by Lauren Wood
“Are you sure this is what you want?”
Again he was giving me another moment to make up my mind and this time, all I could do was tell him yes. It was in that moment that I felt him slid inside of me instead of between my legs. It happened so quickly that I didn’t have time to prepare myself for his entry and I cried out with the surprise of it.
The man was big and it stretched every bit of me so quickly that it took my breath away. I knew that he was well endowed, I had felt it the night before and saw it when he came out of the bathroom, but the knowledge of it and the reality of it was two very different things altogether. Now it was not just a theory and knowing. Now he was pressing in all of the way, slamming in until he bottomed out deep inside of me while the side walls were stretched beyond limitation. It was all just too much, paired with his lips and tongue nibbling and licking on my neck. My senses were in overload and I never wanted it to stop.
“You feel so good Ayla. I knew you would be perfect, so tight.”
His words were thick and deep in my ear and they made me shiver with them. I knew that he was all that I needed and my body responded to the assault with a quickness that was hard to match. I was already so wet from the very idea of it and now I could hear the wetness easing his way in so that he could rut in faster.
Bill moved his legs so that my own were pushed closer to my chest and he was able to go deeper. I had never been taken in such a way. It was raw and real, animalistic almost in nature. It was far more than I could handle and before too long, I was calling out his name into the small cabin as my body shook and I came hard.
My breath was hard to come by and Bill did not seem liable to stop anytime soon. He just drilled in deeper, his hands on my hips as he slid in and out. It had been my intention all along to make him lose control and I had done a good job of it, maybe too well. There were no longer any sweet words whispered in my ear. All there was to deal with was raw passion that was increasingly hard to handle. I couldn’t believe how good it all felt, but at the same time it was like nothing I had ever experienced before. This was not like any lovemaking that I had ever had and I doubted I would ever feel anything quite like this again.
In the moment it was too much and again I felt my body starting to convulse. It was all just more than I could handle and I started to slide away from the hard and constant screwing. It wasn’t just that I was trying to get away from him and his large meat, it was the actually way that he was doing it that pushed me away, faster and faster. The way his hips hit against my ass drove me away a few inches at a time. He pulled me back to him several times before I suppose he was agitated and yanked out of me. It was like he couldn’t get deep enough and he couldn’t go fast enough in our present position.
I thought I was going to get a moment of rest, but instead he pushed me onto my back and climbed over the top of me. I could see the dark need in his eyes and it took my breath away. He was so determined and he pulled my legs apart so quickly that it hurt at the hips. I wanted to tell him to slow down, but I had created this need inside of him. I knew that now. I knew that I had essentially poked the bear and now I was going to have to deal with the results.
Now as he moved inside of me, it was deeper than before. My legs were pushed up and now on his shoulders, leaving nothing to be between me and him. My hand moved to his hip as I tried to temper his thrust, but like everything with Bill, there was no stopping him. He was not to be slowed and I closed my eyes as another wave of pleasure ran through me. I kept coming and each time was stronger than the last. It had only been a few minutes, but my body felt like we had been doing it for hours. I was never going to be able to walk again it felt like, my hips were going out of socket and I was tightening up every few seconds.
“Bill, God, I can’t.”
He chuckled in the midst of it all and I was starting to think he was a little mad. Maybe he had been up on this mountain in this cabin too long.
“You can Ayla. I want to hear you scream my name over and over again as you come.”
He was certainly getting his way and before long, I didn’t remember much of anything. I must have passed out from the pleasure of it all because the next thing I remember, I’m waking up in an empty bed. I tried to move but I winced at the soreness of my insides and my extremities.
“Glad to see you finally up sleepyhead. I was starting to worry about you a little bit.”
I heard the voice and this time I did bury my face in the covers. How was I supposed to face Bill after a night like last night?
Chapter 6
Bill
She looked stunning and I had the biggest smile on my face. I felt lighter than I had in a long time and I couldn’t stop feeling like it was all because of Ayla. She made me feel like a whole new man. I had never had a woman pass out like she had, but I’d never had a woman scream and come so much either. It had done wonders for my ego, but it worried me if she was going to be okay this morning. Now that she was hiding her face, I knew that I had to say something to ease her thoughts. It had been more than I was thinking it would be more than I would have imagined and I didn’t want her to think anything negative about our time together. It was magical and even though I had quickly come, too fast in my opinion, it had been enough and that was all that mattered.
“Are you going to hide your face all day? We have work to do at the cabin today. Some people are already there I bet. It's a lot later than when we would usually get started.”
She made a groaning sound and I moved to the bed to uncover her. Ayla was still not naked, but her pants were gone and the sight of her long legs and tanned flesh made my need rise up with a quickness that surprised me because I was so satisfied from the night before. Fuck, I didn’t think I would ever get sick of Ayla and seeing her in the light was all the reminder I needed.
“Of course, we can stay in bed and have another go if you like.”
Ayla’s eyes met mine and she scrambled up rather quickly. So quickly in fact that I couldn’t help the laughter that came out of my mouth. It took me by surprise, but many of the things she did, did so. She was unlike anyone that I had ever met and I would have thought she was afraid of my words like they were a threat. I would have been bothered if I knew that she hadn’t come all over me so many times. Was it just too much for her?
“Okay I get the point. You aren’t ready for more. But I swear to you Ayla, if I have to look at the naked bottom half of you much longer, I don’t know if I am going to be able to control myself. It’s been a long time since I have had such a beautiful woman in my bed.”
“It’s been a long time for me. I don’t think…”
Her voice trailed off and I knew that she had something to say, but it was hard for her to express it out loud. I didn’t blame her. After what happened between us last night, it was hard for me to think straight, let alone put anything into a cohesive sentence and conversation either.
“Well you were amazing Ayla. You are beautiful, perfect; I don’t know how I got to be so lucky to come across you in this barren world. But I am glad I did.”
She smiled shyly at me and I was glad that I had tried. My words seemed to comfort her some and it was what we both needed as our minds surely went back to the night before. I had lost it a little bit and as soon as I had realized that she wanted to entice me, it was impossible not to be enticed. She had been practically begging for it, egging me on and I had responded in kind. I had been too rough and now I needed to smooth things over, even though there was a large wet spot that she was sitting in now from the night before. She had been so wet and I’d never experienced a woman that had so many juices to her disposal. The more I thought about it, the better it sounded to have another round before we went to work. It was revitalizing to be with such a woman and no part of me wanted to do anything else.
“I’ve made breakfast if you are sure that you don’t want another round in bed. I can think of nothing else but your delectable body.”
Her cheeks were flaming red a
nd they matched her hair so well.
“No, I’m hungry. I don’t think I can take another round right now Bill. You are a bit much to handle.”
She made me laugh and I made sure that she knew I thought she had handled me quite well. I was ready to ask her to stay with me after one night. I’d lived with a woman for years and the same thing had never even once come to mind. I wanted Ayla for keeps after only one night of passion. It didn’t get any more real than that.
“I may have handled you fine, but I am going to feel it for a couple of days still I would imagine.”
She was stroking my ego without even knowing it and I thoroughly liked the way she kept glancing down below my waist. It was clear that she was thinking about it and all of the attention got me hard. How was I supposed to be around her and not touch her, knowing what lay ahead of me? The next time we were together, tonight perhaps, I would make it up to her and take her slowly. I could do so if she wasn’t in my ear, making me so hot and in need all of a sudden. I didn’t want to lose my cool again, but just being around her all day did the same thing. I was starting to think that it was impossible to do more than take her every way that I could conceive.
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We made it to the cabin not too long after noon. I felt a little bad because there were already several men there helping and I still had that silly look on my face that I couldn’t seem to get away from. It was hard to imagine what they were thinking when we strolled up so late, but it was easily answered when I saw Charles.
“I see that you have a sparkle in your eyes Bill. Is that to tell me that you have bedded the new beauty of Finch?”
I knew that he was talking about Ayla and though I wanted to deny it and tell him no, I also knew that it was going to be impossible to do so. I couldn’t hold it in if I wanted to and the slow way that she was moving just made him laugh loudly. Ayla looked towards us and I tried my best to appear that nothing was being said.
“It’s not for you to know Charles.”
“Come on, I will never have a chance now. You could at least tell me what she was like.”
I was tempted to gloat in a way because Charles had been so sure yesterday that he would be the one above her in need, but now I knew that it was better to keep it to myself because I wanted to be able to do it again. She would not take kindly to me saying something about it, this much I knew.
“She was perfect. That’s all I am going to say. I don’t know where she came from and why she is here, but I’m not going to ever let her go.”
Charles was envious and I would have been too if the tables were turned. It was hard to admit how I felt, or how she had felt the night before, but just the idea of it had me wanting to take her back home. It was going to be a long day, even though it had started out late and the last thing that I needed was for him to remind me what I was missing.
I took my shirt off because the memory was making me hot, as well as the sun. There was still snow on the ground, would be for some time, but it was warming up in the daytime now and I wanted some of the cool air on my skin.
I heard him chuckling behind me and I turned to see what it was about. “She’s marked you Bill. It looks like you had a wrestling war with a lynx.”
I touched the spots on my back where I could feel something out of the ordinary and I felt many raised lines. I hadn’t even noticed it when we were in the midst of it and now I was debating putting my shirt back on. Everyone would know what had occurred, so then I decided that it was best to let it out and let it be known. Ayla was mine and I wasn’t going to let her go. She was to be mine now and forever. I wasn’t going to give her up and every man here would be better off knowing that she was off limits.
“I told you that she was perfect.”
Charles didn’t say much more for a while and it left me time to think on the night before and to look forward to the night ahead of us. I knew what I wanted and it would be soft and gentle this time. This time I would take the time that she deserved and I wouldn’t be such a brute. It was full of life and need, but she was a woman that needed more and I wanted to be everything that she needed. I had to be.
Later when the sun was going down, I went into the cabin and frowned at all of the progress. It would all be done in a couple of days, by the end of the week at the latest and I wasn’t ready to give her up. I needed to make sure that she was just as needy of me as well. I had it all figured out and planned in my head, but it was hard to think of much else than taking her right then and there. She was far too beautiful and far too innocent. I wanted to corrupt her and I knew that I had done so already. She had told me it had been a while and I wondered if she had ever been taken in such a way. I can’t remember a time when need had come over me so much. It was suffocating.
“Are you ready to go back to my place and have some dinner? You look tired.”
She looked around the cabin and smiled. “So much has been done. It is starting to feel like home. I didn’t think it was possible and in two days it is exactly what it feels like. I don’t know how to thank you Bill or any of you.”
“You know a good way to thank me Ayla, but I would ask only that you let me thank you properly for last night. I lost my head and I would ask that you let me have a do-over.”
She giggled. “A do-over?”
I nodded my head and returned her smile. She was not as leery of me as she had been this morning and I was thankful for that.
“We shall see Bill. I wonder what a do-over would entail.”
I moved closer to her and pulled her into my embrace, taking her lips slowly. It was then that I realized it was the first time that I had kissed her properly. I made sure that I was gentle. I wanted her to know that I intended to be so soft with her. I hadn’t been the first time because I was unable, but my thirst had slackened some and I think I was finally ready to have her the right way.
“Come back home with me and let me show you Ayla how gentle I can be.”
Chapter 7
Ayla
Bill was quiet the whole way back to his house and I was as well. I didn’t know what I was supposed to say or how I was supposed to act around him because he was acting so differently than he had the night before. The soft kiss made me melt and I wanted more of his new gentle nature. It was more of what I was used to and though I was still sore in every limb from work I was unaccustomed to and sex that I wasn’t quite ready for, I knew that I wanted more of him, especially if he was going to be as gentle as his kiss had been earlier.
I kept looking over at him and I had to say that he looked rather different today. He didn’t look so gruff and he had a smile on his face that had been plastered there all day. He seemed more relaxed and I wondered if I had the same look on my face. I hadn’t known him but a few days and still everything had changed. I had come to Alaska to get away from it all and I was starting to think that I was actually here to find myself, if not to find this man. He had changed me last night and I wondered what was to become of us. What would this turn into?
“You’re staring.”
I looked away quickly and his deep chuckle was back. He laughed a lot and I liked the sound of it.
“I’m not staring. You just look very different without all of that beard. I think I like your face.”
“You like my face?”
“Yes, now that I can see it.”
Another laugh and then he put his hand on my knee as we drove the last stretch to his house. When I had first arrived, all of it looked the same to me, but now I was starting to notice the slight changes. I don’t know if I would be able to find my way around yet, but I was getting there.
“Well I’m glad you like my face Ayla. You’ve been quiet today. I was afraid that I had harmed you last night.”
“No, not really. I wasn’t ready for your exuberance I suppose.”
“Yes, that is a way to describe it. I was all wound up. I didn’t’ mean to get that way, but like I said this morning, it had been a long time and when you were wiggling
against me, I couldn’t help it any longer. If you wouldn’t have offered yourself up, I’m afraid I would have had to take matters into my own hands. It’s like you don’t know how beautiful you are. Do you not notice the way all of the men look at you?”
“I don’t really notice. I’ve been in my own mind today. Some of them are very nice, but they have stayed outside most of the time. Only one man really paid me too much attention.”
“Which one?”
Now I had his attention and I wished that I didn’t because his clear blue eyes were bearing down on me.
“Um, I think it was Trent? I’m not sure. He came in several times and got really close. It wasn’t like he said anything really. He just had this look in his eyes. I don’t know. I guess I am just being silly. I don’t know why I even said anything.”
I wished that I hadn’t because Bill seemed very upset about it. I didn’t want to get him upset, but it made me wonder why. Did he know something that I didn’t know? He had warned me about the men here a couple of times, but now I was starting to feel like I had made a mistake saying anything about it at all.
“Trent huh? I’m surprised that he would say anything to you, but I did hear him talking to a couple of the other men. You have to be careful around him.”
I didn’t know what that meant, but I was going to take Bill’s word for it. I felt like he was being serious, but I didn’t like the current mood.
“What, like I have to be careful with you as well?”
Bill smiled. “No, not with me. I will be good to you.”
I was thinking of how I had riled him up before and this time I knew that I was going to try not to get him to the same state. It was not a scary one, but one that was just as hard to handle.
