, considering how far he wanted to let this conversation go right now.

  "I don't consider having sex in our bed abhorrent," he finally answered her. "I thought you were upset over the incident in the barnyard the other day. I thought you needed time to get over it."

  "To get over having sex with my husband in our barnyard?"

  Okay, when put like that, it sounded ridiculous, but he knew what he had seen in her eyes after the passion had receded.

  "Deny the fact that you were upset when you realized you were naked in the barnyard and had just finished screaming out your orgasm to the sky," he accused her. "Deny that you were suddenly terrified that we were seen. That someone would gossip about it."

  Her eyes flickered with guilt. "It's not like we have neighbors." She tried to blow off the accusation. "No one could have seen us."

  "And if they had?" He wasn't willing to let her off the hook now. She was pushing him, daring him too often.

  She shrugged. "They didn't."

  "No, Keiley, that wasn't w
hat I asked you. I asked you, what if we had been seen?

  What if someone was watching?"

  He had asked her that as he fucked her. He remembered the arousal that burned hotter inside her, the response that had nearly burned him alive as she climaxed in his arms.

  "Well." She cleared her throat. "It's not like we were cheating or something."

  "And if our neighbors had seen? What would Becky and Bruce Halloway do? Becky would call her sister, who would call her sister-in-law—"

  "Oh, shut up." She glared back at him. "So what if they told?"

  "Gossip," he pointed out.

  Her lips flattened. "As I said, we're married."

  Mac allowed his lips to quirk into a smile as he decided to let the subject shift. He had planted the idea, planted the consequences. She could consider it from there. "Yes, we're married. And speaking of gossip, I invited Jethro to come out and visit for a while. He's been suspended again. I think he needs the break. If anyone gets curious about our houseguest, then he's just a friend from Virginia. Don't mention the fact that he was with the Bureau. I get too many damned questions about being an agent as it is. I can't believe Dad actually told everyone what the hell I was doing."

  The last thing he needed was that the small-town suspicions would soon turn a visit into some kind of rumored cover-up investigation

  that wasn't real. It had taken nearly a year for him to convince the damned sheriff that he had indeed resigned from the Bureau and wasn't working on a secret investigation.

  He picked up his coffee and sipped as he watched her closely now. She knew Jethro, not well, perhaps. He had been Mac's best man at their wedding. He had also been part of the gossip about the club that she had heard before they had left Virginia.

  He saw her tense as she made the connection.

  "Where is he staying?"

  "I offered him the guest room." Mac picked up his fork and dug into his scrambled eggs. "He should be here a week or so. Are you okay with that?"

  He watched the question form on her lips before she bit it back, and he knew what was on her mind. Was Jethro visiting with sexual intent or only for friendship?