“How long do you think you’ll stay with Säpo?” Mikael asked.
Excellent, he had already dropped his holiday plans.
“Why do you ask? I’ve only been there just over six months.”
“I’m asking because I know you, Eden. You’re a restless soul.”
She stared up at the ceiling. Was that true? Was she restless? Maybe, maybe not.
“I’ll stay for a while. There’s a lot to do within their organization before I’m satisfied.”
“Their organization? Not yours?”
No. She would never again make the same mistake as she had in London, becoming as one with an organization that wasn’t hers after all.
The desire for a cigarette grew too strong.
“Back in a minute,” she said, getting out of bed again.
“Say what you like, nobody could accuse you of being a romantic,” Mikael said, and for a moment it bothered her that he didn’t sound in the least ironic.
She let the comment pass. In the bathroom she unzipped her toilet bag and took out the packet of cigarettes and the lighter she always kept in the side pocket. She ran water into the hand basin, then opened the window and lit up. She closed her eyes as she blew out the smoke, the cold air cooling her body. Just a few drags, then she was satisfied. The odd snowflake found its way into the bathroom, melting on her bare skin.
As usual she doused the cigarette under the running water and flushed the stub down the toilet. She was brushing her teeth when her cell phone rang again.
She went back into the bedroom. Why couldn’t the Solomon Community understand that she was neither willing nor able to help them?
But it wasn’t the Solomon Community. It was her boss, Buster Hansson, the general director of Säpo, usually known as GD.
“We have a problem,” he said. “Efraim Kiel is back in Sweden.”
The telephone slipped out of Eden’s hand and landed on the floor.
“What’s happened?” Mikael asked, sitting up in bed.
“Nothing,” she said, picking up the phone.
But inside she was in turmoil.
Efraim Kiel. She could think of several reasons why he might turn up in Stockholm.
None of them was good news.
It was almost nine thirty, and Fredrika Bergman was sitting alone in the kitchen with a cup of tea. Spencer was in their bedroom, and she had asked him to stay there. They had had an unexpectedly bitter argument about how he thought he could possibly go off to Jerusalem, because it turned out they had completely different perceptions of what was achievable and what they could demand of one another.
“How would you react if I suddenly said I was going off to play the violin for two weeks?” Fredrika had snapped.
“The fact is you don’t actually do everything at home while I just watch,” Spencer had replied, as if that had anything to do with Fredrika’s question.
“What’s that got to do with anything? Am I supposed to go around feeling grateful because I don’t have to look after the kids and run the house on my own? Is that what you’re saying?”
Spencer had made the mistake of sounding more than a little condescending in his response.
“If I travel to Jerusalem to work for two weeks, it’s hardly the same as you going off to China to play the guitar.”
At that point Fredrika had hit the roof.
“I don’t play the fucking guitar! And China? Are you going senile?”
That had been the starting pistol for an extremely undignified row.
So now she was sitting alone in the kitchen. The guitar. In China. She couldn’t help it, she just burst out laughing. Half her girlfriends would have advised her to file for divorce. Right now.
For God’s sake, Spencer, get a grip.
The strength in their relationship had always—always—been the unconditional trust and the fact that they were able to communicate with one another. During all those years when Spencer was still married, they had still known exactly where they were; he had never disappointed her by giving her false expectations or making promises he couldn’t keep. Not once. Their situation was complicated enough; there was no need to make it even more complex with a whole load of lies.
Fredrika wearily ran her hand across the surface of the table. A table on which Spencer had actually taken her just a couple of nights ago, when the children were staying over with their grandparents. She hoped her parents liked babysitting, because if she was going to be on her own for two weeks, she wouldn’t be able to cope without them.
If only everything wasn’t so fragile.
She had never thought she would have everything she had dreamt of.
Spencer.
The children.
The violin.
Now that she had all of those things and was happy for once, why did Spencer have to make such a fuss about something so trivial? Or was she the one who was overreacting? Because she was so afraid of losing everything?
She heard footsteps behind her.
“I’m sorry if I upset you,” Spencer said. “You’re right and I’m wrong. Two weeks is too long.”
He sat down at the table. He even looked good in pajamas. Fredrika tilted her head on one side, wondering what she would have wanted him to say if she had been offered the chance to go to Israel.
That’s terrific!
“Go to Jerusalem,” she said. “You have to go.”
“That means you’ll be on your own with the kids for two weeks.”
Or for the rest of my life, if I suffocate you.
“It’ll be fine. I’ll ask Mom to help out.”
His face broke into a smile.
“Thank you,” he said.
“Don’t thank me,” Fredrika said. “You can return the favor some time.”
He got up and moved around the table. Placed a hand on her shoulder.
“Are you coming to bed soon?”
“I’m just going to check my phone first.”
Spencer wasn’t the only one who worked at strange times.
The job.
She yawned and picked up her phone to see if Alex had called about the murdered teacher. Perhaps something new had come up during the evening that she ought to know about before she went into work tomorrow.
God, it was cold outside. The winter chill seemed to find its way in through the walls and the floor, making her shiver. The snow was falling heavily now, covering everything in its path. Fredrika curled up on the kitchen chair and read a message from Alex.
Two ten-year-old boys had gone missing. Alex’s team would probably be working on the case tomorrow if the boys hadn’t turned up by then.
As she read the message she was transported back four and a half years. She had been the new recruit, and for several terrible days that summer they had worked against the clock to find a little girl who had disappeared from a train. Fredrika still remembered her name.
Lilian Sebastiansson.
Fredrika’s first difficult case with Alex’s team.
Back then she had been the enigmatic single woman approaching thirty-five who never said a word about her private life. The woman who was sleeping with her former university professor, pretending that he wasn’t the man in her life. The only member of the team who had a civilian background rather than police training.
Resolutely she got to her feet. She hoped the missing boys were at least somewhere indoors, in the warmth. If they were outside, they wouldn’t survive the bitterly cold night.
CONCLUSION
FRAGMENT II
The detective inspector who thought he had seen everything is standing in the bedroom, frozen to the spot. He cannot take his eyes off the man lying on the bed with his two children. Around them a handful of people are trying to work a miracle. Anything else would be of no use. The inspector has seen enough dead bodies during his career to know that no one on that bed is alive.
There are paper bags on the floor. Without saying it out loud, he knows that someone has drawn on them.<
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He hears a commotion, shouting from the stairwell.
“She got away! Stop her!”
But the inspector knows that it is not possible to stop the woman who is on her way up the stairs. Standing in her way would constitute attempted suicide.
Let her come, he thinks. After all, this moment is unavoidable.
And then she is standing in the doorway, and he turns to face her.
Snow in her hair, snow on her clothes, a violin case in her hand.
No one moves, apart from those who are trying to bring the dead back to life. The woman doesn’t move either. At first it looks as if she is about to take a step toward the bed, but then she changes her mind. Stays exactly where she is. Slowly she puts down the violin.
Someone pulls out a chair, asks if she would like to sit down.
She doesn’t answer; she simply stands there. She doesn’t scream, doesn’t shed a tear. Perhaps because it is impossible to take in what she sees before her? A future without her family. A life without the man the inspector believes she regarded as the love of her life. Probably a life without children, because how long does a woman remain fertile? Not long enough for her to have more children than those she has already given birth to, the children who are now lying dead in her bed.
“Do you know her?” a colleague says, nodding toward the woman in the doorway.
Oh yes, they know one another. Well enough for the inspector to realize that it is best not to approach her.
“Is there anyone we can call?”
He can’t answer that. Is there?
Then one of the paramedics by the bed says:
“I’ve found a pulse! She’s alive!”
A miracle has happened.
One of the children is alive.
EARLIER
The Second Day
Thursday, January 26, 2012
The snowstorm was over.
Simon blinked into the light as the man told him to get out of the van. Frozen stiff. He was enclosed in a bubble of fear, and he couldn’t make a hole in it. He didn’t think he had ever been so cold in his whole life. The night had felt like an eternity. He and Abraham had lain very close to one another, covered by a blanket that was much too thin. Neither of them had slept. They had both wept, shaking with cold.
All night.
“Where’s Abraham?” Simon asked.
His legs could hardly hold him up, and his voice was so thin, destroyed by tears and exhaustion.
There wasn’t a sound to be heard. No wind whispering in the treetops, no animals moving around.
Simon didn’t know where he was. A little while ago someone had got in the van and started the engine. The vehicle had begun to move, and the two boys had looked at one another in a panic.
After just a few minutes, the van had stopped.
The man had come for Abraham first. Simon had heard the snow crunching beneath their feet as they walked past the side of the van, then everything had gone quiet. He had remained motionless for a long time, his body rigid with fear.
Until a loud gunshot made him leap to his feet as quickly as if it had been fired inside the van. Warm piss trickled down his legs. Simon had gone hunting with his father several times and knew the sounds that went with such expeditions. But the shot he had just heard had nothing to do with the hunt. He could feel it in every fiber of his ten-year-old body.
He waited and waited.
Exhausted and even more terrified, he sank to the floor. At long last the man came back.
Without Abraham.
• • •
The man didn’t answer his question.
“Tell me where he is!”
Simon’s voice was weak as he tried to shout.
He couldn’t control himself any longer. Tears poured down his grubby cheeks.
“I want to go home,” he sobbed. “Please let me go home.”
The man just looked at him. Then he took a cigarette out of his pocket and lit it. He gazed around in the way that people do when they don’t really have anything to look at. His eyes roamed across the bare trees without alighting anywhere.
By the time he eventually spoke, Simon had dropped to his knees in the snow, his arms wrapped around his body. Where had Abraham gone?
He gave a start when he heard the man’s voice.
“Has your father told you about the Paper Boy?” the man said, staring at him.
Simon nodded.
“Answer me!”
Simon wiped the snot and tears from his face with the back of his hand.
“Yes, he has.”
The man took a long drag of his cigarette.
“Good. In that case you know why you’re here.”
Did he?
Simon didn’t understand a thing.
The cigarette smoke smelled strong, making him cough. The piss in his pants made them feel stiff.
“Get up.”
Automatically he did as he was told. His legs were so cold they hurt.
The man threw his cigarette down on the snow and slowly turned to face him.
Simon took a step backward.
It looked as if smoke were coming out of the man’s mouth as he breathed. He ran a hand over his chin.
“Your father had the greatest respect for the Paper Boy when he was little. As you know, the Paper Boy is happiest in the warmth and the darkness. He sleeps during the day and comes to the children at night. But this time he has made an exception and has come in the cold and the daylight instead.”
Simon couldn’t think clearly.
The Paper Boy.
“Why does he come to the children at night?”
His voice was no more than a whisper.
The man grew serious.
“He steals them. Takes them from their parents and tears them to pieces.”
Suddenly the man was angry. He hissed:
“And you know what? Your father became just like him.”
Simon realized two things simultaneously:
He was in a very dangerous situation. And he had no idea how to get out of it.
The man took a step toward him, and Simon fell backward in the snow as he tried to move away.
“Get up and take off your shoes and socks.”
Simon blinked.
“You heard me. Take off your shoes and socks and I’ll give you a chance.”
Without waiting for Simon to obey, he walked past him and opened the driver’s door of the van. Simon stood there as if he had turned to stone and saw the man reach inside for something. When he turned around, he was holding a rifle.
Simon started crying again.
“There’s no need to be afraid. If you just do as I say, I’ll give you a chance.”
He lowered the gun as if to show that he meant what he said.
“Do as I say and I’ll let you go.”
With trembling hands Simon slowly began to undo his shoelaces.
His feet were freezing cold.
And he was weary.
Bone weary.
As he stood barefoot in front of the man, he almost didn’t care what was going to happen.
The man stared at him for a long time.
“Okay, Simon. Listen carefully. I want you to run as fast as you can. Do you understand?”
Not really.
Run?
Run where?
“Run! Run like the wind, and you might get away from him.”
Simon blinked again, still numb with cold and shock.
“Who?” he whispered. “Who’s after me?”
The man raised his gun.
“I am after you. I am the Paper Boy.”
It was such a beautiful day that you just wanted to get in the car and head out of the city. Drive out into the country and let the children go crazy in the snow.
But a conscientious person like Fredrika Bergman couldn’t do that. Not with a murder and two missing boys to think about. The morning passed in silence as she and Spencer moved around the apartment like two restl
ess souls, getting the children ready for day care.
“So you’ll pick them up this afternoon?” she said eventually as she stood in the doorway with her son and daughter in the double buggy.
“Of course.”
Of course.
Now that Fredrika had agreed that he could go away for two weeks, there was nothing he wouldn’t do for her.
Very wise.
Fredrika had hardly slept. The missing boys and memories of the past had kept her awake. In the middle of the night, at God knows what time, she had glanced over at Spencer and realized that he, too, was wide-awake, lying on his side and watching her in the darkness. He couldn’t settle either.
“I don’t know what I’d do if you left me,” he had whispered. “Are you sure it’s okay if I go?”
He had reached out and touched her chin.
The desire came from nowhere, and she had leaned over and kissed his forehead. His cheeks. His chin. And his mouth.
“Of course it is,” she had whispered in return.
The clear air and open sky made life seem even more tranquil as she left the apartment block and plowed through the fresh snow with the stroller. She was taking the children to day care, then she was going to work. One foot in front of the other. Always moving forward, never backward.
Soon she would be there. Get to grips with the case of the missing boys.
She offered up a silent prayer that it wouldn’t be too late by the time they found them.
• • •
It was as if Stockholm had become a different city overnight. Someone had shot a teacher standing on the pavement, surrounded by children. And the two boys who had disappeared on their way to a tennis lesson were still missing.
“I can’t lead both investigations,” Alex Recht said to his boss first thing in the morning.
“I’ve asked for the murder to be handed over to the National Crime Unit. I’d like you to focus on the boys.”
Alex was frustrated.
“But I’ve already made a start on the murder!”
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