by Leslie Glass
Bouck grabbed for the open box in Calamita’s hands. Inside was a 9mm Colt All-American. Fifteen-round magazine and 3¾ barrel brushing kit. One automatic, two barrels.
“Stand back,” Braun told him.
“What is that? Where’d you get that?” Bouck’s rage escalated.
“It was behind a false back in an old desk, sir,” Calamita replied.
“Would everybody stand back, please.” Braun’s voice was tight. “Put your hands out,” he said to Bouck. “I want to see your hands in front of you.”
Bouck ignored him. “You brought that in here. You brought it in,” he screamed. “I never saw it before. I don’t even know what it is.” He reached for it.
Calamita moved back.
The top stair creaked. Bouck turned his head and saw Sanchez. “Whaa—”
Instantly April was out the kitchen door, gesturing to Mike and Lieutenant Braun that Bouck had a gun.
“This is a frame,” Bouck screamed at the sight of two more detectives. “You’re going to be history. You took a sick woman out of here. You’re threatening me—I’m not going anywhere. I didn’t do anything.”
“Give me your gun.” Lieutenant Braun’s voice was soft now. “We don’t want anybody to get hurt.”
Bouck froze.
April let her breath out.
“Come on, let’s let the boys finish up in here.”
“Unh-unh. You can’t do this.”
“Come on. Give me the gun. Don’t you want to see your girlfriend?”
“Yeah, I do. Why don’t you go outside and wait for me? I’ll come out on my own.” Bouck’s voice turned cunning.
Braun shook his head. “It’s not happening that way. You give me the gun and we all go out together.”
Bouck tried something else. “What, are you nuts? I don’t have a gun.” He reached his hand across his body.
Roberts moved forward to grab him. Everybody changed position, moving in, moving back. Bouck’s pistol was out. Someone shouted. Roberts lunged at it.
Two shots exploded in the small space. Bouck crumpled, shot in the back. Braun sagged against the banister, screaming that he’d taken a hit. Blood poured out on the floor from a neat hole in his right shoe. Braun slid to the floor. More people began crowding in.
“What happened?” Penelope Dunham, the assistant D.A., running late, plunged through the front door with the two cops who’d let Bouck in without stopping him. She skidded in a puddle of blood on the floor. “Dear God …”
For an instant Mike and April stared at each other. Then Braun pointed at them, told them to stop gaping and get the hell out of there.
58
It sounds like you’re under a lot of stress right now,” Jason said. His notepad rested on his knee below the level of the tabletop. He made a quick note.
Camille lowered her head and nodded. “I’m worried,” she said softly.
“Sometimes when people get tense and nervous, their ears play tricks on them. They hear things when no one’s there.”
Camille nodded again.
“Have you ever heard people telling you things when no one’s there?”
“No.”
“What are you worried about?”
Camille glanced down at where she’d bitten her arm. She was silent for a long time.
“I’m worried about Bouck,” she said at last. “I’m worried about my relationship with my sister.” She looked up at Jason. “I’m worried about my future.”
“You sound blue.” There was nothing quite like stating the obvious. It usually worked.
Camille’s eyes filled with tears. She shook her head fiercely. “I’m not supposed to say.”
“Sometimes when people get depressed and worried they feel they don’t want to go on living. Have you ever felt like this?”
“Yes.” Camille mouthed the word.
“When?”
She shrugged.
“Within the last forty-eight hours?”
“No.”
“Have you ever felt life was not worth living?”
She bristled. “I already told you that.”
“You said yes. Did you ever try to end your life?”
“I’m not supposed to say.”
“Who told you that?”
She shrugged again.
Uh-huh. “You mean you did try to end it?”
“Nooooo, I mean I never went all the way.” She brushed her red hair away from her face, looked defiant. “I could do it. If I tried, I could do it.”
“So you went part of the way? What does that mean?”
Camille kissed the dog. “I have my baby to live for.”
“Yes.” Jason looked at the bloody marks on her arm. “But you can hurt yourself. You bit your arm.”
“I got nervous. I was upset. I don’t know why I did that. I feel better now. I don’t think I’ll do it again.”
“What else do you do to hurt yourself, Camille?”
She glanced at the pocket where Jason’s key chain with the knife on it was. “I cut myself. I burned myself.” She chewed on her lips. “I break things.”
“What about Bouck?”
“What about him?”
“Have you ever hurt Bouck? Or your sister? Have you ever hurt Milicia?”
She looked shocked. “No. How could I?”
“Anybody else?”
“What?”
“Have you ever hurt anybody else?”
She shrank back from the table. “You’re just asking me that because I’m in the police station. You think I’m crazy.”
Jason didn’t say anything.
She gnawed on her lip.
“Have you hurt anybody else?”
“No. Only myself,” Camille said firmly.
Okay. “You said you were worried about your relationship with your sister. You want to tell me about that?”
Camille shuddered. “My sister is making me sick.”
“How is she doing that?”
“Ever heard of voodoo?” she whispered.
“Your sister is making you sick with voodoo?”
“Yes, you got it.” She nodded vigorously.
“How does she do that?”
“It happened a long time ago, and she won’t stop. That’s why Bouck has four locks.”
“What happened a long time ago?”
“I can’t say.”
Okay. “Is your sister doing anything to you now?”
Camille nodded fiercely, her face brittle with pain.
“What?”
Suddenly her eyes squeezed shut. With her wild mane of reddish hair, the trancelike expression, and the loose gauzy clothes, Camille looked like a parody of a fortune-teller struggling for an omen. “I’m not sure. It’s hazy. I can’t see.”
Jason changed the subject. “Why don’t you tell me about the last few days before you came here. What were those days like?”
Camille opened her eyes. “You want to know what I do?” She looked around wildly, as if for something to say.
“Yes. What time do you wake up in the morning? What do you do? Things like that.” Jason sat back in his chair.
Camille took some time to answer. The dog pawed her hand for attention. It gave her something to focus on. She smiled.
“I have to get up early because Puppy likes to get up early.”
Then her face clouded over.
“You take Puppy out for walks?” Jason asked.
“Sometimes,” she said vaguely.
“Then what?”
“I read the paper. If the stock market’s up, I go shopping.”
So Camille read the paper and went shopping. He asked about the newspaper first. “What’s your favorite section?”
“I like the stock market. But I read the whole thing. Then I put the paper on the floor for Puppy.”
“What was the Dow today?” Jason asked. He didn’t know what it was himself, but he’d look it up later to see if she was right.
“Thirty-five twenty-fi
ve,” she replied without hesitation.
“Is that up or down from yesterday?”
She shook her head, looking at him shrewdly again. “You’re trying to trip me up.” Her shrill laugh was startling. “But you can’t trip me up.”
“Oh, why not?”
“Because I know the trick.” Camille clapped her hands triumphantly.
“What’s the trick?” Jason was careful not to frown. He was puzzled.
“You asked me what the market did yesterday.” He nodded. So?
Camille laughed. “Yesterday was Labor Day. The market was closed.”
“Oh, yeah. It was.” Jason smiled. One of his supervisors used to say, “Never underestimate the mentally ill. Just because they’re sick doesn’t mean they’re stupid.”
So, she wasn’t hallucinatory, knew what day it was, followed the stock market. Might be slightly delusional. Focus drifted in and out. She thought her sister was hurting her with voodoo that started a long time ago. What kind of voodoo? Jason checked his watch. It was nearly midnight.
59
April Woo looked through the glass viewing panel and mouthed “Come out.”
Leisurely, Jason got up, stretched, said something to Camille April couldn’t hear, then moved to the door. April opened it.
He gave her a piercing look. “What’s going on?”
April didn’t answer. She was deeply aware of the brown stains on her shirt and the blood spatters from the gunshot wounds of Lieutenant Braun and Bouck on her shoes and trousers. There had been quite a bit of blood on the floor. She’d waded through it. There was a lot of other trace evidence all over her, too. From the upstairs, from the basement. Crime Scene would have a hell of a time putting together the last few hours of her day. Just a routine day that started with a dead girl on one side of Second Avenue, then segued right into a shootout among five officers and a suspect on the other side of Second Avenue.
Upstairs they were saying the bureau got their perp within twenty-four hours. Great work. They were heroes. There were only a few crucial things wrong with that though. They got him in the wrong twenty-four-hour period. After he killed Maggie Wheeler, they’d been looking for someone who knew her, not a stranger. So he had time to kill again. They’d been meticulously working the wrong angle. April felt kind of queasy. A lot queasy, in fact. Like everything about this case from beginning to end was all messed up.
Once in a while in social situations she’d indulge and have a beer. She hadn’t had one since Sunday, when she ate part of a lunch with Dr. Dong, but now she felt as if she’d been drinking steadily ever since the case began just over a week ago. She was tired, thick-headed, and a little nauseated.
And now Jason Frank’s eyes were boring into her, increasing her uneasiness. This was a guy who didn’t just look at people. He looked into them. She’d seen this before in him. His gaze made her wonder if he could tell what she was thinking. It used to throw her off balance until she got to know him. Then she decided he was all right, couldn’t read her mind after all.
“What’s going on?” he asked again.
“End of shift is all.” She answered his question evenly, but her face was stiff with strain.
Mike was in Sergeant Joyce’s office, on the phone with the Captain. For some reason, the people downtown didn’t think it was as great work as Captain Higgins did. They weren’t happy. They were talking about an internal investigation of the shooting. That made Captain Higgins nervous. He knew his people could be made to take the fall somehow just because they were on the scene and it would look better. Wouldn’t look better for the Two-O though.
“Thank God, we’re clean” had been April’s first words when they got in their car to return to the precinct.
She said things like that because thinking the American thing was a reflex action with her. At the same time as she thanked the generic American God that actually had no meaning to her, she had another thought. She worried about which of the many Chinese gods that Sai Woo claimed were hovering around in the air all the time, waiting to decide which moments to make danger and which to protect from danger, was appropriate to thank on an occasion like this.
“Not so fast,” Mike replied. “They’ll check our guns to make sure we’re clean, and then what they find will show maybe we’re not so clean after all.” He rolled his window down.
“Better pray they find you clean,” he added.
April was driving. She had the keys, and it was her turn. She saw Mike’s hand drift up to the knot on his tie and knew he was reaching for the cross around his neck. She could tell he believed in God, and might even be praying to Him right now. She found that kind of puzzling, because it was clear when people believed that kind of stuff, they got in a lot of trouble.
She couldn’t get over the fact that Mike’s wife hung on to him for years, even though she didn’t want him anymore. That wasn’t like the Chinese. But the Chinese were different in lots of ways. Each had his own name, different from anyone else’s. The Spanish all had generic names, like the generic God they worshiped. The men were all José or Alfonso, Jesus or Juan. The women were Maria or Maria Rosario or Maria Elena, or Maria Magdalena. It got confusing sometimes. All the women in Sanchez’s life seemed to be just plain Maria. His mother, sister, cousins, the Maria who didn’t want him.
The thought of Mike’s Maria who didn’t want him sliced through April’s stomach like a knife through a bitter melon. She felt the mix: the bitterness of the melon and the sharpness of the knife. She didn’t understand her feelings about Mike. Everybody else she thought about with her head. She felt Mike with her body. That was boo hao. No good at all.
She thought about her reaction when she realized Bouck had a weapon. She had broken into a cold sweat, her first thought of Mike, up on the stairs, unprepared and in the middle of everything.
After the shots were fired, she had wanted to rush into the melee and make sure he was okay. That was not good. A cop couldn’t think with the heart, or any other part of the body. A cop could think only with his head. Anything else was dangerous.
And the way she reacted to Mike was all physical. Sometimes when she was close to him she got a sharp pain in the stomach. And it wasn’t because she missed lunch. Sometimes it was a piercing pain behind the eyes. Other times, sweat. It occurred to her maybe Skinny Dragon Mother was right and some Chinese god had gotten to America after all, had personally homed in on her, and was making mischief.
One day in the car Mike told April his mother Maria wrote a letter every day to his dead father up in heaven to keep him informed of what was going on with his family down on earth.
April didn’t have to ask how much postage it was to heaven. Postage to heaven was free, but apparently getting there wasn’t always so easy. An unhappy wife stayed married because she was afraid a divorced woman wouldn’t get in. April felt bad that she had known Mike for a year and it took Ducci to find that out.
Skinny Dragon Mother would say April wasn’t much of a detective. And it was true she didn’t know what to make of Spanish women. One writing letters to her husband in heaven because she didn’t want to keep him waiting for the news. One thinking she could get there on a technicality, pretending she hadn’t violated her sacred vows by leaving her husband. What kind of God would put up with tricks like that?
In trouble, though, Mike’s hand moved up to his neck, where the small gold cross hung on a chain. She had seen it once after they had a scuffle with two thirteen-year-olds who’d robbed a corner store, shot the owner in the chest, and then led them on a chase down a crowded play street, through an open fire hydrant. By the time they and three uniforms stopped the kids, the gun was long gone, people were shrieking on the street, and everyone was soaked. Mike had shoved his wet tie in a pocket and opened his collar.
It was then that April saw for the first time a small portion of dark and hairy, barbarian chest and the cross. She had thought it must be easier with only one God to worry about, because she didn’t want to think
about the hair on Mike’s chest and how sexy she thought it was.
The whole thing had made her sweat—the cross, the chest. The chase, the stinging cold water from the fire hydrant.
Jason didn’t buy shift change as the cause of her tension. “Where’ve you been?”
April turned to take him upstairs to the squad room. “Out in the field,” she said vaguely.
“Something must have happened. You don’t look so, ah, great.”
“Yeah, I’ll tell you about it. How are you doing with Camille?”
“Oh, I’m about finished for now. I’ve sent the officer back in with her while we talk.”
Jason followed her upstairs to the squad room. He’d been there before.
It was after midnight. No one was around. April glanced at Sergeant Joyce’s closed door. She wondered if Mike was still in there with her, giving his statement. If that was the case, hers would be next.
She sat down at her desk, trying not to think about it. She had been working six different cases when the Maggie Wheeler thing came up. All of them had been put aside. They were sitting there on her desk, the folders untouched in a week. Everybody cared about his own case and wanted it dealt with right away. Quite a few message slips had accumulated. The pile looked a little messy, as though someone had gone through it.
April took a sidelong glance at it. The name on the top pink slip jumped up and startled her. George Dong had called at nine o’clock. Hastily, she shoved the slips under a folder.
Jason lowered himself into the visitor’s chair beside her desk, grimacing as if everything hurt. “I’m really hungry, and I’m really tired, and there’s blood on your shirt. What happened?”
“It’s mole,” she replied quickly, closing her jacket around the stains. She couldn’t decide what to tell him, so she hedged. “You want food first or the story first?”
Jason smiled bleakly. “Why don’t you tell me the story while we’re waiting for the food?”
60
We got a warrant to go over the house where Camille lives,” April began. “Her boyfriend came back before we were finished. There was a confrontation. He shot a Lieutenant from Homicide, and a detective shot him.”
