by Kim Bowman
A wistful sigh escaped her as she reached out and trailed a finger across the glass. “I should like to see a tournament one day.” She glanced over her shoulder and met his stare, her face alive with excitement. “Do you compete, Seabrook?”
“You know what I should like, Annie?” murmured Jon, unable to hold back. He captured her hand and held it between both of his. “I should very much like it if you called me by my given name.” At her sharp gasp, he held his breath, waiting.
“Jonathan?” came her tentative whisper.
Warmth spread over him, followed quickly by chills when she offered a shy smile. “Thank you, Annie.”
Her smile widened. “Or perhaps I should call you… Jonnie?”
He winced. “Not if you expect an answer.” That jab almost hurt, but he supposed he deserved her teasing. “Most people I’m close to call me Jon.”
Her smile faded. The merriment in her eyes flared into intense heat. “Very well. Jon it is, then.”
For a moment after she’d spoken his name, he could scarcely draw a breath. Suddenly, her eyes became his entire world.
Something thudded to the ground behind them, accompanied by a muffled curse. The enchantment was broken.
“Excuse me,” said a man with a peculiar hoarseness to his voice.
“My fault, my fault,” sang out another man from the ground.
Jon turned to help the man up, but he was already on his feet, and quickly picking up a bulky wooden crate.
“We appear to be in the way.” Jon smiled at Annabella and held out his arm.
As she slipped her hand into the crook of his elbow, he glimpsed a gentleman hastening away from them. His face was turned away, but his hurried, awkward gait struck a chord of familiarity. Jon frowned, trying to place the man, but he rounded the corner of the printer’s shop and disappeared from sight without once turning around and showing his face.
Chapter Twenty-One
Annabella narrowed her focus to the red circle in the distance. At the dowager’s request, Ernest had moved the targets again that morning. The straw mats now stood as far apart as they had when Annabella had first been shown the range.
She drew the bowstring.
Where had Jon gone off to so early that he’d missed taking breakfast with her and the dowager again? Goodness, he’d been gone from Blackmoor so frequently in past days it almost seemed he no longer resided there. She never saw him in the morning and scarcely saw him in the evening. Moreover, the door between their bedchambers remained closed.
Jon… the name had floated about in her head, enticing her to say it, ever since he’d insisted she use it that day at the canal. She’d yet to say it aloud except for that first time. Heat invaded her face, and her heart picked up into a gallop at the memory.
That day things between them had begun to change. He’d shown her bits of the real Earl of Seabrook. And she had begun to feel comfortable letting him see pieces of her.
Then the next day he’d taken himself off early in the morning and not returned until supper. Even worse, he’d remained largely quiet over the meal and then locked himself in the study for much of the evening.
He’d been absent from breakfast the next day, and the one after that as well, without so much as a scone or a “good morning.” Five days of his departing from Blackmoor, and Annabella had no notion of where he took himself off to. Alone. Leaving her behind each time.
“Shoulders back,” instructed the dowager.
Annabella straightened and attempted to concentrate on the target at the far end of the field but it blurred into Jon’s face. Where was he?
She released the shot. The arrow arced through the air, flew several feet above the target, and disappeared into the leafy branches of one of the elderly trees at the edge of the meadow. Leaves rustled, and an angry black-and-white bird screeched its way out of the tree and flew over them.
“A little lower dear.” The dowager’s calm voice interrupted her concentration. “No need to shoot the faeries out of the elms.”
“This is impossible, your grace.” Sighing heavily, Annabella slumped and lowered the bow. “The target is too far away.” And I simply cannot concentrate.
“Nonsense.” The dowager flung off her peacock blue wrap and draped it on the bow stand. Then she handed over another arrow and pushed Annabella’s hand back into position. “Do you think the enemy will wait to fire on you until they’re in range of your pitiful shot? Now focus.”
The enemy, the enemy. Annabella suppressed a frustrated sigh as she placed the arrow. The enemy was never far from her grace’s thoughts, apparently. “Do you truly believe the French will invade and one day you’ll find them outside your castle walls?” she snapped.
“Hrmph,” muttered the old lady. “One never knows where to expect the enemy. That’s the notion behind preparation — being ready for anything at any time.” She motioned toward the target. “Go ahead, take your shot, dear.”
Annabella drew in a calming breath and eased it out as she focused on the red circle across the meadow and drew back the bowstring. If she’d learned nothing else in the past few weeks, she’d most certainly discovered that once the dowager ordered the shot, she expected Annabella to comply, and no discussion would alter that expectation.
She released the arrow. The sharp sting to the inside of her elbow brought hot tears to Annabella’s eyes, and she dropped the bow with a cry, forgetting to even watch and see whether the arrow had flown true. She dashed the wetness from her eyes and stared at the red welt already forming on the tender inner part of her arm. The blasted bowstring! A whimper welled in her throat, but she swallowed it.
“I say, you haven’t mucked up a shot so badly since your first few days of practicing.” Clucking her tongue, the dowager shook her head. “If you keep that up, you’ll have a devil of a time scoring at the tournament on Thursday.”
Annabella struggled against the urge to fling the bow as far as she could across the field. The dowager certainly wouldn’t accept such poor manners. And whatever objectionable activity the errant Earl of Seabrook might be up to, Annabella liked his grandmother and respected her too much to continue behaving badly.
“I’m sorry, your grace,” she said on a sigh, withdrawing another arrow from her quiver. In the middle of setting it into the bow, she froze and lowered her arms. “I beg your pardon? Scoring at the tournament?”
The dowager pushed the bow back up. “Why yes, when you represent the Durhams.”
The bow slid from Annabella’s boneless fingers and she let out a little screech. “Me! Represent the Durhams at the tournament! You must be jesting! I still miss the target nine shots out of ten!”
Her grace frowned at the bow on the ground, and Annabella quickly bent to retrieve it.
At the side of the meadow, Queen Dorothea hissed and leapt into the air then landed with deadly force on Miss Celia. The blue-gray mop growled in response and hunched herself closer over whatever she held between her front paws. Annabella shuddered, unsure which was worse, that she might feel sorry for some hapless field mouse, or that she now knew the cats and thought of them by name.
“Nonsense!” The dowager turned Annabella by her shoulders until she was pointed at the target. “You hardly ever miss anymore. I’ve watched many club members shoot from end to end and not touch the target with an arrow, so you are an expert by those standards.”
“But—” Her heart pounded heavily in her chest. Thursday was only three days off. How could she possibly represent the family at the tournament? She had no experience. She didn’t even know what happened at such a contest. “I don’t know how… And I’ve nothing to wear.”
“I’ve taken care of ordering your uniform.
Uniform? That sounded daunting, like going off to war. “But…”
“And what do you think I’ve been training you to do all these days?”
Weakness poured through her, stealing her ability to think. “I thought — shoot at the French?”
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p; Her grace hooted with laughter as she straightened Annabella’s shoulders. “Take your next shot.”
Obediently, Annabella sighted the target, but once again, Jon’s face masked the red circle. Mindful of the sting on her arm and not wishing to repeat the incident, she eased the bowstring back and released the arrow. It flew a little to the left of the target and dropped several feet in front. Annabella snatched up another arrow and set it in place, but the dowager shook her head and pushed the bow downward.
Heaving a sigh of exasperation, she stepped back and locked her hands on her hips. “Suppose you tell me what’s really got you so distracted before someone ends up seriously injured.” She angled her head and leveled an intent gaze on Annabella. “Something to do with my grandson, I’ll wager.”
Annabella released an unladylike snort and ran her thumbnail over the feathers on the back of her arrow, separating one of the rows into tiny spikes. “He’s impossible! Just as I feel we make progress, he closes me out.”
“You think so?” The dowager stepped back and regarded Annabella with a critical eye. “You know, my dear, we have a bit of a local legend here in Coventry. It’s said that a kind woman once recognized her husband’s tenants were being sorely overtaxed. She repeatedly asked her husband to lower their taxes. I expect she thought she was making progress, too, but then he’d just refuse.” She smiled. “Then, one day, when he tired of her persistence, he told her he would happily lower the tenants’ taxes on the condition that she ride naked through the town.”
“Naked! What woman would dare—” Annabella’s voice ceased working, and heat invaded her face.
“One who’s desperate, I’d imagine,” mused Gran, nodding. “Lady Godiva is said to have ridden bold as you please through the streets, wearing nothing but the skin she was born in.” She gave a nonchalant shrug. “Of course, some people claim she really only wore her unmentionables. But either way, as legend has it… she succeeded in persuading her husband to take pity on his tenants.”
The story certainly was an intriguing one. “I hope the weather was warm,” muttered Annabella, eliciting another chuckle from the dowager. But what did that story have to do with getting her husband’s attention? If he wasn’t overtaxing his tenants, what did the story have to do with Jon at all? Unless…
“He’s not — er, you’re not — related to Lady… Godiva?”
Jon’s grandmother chuckled. “Now, that would be an interesting family history, wouldn’t it? No, my dear, I’m merely giving you an allegory. You’ve been out here practicing archery for some weeks now, and you’ve picked it up admirably. Surely you realize that the bow must first be pulled back to make the arrow go forward. That the arrow soars through the air because the bow sends it there.”
The dowager took up her bow, positioned an arrow, and took her shot, all in one fluid motion and probably on less than a count of five. The arrow lodged just off center of the target with a solid thwack.
Annabella sighed. Apparently, her grace was prepared for the enemy. Or the tournament, anyway.
“Lady Godiva’s husband was the bow in that case and his compassionate wife the arrow. He pulled her back with that challenge to ride sans clothing.” Her eyes glittered and she clicked her tongue. “Poor man likely never knew what hit him when she took him up on it.”
Annabella shook her head. She must be addled, for she had no notion of how that story answered the questions in her own heart. “Well, if you ask me, my husband would never—” A heavy sigh blasted out, for in truth she had no idea what exactly Jon would do or not. He certainly demonstrated no sign of being as predictable as a bow shooting an arrow. “I fear I shall never understand him… or what he wants from me.”
“My dear, men are not to be understood,” clarified the dowager as she spun and repeated the shot at the opposite target with nary a moment to sight. “The woman who attempts to understand what goes on in a man’s thoughts will simply drive herself mad.”
Thwack. A strike dead center.
“The only thing a woman can do is keep the man struggling to figure out what she’s thinking.” She swiveled again and aimed with another arrow.
Gracious, she’s as precise as a clock pendulum. And quite confusing.
Annabella made a sour face. “So a woman shouldn’t expect to figure out a man, but a man may figure out a woman?”
The dowager burst into laughter just as she released the arrow, sending it veering to the right. With a thud-twang, the arrow embedded itself into the trunk of one of the elms.
“You see what happens when you let the French lead you astray? You forget how to listen to what’s being told to you.” Still chuckling, the dowager wagged her bow like a giant disapproving finger and slipped the arrow from Annabella’s unresisting grasp. “Now, I do not believe I said a man would ever figure a woman out. No, dear, the trick is to keep your man just slightly off balance.”
With her thumb, the dowager dug at the fletching Annabella had shredded until the entire edge of feathering pulled loose. She released the feathers into the wind, shaking her hand until the last bits had flown off. Then she set the arrow in place, turned sideways to the target, and pulled back on the string.
Annabella watched in wide-eyed shock as the arrow shot from the bow then made a sudden left turn and spiraled into the heart of the target.
“When a man is thrown off center by his drive to understand a woman, he has no time to spin his own plots to keep her off kilter.” The dowager turned and smiled at Annabella. “Understand me now?”
Annabella looked from the dowager to the arrow and back again. “I… think so, your grace.”
The dowager smiled and nodded. “My dear, don’t you think it’s past time we dispensed with such formalities? You may certainly feel free to call me Gladys. After all, we are plotting the romantic downfall of my grandson, are we not?”
“Thank you, Gran — I mean Gl—” Annabella cleared her throat and tried again to form the name on her tongue but it didn’t feel quite right. “Gla—” Heat rushed to her face.
The dowager brushed her fingers over her right eye, blinking furiously. “I should very much like for you to call me Gran.” With a sniff, she glanced up at the sky. “And now, I think that’s enough emotion for a morning’s work, don’t you?”
“Yes, I suppose it is.”
Annabella scuffed her half-boot through the dust under her feet. She had no idea what she would do with herself with the dow— with Gran calling a halt to the archery lesson early.
“I noticed my grandson has yet to show you much of Blackmoor.” Gran gathered her bow and arrows and signaled for Ernest to clean up the archery range. At the last minute, she snatched up her shawl and motioned for Annabella to join her on the narrow path back to the hall. “It’s a beautiful day for a walk. If you stay on the lane, you likely won’t lose yourself.” She smiled sweetly. “And if you see any Frenchies, you can impress them with your love of their wine.”
Annabella’s mind raced. A walk sounded like just the thing. Of course, walking with Jon would have been more pleasant. She’d enjoyed their stroll through Coventry. But he wasn’t present, and getting out of the house held a certain appeal that she couldn’t deny.
She glanced down at the pale leaf-green muslin fluttering in the gentle breeze. The lightweight fabric wasn’t particularly suited for a walk outside. She only wore her morning dresses for archery because of their loose fit. “I’ll change into something appropriate.”
“Oh, pish!” Gran waved away the notion with her free hand and walked through the door. “Your gown is perfectly suitable. You could walk all day and never leave the estate or encounter another soul.” She glanced down at the woolen wrap she clutched and held it out. “Here you go, my dear. Just throw this over your shoulders to keep the chill away.”
Annabella hesitated, but the call of the warm sunshine was too strong. With a smile, she accepted the wrap.
“There’s a grouping of cottages just beyond the little stone bridge
up the main drive.” Gran gestured toward the front of the castle. “I shouldn’t go any farther than those, were I you.”
Several minutes later, Annabella found herself pushed through the castle’s rear entrance, wrapped up in Gran’s blue shawl, and packed out the front door by the dowager herself, aimed along the lane that had originally brought her to Blackmoor… Could she really count her time there in weeks? No, she realized, her steps faltering… Months. Nearly two months, as May had just turned over to June. She shook her head in wonder. Sometimes it felt like so many days couldn’t possibly have passed. Other times, it seemed like she’d lived in the castle her entire life.
The sun danced in patches between the shade of the trees along the lane, and Annabella smiled as she drew in a deep breath. The wind was carrying the sulfur smell away from Blackmoor for once. It was the kind of day she and Juliet would have deemed perfect for meeting in their little glade when they’d been younger.
Her happiness clouded. How was Juliet faring? Annabella had rarely spared a thought for her friend in recent days. Did that make her a dreadful person? She supposed it did. She hadn’t even managed to send off the note and funds. Jon had promised to secure word of her friend in London to allay any lingering fears, but if he’d sent off any messages, he hadn’t mentioned doing so.
Jon… Annabella had foolishly decided the two of them might yet come to an understanding about their marriage. But he seemed no more inclined to remove her from the limbo of uncertainty than he had before their excursion to Coventry.
Would he dissolve their marriage? If that was his plan, he certainly wasn’t hurrying about it. It was rather difficult, she supposed, to work on the situation one way or the other if he wasn’t home to do so.
The wind hissed through larkspur that lined the lane, reminding her that she was quite alone. She should be apprehensive but instead she felt a sense of… contentment.
Her days had been filled with archery in the mornings, then tea or chocolate with Gran, a rest or reading in the afternoon. Too bad she’d not thought to bring along her stitchery. She could ask Gran for supplies, she supposed — did the dowager even do the normal things a proper lady did? Embroidery certainly wasn’t her own favorite activity, but it would help pass some of the long afternoons. Even those were more or less bearable, though.
